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三日之後連登就出現一個被連續推爆post討論嘅賤男,相啦、手機號碼、住址、wtsapp記錄都被公開。不停嘅爆料之下,仲真係爆埋佢同過未成年少女發生性行為嘅秘史出嚟。119Please respect copyright.PENANAz9bVVZgk5k
阿潤食咗幾十條女,最高紀錄係一腳踏四船。網上當然有人當佢神咁拜,但亦有更多絲打表示要小心依種賤男。copyright protection115PENANAvQmIZSMGEU
推下推下,推到上報,警察亦捉咗佢,要調查返嗰單衰十一事件。119Please respect copyright.PENANAeaODGmZF6V
希望佢唔會用電腦線自殺。119Please respect copyright.PENANAPzwtyRWLZS
因為依件事,我有再同牛奶妹同阿螢聯絡。copyright protection115PENANAjLMqeitcNs
「多謝你。」牛奶妹特登約我見面。佢無眼腫面腫,睇得出無喊。119Please respect copyright.PENANA0J4qZZBsYv
「買錯股票最緊要係識止蝕離場。」佢話,為一間有問題嘅公司變大閘蟹,唔值得。「我最初以為我捧住一盆正常嘅雞蛋,但估唔到原來成盆都係壞嘅⋯⋯」牛奶妹眼廉半垂:「不過始終係第一次咁重視一盆雞蛋,多少有啲可惜。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAje0fASGYTZ
壞的蛋,再用心照料也不會化成小雞,就像被熱水煮過的種子不會萌芽。copyright protection115PENANA89Md72OVKU
牛奶妹深呼吸:「但係試過今次將啲雞蛋放晒喺一齊,我都知咗自己認真面對一段關係嘅時候會出現咩問題。」119Please respect copyright.PENANADjn5U85RYZ
「咁咪幾好。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAYAJAML9QbE
「嗯。雖然我仲未預視到自己嘅幸福,或者會好快再遇上另一盆雞蛋,但係為咗下一次雞蛋可以孵化成雞仔,我會面對自己嘅不安同恐懼,變得更加、更加好。你教我㗎。」119Please respect copyright.PENANA0wmPY3GE3x
為了下一次的雞蛋能孵化;為了新的種子能開花,把自己,變得更加更加好吧。copyright protection115PENANAAqX7thAh2e
牛奶妹係一個好堅強嘅女仔,比我更堅強,堅強一百倍。119Please respect copyright.PENANAdenKSZZDyJ
「咁我諗你唔需要我依粒止痛藥㗎啦?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAH1uE0L9kMt
「唔知㗎,遲啲又再寂寞咪搵你咯。」佢伸出兩個拳頭:「但暫時應該唔會搵你住喇。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAya0SEhV1cr
我喺佢右手點一點,佢張開手心,入面係一粒牛奶妹軟糖。119Please respect copyright.PENANAWnUceTmWrd
「好叻喎,估得中。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAKPGXNF4fu8
以前,估糖遊戲都係我哋見面嘅開始;今次,估糖遊戲成為我哋見面嘅終結。119Please respect copyright.PENANAfiQ3Ra8tZU
牛奶妹摟住我。「多謝你之前陪住我,我無事喇。」copyright protection115PENANAWy3WOQrbPr
至於阿螢,當我同佢講阿潤嘅事,佢嘅回應係:「吓?係咩?哦。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAlhHOsgcNxO
聽到佢咁嘅反應,我就知佢真係已經放低咗阿潤,就好似我放低咗ex一樣。119Please respect copyright.PENANAewwzc3m2Ao
其實,阿螢同我好似。我搵奇奇,同阿螢搵我一樣。我愛上奇奇,而阿螢愛上我。119Please respect copyright.PENANAExPflxL9p6
如果當時奇奇無飛去外國,佢會點面對我呢?119Please respect copyright.PENANAUtmZnENe1X
「睇嚟你真係已經對阿潤無晒感覺。」119Please respect copyright.PENANA2RHXaZlAhz
「係呀,一早講咗啦。我係對你有感覺。」119Please respect copyright.PENANANiftExKI22
「唔⋯⋯其實咁搞落去,我會傷害到你⋯⋯不如⋯⋯你唔好再搵我。」copyright protection115PENANABXAnVOTr9a
「唔得。」阿螢堅決咁講119Please respect copyright.PENANAJBvyQdV6Q7
我哋都太固執,阿螢執著愛,我執著唔愛。119Please respect copyright.PENANAuzwhYry7J7
「一係咁,你試下搵下其他ptbf,又或者同關心你、追你嗰啲男人出下街?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAbg331xwmbI
「點解我要咁做?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAZXkbRRLSAl
「試下咯,無壞嘅。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAuXeEFC8oiK
假設保守估計,追阿螢嗰六百人入面只有百分之一高質過我,都有六個人比我優秀。119Please respect copyright.PENANAnnbgS9XCJ3
愛情無話非誰不可,只要阿螢願意去接觸,同接觸到更高質嘅對象,應該就唔會再咁執著於我身上。119Please respect copyright.PENANAqQbEfMenyJ
「話唔定你會搵到個更加鍾意嘅呢?」那個時候,就能忘掉我吧?119Please respect copyright.PENANALW5Wpu8voY
「我明喇,既然你咁想我試,我就試畀你睇!開心啦?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAslUIiNuEyp
嘟——嘟——copyright protection115PENANAUX5Hm7pLXi
收咗我線。copyright protection115PENANAGtBeOEFGDD
我重新打電話過去,但阿螢直接cut我線,睇嚟佢真係好嬲。119Please respect copyright.PENANASYymDLHG7g
算啦,等佢下左火先搵返佢。119Please respect copyright.PENANAN8UBeROxlp
再打電話。119Please respect copyright.PENANAX2jgrL2ql5
「喂?點呀死仔?」老豆玩世不恭嘅聲音傳嚟。119Please respect copyright.PENANAsIQFoeYlTZ
係時候喇。119Please respect copyright.PENANAwOu7qelUKg
我深呼吸一口氣:「老豆,星期六下晝到夜晚得唔得閒?」119Please respect copyright.PENANA4jJImYVP3q
「搞咩先?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAvtO75f48Y3
「我⋯⋯我想約你。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAiidDTMJ9Wp
「咁驚喜?不過唔得啦,我嗰日約咗Candy、Mandy同Sandy呀,陪唔到你咯。」copyright protection115PENANA5N2emddbnR
有一瞬間,我想退縮,諗住話:「咁算啦。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAz7WPQvkw14
唔好!唔好再縮沙!今次!要做就今次!119Please respect copyright.PENANApJ7GE4dmNt
「老豆。」我合埋眼,下定決心。119Please respect copyright.PENANAak6dgcjdVK
「點?」119Please respect copyright.PENANArduNgYGSbF
張開眼,我話:「唔好去。」陪我。copyright protection115PENANAJAaQQwx787
「係咪⋯⋯發生咗咩事?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAasjTHlATaT
「係。一直都有事,只係你避開,我視而不見。」119Please respect copyright.PENANA8pI7CMywi9
「我唔係好知你講緊乜。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAatAmxOO48l
「我只係想知你諗緊乜。」119Please respect copyright.PENANA3pkoz8FqgC
我同老豆嘅時間,自從媽咪死咗之後,就停止咗。一直停止,無再前進過。119Please respect copyright.PENANAN53ftwb9On
因為我同老豆生活嘅時間互相錯開,唔係,準確啲講,係老豆特登將活動安排到咁樣,令到我哋嘅相處時間減到最少。119Please respect copyright.PENANAz2OQ5FWWQE
我要將停咗嘅時間,重新推進。119Please respect copyright.PENANASHu8AT403n
「所以咪再叫雞呀死老嘢!我叫你陪我!」119Please respect copyright.PENANAY2OYzozEWH
差唔多一分鐘嘅沉默。「我明喇,我陪你。」copyright protection115PENANAY2110HEIn4
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星期五夜晚,為咗迎接星期六嘅大作戰,我需要兄弟們幫我壯下膽。119Please respect copyright.PENANAidV6Pn0vIh
「定啦,無事嘅。」李星摟住我膊頭,大力拍咗兩下119Please respect copyright.PENANATCYOnQQvYp
我將聽日嘅行程講咗畀佢哋知。119Please respect copyright.PENANABwAX2EqcFI
「好普通咋喎。」李星話119Please respect copyright.PENANAFQHXNhSzO5
浩然回應:「重要嘅唔係有咩活動有咩行程,而係可以令佢哋有返相處嘅時間,令佢哋有返傾偈嘅時間。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAmXZDSgjOiN
再親的人,若失去相處與聊天的時間,那跟陌生人又有甚麼差別?copyright protection115PENANAx2yqmVzTkN
「你有勇氣去約世伯,而世伯又肯陪你,其實已經代表你哋停咗嘅時間再次前進。」浩然話,我同老豆就好似一個伸出手,另一個拖住。119Please respect copyright.PENANAtPRXL5YZWY
「而我連伸出手都唔敢。」119Please respect copyright.PENANArQVHyeBk3x
李星拎出煙遞畀浩然,佢抽出一支,點燃。119Please respect copyright.PENANAMy1HrUDXbh
「你怕伸出手,小曼唔拖。」李星一針見血指出浩然恐懼嘅根源。copyright protection115PENANAcennPcftdm
