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No Plagiarism!CvAoyQJjN6B7JgcNBCuYposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!662Please respect copyright.PENANADY0zLz119Q
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection658PENANARhGCwd5NVV 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection658PENANAaFn6wPZGzV 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAyWQPgtJ5vs 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAAclVEUa8yV 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection658PENANAQ4sECysU91 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection658PENANA0iNOSvSqb0 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection658PENANArCtbDFRHj0 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAzcN8BdVkXU 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection658PENANAUVOsLRmliY 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection658PENANAq2RzYZivru 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection658PENANA9uF9weqHyv 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAYwVNie56ir 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAnJ6fRtGuKd 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAOaAqp2eNdG 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection658PENANAwXqqH3d1XK 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection658PENANANl90zfWI9u 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAzykhG9LKC1 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAUg9HQtKO5V 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection658PENANAyCZuOEp19R 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAmxyrRarJ3r 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection658PENANAOexMsLq2Sc 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAIPjvJioENS 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection658PENANA7YDrKGo1Zu 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection658PENANAqTpeHhFNi2 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAd9w4q6siPn 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection658PENANArWSxshkbEd 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection658PENANANgGJm9d6l8 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAHp0VxzWMSV 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAu3sYPl6Bsi 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection658PENANALPxWF2dPSL 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAVQKyus0Sye 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAQsrpS3oAHM 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection658PENANA2ogXLbLGC0 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAlV1lIgDfm8 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection658PENANANX9Z8Coviv 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAximbvcD3Ky 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAyBaaaibtC0 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAY33xh15SkG 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAjJRcu9mkeb 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection658PENANA3Q2l3XYtYM 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection658PENANAyp6zzH5dGw 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection658PENANA1JysqQz3cD 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection658PENANAYuzHkLdNrP 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection658PENANAdEurfC02Jy 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAB7bAmI56Nb 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection658PENANA0UPVxzPXls 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection658PENANAeC17p6cHur 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection658PENANAFjSXIIPqyL 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection658PENANAa1GmKDdkUe 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection658PENANAffLHCtznqZ 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection658PENANAFMR4WFG8Ho 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAYkzeTwAN1Z 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAHIu1OQA2IA 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAP0E08XxdAF 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAvUQIFp6D13 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAGL4fAlHYp4 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection658PENANAgOPp0gwswL 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection658PENANAko2gssYR3T 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection658PENANAIP5bT6VG3f 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection658PENANApub9J3UcWn 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAmVNp3jIT2M 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection658PENANAbpqsBid1KG 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection658PENANAoQXW5OlRAx 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAB0AnpMdQOk 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection658PENANA9Ld30mzcw0 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAwT09BtyM93 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAGs06nEON6v 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection658PENANAUoJWnO26iS 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection658PENANA5JSc6E71Uq 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection658PENANADOdPb7JSc9 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection658PENANALN9Q8iwmFz 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection658PENANAGs5h3ybyDH 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection658PENANAlXdJE7vPnK 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection658PENANA9WNs8e5yby 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection658PENANA7FIVowvBuJ 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection658PENANAclpc6BX6Mf 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection658PENANA8icPrBDTp8 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection658PENANAh9iSvddInU 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection658PENANATLKmfeiUgS 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAoGEv2sMHVk 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAdbdDA5X7Vi 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection658PENANA8SFdQImQVH 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAff2XPgFnFG 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection658PENANATFuk4YqFdY 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAxApKNSqFxo 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection658PENANAafeu7WIvsi 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection658PENANA6HPueqMMo7 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection658PENANAoFCIcJYCtg 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection658PENANApXDTNUMYcc 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection658PENANAU6emzKI3uK 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection658PENANAGnIuC3pRxC 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection658PENANAll7UsNZSbN 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.662Please respect copyright.PENANAP8EdcXU1Bm
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