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人們常說,孤單是習慣問題。8964 copyright protection35PENANAkAA9ZVprP0 維尼
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換言之,只要久了,就能習慣孤單。8964 copyright protection35PENANAtyY62n2N4k 維尼
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然而,孤立卻不是那樣。8964 copyright protection35PENANAEiX1NJuUrx 維尼
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我可以忍受一直窩在房裡獨自一人舒適的過,但當周遭的人都親密的結伴相處,卻只有自己一人孤零零的時候,再怎麼麻痺自己都還是會在意。8964 copyright protection35PENANAppaXe5yQcM 維尼
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就在這種狀況下,她來到了我的世界中。8964 copyright protection35PENANAL9IiIDr9jy 維尼
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繐是個小女孩,她用緋紅的緞帶將頭髮紮起,身上穿著酒紅色的洋服。8964 copyright protection35PENANAji89p6wFCY 維尼
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無論是說話、語氣,甚至是行為,就像個普通的小孩子。8964 copyright protection35PENANAzOOI6eIfnt 維尼
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但,她並不正常。8964 copyright protection35PENANADNBsUogOo5 維尼
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因為,她是我創造的。8964 copyright protection35PENANAyWI93S9fOC 維尼
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再來談談我自己吧。8964 copyright protection35PENANAPr0q0SlCXC 維尼
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我的名字是纓。8964 copyright protection35PENANAwYeSRqRPUh 維尼
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不算是個多特別的人,倒不如說,很容易被遺忘。8964 copyright protection35PENANAolv8YWY1w4 維尼
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就像是詛咒一樣,我很容易就會被人忘記。8964 copyright protection35PENANAZPDXqjNAZr 維尼
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當你覺得你跟某人很要好而朝她打招呼時,對方卻露出「你是誰」的表情時,那種受傷的感覺我好像已經漸漸習慣了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAPC2iIf5aRK 維尼
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漸漸的,我也開始接受,我很容易被遺忘的這件事。8964 copyright protection35PENANAMbASx6P2xK 維尼
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所以,我只習慣跟繐說話。8964 copyright protection35PENANAbei5Mv34M0 維尼
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跟繐說話很有趣。她會表現出任何你期望的反應,同時,也會說點有趣的話題。8964 copyright protection35PENANAVn34pp4YIM 維尼
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慢慢的,繐開始給我一些建議。8964 copyright protection35PENANAlebiwd2mLG 維尼
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「要試試看跟其他人說說話嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAh0OTVMCaY9 維尼
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彷彿看穿了我心中的軟弱,她繼續說:8964 copyright protection35PENANAo6TLE8BBkI 維尼
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「纓也很想和其他人說說話,對吧?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAIA4gMIgIkK 維尼
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「反正要不了多久就會被忘記吧……」8964 copyright protection35PENANAy1YS8zTKRk 維尼
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「那也沒關係,不是嗎?」繐朝我看了過來。「要是被忘記了,再去認識一次就行啦。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAbc356ydMg9 維尼
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童言童語中,將相當困難的事簡化了不少。8964 copyright protection35PENANAyRXPLOPlt2 維尼
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然後,我開始嘗試著與他人再次溝通。8964 copyright protection35PENANAYwFOaPA27l 維尼
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雖然有時還是會被遺忘,但最後,我找到了不會遺忘我的人。8964 copyright protection35PENANAHy1qcw1UXi 維尼
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他的名字是司。8964 copyright protection35PENANAgj1hO5KKMg 維尼
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「喔,你終於肯找人說話了嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAgYwYC6FEvO 維尼
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這是司對我說的第一句話。8964 copyright protection35PENANAWKpq12guJA 維尼
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「早就在注意你很久啦,我還沒看過像你一樣這麼怕生的女生。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAssGwTC0FOG 維尼
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他爽朗的笑著,讓人以為他是在代替早已忘卻笑容的自己在微笑。8964 copyright protection35PENANAjE7fcT3nBM 維尼
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不過,卻不感到討厭。8964 copyright protection35PENANAf8mMEKrQ0L 維尼
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「請多指教。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAeo5upSffwC 維尼
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我微微欠身。8964 copyright protection35PENANAhArzgawfBf 維尼
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之後,在我的世界中,多了司這個角色。8964 copyright protection35PENANA8TW80GwLxo 維尼
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「他是個好人喔。」連繐也這麼說。8964 copyright protection35PENANAJPF40QYhP2 維尼
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「我還不知道呢。」我聳聳肩,與繐閒聊著。8964 copyright protection35PENANAxKO6rQI8oE 維尼
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「喂~」從遠方,傳來了司的聲音。8964 copyright protection35PENANAnpdd2w6PKK 維尼
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「纓,等一下的課程能夠跟我組隊嗎?我朋友臨時有事來不了了。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAQOPiZ5rlbe 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANANqJXVliiYE
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喘著氣,司就為了這種小事跑得汗流浹背。8964 copyright protection35PENANAlJlCgvWx7L 維尼
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「嗯……好……」8964 copyright protection35PENANA1XgJ81OPQQ 維尼
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點頭答應後,司說著待會見,就又消失在走廊深處。8964 copyright protection35PENANAZ0FDTT7oYE 維尼
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頭轉回來時,看到繐那不懷好意的笑容。8964 copyright protection35PENANAsEJUHpJi1n 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAs3sPY79wsi
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「加油吧,纓。」8964 copyright protection35PENANARTG7gNRDME 維尼
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我想,那時候,繐就知道我的心意了吧。8964 copyright protection35PENANApymYk4f9ew 維尼
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39Please respect copyright.PENANAKYNH5RmhcG
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靛春、朱夏、白秋、玄冬——8964 copyright protection35PENANA10z6koWlcr 維尼
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數十年的時光匆匆流逝……8964 copyright protection35PENANAAmK67LkfrD 維尼
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「喔,變得很漂亮了呢。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAVs6rB6P2kl 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfczdFMIrsO
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繐對著在化妝鏡前的我這麼說。8964 copyright protection35PENANA6i10oVRV3s 維尼