「任何人都怕比人拒絕。」李星自己都抽出一支煙,望住濾嘴,然後將支煙拍返落盒。「不過唔伸出手,永遠唔知對方會唔會拖住。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAYs206kOSCE
浩然吐出煙:「少有喎,唔食嘅?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAlhDW2SIGUt
「阿寶話食煙唔健康,叫我食少啲。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAs8HV7EyeH4
阿寶係李星住院嘅時候,負責佢嘅一個女護士。119Please respect copyright.PENANAe7pf4nG5ut
「一齊咗喇?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAL9AVnpRQAZ
李星紅到面晒,將成包煙塞畀浩然。「我諗⋯⋯係啩?」119Please respect copyright.PENANA6bcRjk7opa
我伸出手,老豆拖住;李星伸出手,阿寶拖住。119Please respect copyright.PENANA5TqMY5nC5q
如果,浩然伸出手,小曼又會唔會拖實呢?copyright protection115PENANACeyRVrF7zt
「叻仔喎。」我用拳頭撞一撞李星啲胸肌。119Please respect copyright.PENANAz7qJ8nzRLk
「唔好講我住啦,講返浩然啦。」李星個樣好難為情。119Please respect copyright.PENANA930dHaeQAB
廿幾歲人仲好似個情竇初開嘅中學生咁,同佢高大健碩嘅體型形成強烈對比。佢個樣令我諗起Alex第一次同我出街嗰個純情樣,唔同嘅係,李星嘅一切並唔係演技,亦唔係大話。119Please respect copyright.PENANA1MfpiUefZo
咁又難怪,始終係李星嘅初戀。119Please respect copyright.PENANAiX2CnxgkVi
願這甜蜜的笑臉,伴你一生。119Please respect copyright.PENANAbDWOWKFHmr
「係喎,聽日唔係小曼生日咩?你趁依個機會搵返佢啦!」李星望一望手錶:「時間啱啱好,依家十一點十,你搭正十二點同佢講生日快樂,做第一個祝福佢嘅人!」119Please respect copyright.PENANAvTwi1OYeKj
我同浩然抬頭望向李星,然後互相對望一眼。119Please respect copyright.PENANAVvCPZsUIFs
已經忘記咗好耐,但我同浩然當年喺中學同初戀拍拖嘅時候,都做過同樣嘅嘢。119Please respect copyright.PENANAcCoZT30mUS
我想在零時零分,成為第一個,祝你生日快樂的人。copyright protection115PENANAzG0DWRSmmI
我哋總會喺每段戀情之中得到一啲嘢,失去一啲嘢。copyright protection115PENANANGA9XeBxa3
每經歷一段戀愛,喺我嘅世界就多一種公仔:龍貓、草泥馬、熊本熊、米奇老鼠,即使關係結束,每次喺啲精品店見到依啲公仔,都會不自覺停一停。119Please respect copyright.PENANA2vPf3L4iCF
一段逝去嘅感情,所有回憶變成碎片,全部埋入依啲佢哋最鍾意嘅公仔上。119Please respect copyright.PENANAdWggrsdymn
每經歷一段戀愛,我重視嘅愛情小動作就少一種。119Please respect copyright.PENANAjrco1GrfUJ
我重視過朝早嘅早晨、瞓覺前嘅早抖、離別前嘅吻、搭正十二點嘅生日快樂,通通變成碎片,然後漸漸被遺忘。119Please respect copyright.PENANAFDXcTgteyi
連曾經咁做過,都唔再記得。copyright protection115PENANAZ1lBpV8TCh
李星,你有好好地跟阿寶說早安吧?你有好好在睡前跟她說晚安吧?你有好好在分別的時候,給她一個吻吧?你有在零時零分跟她說生日快樂吧?你有記著她喜歡甚麼卡通人物吧?119Please respect copyright.PENANA3i7igpZNFu
願你永不忘記,這些小習慣。願那些卡通人物,永不增加。copyright protection115PENANAAWu33uiigd
我同李星一左一右坐喺浩然身邊:「唔驚嘅,講句生日快樂啫。」119Please respect copyright.PENANApgwVo99NOq
浩然吸一啖煙,伸出雙手揞住嘴,吐氣。119Please respect copyright.PENANAhqfbzLL8bd
生日快樂的盡頭,存在幸福嗎?119Please respect copyright.PENANAIbwEYpCFOM
十一點五十九分。copyright protection115PENANA5vaUHJo2Po
「小曼,生日快樂。」字已經打好,浩然嘅拇指停留喺傳送掣上。119Please respect copyright.PENANAV05BRytrr3
十二點,找不到玻璃鞋的至子對灰姑娘說,祝你生日快樂。119Please respect copyright.PENANAlY5bMwEGLD
傳送。copyright protection115PENANAc5WbfzzmBi
小曼,在線上。119Please respect copyright.PENANAH4odx0YxKj
藍剔。最後上線時間:00:00copyright protection115PENANA8yOdmZjHzH
浩然對住手機,無力咁笑一笑,當中嘅唏噓同無奈,大概係連我同李星都無辦法理解。119Please respect copyright.PENANAcFxaJgKBLy
依個就係現實。119Please respect copyright.PENANAvtNMI07jLm
我望住啱啱拍拖嘅李星,再望下得唔到回應嘅浩然。copyright protection115PENANA5fRoGxR6P0
世界時而有快樂,時而有痛苦。119Please respect copyright.PENANA01dxgV9yw6
愛情故事,存在著大團圓結局,卻不可能全都是大團圓結局。119Please respect copyright.PENANApVjWdGigMl
你的happy end,就是別人的sad end,這便是現實。copyright protection115PENANATdgx4LGxq7
小曼,在線上。119Please respect copyright.PENANAFRv6Lj2eAk
藍剔。最後上線時間:00:07copyright protection115PENANA81sEqGyZxk
浩然雙手撐喺地下,抬頭望向天空,自言自語:「呼,都預咗㗎啦,人哋有男朋友,我期望佢答我咩吖?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAr7H47frBno
預咗還預咗,失望還失望。唔係話你唔捨得、唔肯放手,對方就會返嚟。119Please respect copyright.PENANAsvX8iKPaye
「有時覺得自己好硬淨,有時又覺得自己不堪一擊。」浩然連鬚根都是唏噓的。119Please respect copyright.PENANAGdkwZA7saV
現在的你,不堪一擊。119Please respect copyright.PENANA9WnvGefPJr
不要緊,在流星號之中,你可以倒下。我同李星,不約而同咁拍下浩然嘅膊頭,浩然深呼吸一口氣,收埋手機。119Please respect copyright.PENANA26DrWLuKzk
「下一次,就係一年後。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAPQtArvoCpB
咁同自虐無分別,偏偏我都有放唔低嘅人,自己都未放低自然無資格叫浩然放低。119Please respect copyright.PENANAhmUiUoptJT
「一年後,都係我哋陪你㗎喇。」李星話。119Please respect copyright.PENANAq6gY1qx1IG
「一年又好十年又好,都係我哋陪你㗎喇。」我補充。119Please respect copyright.PENANA1r3YUPw16P
放得低又好,放唔低都好,我哋兩個都會陪住你。119Please respect copyright.PENANAMTqL4W1GeJ
這就是友情,和愛情的分別。copyright protection115PENANAhBtR6nkRQ9
「死仔咒我十年都未放得低下話?」浩然一手環住我條頸。119Please respect copyright.PENANAhNnFFU4Jcr
我即刻拎手機出嚟扮打電話問功夫,李星都拎手機。119Please respect copyright.PENANAoagZDe3qGj
「我依家比人用納爾遜式鎖鎖住,就嚟頂唔順喇!」119Please respect copyright.PENANA7ke6weueGe
「納爾遜式鎖咁濕碎,你依家豎起兩隻手指,四十五度角,往上插!」李星比指示。119Please respect copyright.PENANAj9dSgmCRhy
我照做。119Please respect copyright.PENANAOCYUGhxAOU
「點呀?插唔插到佢對眼?」119Please respect copyright.PENANADkfE7w6UTF
「無呀,我淨係叉住個鼻窿咋!」119Please respect copyright.PENANAmGC9uknRQP
「咁你挖啦挖啦挖晒佢啲空氣出嚟!」119Please respect copyright.PENANAtVlwSctlp8
我哋三個就咁吵吵鬧鬧咗一輪,玩到攰就瞓喺地上面休息。119Please respect copyright.PENANA9zlugPThjt
由中學到依家,一直都無變過。如果愛情同友情一樣,世界可能美好好多。119Please respect copyright.PENANAc3rRBVthA3
「啊,流星。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAxgpxYs0pvI
「邊度邊度?」copyright protection115PENANApzc1CiZ1tb
我指向夜空,今晚天空無乜雲,好清晰。白色嘅星河軌跡之間,閃過一條銀色嘅弧線。119Please respect copyright.PENANAKfQ93t8BsP
「許願啦仲望!」119Please respect copyright.PENANA8vxTsin4kc
一粒、兩粒、三粒。copyright protection115PENANAKMYtFzpOkM
我向流星許願,希望我哋嘅友情,直到永遠。copyright protection115PENANAQmOr4gMsAc
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返到屋企已經係夜深,但老豆仲未返嚟,我有少少擔心佢聽日會放飛機。119Please respect copyright.PENANAVRW8dYQDpp
算啦,唔諗,反正我可以做嘅已經做晒,依家唯一能夠做嘅就係信老豆會應約。119Please respect copyright.PENANACgHYAL6uoa
我走入浴室沖涼,熱水灑落我面上。119Please respect copyright.PENANAb4a6jJF4sj
約女仔拍拖已經技巧純熟,估唔到約老豆出街先嚟緊張。119Please respect copyright.PENANArlYjALkmNg
講起上嚟,對上次同老豆兩個人出街⋯⋯係幾時嘅事?copyright protection115PENANAkwDyV9J5lT
沖完涼,吹乾個頭就瞓上床,思緒喺腦入面探索。119Please respect copyright.PENANAGpRIrmR2tX
好似自從大個咗以嚟,都無同過老豆兩個出街。119Please respect copyright.PENANAEFYvniNsIL
