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Your smile flushed at the speed of light, i hoped my mom wasn't right, I couldn't even cry.
i laughed the same day you left,and if it certainly horrifying felt, though your heart stopped, i was there, without thinking what happened.
A month later we went to church, someone said your name, I was almost sleeping, but it was also triggering.
I still love you but not in the same way, Ill get out get out of this hole as soon as i can, but now i am here, alive.
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