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「畢竟明天是大日子嘛。」8964 copyright protection35PENANA64aw09pPln 維尼
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化著妝,我這麼說。8964 copyright protection35PENANAJeASiUphl9 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAYtrEtZuGsL
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那之後,在我的每個四季之中,都染上了司的色彩。8964 copyright protection35PENANAvd06KX28gf 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAxb5UJeFScT
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而在某一年,我答應了他的交往。8964 copyright protection35PENANAqSEAT1AM6S 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAcHHxxNiV8I
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知道了彼此越來越多的事,最後,立下了誓言。8964 copyright protection35PENANAZeyl3J35jV 維尼
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而明天,就是實現誓言之日。8964 copyright protection35PENANAzmZyPgkraw 維尼
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「明天以後,就換他陪在妳身邊吧。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAdojR3les7i 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAff7TnZivbF
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繐坐在窗台,望向窗外的同時喃喃說著。8964 copyright protection35PENANA5egrCb5naW 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAcLJZIZmiWs
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「別開玩笑了,妳也要在啊。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAwsdw1Z2DO5 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAB5UYYxobT9
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「纓,夢該醒了。」繐如此說著。「我誕生的理由與使命,已經完成了。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAcDXMUf6XAF 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANABWUzU3jkFN
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——為了,不再讓纓感到孤單。8964 copyright protection35PENANAeOiQEkxymj 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAB30RRMm5e1
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因此,我陪著她說話,陪著她笑。8964 copyright protection35PENANA2ksDyKDYEi 維尼
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但是,我並不能讓她一直活在幻想裡。於是,我讓她與別人打交道。8964 copyright protection35PENANAJLXtJA9SDl 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1vJBii0AM
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最後,也找到了她的命定之人。8964 copyright protection35PENANABFzUwRlYL0 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAG7iKXOGuQs
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「很快,就會沒有我的位置吧。」8964 copyright protection35PENANALYu5PQlxyG 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAe4rDgLTeFa
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繐笑了笑,那抹笑容在夜光的映照下,顯得格外哀傷。8964 copyright protection35PENANA6Md9hMj8Iy 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA5zdjVV9TT1
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「纓,在最後,請記得我吧。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAnKy5AhrkXZ 維尼
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從手指開始,繐慢慢地化為發光的螢色粉塵。8964 copyright protection35PENANAilEjSWyDpW 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAI6bwG66KpC
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手指、手腕、胸——最後,整個人隨風而逝。8964 copyright protection35PENANAPOHnBbRi9R 維尼
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「繐?繐!」8964 copyright protection35PENANAnaMmehnykZ 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA0f0vKFH0qO
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無論我怎麼喊著,都再也聽不到那稚嫩的童音了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAvLteztEhrg 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA7NmlcCzjAR
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是繐讓我有了勇氣。8964 copyright protection35PENANAiuR5OimzZH 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAQfRqQ37rd9
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是繐讓總是被遺忘的我,有了被記憶的理由。8964 copyright protection35PENANA7Z2OlFqzVG 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANALLBLLimXN6
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是繐的提議,才讓我找到了命定之人。8964 copyright protection35PENANAlrFfLMAHMY 維尼
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但是,繐已經不在了。8964 copyright protection35PENANADulUNzfYpS 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAO1LqzVFcR7
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一直以來,為這份空虛的身體注入勇氣的她,已經消失了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAA1XaUsHCzo 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANATISCQSzVId
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那晚,我不知道我哭了多久。8964 copyright protection35PENANAvtqYlAUAQy 維尼
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就連婚禮,也不知道是怎麼度過的。8964 copyright protection35PENANALcWKX6Ft6l 維尼
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在少了繐之後,彷彿整個人都被掏空般。8964 copyright protection35PENANAP1FzIds1A1 維尼
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「纓,怎麼了嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAwGH9H9jORp 維尼
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司有點擔心的望了過來。8964 copyright protection35PENANATjPsZc6rS1 維尼
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我突然想起繐說過的最後的話。8964 copyright protection35PENANAQnit08QCBq 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAxVlYIiok9E
8964 copyright protection35PENANAPlCYISsLdl 維尼
『在最後,請記得我吧。』8964 copyright protection35PENANAeQAAHjExgC 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAeuHO1VKRD2
8964 copyright protection35PENANAXKBAsYJBFp 維尼
「吶,司,我可以跟你說一個故事嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANA1iwGfXbxdH 維尼
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8964 copyright protection35PENANATE7w5Mt7XK 維尼
「可以喔。」8964 copyright protection35PENANA4iphZKqGjq 維尼
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8964 copyright protection35PENANA6JLxxZNQ8M 維尼
一如既往的,司露出微笑。8964 copyright protection35PENANAmQdbjzYHuj 維尼
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「不過,可別笑我啊。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAvdYKgtl7FY 維尼
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調整好呼吸與情緒後,我開始娓娓道來。8964 copyright protection35PENANAA1O6sQ28Hy 維尼
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「我有一個很要好的朋友,她的名字是繐——」8964 copyright protection35PENANAux64lyXu8y 維尼
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故事總是從很久很久的以前開始,持續到很久很久、很久的以後……8964 copyright protection35PENANAMzAQnreIoH 維尼
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