When I was a young

I explore the world

When I was a teen

I touch the world

When I am a man

I hug the world

When I am an old

I will say good-bye to the world

I do not write for money,And even less for fame,I write because I have to,It's simply who I am.I'm a jack of many trades,And the master of a few,But they do not define me,They are just the things I do.What I write will not endure,Much of it will not be read,Little of all I publish,Will survive long once I'm dead.I'd write if no one read me,In ink, on sand or in blood,As long as reason abides,I know that I will not stop.It is so for all of us,Who are writers at our core,Writing is our very essence,It is who we are, no more.

Silence……... How sweet is the sound. No voices around. No one to tell you about those that are lost and those that are found. Did I fall to the ground? Tell me if there is something I did wrong today. Tell me anything. Tell me something now. Say something, please. The silence, the sweet silence kills. The knife cuts out all the sound, like the fat of a pig. No one is screaming. No one is dreaming. No one is saying a word. Why? Why did I dive head first in your silence? I beg you. I don’t deserve this. It feels like the ultimate punishment. To be placed in a room blindfolded and to not hear a single sound. It is only you and your thoughts. The thoughts that eventually exaggerate, that make you contemplate, that make your heart ache. Why does my mind work this way? Why does it paint a picture so clear when I’m consumed by your silence. The picture torments me. It leaves me in pain, it leaves me hurting each and every day. Why do I do this to myself? What exactly is it called? Is there a doctor that knows exactly why I think this way, why my heart works differently, beats differently, and is positioned differently than most? I don’t feel special, I just feel broken. You can keep analyzing my heart all you want but you’ll never find anything wrong. All you’ll find is the silence of the one I care about the most. The silence that dug itself deep into me and doesn’t want to escape. Why? Why does my heart ache like this? I don’t want it to make another sound. I want it to be as silent as your silence. I want it to stop making noise. I want it to stop feeling things, I want the torment to end. Silence……… ​​​​​​​

In spring I dreamed of summer's sun,And all the things that I'd get done.In summer I did dream of fall,And lovely times we would have all.In fall I dreamed of winter's due,When rest and travel would come true.And now that winter's finally here,I dream of all the wasted years.I dream of times we should have shared,When all were still alive who cared.I dreamed away my life it seems,Instead of living it, I dreamed.Longed for tomorrow every day,And now I long for yesterday.I wish I'd lived each day awake,Left precious moments in my wake.But wisdom comes too late I fear,Too many dreams and wasted years.

Link to my podcast reading of this poem: https://open.spotify.com/episode/476CjO3wgUCBsxj6CdOHTf?si=vINxahg2R0GP5dm0cCxa4w

As the middle, I am the fighter and giver

But still they say, I don't deliver

They want me to be what I am not

They act as though I owe them a lot

Churches and Priests say wealth and fame would come my lane.

But I am also a girl child, chores are my main

My mother says life is full of love and pleasure

My father says life is not that kind of treasure

My life to others may not align

And many times, I think it is not divine

Still, I am the girl child whose chores and studies are a main.

So I am a girl child, and the girl child, I remain.

In the warmth of your embrace, I feel at home.You're the dream I never want to wake up from.When I look into your eyes, the world fades away.Inside the sea of stars, in you, I lose my way.How you call my name, it makes my heart throb like a caged bird.The way you listen to me, makes me feel you're the missing piece I never knew.With the smile on your face, my worries go astray,Melting my fears, soothing my pain.Forever with you, my heart beats and love glows.Butterflies in my stomach, a nervous flutter across my ribs; flows.You holding me like I'm fragile, my heart skips a beat.Loving all my flaws, and the ones you didn't see.You stayed by my side amidst all crests and troughs.Loving you with all I could won't be enough.The way you know me, sometimes makes me feel unreal.Can someone love so imperfectly ideal?Unspoken words, yet feelings so clear,Between every shared moment, I hold you near.

