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February 20, 2005
What am I doing?
I'm going too far.
It's too easy to pretend this is real. I'm sure he's going to shove me off any second and tell me to leave.
I wouldn't blame him.
He pulls my dress up, over my head. He sucks in a breath, his face flushing with desire.
So maybe he doesn't want me to leave.
With one hand, he unsnaps my bra. Wow. I can barely get it off that easily. How many girls has he practiced on?
I push that thought to the back of my mind. We'll deal with that later.
He runs his hands down my sides, causing an involuntary moan to slip out. "Damn Kat, you're so fucking beautiful, you know that?"
Why does everything feel so much better with him? Maybe because he isn't a condescending jerk. Maybe because you actually love him instead of just the idea of him.
What? No. Where did that come from? It's way too early to think about the L word.
He wraps his arms around me, flipping us over, so he's hovering above me. Holy crap. That was really hot.
I yank his shirt up, needing to touch him. He pulls it off, tossing it on the floor. I run my hands over his chest and shoulders, while he smirks down at me.
My nerves are on edge, waiting to see what he will do next. He kisses me hard before trailing kisses down my neck. He sucks on my nipples, it's not a bad feeling, but I really don't see what all the fuss is about.
He licks down my stomach to my belly button, staring into my eyes the whole way. Holy shit. He's so hot.
I feel myself growing wet and ready for him. I've never wanted anyone inside me so much before.
He kisses down the inside of my legs. I can't seem to stop moaning. It all feels so good. My senses are in overdrive.
My god, if this is just making out, I can't even imagine what sex with him would be like.
Too bad I'll never know. I can't be his first. Our relationship isn't even real.
He kisses my sensitive area, causing me to moan. Yeah, that felt pretty real. The sight of his curls between my legs making me feel something strange. I feel... needy.
His tongue begins lapping at my clit. "Oh, God." Did I just say that?
I see what all the fuss is about now.
He slides a finger inside of me testing it out. It feels strange and I almost ask him to stop, but then his mouth touches my clit again and I couldn't speak if I wanted to.
He pumps his hand in and out of me, while his tongue dances on my sensitive spot. It's like he's fucking me and eating me at the same time.
I've never felt anything like it before.
I want to say something, guys like when girls talk dirty, but it feels weird. I can't make the words come out, and I definitely can't stop the moans coming out of me.
Oh god. He's going to make me come. He slips another finger in me and continues pounding into me. I rock my hips as I run my hands over my breasts.
I don't even know what I'm doing, but I can feel an intense pressure building inside of me and I need to release it before I explode.
He's pulling sounds out of me I didn't even know I could make.
His tongue leaves me for a second and I immediately feel the loss.
"Don't stop." My voice is so breathy and needy, I barely recognize it. When did I get so demanding?
His eyes meet mine, a cocky grin on his sexy face. "Wouldn't dream of it."
His tongue resumes it's lapping, causing me to moan loudly.
"Oh, fuck." I can't stop the words now.
He moans into my pussy. Oh god, that feels so good.
"Ben. I'm gonna..." I feel it building, like I'm going up a giant rollercoaster. I just need to tip over the edge.
He pumps into me faster. What I would give to actually have him inside of me.
"Oh, Ben! I'm gonna..." I pant. "I'm gonna..." I shake my head, I can't get the word out.
He moans again. I think that means "go ahead", at least I hope so anyway because I can't stop it.
"Oh, Ben. Just like that. Oh, yeah." It hits me like a giant wave, washing over me. I'm drowning and floating at the same time. "Fuck!"
He holds his tongue on me, squeezing out every ounce of my first orgasm.
I can't believe that just happened. Ben crawls up next to me, snuggling into my side as I'm fall back down to earth.
"That was..." I can't even think of a good enough word. "That was..."
"Really fucking hot?" He finishes for me.
"Not quite what I was going to say." I laugh. My skin is buzzing.
"Is it always like that?" He runs his hand across my stomach, sending waves through my body.
"Like what?" Amusement dancing in his eyes.
"So..." I bite my lip. How can I even begin to describe it? "So intense?" I mean, I've heard stories, but nothing did it justice.
"I can't say how it is for girls, since you know, I'm not one, but I think so." He's definitely not a girl.
I giggle, as my eyes drop to the tent in his pants.
I should probably finish him off, but my body is jelly and I can't even wiggle my toes.
I've never been so relaxed in my entire life.
I sigh, snuggling into Ben, just as the darkness sweeps me away, pulling me under.
I jerk awake, when I open my eyes, I see Ben fell asleep too.
It's still light outside, but we've spent most of the morning in bed.
I dreamt about Ben. I wish I could remember what it was about.
I get up to pee. When I get back, he's flipped over on his back.
I crawl into the bed, pulling down his boxers just enough to free Big Ben. It's pointing up towards his stomach, like it's saying hello. Can guys have boners in their sleep or is this what it's like soft? I really need to learn more about this stuff.
I run my hand up and down his length. He's huge. I'm not sure it would fit inside of me. Not that we are going to have sex.
I kiss the tip before running my tongue around it. It seems to be growing even longer and thicker.
How is this possible? No wonder he's never had sex, girls probably took one look at Big Ben and ran away in fear of never walking again.
I take him as far as I can into my mouth, but I can still fit my hand around the base with plenty of room.
Is this normal? The jerk wasn't even close to this big. He wasn't even half this size.
I was never very confident in my blow job ability, but for Ben, I really want to try.
I swirl my tongue around the tip before taking him in my mouth again. Using my hand to meet my lips, I bob up and down. Up and down.
He moans. I look up to find him watching me.
I moan around him, trying to keep eye contact.
"Oh Fuck." He leans up in his arms. "Kat?" He's disoriented, but that doesn't stop him from rocking his hips into my face.
I pop off, but continue stroking him with my hand. "Who else would it be?"
"Nobody, I just..." I flatten my tongue and lick from base to tip. "Fuck."
I slide down his length slowly, flicking my tongue along the way as I moan around him. God, I love his dirty mouth.
I pull my mouth off again. "You were saying?" I slide him in my mouth again, resuming the bobbing motion, as I rake my nails down his stomach.
"Wh-Wh-What?" I swirl my tongue again, cupping his balls with one hand. "Holy fuck."
I moan around him again, encouraging him.
He sits up, grabbing me by the top of my arms, stopping my movement.
I look up at him, completely confused. He wasn't enjoying it?
"Don't even think your getting off that easy." He flips me on my back, kissing me hard. "I want to taste you. Right. Now."
Oh god. My stomach flips and my heart threatens to jump out of my chest. He's going to be the death of me.
But oh... what a death it would be.ns 22.214.171.124da2