Ben152Please respect copyright.PENANAo6oykXwd75
July 3, 2005152Please respect copyright.PENANAIRf4bz8Q5F
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 152Please respect copyright.PENANAwal0IplJ4O
It's all I see. 152Please respect copyright.PENANASe3Ec7QZoc
It's all I feel.152Please respect copyright.PENANAC5CxzUdbkC
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 152Please respect copyright.PENANA4kv0lWEj5U
I'm frozen. 152Please respect copyright.PENANACeO6Z0HcTF
Drifting in a black sea.152Please respect copyright.PENANAQs7d7eMm8h
Drowning.152Please respect copyright.PENANAshoVkSbS3j
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 152Please respect copyright.PENANA5f06dimWgL
I'm broken. 152Please respect copyright.PENANAPQYegw0EYg
I can feel it.152Please respect copyright.PENANAFicmGGq862
Pulling me under.152Please respect copyright.PENANAFlZcNej4PL
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 152Please respect copyright.PENANA4BaC4M796l
There's no one else.152Please respect copyright.PENANAsnoTtMcwLi
It's only me.
Only me.152Please respect copyright.PENANASJfKAMlKUT
Only me.152Please respect copyright.PENANADbtOaLDCVa
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?152Please respect copyright.PENANAmccEPxVbN9
Is she even real?152Please respect copyright.PENANAtbcG21MisF
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 152Please respect copyright.PENANAABNS0LqVz7
Drawing me to it. 152Please respect copyright.PENANAEStU0ZWqCe
It's warm. 152Please respect copyright.PENANAx9rWadsYjH
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 152Please respect copyright.PENANAStBFdXBbPV
Captivating me. 152Please respect copyright.PENANAe1dlY5fNVi
Freeing me. 152Please respect copyright.PENANA9Xm0iXO9A1
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.152Please respect copyright.PENANAejS51Hd3MS
I can feel something.152Please respect copyright.PENANAV6VFvVGnjR
Anything.152Please respect copyright.PENANAtRoiIs04MT
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.152Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ3gqcBHSV
Taste her.152Please respect copyright.PENANA9MyGyuAQmm
Smell her.152Please respect copyright.PENANAFHYECQONOc
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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