Got lost in high hopes; better to be found.Forgot: who gets lost doesn't want to be found.Regrets and guilts crawling up all around;Tears screaming within, but eyes shut them down.Losing patience and tolerance, putting life's stakes beneath –Would it be true or just a nightmare gone wrong?Staring at the mirror with a presence behind me,Why look so familiar, glaring to find me?How come scenarios changed to and fro?Sides switched in a minute or so.At the entrance of a twisted corridor,I find myself –a stranger, and all alone.Footsteps falter; mirror lined the walls,Someone trapped behind them, yelling along.Was it a threat or a glitch – sound?I continue to walk, wanting to wake upfrom this somnolence;Wants turning to hopes.Manipulation – what have you done?Scattered fragments striving for whole;Posed a question: who am I in this story untold?Never thought fear would run in veins like this,When a voice shouted, "Are you afraid, just by this?"Seeking an Ariadne's thread in a muse unknown,Delved into the sea, navigating an unfamiliar destiny!

I know whatI'm going thru. I know that I love You. To the earth they tryna starve you.Let's focus on the spiritual solution. I ain't with that hocus that's biblicalpollution. It's a game to the world. Be careful if your name not in the Word.

I'm on firefor the Lord. The sun wired to the core. We got to defrost them cause what's itgon cost them. God said we ain't lost them. They tryna cross them. Things isreal. The wings of the 6 is out to steal. Love sings her gifts so the world mayheal.

The weatheris right. My feather is light. I ain't tipping the scale. I'm in the paintdripping I can't fail. The Word I'm gripping cause it's heaven or hell. My soulI ain't gone sell. You ain't got to wish me well. Ain't no kiss and tell.

Used to belost in my ways. Now I carry my cross in my days. I'm in a new heartspace. Theworld in a dark craze. I been damaged cause I ate the sin sandwich. Now I'mvegan in righteousness. Stay grounded cause they a pilot risk. Pray for thewisdom kiss.

The thoughtpattern got to transform the world. The charts of Saturn can't storm the Word.I don't throw up gang signs. I glow up cause I got hang time. I won't slow upwhen I see the fang slime. The earth gon blow when they change the prime.

My breath islight. The death is night. What I left was right. I'm like a ref with thesight. They need a technical foul. Pray you free cause the law is a medicaltowel. Jesus said it is finished. God ain't with the spinach. No game. We knowthe name.

You canchange the earth with real love. The world's plan is strange to the Word causethey try to steal the dove. I won't sign no 360. They tried to blind before shekissed me. I'm on God's label. My heart wired but no cable. Jesus is the truthno fable.

That oneexample showed you how satanic the world is. The sun is the sample of what youknow cause their vow is organic of service. This is beyond race. Better notcatch a case. Any weather I'm in grace. Please the drugs are laced. Change yourheartspace.

Heartbreakingto the industry. The dark is faking to the ministry. The world is anabomination. The Word is heaven's nomination. Even Jesus said to repent. Earthis grieving cause society is dead  by theinvent. God exposed who is a blessed rose.

I can't waitto touchdown on the new earth. I can't hush now I got that rebirth. I crushthey vow I already know what the tree worth. I don't dutch or bow down to thestreet hertz. The frequency of the planet. The real you see is the standard.

Invest inthe Gospel. We're in the test of every soul. Spiritual genius. Biblicalcleanest. You don't know how sick this world is. Folk made a vow to zip theearth's lips. Citizen of heaven. I'm just visiting the seven. God's plans isthe heart's lands.

Covered bythe holy spirit. I'm empowered that's why they fear it. If you bringing thewar. I'm stinging the sword. Took many losses. There's not many in the harvest.Who's still left in Christ. I choose God's will over the theft in price.

They sippingon that haterade hoping that I fade away. But thank God cause Jesus is the way.Salvation is here today. Every nation who is here to pray. The Holy One who isGod. They know I'm not the one who plays I'm in my heart.

I'mmatestimony of salvation. I'm walking with the vest in any nation. I been blessedI don't need a vacation. Life is a test every soul is ancient. Be alert causesociety seek to hurt. Know the real and repent. Love is what I owe to heal withintent.

When you athreat to the game they reject your name. That want to inject your flame. Theworld won't consent that Jesus came. Keep it a hundred percent what can youblame. It don't matter what you claim we're all the same. Lion in me can't betamed.

The world isnowhere near righteous. The Word is so clear that to fear evil is lifeless.Everybody think they about to flex for the new year. Illuminati about to makeyou blink in the text with new fear. Podcasts. Tryna outcast. Endure andoutlast.

I'm with theGospel cause we all God's soul. Daylights saving almost over. Pray in the nightcause my haven is the rose of sober. Sunday law coming to effect. I don't runfrom the law they know my respect. The light of love gives you the rights ofthe dove.

