19841218--19日记173Please respect copyright.PENANARV3yI0eiGU
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1218173Please respect copyright.PENANAktaMkTaUnY
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在173Please respect copyright.PENANAz9VorB2mCo
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真173Please respect copyright.PENANAX1oogvSPIa
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不知怎的。173Please respect copyright.PENANAK7dW9fJym6
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已173Please respect copyright.PENANAtD9XTzg5LT
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到173Please respect copyright.PENANAoxzH46oOOD
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过173Please respect copyright.PENANAbyF8m4jgns
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时又出现了,唉!173Please respect copyright.PENANA4VUBemWhB9
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1219173Please respect copyright.PENANASjYcV3Flyr
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。173Please respect copyright.PENANABRqEUYkh3k
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐173Please respect copyright.PENANA06aKpH2nsU
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锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改173Please respect copyright.PENANAsYJYgQCZWB
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这173Please respect copyright.PENANAnIUYmZjYWf
173Please respect copyright.PENANAvoQLuQ7wyu
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。173Please respect copyright.PENANAk9tVGGyhao
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19841220--21日记173Please respect copyright.PENANAlJqe7PqcHE
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1220173Please respect copyright.PENANAxxcVZwixZC
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团173Please respect copyright.PENANAZePE7zGxro
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支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们173Please respect copyright.PENANAz3pbTHXnHW
173Please respect copyright.PENANAj6txmIEgbr
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态173Please respect copyright.PENANAS974x254sz
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,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。173Please respect copyright.PENANA92z3dGuGUd
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1221173Please respect copyright.PENANAgCFgVCiAPN
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交173Please respect copyright.PENANACVDDIBLUgR
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,可今天星期五了。173Please respect copyright.PENANAXZEfGQWw6i
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他173Please respect copyright.PENANAaEJa8R9mwO
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。173Please respect copyright.PENANADMCHlqQOYn
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。173Please respect copyright.PENANAMuEwFmTSDh
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向173Please respect copyright.PENANANmrUV9ToHH
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天173Please respect copyright.PENANAPnuAQge9On
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几173Please respect copyright.PENANAq6QccxC2t5
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说173Please respect copyright.PENANAV0XcXBXN4M
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:173Please respect copyright.PENANAwEj3cUr8Ps
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“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这173Please respect copyright.PENANAKTdY7FCi8J
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时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。173Please respect copyright.PENANARKh3tyueKv
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19841222--31日记173Please respect copyright.PENANANkaHB4qy4H
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1222173Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ85Ii3iyY
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈173Please respect copyright.PENANA9To3e1Qqvt
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何,真不知怎的。173Please respect copyright.PENANA5o9hGMy58v
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1223173Please respect copyright.PENANAz4T62WsuyR
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。173Please respect copyright.PENANASrUUm7vZS0
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1224173Please respect copyright.PENANAJRS8pTnX8F
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。173Please respect copyright.PENANAn8xlzWm1Lg
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1225173Please respect copyright.PENANAMsdbQCFwa8
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。173Please respect copyright.PENANAeBrBJ3wEho
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1226173Please respect copyright.PENANAhLwmxhQOgr
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。173Please respect copyright.PENANAgyD5RoOs6k
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1227173Please respect copyright.PENANAOezHNHvLCJ
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕173Please respect copyright.PENANAuUXdVA94k4
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了。173Please respect copyright.PENANAt9MicPnpoB
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1228173Please respect copyright.PENANAIdJNmRdZO5
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。173Please respect copyright.PENANAITCOT6oGIs
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1229173Please respect copyright.PENANAICunOGyxfN
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好173Please respect copyright.PENANARGUgbV10UF
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父173Please respect copyright.PENANAq3BG01gonQ
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》,却不得入梦。173Please respect copyright.PENANA9vFvX2IGWB