媽咪反而多,但就算一齊嘅時間再多,一旦佢離開,就永遠覺得相處嘅時間唔夠。119Please respect copyright.PENANAMdZVjhWcDD
只要是最重要的人,一起多久,也不夠。copyright protection115PENANAFb7I8YoM1Q
手機震。119Please respect copyright.PENANAaYNecUCMNK
「聽日陪我?」係阿螢,佢下咗火又搵返我。119Please respect copyright.PENANAoXXfXuYToz
「唔得呀,聽日有約。」119Please respect copyright.PENANADSvX1QGSCn
「去邊呀你?」我同阿螢講會同老豆去邊度,佢就叫我玩得開心啲。119Please respect copyright.PENANAihqCbgN9RM
「咁我聽日都約人。」隔住文字,我唔知阿螢嘅語氣係點,唔知佢係嬲爆爆咁講晦氣說話吖,定係理性冷靜咁陳述我知。119Please respect copyright.PENANABeCw86JZTm
「哦?終於決定試下其他人喇?咁咪幾好。」copyright protection115PENANA0tkTUXgM66
點都好,依一步對阿螢嚟講係唔錯嘅選擇。119Please respect copyright.PENANA9da1cobLZw
無謂浪費時間喺我身上119Please respect copyright.PENANAENylmVOXj0
「唔講喇。」119Please respect copyright.PENANABHjNGRdkli
見到依句,我亦無再覆。119Please respect copyright.PENANAMZUrkpiM4B
對阿螢嚟講,未嘗唔係一個好嘅結局。copyright protection115PENANApAZ8YhrvoN
119Please respect copyright.PENANAuXZGvCS20A
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第二日起身,時間大約係十一點幾,老豆喺床上大覺瞓。119Please respect copyright.PENANAKrsOiHX32N
唔知佢噚晚幾點返,由佢瞓多陣。119Please respect copyright.PENANAD52TEGSD8S
我向來唔鍾意食飯時間走出去食飯,因為太多人。(如果要開工就無得計啦)所以一係早啲食一係晏啲食,避開人流。119Please respect copyright.PENANACAnf8xD2nq
但屋企煮就無依個限制。119Please respect copyright.PENANAIff917p9JG
洗米煮飯。119Please respect copyright.PENANA7aZNgDWRvj
我望下雪櫃同廚櫃,雞蛋同午餐肉都有,咁就簡簡單單煮一餐啦。copyright protection115PENANA8hRuJcNf7o
「爸爸我想食餐蛋飯呀。」記憶中稚氣未脫嘅童聲響起。119Please respect copyright.PENANAsVAWpyZsoP
我用肥短嘅手拉住某人嘅衣襬,指向茶餐廳貼喺玻璃窗上嘅廣告。119Please respect copyright.PENANATDaFx5yweL
「佢話配埋可口可樂仲好食。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAY37gEXw2f3
老豆粒聲唔出繼續向前行,我就好似扭計要買玩具咁扯住佢隻手:「我要食餐蛋飯呀嗚⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANAk6UbcXyuXm
佢翻一翻白眼,直情將我成個抱起,好似擔泥咁扛喺膊頭,我就一路掙扎一路揼佢。119Please respect copyright.PENANAjHJFdaQSCo
細個就係咁,會因為微不足道嘅小事喺街度扭計大喊,諗返起都會覺得難為情。copyright protection115PENANAs4GL0nXyDQ
老豆一路扛住我,我就不停掙扎到無力為止。119Please respect copyright.PENANA2tVzQrORop
「憎死你⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANAfL6Q6Swyl5
老豆嘆咗口氣:「我都唔係好鍾意你㗎咋死仔。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAkRjN1BAIXQ
我聽完又喊得更加大聲,119Please respect copyright.PENANAJG6q7RGEnh
老豆就喺途人嘅側目之下的咗我返屋企。119Please respect copyright.PENANAKgXp9WndOV
佢一入屋放低我,我就衝入房閂埋門,不過因為我以前反鎖過自己喺房,屋企人為咗爆門而撬爛咗個鎖,所以我間房係無得再鎖門。119Please respect copyright.PENANAxF0v6wifcA
我走上床縮埋一角,抱住膝頭係咁喊,已經分唔清到底係因為無得食餐蛋飯定老豆話唔鍾意我而喊。119Please respect copyright.PENANALW8grfxTAo
唔記得自己喊咗幾耐,無晒體力,好攰好攰,就不知不覺瞓著咗,到再醒翻嘅時候,房門開咗,老豆坐喺廳嘅梳化度打緊機,而我房嘅電腦枱上面,有一碗冒住蒸氣嘅餐蛋飯,旁邊有罐表面冒出冷水珠嘅可口可樂。119Please respect copyright.PENANAy5KjU8WUmi
餐肉煎到金黃脆邊,外脆內嫩;太陽蛋煎得恰到好處,蛋白面唔會太老,底部亦係脆卜卜。119Please respect copyright.PENANAD2lqr7eopX
用匙羹篤開蛋黃,蛋汁好似火山爆發嘅熔岩流瀉喺淋咗適量豉油嘅米飯上。119Please respect copyright.PENANA3tj6CgXAG6
一羹飯送入口,味蕾上爆發午餐肉特有嘅香同蛋汁嘅鮮味,配合米飯將過度嘅鹹味稍為中和。119Please respect copyright.PENANAF76bfygaSS
咬呀咬,咬到唔捨得呑,但呑落肚之後留喺齒縫同脷面嘅餘韻亦同樣誘人。119Please respect copyright.PENANAKt3C8Bemln
咔嗤。119Please respect copyright.PENANAvx2owsxVC0
最後以一啖可樂入口,將剩餘嘅滋味同汽泡融合,送我到天國。119Please respect copyright.PENANAB6xMcRDqyH
「我煮畀你,仲好食啦,傻仔。」老豆入咗嚟,一手拍落我頭頂,摸呀摸。119Please respect copyright.PENANAQqeaACfcNo
不知不覺間,我又食到喊:「係呀⋯⋯好好食呀⋯⋯」copyright protection115PENANAwio9HoQvTH
「哼,明明一早同我講返屋企煮我食就好。」我將午餐肉切片,不知不覺微笑。119Please respect copyright.PENANASBMNkk1QZ4
但如果當日唔係咁嘅情況,或者我印象就唔會咁深刻。119Please respect copyright.PENANAZiYDEroFxj
我問,點解會咁好食嘅?copyright protection115PENANAcHJjJ3Te9g
佢話,老豆老母阿哥阿嫂係人都可以係食神,只要用個心。119Please respect copyright.PENANAiZyud6VGkc
我笑佢又講周星馳,然後佢正正經經咁講,整畀你食吖嘛。119Please respect copyright.PENANApZPP8QHR1T
「聽住,唔好將任何人睇得太重要。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAoO9rTgl1ZG
媽咪死咗之後,我就一次都無再食過老豆煮嘅飯。copyright protection115PENANAjwvVk8hEvA
煮飯你食嘅人,分成兩種,一種係收咗錢嘅,即係廚師同工人姐姐嗰類;另一種就唔收錢,唔收錢都煮飯你食,只係因為你係佢重視嘅人。當呢個人唔再煮飯你食,亦代表佢唔再重視你。119Please respect copyright.PENANA73MEU3vj7a
我明㗎、我明㗎,老豆。你一早就已經唔再重視我。copyright protection115PENANAlrfO0FtH4W
119Please respect copyright.PENANAliHPZGOg1B
「記住,最重要嘅人只有自己。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAJKzmPyeE2H
119Please respect copyright.PENANA1wO8zS5tbl
所以我無辦法再食到佢煮嘅飯菜,因為對佢而言,最重要的人是他自己,不是我。copyright protection115PENANAO4InTHcyMP
開大火燒紅隻鑊,然後直接落午餐肉,較返中火慢慢煎,等佢自己出油;另一隻鑊就要落適量嘅油,咁煎太陽蛋嘅時候就可以令蛋面滑蛋底脆。119Please respect copyright.PENANAhwUWHVSIBv
可惜嘅係我喺火候控制上面做得唔係幾好,所以午餐肉煎唔到內嫩,太陽蛋嘅蛋白煎得比較老,蛋黃又有少少熟,令蛋汁不足。119Please respect copyright.PENANA2gQTdvE6aU
「激死。」仲諗住完美再現老豆以前整畀我食嗰碗餐蛋飯,點知難度咁高。119Please respect copyright.PENANATWSxd1bf8m
「整餐蛋飯呀?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAWY8rRthGB8
我嚇到彈起:「想嚇死我咩?」原來老豆醒咗,仲企咗喺廚房門口望住我煮飯。119Please respect copyright.PENANAb16AdiD8dI
「愈簡單嘅嘢就愈難整㗎。」老豆行入嚟,用個屎忽撞開我:「等我嚟啦,費事你搞到我嗰碗都難食埋。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAK7x6KdUwYS
佢一嚟就打蛋落鑊,點知隻蛋黃爛咗。119Please respect copyright.PENANAYFethyDBuh
「噗。」我忍唔住笑出聲119Please respect copyright.PENANAR3RHBoLQUz
自從媽咪走咗,老豆就無再煮過飯,會生疏都好正常。119Please respect copyright.PENANA2iCi0RYHLC
「蛋黃生食有食肉菌呀,所以我先煮熟佢咋。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAi6wthP2rQP
「撐啦你,仲有生蛋黃嗰隻叫沙門氏菌。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAYHPVumNG3U
「是鬼但啦,咪又係菌。」119Please respect copyright.PENANACcseMXdrX0
「想讚你寶刀未老都唔得。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAvHfeOcuAu6
「再鋒利嘅刀都有生鏽嘅一日。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAE9dCBiyuIN
聽到依句,我仔細望下老豆個樣,幾時開始,皺紋多咗又深咗?再望下佢嘅頭髮,摻雜嘅銀白髮絲愈嚟愈多。119Please respect copyright.PENANAlhcolQv6zj
縱使我們一直失去相處的時間,時間仍在流逝。copyright protection115PENANAxtdfBdSveQ
已經有幾耐無咁樣連續傾幾句偈?之前一直都只係我問佢係咪又出街,今晚返唔返屋企訓,佢答完我就會出去,想講多兩句都唔得。119Please respect copyright.PENANAgrZLXSQ7Bh