I'm trynashift the world. They tryna switch the Word. The Gospel is the same in everysoul's name. I ain't playing with the joker. We ain't praying for a penny inpoker. I took many losses. Now I'm resurrecting many crosses. Immune clean gotthem nauseous.

There's notmany real ones left. Where's the penny that folk steal from the sun's breath.The world gon be jammed cause they reject the power of the Lamb. Believers inChrist is my only fam. Everything being recorded by God's cam.

What doeslove got to do with race. They try to lock the dove cause of the grace. If youdon't have the fruits of the spirit you're under the law. The roots of lifethey fear it cause you keep it raw. Can't be scared of the devil or man. OnlyGod's plan.

Take it witha grain of salt. They fake with the gift cause of the slain in that vault. Holyspirit in my veins no cult. They fear it cause the pain is like a bolt. Thiswhy God didn't let it happen. You been capping. The game won't prevail. Heavenor hell.

That justset the tone. I won't get it cause they want to clone. Secrets of skull andbone. I'm free of debt and loan. You playing with the wrong one. Only salvationin the Begotten Son. From nobody will I run. The holy spirit got them stunned.

The Biblemakes hollywood look like a cartoon. It's vital you probably would cause theycoming for your heart soon. The world isn't tired cause they fake woke. TheWord is wired cause our society is covered in smoke. Not with the quotas orlotus.

As the dayschange the ways is strange. The world on dope. The Word on hope. Perfect love.What's the verdict on the dove. Nobody cares about the game. Does the Lamb'sBook have your name. Wake up biblically. Lot of the world fake up spiritually.

In adifferent time zone. When it comes to it I'm gifted in my tone. When I don'tspeak it's unique. When I talk you got to repent to God our Rock. If youblatantly ignore then satan is knocking at your door. Real ones show love causeyour heart is a dove.

I'm alignedwith godly principles. They designed hardly zinc of souls. All in this world isbiblical. Why you acting like you all that. You attracting the wrong stats.What kind of nonsense you displaying. Define your conscience in what yousaying.

This ain'tan arcade. I won't let my heart fade. As long as you play the game they won'tmark your name. I'm with God not satan. It's hard when they hating. The suncan't burn me. The full moon don't concern me. We all on a journey.

The law ofreligion rules the world. Keep it raw in every decision cause they tryna foolyou in the Word. The devil is on a rampage. Every level they want the lambcaged. My heart is in Jesus. Only God sees us. Better slow down cause of theshowdown.

Everybodytalk a good game but who really ready to die for Jesus name. I don't care whatyou proving. How are you moving. Fruits of my labor. My roots can't die in thevapor. They have peace to act in the beast. Salt of the earth no grease.

How longwill the folly last. The vow is wrong cause the holly is cast. I keep it realno deal. Only by Jesus did I heal. Screaming from the rooftops my lips ain'tsealed. The Gospel is the truth. Your reaction is the proof. Perfect love.Ain't no bluff.

Waking upmeans you woke. Faking behind the scenes ain't a joke. That subway fire issatanic. With love I pray cause the world is wired from the Pacific to theAtlantic. You made your choice. I prefer to walk than be in a Rolls Royce.Enough of the decoys.

The parkinglot is vacant. You barking a lot like satan. I ain't marking that's why theyhating. You better think twice. The weather make you blink twice. God giveseverybody a chance. Illuminati is tryna put you in a trance. Won't consent inany sunset.

Eventuallyyou gon tell on yourself. Mentally the truth won't sell cause the score ishell. Read between the details cause you will know evil won't prevail. I ain'thearing what you saying. I ain't fearing what you saying. Gospel starter. Soulof a martyr.

Salvationtoday is universal. Judgement Day ain't no reversal. Because they hatedknowledge and did not choose the fear of the Lord. The cross is dated withhardship and the lid of the juice is the year of sword. There is no otheroption. Word of caution.

The world isa cancer. The Word is the answer. Endangered species. The earth is stranger inpieces. Order out of chaos. Mortar and blocks for playoffs. Why is the world soenmeshed in the flesh. We're spiritual beings. No tarot only biblical readings.

