What is the point of living?177Please respect copyright.PENANAP31WgTMBD8
What is the use? Why do I keep dragging my existence? Ha! I could not help laugh at myself bitterly, the great General Shi first daughter, Milan the Empress of Lichen dynasty who appears to be mighty, untouchable and happy is actually been mistreated and unhappy, the irony.177Please respect copyright.PENANA6aiWq5FlZc
"Your Highness, General Shi is here to see you" the palace maid announced177Please respect copyright.PENANAc2Z84VU8LN
I guess it is time to put up another show, thanks to my right-hand woman Hishi, putting on my heavy call of a cloth with over a million layer within it. Waving my hand for them to let him in, the door opened with my father in his official uniform but without his sword because weapons are not allowed in the harem.177Please respect copyright.PENANAot0aQAhfjy
"Greetings to her Majesty" My father bowed177Please respect copyright.PENANAtBACgJMR1j
Rising to his feet lowing himself as he sat on kneels on the pillow cushion, while a white sheet is placed in front separating us from properly seeing each other because I was not allowed to see any other man if the Emperor was not there.177Please respect copyright.PENANATsILtN1PA6
Raising my right hand out as a sign for the servants to leave us177Please respect copyright.PENANADoUdrxZhza
"Father, how have you been?"177Please respect copyright.PENANAxQnuHOgH2u
"You do not have to be so formal, we are alone" I could not see my expression, but he sound pained177Please respect copyright.PENANAxVgNPPf2vX
"As the Empress, it is my duty to represent the Emperor and the dynasty with utmost dignity both outdoor and indoor"177Please respect copyright.PENANAOarD1QAaLh
"If I knew making you into an Empress will turn you into this lifeless, miserable, robotic-177Please respect copyright.PENANAG3y4IugHLC
" Father plea-177Please respect copyright.PENANAaUhzuVZPzk
"Let me speak" My father bellowed177Please respect copyright.PENANA8bJYnIR8P4
"My cheerful daughter who was so full of life, joy, and radiant is nowhere to be found. I don't know what he is doing to you, but I promise I will do everything back to bring back my lit-177Please respect copyright.PENANA4NswCHKqGx
" SHE DEAD! SHE DIED THE MINUTE SHE BECAME THE EMPEROR'S PROPERTY" I screamed from the pent-up anger I have kept within me for years. But there is no use getting angry at my father, he only did what I asked of him even after his warning,, but I was a foolish teenager blinded to see the monster behind those smiles. 177Please respect copyright.PENANARHQ3EZ2OeE
I tried to make out the outline of my father expression, but the white sheet was not letting me do so. 177Please respect copyright.PENANAlUNXsw6pzm
"We both know the only way to get out of this marriage is by death. If I leave, the reputation you fought so had to build will crumble, and I love you too much to do that. I chose this part for myself,, so please let me walk it and wear whatever consequences that follows. I am not your little girl anymore, but I still love you, no matter what" I could feel the tears about to fall and the crack in my voice, but I have to maintain myself, I cannot cause a war for myself and more deaths.177Please respect copyright.PENANAcLTqQXL6DX
Silence177Please respect copyright.PENANAeoV4zwLc0X
The room is silent, my father sighed in defeat I guess he did not say anything after my speech but just bowed and walked out. 177Please respect copyright.PENANAWPrn4emnT4
Taking a minute or what seems to be a minute to compose myself, I walked out of my room intending to take a walk to clear my head, I need privacy, but I spoke to soon for as the moment I step out into the garden the maids were behind me following and monitoring my movement in a not subtle way. I could not blame them, it is their duty177Please respect copyright.PENANABaU5GZCsSH
Closing my eyes, breathing in and out177Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZBlGRN7gx
Peace177Please respect copyright.PENANAKPBOXH7fDc
Piece177Please respect copyright.PENANA2oz9JXYy1H
Please pea177Please respect copyright.PENANA9YUcZiYCl8
"Your highness"177Please respect copyright.PENANAEB7eH9w8LO
Ignore177Please respect copyright.PENANAhA47VAbzJz
"Your Highness"177Please respect copyright.PENANAHsgblJo4Jn
Ignore177Please respect copyright.PENANAVo6uqTNQqD
"My Empress" 177Please respect copyright.PENANAMXrIWEI1oQ
wincing as if I have been burnt I opened my eyes praying it was just my imagination, but it seems the universe hates me177Please respect copyright.PENANASOY2Zt6Fzt
"Greetings your Majesty" my maids bowed 177Please respect copyright.PENANAiMlrB5tkQl
", Please rise" he ordered177Please respect copyright.PENANA3vxnFyo9ai
Beside him was consort sung who was clinging to him like a parasite giving me a glare177Please respect copyright.PENANAzqOy8MW0BD
"My Empress, I did not know you were here. Good thing, join us for dinner" He did not wait for my response and moved ahead with consort sung holding her in a very loving manner while she giggled like a teenager. I trailed behind like the unwanted being I have always been in this Palace until we reached the garden.177Please respect copyright.PENANAm7r4G0Hoqj
The Emperor and consort sung sat together while I the empress was cast aside watching them feed each and play with each other177Please respect copyright.PENANAwBbNL1cPgA
"My Empress apart from just idling away, what exactly do you do in the palace"177Please respect copyright.PENANAf2kR3klUSh
Consort sung giggles like a fool that she is while her hands moves from his forearm to his chest177Please respect copyright.PENANAr40wM6ZUfU
"Everything that is required of Empress" I replied curtly in no mood to talk, I came out to clear my mind, but it seems I will not be able to do that177Please respect copyright.PENANAZejWugGKQK
"Nonsense! You do nothing. I see nothing, it seems like the work is too much for you, I might have to give the responsibility to Noble consort sung if I do not see improved" he smiled like the monster he is. I forgot she was now a noble consort, from a concubine to a noble consort she is sure talented.177Please respect copyright.PENANAjx6TbVGZqL
But how nice will it be to be without any responsibility? No planning of banquet, selecting of consorts, organizing the foods, being in charge of finances, arranging the harem meeting, not having to meet with the Emperor frequently, making sure the consorts get their clothes and provision, selecting court ladies.177Please respect copyright.PENANARKNgIftr81
It sounds really nice, it sounds wonderful!177Please respect copyright.PENANA331zdTt0nH
Without thinking, I faced the Emperor unknowingly with a smile on my face177Please respect copyright.PENANAlaENCwUESy
"That sounds nice"