已經有幾耐無好好望過屋企人嘅樣?之前一直都無幾多交集嘅時間,我返屋企佢就出去,佢返嚟就輪到我出街,想見多兩眼都唔得。119Please respect copyright.PENANAE8evSQ0S3o
我問皺紋,你是何時住在他的臉上?119Please respect copyright.PENANANXG1bmrCOz
我問白髮,你是何時替代他的黑髮?119Please respect copyright.PENANALWLm9WHExt
他們答,在你沒在意的時候。119Please respect copyright.PENANA8PFhto7qCk
村上春樹話,以為人都是慢慢變老的,原來人,是一瞬間變老的。119Please respect copyright.PENANAbuShRsX9fR
「上碟。唔?做乜含晒春咁望住我?」你明知點解。119Please respect copyright.PENANA8jrpe4DuJ0
啊⋯⋯由細個嗰陣開始老豆就係一個唔識直接表達內心感受嘅男人。119Please respect copyright.PENANAbojUqVJLQY
佢話,如果講完嘅真心話會搞到下次見面會難為情,都係唔講罷就,所以真心真意,就留喺最後嘅最後先講。119Please respect copyright.PENANA9j2TCVKfqY
「得鬼閒望你,食飯啦。」copyright protection115PENANANLFymRqe2q
結果開飯嘅時候,我嗰碗仲靚過老豆嗰碗,佢隻太陽蛋變左蛋餅。119Please respect copyright.PENANALD2YEO9x9h
我哋喺自己碗飯度淋上豉油,動作竟然出乎意料咁同步;淋完豉油,用匙羹撈呀撈,將豉油、蛋汁同飯撈匀。119Please respect copyright.PENANAYqQqqHIziW
「嘿嘿,蛋餅無得撈。」119Please respect copyright.PENANArbVF29iyLX
「睇住中肛門螺旋菌呀死仔。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAi0rThyqcAV
「嗰隻叫幽門螺旋菌⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANAN4Qlvotr45
撈完,我將老豆碗餐肉蛋餅飯拉過嚟,將自己嗰碗推過去。119Please respect copyright.PENANAoLLCE2z2ye
你以前總把最好的給我,這次,輪到我了。copyright protection115PENANAYNn2hFYC1y
「你搞乜鬼呀今日?」119Please respect copyright.PENANA4513Flg5LS
「食啦你。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAOgsBmMUTrb
老豆又將碗飯推比我:「金仔,唔好將自己最好嘅嘢畀人,你咁做,即係同人講,嗰個人好重要。」係呀,好重要。119Please respect copyright.PENANAATc54vuB3c
「咪煩啦死老嘢,你今日係我情人,我想點對你就點對你!」copyright protection115PENANANfyPdt6i6x
聽到「情人」兩隻字,老豆呆一呆,然後搖搖頭露出難以置信嘅表情問:「你噏乜話?出櫃呀?出櫃都咪搵老豆嚟搞喎。亂倫犯法架。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAbMp1VSF3Gu
「我一路做緊ptbf,今日你係我客人,咪再咁多嗲。」我終於將自己做緊嘅工作講咗出嚟。119Please respect copyright.PENANA2OLEqycuti
「乜乜f話?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAP3KtVAuYbk
「即係兼職男朋友。」我一手指住老豆:「總之我今日係你男朋友,我係要將你睇成最重要嗰個,吹咩?收錢㗎!」119Please respect copyright.PENANAnzPUccaB76
面對我突如其來嘅告白,老豆一時之間都唔知講乜好,我諗佢實係太多問題,未整理好問邊個先。119Please respect copyright.PENANADo6j7iAuRK
隔咗陣佢先問:「做乜無啦啦要做我兼職男朋友呀?無錢使我直接畀你咪得,唔使搞咁多嘢㗎喎。我唔需要兼職男朋友喎。」119Please respect copyright.PENANALua51clAHj
「需唔需要唔到你話事,我話係就係。」反正都洗濕咗個頭,依家退縮成件事就會好樣衰,亦唔會有下次機會,所以點都頂硬上啦。119Please respect copyright.PENANAu7PJ0ukEWH
佢聽到成個樣變咗唔撚係啩樹熊。119Please respect copyright.PENANAcEbyfXkt7w
我推翻碗飯過去:「趁熱食啦。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAFRtzZ9W07y
老豆挑起單邊眉毛:「唉無你收,怕咗你喇,你話點就點。」copyright protection115PENANAaEAZt0hrxt
食完飯之後,我哋就出街,去咗旺角信和,準備喺睇戲之前消磨下時間。119Please respect copyright.PENANAhVwDL82MMA
男人,無論幾成熟,心入面總有一角留畀長唔大嘅自己。119Please respect copyright.PENANAtp2KMG3LyP
「金仔你睇依個睇依個,手工好精緻喎。」老豆指住個未來戰士嘅手辦模型,雙眼發晒光。119Please respect copyright.PENANA3VJz211kGK
異形、血獸、金剛、黑武士、哥斯拉、高達、福音戰士、大和號戰艦等等,依啲萬世吸金嘅模型總係可以吸引上一輩男人嘅目光。119Please respect copyright.PENANAvYKxTiYcuV
經典嘅影視作品,跨越世代同時空,令做仔女嘅可以窺探父母年輕時候娛樂。119Please respect copyright.PENANA6pTIlNRkBz
然後,時空交融。119Please respect copyright.PENANAu3v4unIlh9
老豆望住一盒幪面超人嘅模型。「如果你仲細,我應該會買返屋企。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAtIxZYh78LD
爸爸媽媽所認知嘅公仔增加,係因為有我哋存在。copyright protection115PENANAKD88mpHEXj
父母睇住我哋長大,自然知道我哋鍾意乜嘢,相反,我哋就唔知道佢哋以前鐘意乜嘢。119Please respect copyright.PENANARSSilYXyNs
不過,即使無親眼見過,仍然有知道嘅方法。119Please respect copyright.PENANAzGEhmgduE5
「其實你後生嗰陣,最鍾意咩公仔?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAC7L5qYCAYm
「我後生?咁梗係鐵甲萬能俠啦。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAEfIXuIqKBN
我仲以為會係咩冷門嘢,鐵甲萬能俠要搵都唔難吖。119Please respect copyright.PENANAh1cxqGm0de
不過考慮返以前嗰個年代,睇卡通片嘅途徑只有電視,而電視台肯買入嘅又一定係熱門作品,所以會鍾意咁大路嘅嘢都合情合理。119Please respect copyright.PENANAAfAIbAkHPq
「嗰陣成日偷雞走去隔籬屋,喺人哋屋外面偷睇電視。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAGwxmo9LOhN
「要偷睇㗎?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAi2LFiWCJZq
「屋企邊有錢買電視。咁以前公屋啲鄰居關係就好好嘅,通常大家都係閂鐵閘唔閂門,咁我哋成班豆丁就到時到候擔凳仔坐喺人哋屋外睇咯。不過太嘈條友會閂門,所以我哋都唔敢出聲。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAEQchCVq81U
聊天,讓我知道屬於你的,昔日的世界。copyright protection115PENANABTOnKTz4Yb
「嗰陣就一路幻想住有一日自己可以擁有一個鐵甲萬能俠。」但係喺我嘅記憶之中,老豆從來無買過鐵甲萬能俠嘅公仔返嚟。119Please respect copyright.PENANAeeYsdXgZHe
我哋又行咗幾間鋪頭,終於見到有一個超合金版本嘅萬能俠模型。119Please respect copyright.PENANAwjixQfTwem
「我送畀你。」我諗住行入去,但老豆拉住我。copyright protection115PENANACt0aXgm1GY
「過咗就係過咗,唔使喇。」當人嘅年齡去到咁上下,就會發現有啲以前好想要嘅玩具,原來對自己嚟講已經無意義,不知不覺間唔再有想買佢哋嘅衝動。就算係曾經以為幾鍾意嘅鐵甲萬能俠,因為佢無喺合適嘅時間出現,就算依家買返,童年嘅時候係無就係無。透過買曾經好想要嘅玩具返屋企試圖彌補童年嘅願望,根本就一啲意義都無。佢拉住我行回頭路,去返第一間舖頭。119Please respect copyright.PENANApTNUhiaTgE
「要送的話,你就送依個畀我啦。」119Please respect copyright.PENANADS2biaMGu5
老豆抬起手,指住一個外盒已經磨得有啲爛,唔知轉手過幾多次嘅一個老舊嘅幪面超人V3模型。copyright protection115PENANAEOKbCwoJJ1
「點解係買依個?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAtS1Wj4c1ZR
老豆望一望我,然後釋懷咁鬆一口氣:「無咩,純粹想要啫。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAABVWnZnTGH
我走入去,買咗,由於已經好舊好殘,所以唔係特別貴。119Please respect copyright.PENANAs5bHY6fInW
我拎住個袋同老豆離開信和。119Please respect copyright.PENANAC4dBatXNLy
一行出門口,就有個女人走埋嚟:「喂~金哥,咁啱呀?做咩無啦啦今晚唔搵人哋呀?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAJtQ37tFKD9
個女人係輕熟女,樣就唔係話好靚,但勝在身材搭救,唔知佢係Candy、Sandy定Mandy。119Please respect copyright.PENANAyJ0XIspGZQ
唔可以被佢拉返老豆走。119Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZBqRsDoEv
見佢想走近,我率先踏前一步,一掌頂住佢心。copyright protection115PENANA02S2XNyQ6f
「哇你乜水?咁猴擒嘅?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAocGM3aqJkI
「噢Sandy~唔好意思喇,今日我搵咗ptbf陪我。」老豆拉一拉我。119Please respect copyright.PENANA4h5OH8OqtE
「吓?ptbf?估唔到你好依味嘢喎金哥。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAxqdd9yz2Ul
「哈哈,試下新嘢吖嘛,同你介紹,依個係金仔。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAp2tLj2eqLU
Sandy打咗個突:「金⋯?你⋯⋯你個仔?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAgYoQrBKLNJ
「唔似咩?」老豆由始至終都保持住微笑。119Please respect copyright.PENANABMlvkyQvcs
「呃⋯⋯我唔係咁嘅意思⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANA3fgzEn0un9
老豆拉我行過Sandy:「唔使搵我喇,你。」copyright protection115PENANAmw2Zymf5Pl
我露出勝利者嘅微笑。119Please respect copyright.PENANA30RfyDRnmQ
119Please respect copyright.PENANA29HnstvDVT
「咁事實上你做緊嘅兼職男朋友係咩一回事呀?」我諗一諗,突然浮起阿文嘅比喻,其實真係好貼切。119Please respect copyright.PENANAKXSFqpCaqi
「當一個女仔失去心愛嘅人,被心痛日以繼夜咁折磨嘅時候,我就成為佢哋嘅止痛藥。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAspXbZUyStg
老豆望下我︰「你做緊,我嘅止痛藥?我唔痛喎。」119Please respect copyright.PENANADssVjNi48d
仍然係,咁唔老實,咁我就奉陪到底。119Please respect copyright.PENANAYfbh3SiO9r
「無人話做你止痛藥喎,你係女仔咩?死老嘢。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAeeRxGs62zg
佢冷哼一聲:「哼,死仔包。」119Please respect copyright.PENANARUXDXdOjPQ
你係女仔咩?你係我老豆。copyright protection115PENANAvpUi57rMW4
適逢今個星期某間戲院搞咗個「星際電影節」,將啲以太空為題材嘅電影重新上映,我就抓緊今次機會,同老豆睇一次戲。119Please respect copyright.PENANAYdedgsOLED
《星球大戰》、《異形》、《引力邊緣》、《星空奇遇記》、《火星任務》、《星際啟示錄》等等,一星期七日唔同時段會有唔同戲上,而我哋睇嘅係《星際啟示錄》,即係Interstellar。119Please respect copyright.PENANAGwyImJ39vH
事關前排明珠台播嘅時候老豆出咗外面玩所以無睇到,結果佢就指名要睇返。119Please respect copyright.PENANAj4BQklWyOp
準備尷尬啦,成套戲都係講父愛㗎。119Please respect copyright.PENANAIJ0JC4HMSK
Interstellar依套戲,我同李星浩然入戲院睇過,又上網睇過,明珠台播嗰晚又睇,再加埋今次同老豆睇,已經係第四次,但每次見到主角睇返仔女寄畀佢嗰幾十年嘅訊息,眼淚都依然不受控制咁流落嚟。copyright protection115PENANAGt1bSjqwkR
為人父母總有天會成為子女的鬼。真係非常正確嘅說話。copyright protection115PENANABOzlDDo1d1
而且有時,一切都嚟得太突然,殺我哋一個措手不及。你永遠唔會知道今日見到嘅面容,係咪你最後一次見佢。119Please respect copyright.PENANAdRCu84KuBp
媽咪就係因為突發嘅心臟病,已經成為我嘅鬼。慶幸嘅係,老豆仲喺度。相處吧、聊天吧、旅行吧、吃飯吧。119Please respect copyright.PENANAeOWVNVC3CW
趁著你還未是鬼,趁著我們還是人。copyright protection115PENANAjVZV9fMKWr
老豆好專心咁睇戲,唔知係咪我錯覺,好似喺閃爍嘅光影之間,見到佢眼濕濕。119Please respect copyright.PENANAgHpcbkg3yk
佢唔知我望緊佢。119Please respect copyright.PENANAbK4QkXbtm9
其實劇情睇咗三次基本上已經知晒講乜,所以這次,我選擇看著闊別多年,那近在咫尺的面容。copyright protection115PENANAxBZw12tKPx
面容。119Please respect copyright.PENANArs2hqnzpn1
時間終於無再錯開。119Please respect copyright.PENANACJLKBQ95Ok
我哋嘅時間線融合,再次一齊前進。119Please respect copyright.PENANAJiTm7vCW7y
我做咗一件好基嘅事,就係伸出手,放喺老豆搭喺手柄位嘅左手手背上面。119Please respect copyright.PENANAbst7Qbl86w
作為ptbf,每次拖起客人嘅手,對方都一定會回握,唔存在拒絕我嘅手,所以亦唔會有忐忑不安。但面對老豆嗰隻有啲粗糙嘅厚皮手,我驚受到拒絕,我不安,但仍然選擇搭喺佢手背上。119Please respect copyright.PENANArejt4WWfW0
係幾時開始,我隻手同老豆嘅手已經變得一樣大?119Please respect copyright.PENANAe9xaNHu5zT
手心之下嘅手背縮走,我無奈咁笑一笑,搖搖頭。粗糙嘅手心兜去我手嘅上方,輕輕拍咗兩下。119Please respect copyright.PENANABknY1MDxpH
老豆依舊望住大螢幕,而我笑容中嘅無奈,煙消雲散。copyright protection115PENANAA00P1tjmNm
然後套戲做到主角喺第一個星球返去飛船,終於要睇仔女寄畀佢嗰廿幾年嘅視像訊息。119Please respect copyright.PENANAqmxsSaEE7n
記得當年套戲上嘅時候我仲係大學yr2,寫作堂嘅老師都有特別講依套戲:「當你做爸爸嘅時候,你就要負起養仔女嘅責任。要養就要錢,要錢就要返工,返下返下,回神過嚟嘅時候,仔女已經大個。」119Please respect copyright.PENANABda4mio0SX
十年廿年好似好長,但一過咗就會覺得十年廿年好短。119Please respect copyright.PENANAMU7PVuYwxE
主角個仔由讀書、畢業、識女朋友、結婚、生仔、死仔、死阿爺⋯⋯時間可以拉長縮短,唯獨無得返轉頭。119Please respect copyright.PENANAIEzVplIUe7
我諗,主角之所以喊,係因為知道同個仔影畢業相、見佢女朋友一齊食餐飯、參加結婚典禮見證個仔長大、親手抱住個孫、喺個孫嘅葬禮攬實自己個仔⋯⋯依一切一切,都無可能實現。119Please respect copyright.PENANAHkz9aeotnl
因為錯過了的時光,永不倒流。copyright protection115PENANA35G02SAMFh
睇到依度,老豆話要去一去廁所。電影同故事都擁有感動人心嘅力量,亦係傳遞某啲訊息嘅最佳媒介,或者因為老豆都get到,同我已經錯過咗好多時間,所以先咁感觸。119Please respect copyright.PENANALrvQRbiFA1
「都話你腎虧㗎啦。」我細細聲潤佢。119Please respect copyright.PENANAztKahvOzc4
佢笑一笑:「係呀係呀。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAsjMJxGpPqh
「依度冷氣機滴水。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAGOvKFIVsOc
「係呀係呀。」119Please respect copyright.PENANA1kjvAcbCPD
然後佢就行咗去廁所,我就抹走滴喺我手背上嘅水珠。即使我未做老豆,睇依幕都會被感動,何況真係做咗老豆嘅老豆?119Please respect copyright.PENANANLzaMiJN99
睇依套戲,係正確嘅選擇。copyright protection115PENANAYI2mvOvPuz
如果要為依套戲加上一個主題,我諗導演想講嘅係愛可以跨越時空、創造奇蹟。119Please respect copyright.PENANA6anr2RcmtA
基斯杜化路蘭好擅長創造絕望,然後改寫絕望結局。119Please respect copyright.PENANAR8bh6vl8vo
絕望嘅盡頭,就有希望;想有美滿嘅結局,必須先經歷絕望、跨越絕望。119Please respect copyright.PENANANYrKFomsdP
大概,依個世界上,只有信念同愛,可以超越絕望。copyright protection115PENANAHRJmWDur6K
「當我說愛不是一些我們發明出來之物,它一直存在又強大,它一定是有意義的。我們愛已經逝去的人,這有什麼社會效益?也許這就代表它意味著更多更深的意義,某些我們現在還未能理解的意義,也許這是一些證據,一些我們現在還未能解釋的高維度文明。我穿梭星河字宙,去見一個多年不見的,一個我知道可能早就死了的人。愛是我們唯一能夠感知的,超越時空維度的事物。我們應該相信它,即使我們還未完全理解它。」119Please respect copyright.PENANA5UMM0dIVzL
所以面對絕望嘅sad end,唔需要恐懼,要相信最後嘅最後,只要有愛存在,唔理係親人嘅愛、朋友嘅愛定係戀人嘅愛,只要愛仍然存在,就會有happy end。copyright protection115PENANAonzaj3tIBc
睇完套戲出嚟,老豆問我跟住去邊,我話係秘密,叫佢跟住我。119Please respect copyright.PENANAFud9bsvKp9
根據我嘅記憶,媽咪帶我去過一次嘅地方。119Please respect copyright.PENANApOX2i0ZwSh
嗰陣嘅我大概十歲左右,雖然記憶有啲模糊,但唔多唔少仲有印象。119Please respect copyright.PENANAv7nZoqgz78
「間間舖頭都唔開門嘅?」119Please respect copyright.PENANA67wVzpmtuT
「被政府收購晒喇,唔開㗎喇。」媽咪拖住我,喺街道漫步。119Please respect copyright.PENANAOgamHrW2pr
白色漁夫帽、淺藍色嘅棉織碎花冷衫配上長及小腿嘅米白長裙,永遠留喺我記憶之中。119Please respect copyright.PENANAIhfEpIfJK7
「咩係收購?」119Please respect copyright.PENANADurToZIyF9
「即係被人買咗,以後唔使做生意喇。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAfIVDIAkhY4
「咁佢哋以前做咩生意㗎?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAgG2VaXr6kl
「印刷。」119Please respect copyright.PENANA7svwUA6oLa
媽咪話,依條叫做囍帖街。我同媽咪由街頭行到街尾,又由街尾行到街頭,毫無意義咁喺一條寂靜無人嘅荒廢街道行呀行。119Please respect copyright.PENANA1G44FqKWdr
「我同你爸爸呢,十年前就係喺依度行呀行,逐間逐間格價。」行到中間,媽咪停低:「結婚有好多嘢要準備,過程好長,有時都會猶豫下,真係咁就結婚㗎喇?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAbFVCLZkHSD
佢話,因為已經過咗熱戀期太耐,所以準備結婚嘅時候不停反問自己,真係依個人?119Please respect copyright.PENANADvhY5kW4Py
我依家諗翻,如果到結婚仍然會問依個問題,咁其實都唔係真係好愛。119Please respect copyright.PENANApijyLJICDA
「直到行到依間,決定落訂之後,你爸爸拖實我行返出嚟,佢合埋眼吸咗啖氣,然後望住我講,終於,真係結婚喇。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAawUHBQVoo9