The surfacebeen scratched. My worth is seen cause I ain't liable to crash. Nobody knows.Illuminati souls. Please repent. The grease won't relent. Make peace. It ain'tfake in the streets. Everywhere you are is the beast. The feast of yeast.

This ain'tsugar coated. I don't care if you a shooter I ain't voted. The game is loadedand goated. Karma is gon hit like a ton of bricks. Heal your trauma cause thisworld wants you sick. Don't bow down to the system. No vow I got the hyssop.

Give it sometime. Live in your prime. Get ready for so much crime. It's gon be deadly withthe grime. Evil is not going to win. You was thinking it was going to be legalto sin. Either you do right or it's gon be goodnight. They acting weird infear.

They try togaslight you until you burn out. Almost cried the past night seeing how Icould've turned out. They been knew but thank God I been grew. Chosen for theselast days. So many times could've had my last days. The world gon be worn andtorn.

If you don'twalk in love where you going. If you won't talk to the dove where you sowing.Dusk til dawn. Musk til spawn. I'm coming at the devil's neck. They running atevery level cause of the speck. Everybody asking what the heck.

All I can dois love God. The call of truth is the dove of heart. They tryna get you tocrash out cause your soul they can't trash out. Start critically thinking.Start biblically thinking. You didn't listen the first time. Now it's gon bethe worst time.

Keep your heart in smile. It's deep in trial. You reapwhat you sow. It's going to be what you know. I'm glowing cause love is hydro.Ain't with the program. They made a myth with the soul of the ram. Most isfake. Holy ghost destroy that snake.

We're here to receive salvation. Third gear to deceiveevery nation. They tried to mold me but now they in fear cause they can't holdme. I can handle myself against the demons and devils. They light up candlescause folk sense you ain't dreaming on level.

Stay truly grinded. Pray for the unruly that areblinded. Folk think they truly woke. Portals being opened. To be immortal inthis life they hoping. Don't play cause evil don't sleep night or day. I praycause their ego is frost so I keep the light of way.

Bride of Christ. We cried for nights. We're due formarriage. Who knew more perished. The walk is hard but our Rock is God. I don'tcare what's on television. Are you aware of Illuminati's mission. What's itgoing to be. When you knowing the truth is key.

Almost drowned. Holy ghost kept me crowned. What'sreally underground. They don't feel me cause they wonder how I'm found. I'm nothiding from anyone. They provide all nations with every gun. This is not race.The game is laced. In Jesus name I'm in grace.

What do you expect if you moving in evil. I don'trespect how you proving sin is for people. The last shall be first. In the pastI believed the curse. Hollywood ain't sweet. They probably would but I ain'tafraid of the streets. Be right or see the night.

Remove the scale. Heaven or hell. It's not gettingbetter. Make sure your heart like a feather. Keep your soul pure in light inany weather. Reprobate minds is coming out the woodworks. Heaven fate is mygrind cause my faith in Jesus comes with good works.

If you ain't living right for example you giving thenight more ammo. I'm zealous to repent. They want me jealous with intent. I'mthe one I don't play pretend. I can't play with my faith. I pray I endure to besaved. Dear God allow me to defeat the grave.

Paint the brush. Won't faint or be crushed. Saints isappalled by such. Babylon don't even blush. A lot of souls turned to slush. Idon't care about halftime cause one day it'll be calf time. I'm seeing most ofthe world sold out. Forever I'm gon hold out.

I'm not afraid to say I'mma christian. Holy spirit gotme in truth so I ain't switching. If you not walking in unconditional love thenyou liable to crash out. If you talk like you're original then where is thefire in your soul cause time will mash out.

Spend your time wisely. Repent of your crime precisely.Don't get out of hand. Forget about the bands. They cheering the beast in thestands. They fearing how the streets is scanned. All that nonsense gon stop.Make sure your conscience don't drop.

How can we unite if you ain't right. I'm not talkingabout ideology. We're in a world of psychology. They fight the light but actright in the night. I'm with team Jesus. They in a myth to deceive us. God isin charge. No heart will I dodge.

Your main focus should be salvation. The grain's locustcause hollywood is in every nation. Stop chasing the material. Start facing thespiritual. I'm talking biblical. I'mma walking miracle. Start using the wordsatanic. In the face of evil I don't panic.

