Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.128Please respect copyright.PENANABeXj1aFQWM
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?128Please respect copyright.PENANA5bAJbF99Jj
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?128Please respect copyright.PENANA2dulJWAHAx
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?128Please respect copyright.PENANAgZmTbpIfLr
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.128Please respect copyright.PENANAi12Gtn7Aiz
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.128Please respect copyright.PENANApwzHIsfHct
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 128Please respect copyright.PENANA86EI5dIxG6
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...128Please respect copyright.PENANAqyiGmnXorD
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.128Please respect copyright.PENANAWTpYM3i0l6
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-128Please respect copyright.PENANAtlmM3RacpF
Even though it was a prank.
Love....128Please respect copyright.PENANAQIXUs3SL4M
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...128Please respect copyright.PENANAOPcgMapQaP
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...128Please respect copyright.PENANAE9nB3axNM8
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.128Please respect copyright.PENANAjs0ne3puLi
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.128Please respect copyright.PENANAuyZMPjBySe
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.128Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ7LtaaAND
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.128Please respect copyright.PENANAwGbHyBXlV9
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.128Please respect copyright.PENANACCKGez66YB
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?128Please respect copyright.PENANAfs90sVMisq
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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