我嗰陣對情情愛愛無乜興趣,但我鍾意聽媽咪講故事,所以靜靜望住佢,無出聲。119Please respect copyright.PENANAzhBYH1DHcZ
媽咪凝視生鏽嘅鐵閘微笑,佢眼中所見嘅,一定係超越鐵閘嘅昔日。119Please respect copyright.PENANA5OVcyL1m4M
「成個老襯~從此被困~」媽咪合埋眼:「所有猶豫,都喺嗰一刻消失晒。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAyPOganpjj8
成個老襯~從此被困~119Please respect copyright.PENANAwcYW8LliJY
爸爸看著媽媽,你就,困我一輩子吧。 copyright protection115PENANAFhmLQwQkMS
諗返轉頭,我嘅口甜舌滑或者遺傳自老豆。119Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3sFxT1iEM
「依條係⋯⋯」老豆問。119Please respect copyright.PENANA67CGcLvdKl
我望住已經完全唔同嘅囍帖街,懸掛空中嘅燈籠、瑰麗堂皇住宅、中式餐館、花店、珠寶店等等。119Please respect copyright.PENANArsPF1kioEd
我眉頭皺起,舖頭嘅主題可以約略推測,應該都同婚嫁業有關係。copyright protection115PENANAZZTQjWsDqg
我都唔知原來囍帖街變成咁嘅樣,將本來自然形成嘅特色摧毀,重建之後仲夠膽用返昔日嘅特色作招徠?119Please respect copyright.PENANA1hZZ4gy0FG
「係⋯⋯以前嘅囍帖街,我估唔到變成咁。」copyright protection115PENANAiFO1Rgr3sl
老豆知道依條街嘅原形,所以佢笑咗一聲:「走啦,依條街已經無意思。」119Please respect copyright.PENANANm20agQjGc
我嘅原意,係諗住同老豆行一次等佢回憶返昔日嘅往事,但我無諗過依條街重建後會咁令人反感。119Please respect copyright.PENANAiBQmODfpWB
「成個老襯~從此被困~」老豆無行入去條街度,但嘴邊哼出昔日媽咪哼過嘅歌。119Please respect copyright.PENANAPagZb2svRk
最美的囍帖街,留在昔日;最美的回憶,只存在於過去。119Please respect copyright.PENANAZby1PeSLEL
「其實聽到你做兼職男友都幾欣慰,不停出售感情,就代表你唔會將任何人睇得太重要。」copyright protection115PENANAKOqgsxb4w1
「老豆!」我見佢行遠,大聲叫佢。119Please respect copyright.PENANAZR59cd1Jim
老豆半回頭,望住我:「唔?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAcoGeFPriCB
「點解⋯⋯點解你一直都唔正正經經搵返個新老婆?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAh4k3WAJOAa
我一直以為你忘記咗媽咪,但係昔日嘅歌,唔會呃人。119Please respect copyright.PENANA133uIgyL7I
佢笑。copyright protection115PENANAmUp6XuNQte
「囍帖街重建咗,仲係唔係以前嘅囍帖街?」119Please respect copyright.PENANA2MlMe8UIUh
人嘅價值觀,總會喺言語之間透露。原來佢一直、一直無忘記媽咪。copyright protection115PENANALPndkgAdS6
他的心裡再也放不下一個家,於是做一個只對自己說謊的啞巴。copyright protection115PENANABftEyW9MeN
男人也可以因為內心空虛而去叫雞。copyright protection115PENANAkpxr5vvMOT
「我唔明!既然你仲係咁愛媽咪,點解偏要出去叫雞搞女人?有意思咩?」copyright protection115PENANAMWHBRKunT8
老豆唔知點解露出釋懷嘅笑容,視線穿越吊喺半空嘅紅燈籠,望住夜空︰「無意思。我只係以為咁做可以彌補得到我心口個窿,但原來無用。反而……錯過咗好多應該同你一齊過嘅時間。」copyright protection115PENANAEDUaZu6UX1
鼻頭一酸。copyright protection115PENANAuweU8lyUAD
「今日同你出嚟,我先知我之前應該早啲同你咁樣出下街。我哋嘅時間……好似錯開咗太耐喇。我唔識講嘢,我唔識表達,所以一直面對唔到你。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAKzSwn1lxAP
歸根究底,我哋嘅時間會錯開,大家都唔敢面對對方,都係因為老豆丟晒媽咪啲嘢。我跑前兩步:「點解你嗰陣要丟晒媽咪啲相同錄影帶?」是時候,解開心結。copyright protection115PENANAcfJ8VvL0hl
「不停睇返以前,最重要嘅人就永遠唔係自己。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAGQ3l7YpO49
「你知唔知因爲依件事,我有幾嬲你?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2KMv7GSn3
老豆嘅眼神有啲閃縮⋯⋯唔通有嘢暪住我?copyright protection115PENANA1GFrMtg2hH
「我知,我都係因為咁,唔夠膽再面對你。但……我真係想你可以做到,將自己睇成最重要嘅人。」copyright protection115PENANAbN6aIqvmn1
「點解我一定要咁做?我將你睇成最重要唔得咩?就算我受傷,我痛,我都心甘命抵!我明呀!重視你就代表你離開我嘅時候我會好痛,但我唔想為咗預防未來嘅痛,而錯過同你一齊嘅時間呀!」copyright protection115PENANAIqVIdmnNk4
老豆聽完,呆咗一呆︰「痛都……心甘命抵……」copyright protection115PENANAl8uWvHsEFR
我向佢伸出手,好似對落入深坑嘅人伸出援手一樣︰「我哋一齊……再過更加多更多互相重視嘅時間……好無呀?」copyright protection115PENANAuOUP3NULTu
全心全意重視那個人,無法預防生離死別的痛。copyright protection115PENANAa2m0CKecMK
唯獨可以確保,我們都過了一段沒有遺憾的快樂時光。copyright protection115PENANAq7owWsDVkr
你是唯一一個,我付出真心的客人。copyright protection115PENANA25VyhrfroB
我原本期待老豆會過嚟回握我伸出嘅手,點知佢嘅視線移向我身後,然後瞪大雙眼,好似見到鬼咁,瞳孔之間流露恐懼。119Please respect copyright.PENANAxOUkNAgDSI
路人發出受驚嘅聲音,佢哋嘅視線都同時望住我身後。119Please respect copyright.PENANAYVg1EvBfsL
發生咩事?我身後有啲咩?119Please respect copyright.PENANAtfF5FnhUJH
我準備轉身,老豆雙手同時捉緊我嘅膊頭,用力一扭,將我同佢所企嘅方位調轉。119Please respect copyright.PENANAfmu3lOPhzJ
「唔!」119Please respect copyright.PENANAmA1DsE4hhj
「金仔!!!!」熟悉嘅女聲響徹囍帖街。copyright protection115PENANAhLXZREEU99
嗤!嗤!嗤!!119Please respect copyright.PENANAfHYI2IYGlk
皮肉被刺穿嘅聲音不停響起,血花飛濺喺紅燈籠嘅背景之上,變質嘅囍帖街道之上,鮮血隨住老豆悲痛嘅呻吟流出嘴角。119Please respect copyright.PENANATMeddILUyY
幾個強壯嘅鬼佬衝過嚟,將不停用刀插我老豆背脊嘅男人推開,打落佢染血嘅凶器,將男人制伏。119Please respect copyright.PENANANkfNUG2RUY
「放開我!我要殺咗隻臭鴨!」我大腦一片空白,完全無辦法理解點解阿潤會喺度出現。copyright protection115PENANAiK3N2fuIbJ
「係佢搞到我身敗命裂!搞到我要被人拉!我以後仲點食女!我要殺咗佢呀!!!放開我!鬼佬?He makes me body loses life dies!I cannot eat girl呀,I want to kill him!!!Let me go! Fuck you all!!!」我諗在場所有人都理解唔到阿潤語無倫次講緊咩,我雖然聽得入耳,但大腦無辨法運轉。我亦理解唔到點解阿螢都喺依度,佢擔心咁衝過嚟。119Please respect copyright.PENANAssaiaxesKX
老豆無力咁依靠我,重力令我跪咗喺地上。119Please respect copyright.PENANATvF4rnChPD
血腥刺鼻。119Please respect copyright.PENANAc9XjBkBJHz
我雙手抓住老豆嘅背脊,托住佢,手中拎住嘅袋因此跌落地下,幪面超人v3模型因爲老舊嘅外盒受到衝擊,跌咗出嚟,斷咗隻手。119Please respect copyright.PENANAWNh8SBPmgI
我記起喇⋯⋯119Please respect copyright.PENANA1Z58uJ6w1w
「你個死仔!夠膽唔做功課!?」老豆喺我好細個、好細個嗰陣,因為我唔做功課火滾,所以掟爛咗佢買畀我嘅幪面超人v3模型,左手斷咗,砌唔返。119Please respect copyright.PENANAkjYmdodPsA
我雖然用膠紙黐返好佢隻左手,但成個模型已經變晒形。119Please respect copyright.PENANAoOeDvdMDTy
「變唔返以前咁喇!嗚呀呀呀!」我失望咁丟咗個模型,不停揼老豆大髀,用盡全力發洩。119Please respect copyright.PENANA3grdViTQEG
老豆淨係望住我,一句嘢都無講,後來老豆有一次帶我行咗好多手辦模型舖,都搵唔返同一個模型。119Please respect copyright.PENANAhGrdovcBQP
已經連我自己都忘記咗,細個失去咗一個心愛嘅手辦模型嘅回憶⋯⋯但係⋯⋯119Please respect copyright.PENANApUTKeLr1vI
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要送的話,你就送依個畀我啦。119Please respect copyright.PENANA16uq3eqJMF
點解係依個?119Please respect copyright.PENANA4gyTSrWLqt
無咩,純粹想要啫。119Please respect copyright.PENANApv4sLUkKC2
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「係鬼⋯⋯純粹想要呀⋯⋯死老嘢⋯⋯」我嘅手因爲血水變得滑潤,老豆無力咁將下巴枕喺我膊頭。119Please respect copyright.PENANA8IdvVGARVB
背上嘅傷口⋯⋯一⋯⋯二⋯⋯三⋯⋯四⋯⋯比人插咗九刀⋯⋯個個傷口都好深,一齊標緊血。119Please respect copyright.PENANAqe6fiY1uuA
「啊⋯⋯你⋯⋯記起喇?嗰陣⋯⋯對唔住呀⋯⋯掟爛咗你個⋯⋯v3模型⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANAmi2ARXQWpd
眼淚不停湧出眼眶。119Please respect copyright.PENANAv8io3uUmJu