Education can elevate every nation. Ignorance is nolonger an excuse. Innocence is stronger when you can't lose. The Bible is thewords of God. It's vital you know life is absurd to the heart. We're in themetaverse. Love Jesus for the better or worse.

I don't care how tough you act or how your beautyattract. My soul rare cause I seen enough that life is abstract thru truly allfacts. This ain't Xbox. Wake up before they put you in that box. Jesus is herenow. I don't fear their vow.

I really hope your name written in the Lamb's Book. Idon't care if the Pope is unlocking the hidden nuke. Body Of Christ we got towake up. We don't party in them lights that's when you lake up. The world isfake. The Word said it's finished on the stake.

I'm living for The Gospel. I'm giving more to everysoul. They say my life in vain cause I didn't want to take part of that pain.But thank God I made it out that rain. Don't take it personal. On the stakeJesus was merciful. They fake in that sin of gold.

Healed by God. Sealed by God. They're gon be grievingcause they faked up in the huddle. We're not even in Jacob's trouble. Thiswon't continue. The light is the sun in you. The world say they saved by racebut the Word says you're saved by grace.

Fulfill your soul purpose. Love is real when you knowworship. The wind is gon blow away all the smoke of confusion. All sin is thewrong way no matter if you are woke in the illusion. Walk upright not uptight.My heart like a dove of light.

Alive in Christ. We must survive the price. Vatican'smost wanted. At bat again cause the host is haunted. They tryna faze you. OnlyJesus can save you. The Holy God won't leave us cause what the Lord gave us.Our souls were dirty but The Gospel bathed us.

They hate cause I been known my fate that's why I didn'ttake the bait. The devil tryna put the nail on the coffin. Every level theytryna put the veil on to leave us starving. My bread is the Bible. Only God Idread which is vital.

Salvation for every nation. We gon reap a harvest. It'sdeep cause they heartless. Don't grow weary in well doing. Don't grow scary inhell's doing. I don't take no breaks. I do it for the Lord's sake. You don'twant to end up in the lake.

Most of the world is luciferians. Holy ghost in the Wordgave me the juice I ain't fearing them. No matter your status or wherever youare on the atlas. Paradise is all that matters if you wise. The world is notfun. The Word says lake of fire like the sun.

The world is temporary so are you saving your soul ornation. The Word is exemplary so pray for the whole of salvation. They allplaying for the same team. They ball slaying for the game dream. Keep goingthru that wall until what they knowing fall.

In the booth I sing when I cry. Truth of wings keep mefly. We ain't backing down cause they attacking the ones with their heartscrowned. It's really bout to go down. Streamline of conscience underground.They on demon time but my soul can't be drowned.

Time, money and news. In my prime I got the honey andjuice. As the years progress the more fears I protest. Only reverence to God.Only reference is God. Do you care about your soul. Love is rare cause theworld is cold. Stay on cue. Ain't with the crew.

My only option is Jesus. We cry out Abba cause God won'tleave us. It went from tax to vaxx. I don't care what you do to me. Life ain'tfair but this ain't new to me. You can't put me in heaven or hell. I'm notunder their vow so the secrets I will tell.

I shall live in love. I don't ball to give the dove.Wash and dry. They want to watch you die. Walk in righteousness. Talk in thehighest sense. Break out the shell. The earth quake cause folk won't tell. Theygot you in a spell. The game got a weird smell.

Elevator music. I had to separate from the excuses. I'mnot playing with no nonsense. They be slaying if you got no conscience. Youthink folk don't know. The portals is linked to the souls. The devil comingwith a fury. Every level they summon a jury.

If I don't go hard then I don't know God. But that ain'tthe case. Tell you Jesus is Lord in any face. We ain't fighting nothingconcerning race. The saints got lightning discerning the heartspace. No namewill replace Jesus. Mark of the Beast Visa's.

Final choices. Spinal noises. Bone crushing. Hear thetone in the discussion. Everybody waiting for the New Year's. Illuminati hatingcause the truth is clear. Heaven or hell. The secrets I'm gon tell. You got toremove the veil. I'm on that ginger ale.

I'm biblically ordained going through spiritually morerain. I ain't taking no initiation. I ain't faking no abbreviation. You actinghard but do you have God. You could be cute but why you got love on mute. Nofunny talk. Glow with that honey salt.

