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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Jc3PR7PwQ
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpE9n422dn
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwZvpqIb4j
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRHErA0xFT
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Why are you never proud of me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYy6chvsoZ
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9yB853TIt
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY090mVim6
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAJbRwOdfC
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEspJOIigv4
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tikzO2Gkp
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuwiDKQe1Z
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLsCemzCUU
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2UZD2Mi4a
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dZ1gW2MBc
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiTnn82t6t
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKMvGkosuA
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zJZ0HhkSM
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVHjLpWUWt
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKst66M0LfW
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCzBgUECl5
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRW16yYQX2
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq97aDMNmX
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d7n5z3QJE
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1F8z4I9x5
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBWwalgjZA
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDY2J2tYZL
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I tried to save you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz5YlHTTJd
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I told everyone what really happened.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLheDPkOjI
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡornpNy1RdC
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Was it painful?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVXw9xf0gO
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I should never have left you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3StjgpBEC
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They told me about your death 15 days later.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvnGCPftdD
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FxLGzAEhW
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Was poison really that brutal?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Bgh6I7Rd
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiV5R1w04I
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I thought I’d see you again.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvqgRGMOC0
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYoocC4a3x
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But not my pain?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uYQysqx73
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iLCLiungI
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFzshyja8E
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dNxct3aQk
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The only memory I have is scolding you.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwr8U2NIKQ
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfa8DBNOp2
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOreq8kyCl
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One month later, I attempted suicide.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBPkUZA4B1
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATg7LadCJl
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Why?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ1EiREdEu
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuxxyezMjw
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8s3uDtExnl
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Why am I falling apart like this?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOJ2d1fc8G
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dSmqyxE8r
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCATcK7NGte
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People move on.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKZ8dkIW14
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Family is not the same for everyone.16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvFdTQBVA6
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