「死老嘢!唔好出聲!慳返啖氣呀!頂住⋯⋯頂住呀!」119Please respect copyright.PENANAEap6EP0GR2
「嘿、嘿⋯⋯結果⋯⋯最後⋯⋯我最重要嘅人⋯⋯原來⋯⋯唔係自己啵⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANAxW4DRfOJa4
我兩隻手喺佢背上兩個傷口施加壓力,希望止血,但其餘七個傷口不停流血。119Please respect copyright.PENANAAhASOP1Qz1
阿螢喊晒口走到過嚟跪低,用兩手撳住我老豆另外兩個傷口,但仲有五個傷口流血。119Please respect copyright.PENANAwaSxFSYpUk
「收聲呀收聲呀!叫你咪出聲係咪唔識聽廣東話!!!!」119Please respect copyright.PENANAMycKw3cG57
「原來⋯⋯最重要⋯⋯嘅人係⋯⋯你啵⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANAbiBl0aIS6r
我不停點頭:「我知!我知喇!等救護車⋯⋯好無?唔好出聲⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANAblh7vid2ei
「你⋯⋯返屋企⋯⋯推起我張床褥⋯⋯拎返⋯⋯下面嘅嘢⋯⋯出嚟睇下⋯⋯」床褥下面⋯⋯有暗格?119Please respect copyright.PENANAubRGxYPiSA
所謂體溫,就係生命。老豆慢慢失去體溫,生命隨每一度流失。119Please respect copyright.PENANAWIpjZhJxU6
大腦依舊無辦法運轉。119Please respect copyright.PENANAK4ChxKjlSi
「點可以咁⋯⋯我哋嘅時間啱啱先開始重新前進⋯⋯我仲有好多戲想同你睇⋯⋯我仲要等你技術純熟返再整餐蛋飯我食㗎⋯⋯我仲要同你講⋯⋯以後咪再叫雞⋯⋯寂寞的話就搵我⋯⋯等我陪你⋯⋯」copyright protection115PENANAQ8F6C9ryd2
失去總係突如其來,殺我哋一個措手不及。但我唔甘心,一切都未夠,點可以咁樣話結束就結束。119Please respect copyright.PENANAyCdhP7sMtH
老豆嘅手吃力咁爬上我嘅背脊,輕輕咁掃。119Please respect copyright.PENANAgiCg9l4B8l
身體嘅記憶,刺激我嘅淚腺。119Please respect copyright.PENANAyQy1y96w7Y
喺我分手嗰段飲到一返屋企就摟住馬桶嘔嘅日子,有一隻手喺我背脊輕掃。copyright protection115PENANAYvw7955gF9
我一直唔知斷晒片嘅自己到底係點樣死翻上床瞓覺。119Please respect copyright.PENANAJKzkNX1mQs
原來……係你⋯⋯係你每一晚,將我抱返入房,抱我上床㗎⋯⋯119Please respect copyright.PENANAjqVQF1vAC0
「爸爸!!!!」119Please respect copyright.PENANA6zjg886POe
「哈⋯⋯叫咗你⋯⋯唔好重視⋯⋯任何人㗎啦⋯⋯依家又⋯⋯喊⋯⋯又⋯⋯傷心⋯⋯喇⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANALkOPehIgRf
感覺到生命嘅消逝,就好似燃燒到盡頭、左搖右擺嘅燭火。119Please respect copyright.PENANAB8ZOBW4TqZ
為人父母總有天會成為子女的鬼。119Please respect copyright.PENANA4TAO5gpRF9
「拜喇⋯⋯仔⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANAEkjtA9l9lc
輕掃背脊嘅手,好似突然斷電咁,落下。copyright protection115PENANArFQgPbiA64
救護車到場,救護員即刻幫我老豆急救,抬佢上擔架帶佢上車。119Please respect copyright.PENANADksCsqSFwO
警察都到場,將阿潤拘捕。copyright protection115PENANA7OLYCdrN0I
我跟住上救護車,阿螢亦跟埋嚟。我已經唔識喊,因為打擊太大,而我亦知道無論救護員整幾多嘢都好,已經無用。醫療科技再先進,也無法救回靈魂。copyright protection115PENANA7Qpow9hYYk
「對唔住⋯⋯對唔住呀金仔⋯⋯」阿螢捉住我嘅手臂喊,令我發痛嘅力度展示出佢嘅愧疚。119Please respect copyright.PENANAMV6ZT1HWa7
「係我嘅錯⋯⋯係我嘅錯⋯⋯」佢不停自責,但我仍然搞唔清楚狀況。119Please respect copyright.PENANAiAfIWH2v8F
「到底⋯⋯發生⋯⋯咩事?」copyright protection115PENANA8AS7TO0HkE
阿螢喊住咁話,阿潤保釋咗出嚟之後,就搵返佢。119Please respect copyright.PENANA5oA8wbClM8
「我知你仲愛我㗎螢螢⋯⋯見一面⋯⋯同我見一面好無?我真係捱唔住喇⋯⋯真係好大壓力。」119Please respect copyright.PENANANmYIRVYpGo
「我唔會再同你見面。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAMyjNQCjcGL
本來,結果就係咁簡單,命運唔會糾纏交織出悲劇。119Please respect copyright.PENANAq5v4zbrbMg
但係,阿螢搵我,知道我今日同老豆出街嘅行程之後⋯⋯copyright protection115PENANAWEm16Pruob
119Please respect copyright.PENANA3y0GQgEtCs
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咁我聽日都約人。119Please respect copyright.PENANAV3EPHpIeor
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於是阿螢搵翻阿潤:「我哋見面啦。」copyright protection115PENANAf9xeZFtpyv
然後喺我會去嘅地方出現,等叫佢搵其他男人嘅我見到佢同阿潤喺返埋一齊,咁我就會呷醋,就會緊張。119Please respect copyright.PENANA00whXVdG6R
「你做咩又同佢喺返埋一齊呀?你唔記得佢傷得你幾深咩?」正正因為對象係阿潤,所以阿螢覺得我會因為咁而著緊佢。copyright protection115PENANAHcgZCkUQ3X
但佢無諗過阿潤會帶刀出街。119Please respect copyright.PENANAtxGt4Mza6B
阿螢無同阿潤講過可能會見到我,所以佢把刀本來應該係用嚟威脅阿螢或者報復,阿潤知道我識阿螢同牛奶妹,或者佢係以為我令佢身敗命裂嘅行動都係依兩個女人指使,所以先會心生報復心理。119Please respect copyright.PENANACJSo6EQht6
點知畀佢喺條街撞到我,正中佢下懷,搵返我依個始作俑者、依隻多管閒事嘅臭鴨報仇。copyright protection115PENANAfWMamk9W09
如果阿螢搵嗰六百幾個追求者當中是但一個陪佢,咁我見到,有可能呷醋,亦有可能祝福佢;但佢知道,如果我見到佢同阿潤走返埋一齊,我一定唔會祝福佢哋。119Please respect copyright.PENANA6wU2YlxbEd
要百分百可以激起我著緊嘅心,只有同阿潤出街先做得到。119Please respect copyright.PENANAlG437FYLcx
「我唔知佢會咁痴線帶刀出街㗎⋯⋯我唔知佢會想殺你㗎⋯⋯對唔住呀⋯⋯對唔住呀!」119Please respect copyright.PENANA7pbVJT61jr
我無力咁坐喺救護車入面,耷低頭。119Please respect copyright.PENANA0msYp1jT0O
阿螢將我嘅手拉向佢,而我連揈開佢隻手嘅力都無。119Please respect copyright.PENANAGBDh8G9xIa
到底邊個應該道歉?一大堆嘅陰差陽錯融合成一個無可挽回嘅錯誤。119Please respect copyright.PENANArUmZqyo72X
如果我無多管閑事,就唔會招惹怨恨;如果阿潤無傷害牛奶妹,牛奶妹就唔會拜托我幫佢確認真相。繼續向上推的話,依個結果仍然搵唔到有任何一方應該要負上全部責任。係阿潤?但如果阿螢無約佢,今日依件事亦唔會發生。119Please respect copyright.PENANAcoqxNh7Zci
我唔知憤怒同憎恨應該指向邊個目標,一切都只係每個人做嘅行為帶來嘅結果交融為一體嘅悲劇,只係如果可以的話,我希望由我一個承受一切,承受依個錯誤嘅結局。119Please respect copyright.PENANAJySiN61Ckj
我淨係覺得好攰、好攰。119Please respect copyright.PENANAsYERQ0CvvN
救我⋯⋯救我⋯⋯copyright protection115PENANAZaCjeEVrb7
心入面,僅餘重要嘅人,都離開。119Please respect copyright.PENANAOVV8NqbWGt
奇奇係生離,老豆係死別。我,是孤獨的。119Please respect copyright.PENANAWeJq3UMJuP
我將手由阿螢嘅緊抱之中抆翻出嚟。佢絕望咁注視著我,而我只係望住救護車內嘅燈光、聞住老豆血水嘅味道。119Please respect copyright.PENANAuVAjwT5Egr
我好清楚,眼前嘅男人,已經變成屍體119Please respect copyright.PENANA0s9418JP30
「金⋯⋯仔⋯⋯」copyright protection115PENANA0BM6bXxSR8
我如同聽到動靜嘅喪屍,扭頭望向阿螢。我睇得出佢心痛,然後想將我攬實。119Please respect copyright.PENANAmwfHEyUGcR
我用自己僅餘嘅力量推開佢。copyright protection115PENANAbI8tOWDF36
去到醫院,老豆被推入手術室。119Please respect copyright.PENANAiNzvUQs9tD
唔使五分鐘,醫生就出返嚟,同我講我一早清楚嘅事實:證實不治。119Please respect copyright.PENANA93USS3c5Av
阿螢喺我身邊揞住口,繼續喊,但我已經失去咗悲傷嘅能力。119Please respect copyright.PENANACWhUVEa8aV
聽講一個人傷心到極點,反而會喊唔出,我都係第一次感受到咁嘅感覺。119Please respect copyright.PENANAwWvNkYXaU1
我應該聽老豆講,我應該將自己睇成最重要。119Please respect copyright.PENANA8cSIsC81R1
如果我不曾重視你,那現在,一定不會悲傷得連眼淚都流不出來。119Please respect copyright.PENANAF53Ye797DT
依一刻,回想過去,我突然明白當時媽咪死嘅時候,點解老豆一滴眼淚都無流過。119Please respect copyright.PENANAl6xBNYOs0H
原來⋯⋯係咁⋯⋯119Please respect copyright.PENANAt3IBp2wcw2
佢同我依家一樣,係傷心到連喊都做唔到。copyright protection115PENANAXey0dNLDm4
「金仔⋯⋯對唔住⋯⋯」阿螢不停道歉119Please respect copyright.PENANAk5RRYLzbOJ
我轉身離開醫院,佢抆住我衫袖。copyright protection115PENANAPzSo59G9oz