Why you triggered by the name Jesus. How many die causethey can't figure the game deceived us. Steep the analysis then you won't havesleep paralysis. Playtime is over. They try to slay my prime cause I'm sober.Ain't done a crime not with the cobra.

Better get right with the Lord. The weather is right forthe sword. The world in beast. The Word in peace. Can't fear the Fema camps.Hope you got the rhema lamps. Won't join Illuminati no matter the cost. Jesushad open arms even on the cross.

Now everyone know the earth gon crumble. They made a vowto the sun to be birthed in the fumble. If they can't motivate they gon bringmore to hate. If you ain't talking Jesus then you could leave us. Energy don'tlie but the enemy will die.

Better forsake that golden loan. I break that skull andbone. I don't care about no drone. If you can't stare you might be a clone.Jesus Christ is what I'm claiming so I know flesh and blood ain't what I'mblaming. I had to rebirth to see earth.

Be fruitful in love cause there's no neutral in thedove. God or the devil. My heart tapped on the level. The gossipers think theyphilosophers. The light within exposes the night of sin. You can't hide. By thelaws I abide. The Gospel I won't sell my soul.

I was lost in darkness. Now I carry my cross even ifit's the hardest. The physical is what they mapped in. The biblical is what I'mtapped in. It's a new year for the world to do evil. New World Order isillegal. Holy spirit versus their ego.

The journey is hard. What concern me is my heart. Howyou spiritual but you still ain't got love. How you biblical but you stillain't got the dove. They disown you cause they can't own you. You playing likeyou know. Better ask God to pray for your soul.

I don't rock 6. The world is toxic. If you ain't savedyou a hostage. On the grave is that ostrich. My faith is why my heart rich.They prayed that I have no knowledge. What would have happened if I stayed incollege. Only to God I pay homage.

The Lord is gracious. Freed me when I was anxious. Somany years I battled fears. Now anytime I shift gears. It's like wow Jesus wasreally pierced. This ain't a hollywood production. So many missing byabduction. The world is due for destruction.

Be careful cause the world is heartless and godless.They like a scarecrow cause the Word is the artist of the harvest. Make sureyour truth space is healed cause grace is real. Lot of energy vampires trynaburn you in the campfires.

I say evil ain't my repertoire. I slayed my ego now I'mheaven's star. If you have the holy spirit then whatever they doing you don'thave to fear it. They hating cause you still waiting. I won't join your club.No coin even when they snub.

I radiate love. Why theworld hate the dove. Your energy is crystal clear. The enemy is ready for thefiscal year. You're very conceited. Don't worry the game will be defeated. Themflames can't be deleted. Jesus name I plead it.

Time being shortened. I'min prime like I was baptized in the Jordan. Salvation is the only thingimportant. Every nation got informants. They love to make noise so how you gonhear God's voice. I ain't take no deal. Day one I kept it real.

The holy spirit is likethe wind in you. They only fear it cause there's no sin in you. Behind thescene I corrected my love. Now I've been perfected by the dove. Beenresurrected cause what I'm made of. Stay prayed up. Jesus paid with the blood.

I got the X-ray vision. Ipray for the world I keep it Christian. Not for the New World Order. Jesus isLord that's what I'll tell any reporter. Holy spirit is I how I move noteleporter. They fear it cause I ain't with that brick and mortar.

My love is sainted. Myblood ain't tainted. The streets is painted. No matter the beast I ain'tfainted. The Bible explained it. Revelation in every nation. Check your statuswherever you are on the atlas. We gon see the hate, envy and malice.

Kept it a hundred. Everybreath only God I dread. They offering a deal. I'm suffering cause I'm real. Iwon't sign. My heart is kind. You can't tell time to wait. Heaven or hellwhat's your fate. The world headed to a new state. We living in fueled hate.

I know the pain you beengoing thru. I just want you to know you gon make it thru. Endure until the endto be saved. I'm cured cause I repent to be free of the grave. Jesus Christ isthe author and finisher of my faith. Slay the devil. Can't play the level.

Knowledge, wisdom andunderstanding. They paying homage to the system cause the thunder scanning.Don't get provoked. Won't forget the holy oak. Folk get defensive cause thetruth is most expensive. Salvation is free. Every nation must see.

Both testaments of theBible is crucial. I won't take no oath the world is lukewarm and neutral.Television is what the view show. They worship the Madonna. Only to God I givehonor. Jesus came in the flesh. If your name written you blessed.

