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    何守琦
    何守琦
     從十六歲開始寫作,其實一開始寫的是很芭樂的愛情故事(就是女主角一定會得病死掉的那種)。後來隨著人生經歷多了,寫的也比較進步了(應該吧?)。

     出書一直是十幾年來的夢想,在2017年終於出了第一本書,內容是集結我曾經寫過的情書,小小一本,而且是自費出版。承蒙朋友們的支持,也賣了幾百本,在不景氣的出版業裡算是小小奇蹟。

     當時很多朋友鼓勵我繼續寫第二本,我總是用「會賠錢」、「可能沒時間」之類的理由蒙混過去。但其實在我的電腦裡,存著這二十年來,許多被「斷頭」的長篇小說。它們沒有完成的原因,其實就只是我懶惰而已。

     這段時間,我的想法有一些變化。

     老實說,這五、六年來,我一直處在一個高壓的環境,前面幾年都可以笑笑帶過,覺得「關關難過關關過」。但持續的現實問題,尤其是錢的問題,步步近逼之下,好幾次都覺得自己在懸崖邊了。曾幾何時,覺得墜落也是一種解脫。

     我不會勵志的說「已經好起來了,充滿力量了。」因為狀況並沒有大幅的改善,無法自欺欺人。

     但為何咬牙苦撐,放棄堅持的理想,無視長久擁抱的價值觀,帶著淚也要爬過去呢?除了我珍惜的家人,就是躺在我電腦裡,被遺忘在腦海裡,那些未竟的夢。

     曾經跟朋友聊天,如果明天就要走了,要留下些什麼呢?他笑著說:「反正不是錢。」我心裡想,留下一本書吧。

     第一本書只是對自己的交代,完成那些故事才是我該做的。

     「你應該做你最擅長的事。」最近跟另一位朋友聊天,我很有感觸。我最擅長的事,並不是目前拿來賺錢的技能,而是長期以來被我忽視的才能。

     「我真的辦不到嗎?」、「真的沒人想看嗎?」、「真的只是夢想嗎?」

     不試試看,怎麼知道?

     於是,我決定用較極端的方式來完成,就是每週連載。可能無法每週都寫幾千字,但我希望就算只有一百字,也不能斷。

     請對我的作品有興趣的朋友,按時的閱讀,如果發現我懶惰了,請鞭策我,謝謝。

     我的目的不是出書賺錢、當作家,只是希望有生之年,把那些腦袋裡的故事完成,留下一些作品。

     因為在百年之後,那就是我。
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要死了,告白幾次才會成功?
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「如果即將要死,你想做什麼?

我想再告白一次。

我想知道,到底告白幾次才會成功……」

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一、車禍
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#3
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#4
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十一
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十二
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十三
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十四
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#14
十五
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十六
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十七
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十八、
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#18
十九、
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#19
二十
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#20
二十一
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#21
二十二
6 Likes
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#22
二十三
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#23
二十四
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#24
二十五
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#25
二十六
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#26
二十七
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#27
二十八
5 Likes
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#28
二十九
6 Likes
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#29
三十
6 Likes
122 Reads
4 Comments
#30
三十一
5 Likes
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4 Comments
#31
三十二
7 Likes
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6 Comments
#32
三十三
4 Likes
124 Reads
6 Comments
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三十四
4 Likes
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#34
三十五
4 Likes
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#35
三十六
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三十七
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#37
三十八
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#38
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