第四十三章:解釋512Please respect copyright.PENANAd8HwCKBoC1
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAzHfHWYowqH
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。512Please respect copyright.PENANA7BHcnBSiyZ
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。512Please respect copyright.PENANAew8iUolNJb
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……512Please respect copyright.PENANAJU7gShHSeF
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」512Please respect copyright.PENANA3Wc1rDqr7V
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。512Please respect copyright.PENANAoPmDy7Xq2Q
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。512Please respect copyright.PENANAGo9MoGq7Xe
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAKOf3OFir0E
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。512Please respect copyright.PENANAxCpJjAUuxz
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAy9ipeWMgL6
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。512Please respect copyright.PENANAo0GhzhMlS5
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」512Please respect copyright.PENANA562NwlBs4V
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。512Please respect copyright.PENANA698HckCVB0
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」512Please respect copyright.PENANACzVhfLWOu8
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。512Please respect copyright.PENANAxWR564Etxz
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……512Please respect copyright.PENANAysPZteczlP
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」512Please respect copyright.PENANAliQGl1zMus
她的眼淚開始流下來了。512Please respect copyright.PENANArrt2bKyYos
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。512Please respect copyright.PENANAcKcf24Kkra
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」512Please respect copyright.PENANA5HkpeooKr5
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。512Please respect copyright.PENANAiHidHSDyJc
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「依玲!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAKl0o8XBBwn
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……512Please respect copyright.PENANAo6u6Xbprsp
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAlX9I1ta7Yj
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。512Please respect copyright.PENANAYU6QMUnXVQ
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。512Please respect copyright.PENANAs1dJlelQ4u
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。512Please respect copyright.PENANAoHSZO2xW8y
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。512Please respect copyright.PENANAEetzFkut02
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。512Please respect copyright.PENANAuXQyHgPl1H
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。512Please respect copyright.PENANAKVLzHetgPr
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……512Please respect copyright.PENANA9MZRSiM7v7
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。512Please respect copyright.PENANAv95wnjnySA
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。512Please respect copyright.PENANAb77ou72DoE
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。512Please respect copyright.PENANAPZPpEW7xqd
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……512Please respect copyright.PENANAr1YoIYgYKA
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。512Please respect copyright.PENANAxoV6yC7VfB
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」512Please respect copyright.PENANA1SeR08HMGI
我最終都是向她道歉了。512Please respect copyright.PENANAANZhIcs9nL
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。512Please respect copyright.PENANA0q2nCytIMM
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。512Please respect copyright.PENANA79EBtke7ag
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。512Please respect copyright.PENANAnmet02pn0X
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。512Please respect copyright.PENANA5h39bzmG6I
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。512Please respect copyright.PENANA2f9noncY3A
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAoaq9HCQrzI
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。512Please respect copyright.PENANASPT1D49tDc
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。512Please respect copyright.PENANAGFpXZiJ79e
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。512Please respect copyright.PENANAb7bTfOLvI1
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。512Please respect copyright.PENANApP5Cs6VTsw
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?512Please respect copyright.PENANAIWG2811nhD
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。512Please respect copyright.PENANAXxu5MANMRS
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。512Please respect copyright.PENANAMPMueNqnLL
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAUNpumfCNyx
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。512Please respect copyright.PENANAq0yM2alIdh
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但我仍然沒有回應她……512Please respect copyright.PENANA7O1tZ9db4j
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。512Please respect copyright.PENANAJnepxdYk78
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。512Please respect copyright.PENANAFsQNgQhSlJ
令她失望的也是我。512Please respect copyright.PENANA5mAw0oCfAU
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。512Please respect copyright.PENANAg2iJD0okXm
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。512Please respect copyright.PENANARrxLdvNHZZ
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。512Please respect copyright.PENANAVPkarKJBTm
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我沒有說話。512Please respect copyright.PENANAHvhHwD1Ue5
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。512Please respect copyright.PENANAWvut3f7FeH
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。512Please respect copyright.PENANA5xZxeCNgC6
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。512Please respect copyright.PENANAap1E55Guvi
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。512Please respect copyright.PENANAfvzSKK40mi
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。512Please respect copyright.PENANAptClLnWYm7
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。512Please respect copyright.PENANA2zRf24BnfF
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。512Please respect copyright.PENANANqJG9QmoHN