Be courageous cause it'sgon be outrageous. Salvation is for all races. You playing with fire. Better bepraying with the choir. Folks slaying with the wire. I'm not invited cause myheart ignited. If you mind ain't right. They gon blind you at sight.

Only God is your Father.Be holy cause it's hard to be a martyr. Jesus is the only Rabbi. They trynadeceive us with wi-fi. 5G energy. No apology to the enemy. Resist the devilcause the 6 is the level. Eternity on my mind. Ain't no penalty on the grind.

Get ready for utter chaos.It's gon be deadly cause of the butter in playoffs. I ain't with the league.The world under siege. Nights I cried. Nights I lied. Nights I died. With allthat I still won't hide. For The Gospel I'm gon ride.

It's vital cause it's ahard road but the Bible is God's code. Stay present and peaceful cause you knowthey in beast mode. The grease is cold. The streets is told. Faith of a mustardseed. Gifted I'mma different breed. Holy spirit is what you need.

If you ain't really livingbiblical then you won't realize that now is a miracle. Is your heart light oris your heart night. God reading your spirit. Whatever's happening I don't fearit. Vatican and Zionism. I'm mad again like why don't y'all listen.

You playing like you knowthe truth. I be praying when I enter the booth. Year of Jubilee. The fear ofwho really free. If it wasn't for Jesus what would it really be. All nationsneed The Gospel to truly see. To start right your heart got to be light.

I don't play with such.Why you praying for the dutch. I have my own fate. You can't own me with hate.Biblical by faith. The miracle is to defeat the grave. God is trying to reachyou. God is trying to teach you. Closest to the heart. Notice how it start.

This is spiritual talk.I'm on that biblical walk. Now is the miracle shock. They vow to put you in ahysterical lock. Folk asking how the vehicle wasn't syrup gold by the flock.The evil won't stop until God lets the earth drop.

You gon realize theunknown is the will of the wise. Them locusts is coming cause the world hummingon that hocus. Stay present and focused. Every session I always notice. We getcloser to the end. Keep it kosher and repent.

I been thru the struggle.Ain't time to snuggle. When you step in your prime they dug a hole. I ain'twith the crime I rather hug a soul. If you can't love your neighbor then yourheart gon turn to vapor. Law, space and labor.

Since you want to talkabout God why don't you walk in God. If we take Jesus out the equation. Stillfake, tryna deceive us in all the nations. You don't have to sprinkle nuggetsof evil to your love. The tone of wrath wrinkle the ruckus of ego to the dove.

I seen brighter days.Behind the scenes is the United States. What I been thru i been enlightened byfaith. Understand what I mean I ain't frightened by the grave. When I met thelightning I was saved. By Jesus of course. God won't leave us in sores.

Tap into the holy spirit.They cap cause they fear it. I can handle the pain. Put the candle to the rain.Walk in sandals got that fire in my vein. Lot of vandals tryna wire my lane.The tough act got the game thumb tacked.

They don't care if yourheart ain't rare. Your energy got them scared. From the ground up. Now theywant me bound up. Silence get your sound up. Fema camp they tryna round up.They tryna reverse prophecy. I won't sign the curse of idolatry.

Salvation is in Jesus.Every nation in sin see us. I'm talking to everybody. I ain't walking withIlluminati. Unlocking the gift like karate. Drones and clones. The chiefcornerstone. Tried to warn them of the unknown.

Folk tryna blame God causethey can't tame God. The karma don't quit. The trauma gon hit. They yellowtaped the shell casings. They mellow vape the snail masons. Stay tapped in theholy spirit. They capped in cause they fear it.

It won't last. In the eyesof God nothing can pass. The discipline of the Lord cleans you from themenacing of the sword. Sometimes you got to feel the belt. From the times whereyou play what you was dealt. Watch the ice melt. Wonder how Christ felt.

My heart in the peacecode. In the dark they in beast mode. The holy spirit make them reload. I knowthey fear cause it's real soul. I ain't scared of none of y'all. Jesus is theBegotten Son of the Mighty God. I ain't bowing down I know life is hard.

I break down the game likeLego. The earth quake the sound of the flame like Prego. They hung Jesus on thestake cause he wasn't with the bagel. Pray in my lungs for the sake of thecross I got a dozen gifts of the angel. Clear as day. I don't fear the way.