「我知道你好傷心⋯⋯你可以⋯⋯依賴我⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANAWygzRhFgjX
我捉住阿螢抆住我嘅手,放低。「唔需要。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAiL4JEnpqvs
受打擊嘅阿螢跪喺地上。119Please respect copyright.PENANAt3XVybAMRp
你對我的愛,令我痛苦。copyright protection115PENANAK1rmwugn0o
我獨自一人返到屋企,期間李星同浩然輪流打比我,但我無力聽電話。環望黑暗嘅空間,廚房仍然放住今日晏晝我同老豆食完餐蛋飯嘅空碗。我無幾耐之前先話就算痛都心甘命抵,但我估唔到會咁痛,我亦估唔到同老豆119Please respect copyright.PENANAHj0LuEhQGt
重新相處嘅時間竟然咁少。119Please respect copyright.PENANAao8FAQBT8c
我行入老豆間房,開燈。119Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2n4ZRFban
床上得返一個枕頭,我坐喺床邊,拎起佢,將面容埋喺入邊。119Please respect copyright.PENANA3XauDvQAFs
係遲早會消散嘅,爸爸嘅味道。好想一直留住依股味道。copyright protection115PENANAQDn9YoNGNp
我放低枕頭,抬起床褥。119Please respect copyright.PENANAZlmzF0iKZY
床下面,左半係平滑嘅木面,右半就係一塊長方形嘅木板,板上鑽咗個窿,可以伸手指入去勾起塊木板。119Please respect copyright.PENANA8ySMpxavNF
我伸出手指。啪咔,木板應聲而開。119Please respect copyright.PENANAPF6pf1T0Qj
兩樣嘢吸引我嘅目光。copyright protection115PENANAWfPOSC8cV9
第一樣,係一個被大型密實袋封住嘅枕頭。119Please respect copyright.PENANAcac2DEvsoR
我拎出嚟,打開密實袋。沙喇沙喇。抽出半個枕頭,靠近一聞。係⋯⋯媽咪嘅氣味。copyright protection115PENANArnKaNtnhnh
我放開枕頭,拎出櫃入面另一個鐵盒打開。119Please respect copyright.PENANAicfKJXCOxF
「呃⋯⋯」copyright protection115PENANA3okwdBTxFX
當初同我講丟晒啲相同錄影帶嘅係老豆。我衝出去搵後樓梯嘅垃圾桶,再去最近嘅垃圾站搵,都搵唔到嗰袋裝滿回憶嘅垃圾。我一直……一直以為係太遲,啲垃圾已經車咗去焚化爐。119Please respect copyright.PENANA86dni0koQB
「你個⋯⋯死老嘢⋯⋯大話精⋯⋯」原來所有相同片,全部都無丟到。老豆將佢哋收埋喺床褥下嘅依個暗櫃入面。幾百張相當中,有我哋旅行嘅全家福;有我細個同媽咪影嘅合照;有我出世嗰陣媽咪抱住我嘅相;有幫我沖涼、餵我食奶、陪我瞓覺嘅相。copyright protection115PENANAF7e6PuHJhD
仲有更加舊,已經發黃褪色嘅相。係媽咪後生時同老豆拍拖嘅相。copyright protection115PENANAALP6tkMCKg
相片變得模糊。過度傷心而失靈嘅淚腺,突然重新啟動。119Please respect copyright.PENANAr9oinSn7qT
好朦,朦到我睇唔清楚最後一張,媽咪同爸爸嘅合照。copyright protection115PENANAIjvT4kXk0A
拎晒相同錄影帶出嚟之後,最底放住嘅,係我以為一早已經丟咗、斷咗左手嘅幪面超人v3手辦模型。119Please respect copyright.PENANA7qb3sonK1x
我用嚟黐住佢隻手嘅膠紙已經發黃脆化、無晒黐力,所以左手同身體,依舊分離。119Please respect copyright.PENANAhc4ySkukOd
「嗚⋯⋯」我嘅聲音震動。119Please respect copyright.PENANArGlupWWQdu
我小心翼翼咁拎出模型。119Please respect copyright.PENANADDGb8nZo2m
「果然係⋯⋯下次見面⋯⋯就會難為情⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANA6r41DMMgVY
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只有確保再沒有下次見面,最後的最後才展示。119Please respect copyright.PENANApP1ZZa1b7u
我揞住雙眼,但一隻手嘅力量,無辦法阻止眼淚決堤。copyright protection115PENANAnAfZhZvYkI
最放唔低嘅人⋯⋯明明係你。119Please respect copyright.PENANAnGkmLIu3ge
將我同媽咪睇得比自己重要,偏偏教我唔好將其他人睇得咁重要。119Please respect copyright.PENANAHBAwtqdvnk
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「如看到這一段,拜託拿我的日記,作我的陪葬品。在床頭櫃最入,密碼是你的生日。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9ahGY19BW
我行向床頭櫃,拉開,伸手去到最入,拎出一本有密碼鎖扣住嘅筆記簿。119Please respect copyright.PENANAXLdywKBhOK
我將數字扭到我生日嘅日子,開鎖,啱啱先稍為停止嘅眼淚又再次掉落。119Please respect copyright.PENANAQsQV63bP1v
日記由媽咪死嗰日開始寫,每日嘅日期唔同,但內容都一樣:copyright protection115PENANAX49Amc7OO2
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一直寫到噚日。copyright protection115PENANAlat2WQRr6d
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老婆,我好想你,但原來,我還有兒子。copyright protection115PENANAapsPbo8ETi
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然後,後面嘅紙就全部一片空白,直到我揭到最後一頁,白紙嘅左下角寫住:「我想你只把自己當成最重要,因為我不想你像我一樣,一直被心痛折磨。」copyright protection115PENANAyzQPvII2Bi
終結,總係突如其來。119Please respect copyright.PENANA4IZ1WPGCSn
媽咪係心臟病,老豆係為保護被人尋仇嘅我而死。119Please respect copyright.PENANAOY8ESTNzVu
生存並唔係理所當然,死亡每日如影隨形。119Please respect copyright.PENANAlZO9Qbgast
這一秒你還在,下一秒,你就不在了。119Please respect copyright.PENANAukSyBlrPH1
生存落去嘅動力,我已經無晒。失去最重要嘅人,等同死亡。119Please respect copyright.PENANAKBQvc2Shxd
即使維持生存嘅表象,我都知自己核心嘅部分已經壞死咗。copyright protection115PENANAmDhboqtWVY
喺親戚嘅幫助下,我幫老豆搞咗個喪禮。119Please respect copyright.PENANAR6PAYMVz9T
親戚、老豆嘅朋友、李星、浩然⋯⋯好多人出席,但唔包括老豆以前搵嘅女人。119Please respect copyright.PENANADGrcJBW7Hx
阿螢都有嚟,帶埋牛仔。119Please respect copyright.PENANA0sqLaYVBZw
佢向我點頭打招呼,不忍嘅眼神充滿愧疚,憔悴嘅面容上有大大嘅黑眼圈。119Please respect copyright.PENANAXeBEx1wVla
我向佢點點頭。119Please respect copyright.PENANA39AKUOVkMO
阿螢一直留守,直到喪禮完結。119Please respect copyright.PENANA6ty3rdVVqS
我換好衫,同負責人傾好火化日子就離開靈堂,阿螢跟喺我身後:「對唔住⋯⋯」佢細聲道歉。119Please respect copyright.PENANAmfKNjHHb1g
「唔使⋯⋯係我嘅錯⋯⋯」每一次都係我做錯先會導致悲劇,如果我無叫阿螢去約下其他男仔,佢就唔會同我鬥氣;如果我無多管閒事幫牛奶妹,就唔會同阿潤依個人有交集;以前已經試過一次真假不分令客人誤會,最後對方因爲我自殺。119Please respect copyright.PENANAz5U1zWZtRs
我每次都做錯,每次都令人死,要道歉嘅人係我。copyright protection115PENANAF9Gqr4iywu
每次做錯嘅人都係我,但懲罰永遠唔降落喺我身上。我忍唔住諗,自己係咪喺無間地獄入面?受身無間者永遠不死,壽長乃無間地獄中之大劫。或者依個就係我害死第一個客人嘅懲罰。copyright protection115PENANAOxKVVZwceI
我轉身,面向阿螢:「爸爸嘅死唔係你嘅錯,你唔好再自責喇。」所有嘢都由我背負就足夠。119Please respect copyright.PENANAypDa7wV69z
「但係⋯⋯」我本來就係惡鬼。119Please respect copyright.PENANAihQfoHkxAH
「我原諒你。」我溫柔咁講。119Please respect copyright.PENANASNdLWv24UN
「唔好咁⋯⋯我寧願你嬲我鬧我打我憎我呀!」阿螢喊晒。119Please respect copyright.PENANAQqiTbDsUrH
我碎開嘅心,已經連憎恨都放唔落。119Please respect copyright.PENANAnVKj94Ga7R
「但係,唔好再搵我喇。你想當係愛人嘅願望又好,你想當係仇人嘅懲罰都好,我淨係想,我哋嘅生命唔好再有交集。」copyright protection115PENANAyOTFMQIObe
「你依家咁嘅狀態⋯⋯你需要有人喺你身邊㗎⋯⋯」119Please respect copyright.PENANApgRq4FGLfF
「或者啦。」119Please respect copyright.PENANAgAnHkAzoKq
阿螢捉住我隻手:「畀我留喺你身邊陪你療傷好無?利用我,然後你好返我就消失⋯⋯好無?」119Please respect copyright.PENANAMu4tbHQt8d
我無反抗,依家好似連揈開佢隻手都令我覺得吃力,連呼吸都好似擔緊泥咁痛苦。119Please respect copyright.PENANAOOjeVCEwWW
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阿螢放開手。119Please respect copyright.PENANAvXYR6x6HVy
本來就只係ptbf同客人嘅關係,如果有十個客人好似阿螢咁愛上我,我亦無能力一一回應。119Please respect copyright.PENANA1iBLFhberb
「同埋。」我轉身,一步一步離開,喺阿螢眼中,我應該同電影入面被人射咗幾槍嘅喪屍一樣。119Please respect copyright.PENANAbFUFb8kOQj
「好唔返㗎喇。」copyright protection115PENANAGl96ffo5SR
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