聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdHQxBkT2H
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「你講落去。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrmPAhg1Q2
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她大概知道吧。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyl4CY3lnW
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「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa2nbONEyj
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她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbKpXXXzTy
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa8BpdMYcM
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「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl79zx0oW9
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為甚麼？569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjoslNfsIT
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為甚麼要做樣說我們？569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1UqXPyOFh
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小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEFWWAN7vB
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「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBjKY27gFb
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小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6sCstPy8K
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4tHnunv0w
「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgUbNXtJGK
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「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt9GNvovmX
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眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUBK1Vvg7G
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQSgAUsvuB
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叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFTqsGFZah
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBc18MJft2
「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf6H5W8NRg
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「收…收聲…」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Qifss6Nl8
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「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTCSh1yZo9
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「收聲啊！！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5xySQKo42
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbpoZTaAaX
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向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkuxcLaVCX
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喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpMWe1ldwc
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絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlk7B0E0XM
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貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyQ2g2dGDK
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所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5pDJRqWfX
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1apA1rdKd
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttaXbPkD4S
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「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xOXmeBcK8
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我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSMEOclkSB
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我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9qqaimC7g
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我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINCzuWfIME
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我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2ANnK50au
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我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWefMnry79
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永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoLPV8bNpv
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「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5qYWa9vEy
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR4ab3hfNM
聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRq1Q8Kf68
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyjOKIYKOb
明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeTcWJqSbP
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我不能。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJijeckYsVi
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我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVT0bqbSEa
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlTpaMCiQN
「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOlSZGOVV0
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面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttJxmmtOIh
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因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsRdy1raD9
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIHGZ9BNwM
被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl9G6rsFYd
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「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJBK72CFwE
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與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa8oDi86tm
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「成為…」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoPvz9uzUj
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「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67uxDOWN8T
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「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z1TlfqY0R
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKRN1dCUBB
「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3opf7yfet0
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「唔係咩？」我反問。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAojJZmhBX
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sukM4KdIB
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的確是這樣。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lIVyOrofw
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「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlV32DWZJ0
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我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLZUmRd2dO
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但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTxc4oRdXG
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那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWV8dj8ciq
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那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCUr1y2L5o
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那時，我的視野內是她。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7uW51lGx6
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那時，她的視野內是我。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Z6jAF0nJP
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而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAQJp2qJvh
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向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosRSq3pTUh
569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtYVwXb2Dq
「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgmen3tzFb
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明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebnLrLjgh3
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「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5umbfx6h4T
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「咁點先夠？」阿當問。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9dQCh4Vje
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwtOz90Pna
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「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBU0dKLEdc
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「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bTBkJInQY
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「嗄？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmlpI8ZgZz
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「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC9hOL3exx
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小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRMG3rtph2
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