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No Plagiarism!lCt8DdKogcbpZOV29BtVposted on PENANA Everything I touch is bound to die from my own hand.8964 copyright protection134PENANAlFYE8HEcLF 維尼
No matter how much it fills me with joy8964 copyright protection134PENANAXMYmDDIVTb 維尼
to see something come alive8964 copyright protection134PENANA7pKHZe7f0U 維尼
To watch something be fed and watered8964 copyright protection134PENANANXCgx6dvkF 維尼
Slowly filling with life as the sun rises with every day8964 copyright protection134PENANAz39IOvpjmy 維尼
I grow tired of it all, eventually.8964 copyright protection134PENANAap12szU3Mb 維尼
I guess it’s kind of a lie, saying they die.8964 copyright protection134PENANAp44g7JlQGa 維尼
Because they never got to be alive in the first place.138Please respect copyright.PENANAdXzGDn5PcH
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I used to not know why I would sabotage myself,8964 copyright protection134PENANA8ulJutc1gm 維尼
why I would waste away, every aching hour8964 copyright protection134PENANApipYTgBx2M 維尼
pouring my soul into something8964 copyright protection134PENANAalyjNG55nf 維尼
just to watch in complete apathy8964 copyright protection134PENANAgv4dci9T8P 維尼
as I turned on the faucet8964 copyright protection134PENANAwA0cACzqto 維尼
and smothered the light out,8964 copyright protection134PENANAHiUBFShKfS 維尼
gurgling its non existent breaths8964 copyright protection134PENANAo7KeE6IMuw 維尼
until all its possible life was no longer an inkling.8964 copyright protection134PENANA7gUuLBrvyG 維尼
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Why did I do it?8964 copyright protection134PENANAq3Cjz4oO20 維尼
I laid awake in the night, eyes unfocused8964 copyright protection134PENANAP3P0w3kGK1 維尼
trying to split myself down the middle8964 copyright protection134PENANAccdCKfwQfd 維尼
trying to rip away from my own view8964 copyright protection134PENANAydZVV6Zmgj 維尼
to see myself outside myself8964 copyright protection134PENANA8mZv3PcjBl 維尼
like a silent observer, noting the symptoms of the insane.8964 copyright protection134PENANAZPGA3OuSXW 維尼
But I think, now I understand.8964 copyright protection134PENANAlEttBvKpPN 維尼
I only have joy at the idea of an idea.8964 copyright protection134PENANA5EtHtoNUVW 維尼
The thrill of something new and alien8964 copyright protection134PENANAYtc7zFXZK0 維尼
The initial spark and it’s pretty flash8964 copyright protection134PENANAohIPSVKGNq 維尼
But I detest the fire that follows.8964 copyright protection134PENANABJqb9QywFd 維尼
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When I write a book, it’s like I’m visiting with a stranger.8964 copyright protection134PENANAtwEOQ4XMzU 維尼
Everything is an enigma, the doors you open inside their home.8964 copyright protection134PENANADvUJzcR6aR 維尼
The colour of their wallpaper, the aroma of their fireplace.8964 copyright protection134PENANA1sBP9fW2l2 維尼
I rush to get to know it all.8964 copyright protection134PENANA8LmreO9ybQ 維尼
I embrace the wonder of their comfy couch.8964 copyright protection134PENANAowJV2C18W6 維尼
But eventually I look around and things have changed.8964 copyright protection134PENANAd3OWGOJfYH 維尼
I’ve made quite a mess.8964 copyright protection134PENANAuBzTC2P29t 維尼
I’ve left fingerprints on the shelves.8964 copyright protection134PENANA0vSDEOejxO 維尼
I’ve rearranged the furniture8964 copyright protection134PENANAe7SNcfN77e 維尼
And suddenly I’ve made it my home, not theirs.8964 copyright protection134PENANAxp9OLMUSGy 維尼
I don’t like what I am seeing.8964 copyright protection134PENANAOdX1xaA28b 維尼
because I only see a mirror staring back at me.8964 copyright protection134PENANAb7ApcUx7Cg 維尼
Every line of dialogue, I can hear my voice,8964 copyright protection134PENANAqhZbZX1EKC 維尼
no matter the tone, the accent or word.8964 copyright protection134PENANACkDJJfD0Xu 維尼
I find pieces of myself in every action, every character and every turn the story takes.8964 copyright protection134PENANAvOOL3zWS3b 維尼
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And I wonder, why must it be me that brings them life?8964 copyright protection134PENANATztGWF3Zy0 維尼
If it were anyone else, I know I would take care of it.8964 copyright protection134PENANA93Cqi1Rn4G 維尼
I would watch them grow, proud to witness such a wonder.8964 copyright protection134PENANA2B1I7FjRRf 維尼
But I don’t want the burden.8964 copyright protection134PENANAfN8Dpd6zQj 維尼
No matter what kind of world I build,8964 copyright protection134PENANAooH75UySpH 維尼
Grand cathedrals and kingdoms rich with gold8964 copyright protection134PENANAGO7xjS1yfQ 維尼
I know if I dig far down enough I will find me8964 copyright protection134PENANA5zbLPBoDF8 維尼
A clown pretending to be a creator.8964 copyright protection134PENANAaxVft9NR1O 維尼
An imposter, a fool, who thinks they can play God.8964 copyright protection134PENANAcWMrT1nBiU 維尼
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