春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEQSWLEymc
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlYnPd3dmN
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvGvNBigMX
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSwCUf96v0
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83aiRmOVjM
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoovna5LEzj
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q8ssTks5R
郭禹震了一下。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlzHmzxpWi
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6F9YOeQw8
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkUHa2Opes
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix1q9GvAtn
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzx0mMPg0k
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uwoHk6GtA
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsSF0uvEPF
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwZkzU2Jyq
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2Jz7R1rIg
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n8Z5SS2Mf
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtMnWAE9Gq
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dbRx1v3G7
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzw23K0gY1
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ6ZlLacje
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FbxPctH2f
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVhfc5gLIz
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JqMZRw4T8
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsz1vzwUG8
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcZGqDvKGp
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvHr9pK3j7
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CS2FjgYCQ
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ687Cdr6s4Z
「嗯。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3buL8sADqh
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4HwLdFpZQ
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJsWK6Uuso
被拉得很長、很長。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBFtBwN2Sb
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkSKtvhC9o
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBwQBh4pYC
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnfEd7Jtyi
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtMlNCNfwt
她抹抹眼。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK04PmyWXF3
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7hcGrgc7P
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKCwNvWoa2
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe11dki66L
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37FbAXbnl3
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygNrhZrjzV
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sxk5aemSy
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kAMZD0Ek9
「什麼？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9neTVZrc30
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1YjHxXWZl
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVADnDyCgf
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqLo2wFVEG
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bxzhvDJ7B
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yCcWzFANa
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB0Iq2nunW
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8BVQVHW7g
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds0ClImaVI
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJVMMSmr3A
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJob57GgOx5
回來了。那個熟悉的她。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHQuiYrI1r
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwTZvdV6ON
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWegPIG3SU
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP0f0v6WGO
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH57rNoOdS
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放學，郭禹回到家。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMn7iLjp5t
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNPJ6LiB9p
「好⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNueMAQSZA
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Hi4EX2VXJ
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HmmBf3Ka4
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVGMJbJ5OR
爸爸沈默的看著。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnzov8BtrK
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELvYp68HYR
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmkY5zMmSL
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSE3KMMZgG
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0dSwcqcs5
她吞了吞口水。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu53hqWIDGL
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nx533Rrwh
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm1pr35jok
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPwHOTBeJK
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoy9LpHXu0
唔。她馬上放低眼神。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu2fQk7466
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuKYlFjaNk
安靜的那種。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw8lsXoQ1g
讓人發寒。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaSnC7REJ2
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iP3l3v6Wl
郭禹點點頭。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqpb2tex4g
「是。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq7ybYLKOp
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr09iSkkpjP
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7wIapDVuQ
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMu0Ipo7we
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGU9Q1Czf6j
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l0He7OEkM
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK8gdSNvJC
然後，是她今天說過的話。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV7tbsLANM
——「不會累嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX74f1idZW
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiMZVtDdsF
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PvVIttL5o
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlD6Jh9wLl
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq4NAvgZaw
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjS99PMb9e
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiv3ibN9fF
「是啊。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9624hkmVW
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5snev2xgcY
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS0IJZM4mE
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C2fqTOZck
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz0MSsln0B
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElN9DsYhCb
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdeRdhMBIB
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHjwi5p624
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQveIzEYTK
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxs7o1qLvu
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAnlhORTnc
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaNwO1Xrng
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlvMo4BX8H
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxWIz2n5uc
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vGLWcoz2g
「腦袋有問題。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgsurLW2sp
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正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NMRkHs8Nw
「啊！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3rP29yqRp
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bXNTwkUSI
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcElj2Ue0Nd
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrpictrWuh
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotbeHJE2ib
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEcNJ5LRED
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvHPPMSN4T
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgchgCCxQj
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRie6wdL5R
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH95qxTE0g
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoyzKfkHIz
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDgJyVp7ZC
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnyfXRZcO4
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutvc0VwPqn
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkOg87nK2u
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZreQv9I0m
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G4T2zmTZG
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lMvK0Abcj
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRosPrVQd1
郭禹的表情僵住。 503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO3THQGevY
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuw8xAS9d9
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1SB1G1SgK
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBaGWd3hEE
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHmEuR2Ms8
「妳——」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0sPfokEfT
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctdwNoNsrz
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4Lw4TbVV6
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHTOEPpqIB
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68J0ftmTt3
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0Qa3ZK9fT
——真是可恥。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOppC4mSBh
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIq6SPpixe
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9Q7uqCi4K
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvgIoDHxow
也許她可以⋯⋯503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTaEy6Ufej
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4KEtnGbaw
她一震。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9zcra7PUb
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3lMCncY8t
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXaLv8Bne9
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u05cmOvqP
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCdVSaWafY
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vepWG4gHw
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIhZlanxwR
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkbtDRuNwo
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnQwlyvAVo
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7gayUDWF2
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F2kYN9SGe
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb45JLvpKO
「別再說了！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZUyjhaJlu
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS79przgvLF
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLMTbu0uO2
「快追！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQs29ptne3
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fHSRRe0S8
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLkwIwQ0Hk
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOaQ8hU6TG
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQr1P0Cjuh0
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbUgqBKPVg
「不要，要走就——」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62xYvRnSTA
「拿著。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGicl9YEoVV
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcZBIQgDfR
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g8EaXgqAX
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYdKPxvEJD
「騙人——」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtcn7RxUxQ
「我像是在說謊嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHmBwJfj8h
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGMFGQE6xe
「很好。現在快跑。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoScogofvfO
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh48FGVEkB
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg3QvV0xTs
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcj0V5kObF
而她正在哭。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QVgLu7j0y
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzOjH1pTkM
為什麼。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQVoMHskkU
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPeUsRoaMM
而今天，是大考當天。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGewKZTpXM
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpDMorQNYh
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eM5Gt35NS
「妳怎麼了？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7kwf0cTtI
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRVPLPhKLa
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzaf2N4hyK
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaBQeedKXk
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVlB4ewo0d
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawWYBSiANa
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6kIJohmbk
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhyN6bnuvd
「⋯⋯嗯。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRznLsVl97
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkv4Ce9X4H
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSrwaqZHyb
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQop87uMeJ
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAR1DIKAO0
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4Ul83WbXZ
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoP8T7hcfjc
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANxBfHlssy
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75MVHYY7ML
那是個墓碑。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubiklYHsZZ
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQyKrwtLpi
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevkqvbN1Gl
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAppRRoiPwA
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56QRX5RzO9
「我不——」她試著開口。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8ahzpTR03
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6gRmDzBwm
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkMQHr3Dff
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKvJWZHLxi
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY6w1nzCN9
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3E1ZrBTsy
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrisB3SJXd
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdnct6cZIu
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpBKl8ZHE8
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlDVlBQPeZ
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCmJX3C3J1
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBk9txBcqE
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9Gcwd0d17
信封署名是給她的。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHdgumy7u6
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS8EuzBZUS
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hFoToKwB0
郭禹 上503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0HqD8hqYM
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn51Ck7GW2q
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn69wUZQro
或許，是從一開始吧。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM73S1fu65X
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd3aGAt58F
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrDrrfyIvY
現在這樣、最好。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIjbYND4YM
看吧，一切都不會改變。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE21Xekifb
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyHKyd5kw6
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRh5mSTyQdQ
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5NTQVCtQH
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPs4PS62qY
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2e8SybAW8
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDNhRUHqha
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtPt0JQe8v
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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