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」512Please respect copyright.PENANAVTygjQBtjK
我仍然被她緊摟著。512Please respect copyright.PENANAUpNGcPcWAX
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。512Please respect copyright.PENANA9HxVbq0w2m
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。512Please respect copyright.PENANAebXMYiH7mh
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。512Please respect copyright.PENANAtwxPAnsp1H
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。512Please respect copyright.PENANA2skaHhwgWn
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。512Please respect copyright.PENANAcfXgsrSrUN
我不是故意的這樣問的……512Please respect copyright.PENANAmwnde9kSmJ
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」512Please respect copyright.PENANA8DUCAupOs6
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。512Please respect copyright.PENANAMTT8g03v3o
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「哦……聽到啦……」512Please respect copyright.PENANAIZbwpg6iHw
我又被她罵了多一次。512Please respect copyright.PENANApzdGwZkzJF
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。512Please respect copyright.PENANAhAuCwPfFLO
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAcWG6tCIL8W
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。512Please respect copyright.PENANAlmyo1w014E
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。512Please respect copyright.PENANACyAmtfpvVc
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……512Please respect copyright.PENANAte90sxbeEd
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。512Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0iuUFHMhf
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAd95aRg7Lfe
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。512Please respect copyright.PENANAgAp07q2QVY
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。512Please respect copyright.PENANAQwBXAiSR4n
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」512Please respect copyright.PENANA6p02KKM9Pg
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。512Please respect copyright.PENANAZaNZ1eY1WD
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……512Please respect copyright.PENANAUEyYUZVG7k
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」512Please respect copyright.PENANAf3wjpzT3uP
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。512Please respect copyright.PENANAbmxqESyqNl
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。512Please respect copyright.PENANAOJ2mvz5kfz
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAkO3v2HLBoi
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。512Please respect copyright.PENANAhQPHnLeIRN
然後就拉著我一同走回去。512Please respect copyright.PENANAA9XPfdsiUW
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。512Please respect copyright.PENANAzuv1YxHdRD
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……512Please respect copyright.PENANAxh4Iulb6eE
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。512Please respect copyright.PENANAiiA6PSpwoI
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAs9udL0Vt88
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。512Please respect copyright.PENANAQJcjTfp2Ea
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。512Please respect copyright.PENANAowjuxTuOJb
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAqgvN9aSdfw
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。512Please respect copyright.PENANApv6iYRhNUO
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……512Please respect copyright.PENANAG8BVXsXCPh
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAWSs16XLIPQ
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAXsHnvqifmp
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAEHeeqSqmeP
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。512Please respect copyright.PENANAy051RCKKMz
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。512Please respect copyright.PENANASn0B3LjRgw
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……512Please respect copyright.PENANAevNR4W9emJ
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。512Please respect copyright.PENANAjbWjhgh5s4
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。512Please respect copyright.PENANA4N7yUPZ56J
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……512Please respect copyright.PENANAdGWwO7sWqr
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」512Please respect copyright.PENANAHdMJa793xW
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。512Please respect copyright.PENANADzWJSJgzAK
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAPBBCUKpZlA
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。512Please respect copyright.PENANAeE8wtHDS4X
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」512Please respect copyright.PENANAaBqz32O1uf
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。512Please respect copyright.PENANAzhyLgINpWk
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」512Please respect copyright.PENANAdTB2cS4QSA
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。512Please respect copyright.PENANAsqBdcJxR4g
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。512Please respect copyright.PENANAlqUxqkJPoN
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。512Please respect copyright.PENANArm3ZC8Tj1c
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。512Please respect copyright.PENANAfSKPowiMf0
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。512Please respect copyright.PENANA5EJtsjr8hM
然後就一直掃著我的手機。512Please respect copyright.PENANAw3RBdV1mnq
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。512Please respect copyright.PENANAqnju4NxIwu
我八卦地看了一下四周。512Please respect copyright.PENANAJCrGJE7yiX
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……512Please respect copyright.PENANAQBrqA2xOCm
我看見了Mandy。512Please respect copyright.PENANACqWrhdFTlx
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。512Please respect copyright.PENANAEVpSX8kSk3
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。512Please respect copyright.PENANAim0kDPmddr
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。512Please respect copyright.PENANAh0OAUgQA9B
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。512Please respect copyright.PENANA4JLIpO1fTK
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……512Please respect copyright.PENANA4C92id5IQ1
我並沒有再看到她。512Please respect copyright.PENANArgdwrP9c28
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。512Please respect copyright.PENANAtOQmXXdLQa
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