You talking a lot. You canmeet me at the parking lot. I'm pulling out the Bible. If you got bullets saveit for your idol. I ain't condoning violence. In the morning I'm tapped into mysilence. If you peeping game they keeping your name. Were all the same.

Last time I checked I'mcovered by the blood of Jesus. The last crime is disrespect by the lover ofdark cause God won't leave us. They got the juice of satan. Truth is the newsis pagan. Why question salvation. A lie gets a refreshing ovation.

Nobody can fool God.Illuminati can't rule my heart. If you think you slick nothing the Bible saysgon click. Folk ain't even in the holy spirit. The world claim they woke butthey thieving energy cause they fear it. Stop pretending. Start repenting.

In my soul I know there'snothing impossible. I see with my eyes closed cause I painted the world like myheart is colossal. When I got activated in the Bible that's when they actedwith hatred and turned to a rival. They into pizzagate. Jesus is my fate.

Recognize that Christ isLord. The world begging to rise when they get hit with the sword. Don't takethe beetle juice or the chip. They fake with the needle news of the drip. Howcan you be saved without faith. Better make sure you defeat the grave.

I knew they were hating.Kung Fu when I'm skating. Maga. Masons dagger. Souls to the polls. Trolls tothe rose. Whatever party affiliated with Illuminati. Just know all authority isin God's power. Trust folk sold out in disorderly to shock the hour.

Submit to God. Omit thefraud. Hold it I know it's hard. Be obedient to the holy spirit. The keyingredient is truth cause they only fear it. Salvation is all you need. Everynation gon plead. The world is dated. The Word got folk jaded.

The world took the vow ofsilence. The Word got them shook like how is this proved by science. So what'syour excuse. Heaven or hell only God gets to choose. There's no faking thefunk. Where's the snaking of the skunk. They want me taken in the trunk.

No one can stop God'spower. Give thanks for your heart in the flower. If you think that's sweet thenwhy you fear when we greet. For those acting hard I'mma cross you up like apoint guard. Trust the Lord cause we're going to have to fight hard in the war.

It's a new step up. Somany have crept up. The devil getting swept up. Every level my soul I kept up.No time for the arcade. Sin is the crime where your heart fade. Grace is not alicense to sin. Your heartspace is the silence of the wind.

Be led by the holy spirit.They aiming at my head cause they fear it. There's a time to be silent whenyou're on the island. There's a time to talk when the streets is locked. Becreative. We made it. They hex with leaven. Next is heaven.

Inside the forest i walked

I saw the horse

He spoke

Lady lady from the fountain she drank

Chase her before she leaves

Her steps i followed

To the steep road

Lady lady fair as dusk

The deer spoke to me

Lady lady in steps like feather she came

She brought the warmth of spring

Follow her warmth it said

At night when beasts come

And the darkness surrounds

Lady lady i followed your steps

The night gales spoke

Lady lady of ethereal voice

Of life she sang

And i strode fast

I found her

Lady lady carefree

At white chrysanthemum she sleeps

Her body could not wake

Lady lady like dusk she left

Candles i kindled

And sang to her

Lady lady the absence hurts

I will storde again to come

Wait for me

Lady lady at dusk i will sing and come again

The lights again i will kindle

Look Into the Mirror

My eyes slowly open

A girl in front of me

A smile so big

She's looks so free

Underneath it all

She’s shattered with in

Scars so deep

It feels like a sin

Pressure from family

Pressure from friends

It sometimes feels like

It's never going to end

Smile for the camera

Smile for the pictures

Plaster a smile

Hopefully it will fix her

The school life is hard

But that is okay

Find a good friend

That will always stay

When I look into the mirror

It is me, I guess

A girl looking back

Who is drowning in the mess

Swimming in a ocean

Is like swimming in her thoughts

It's hard to keep afloat

But you do it with all you got

She has a strong hand

That pulls her up

That's how she's standing

It feels abrupt

Use your manners

Use it with grace

The picture-perfect child

Fits in place

It's like having broken ribs

But no one see

But deep deep down

It hurts her to breath

Put a smile on your face

Cause no one can know

You don’t want people to see

You don’t want it to show

When I look into the mirror

I smile big

Because if I don’t

I can never win this