1月14日,凌晨5時多。754Please respect copyright.PENANAwIC54WVsMM
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。754Please respect copyright.PENANAbo089LksYn
大家都在熟睡中,754Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7y7eCr4wU
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不自覺的再次想起她。754Please respect copyright.PENANA6cuwIxE6ri
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無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。754Please respect copyright.PENANAV3UkO9Pm7k
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,754Please respect copyright.PENANAIDcgzBxqQP
血水慢慢的滲出。754Please respect copyright.PENANAYju741Dt7Q
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。754Please respect copyright.PENANAUa3InnJTU6
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起來梳洗,754Please respect copyright.PENANAyVuuMtnq3c
執拾行裝。754Please respect copyright.PENANAqydnYa5EVU
準備與朋友集合。754Please respect copyright.PENANAHN8ZUAWVUj
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,754Please respect copyright.PENANAPRc4NImACU
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。754Please respect copyright.PENANAGE6VCK0E4g
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。754Please respect copyright.PENANA6n9zXAcMcH
或者一切都因為我的被動,754Please respect copyright.PENANAtoLm6eXfnb
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,754Please respect copyright.PENANAf5sxVSt0SP
導致我的失敗。754Please respect copyright.PENANA7AtpDKt2PF
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白白的消磨時間。754Please respect copyright.PENANAutoiwof1gN
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,754Please respect copyright.PENANAEWxCStq0NF
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。754Please respect copyright.PENANAghOUzjevIJ
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,754Please respect copyright.PENANAx6iH1x1gtn
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。754Please respect copyright.PENANAJixPdtdmtY
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我們乘坐慢船。754Please respect copyright.PENANARm8hbaBKjI
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,754Please respect copyright.PENANAKwuu97dQob
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我們玩得有說有笑,754Please respect copyright.PENANA5g8uR87jPB
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。754Please respect copyright.PENANAhMhVtlqHBm
我內心的景象,也是如此。754Please respect copyright.PENANAmtZpcBl1Hx
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,754Please respect copyright.PENANA2xFoSAtAZ3
尋得他們的燈光。754Please respect copyright.PENANA8pMnmSyMht
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。754Please respect copyright.PENANAY2nfes1MQX
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,754Please respect copyright.PENANAstK9Ur1p66
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,754Please respect copyright.PENANAsxnYsUKvpj
玩玩聊聊。754Please respect copyright.PENANAtSAvcOjFzP
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說754Please respect copyright.PENANA1JvtoLNsA4
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說754Please respect copyright.PENANANyeNXLvskP
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應754Please respect copyright.PENANA8AhGLE388u
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」754Please respect copyright.PENANAFlz21DaEIo
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。754Please respect copyright.PENANA3kw3A5F9KJ
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。754Please respect copyright.PENANA8NrJQpnbFk
記得,754Please respect copyright.PENANA2CrlRZPM3C
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,754Please respect copyright.PENANAGX3XhbTDE3
四處找朋友拍照留念。754Please respect copyright.PENANAmfpSuSP9qY
我,只是一個留級的同學,754Please respect copyright.PENANA4rD4WCh49b
又不主動認識其他人,754Please respect copyright.PENANApLFrwB2QWf
沒有人找上,也正常不過。754Please respect copyright.PENANA8xOuFIYTPf
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。754Please respect copyright.PENANAugLvPmTVcf
不過,754Please respect copyright.PENANArwptkdPX6G
她對我已經……754Please respect copyright.PENANAxcmqAGQB01
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,754Please respect copyright.PENANAQSFQDmGOqb
其實,754Please respect copyright.PENANASGHgwYElNZ
心裡還是渴望著。754Please respect copyright.PENANAZmgXjbKg8f
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最終,都得到實現。754Please respect copyright.PENANA0uhdpsiasK
不過,754Please respect copyright.PENANAgAkZ8IFKQY
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。754Please respect copyright.PENANAVnj1MpXUb8
我不喜在她這樣的態度,754Please respect copyright.PENANA624kQV3Szk
不是想說她態度欠佳,754Please respect copyright.PENANANuLan5fWih
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。754Please respect copyright.PENANAfUR7tK4Ba1
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眼見面前一班好友,754Please respect copyright.PENANA8biXmqrfud
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。754Please respect copyright.PENANAzxaXIREIzL
過了好一段時間,754Please respect copyright.PENANANcuTARIWJi
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。754Please respect copyright.PENANAElWNWfdX1y
偏偏在上山的時候,754Please respect copyright.PENANAxMgbJ47kZZ
我突然感到一陣納悶,754Please respect copyright.PENANAiy3W85Xvv4
那刻,我在想,754Please respect copyright.PENANAJs0mNsMjiK
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?754Please respect copyright.PENANAEGWRDROFAq
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。754Please respect copyright.PENANAinBga7qptX
良久,終於下山,754Please respect copyright.PENANATDtH3AEPwa
時間來到下午五時多,754Please respect copyright.PENANAyMQgGTmNhO
我不適的感覺重了,754Please respect copyright.PENANALA49iDTTXl
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,754Please respect copyright.PENANAyyCQ1E0ft6
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。754Please respect copyright.PENANAjXxmfwpSdj
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終於舒暢了,754Please respect copyright.PENANASjS34g00GE
可惜,754Please respect copyright.PENANAooMiSmoxfi
過了不足兩小時,754Please respect copyright.PENANASl3jYap90d
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,754Please respect copyright.PENANAe9bDBijrhr
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。754Please respect copyright.PENANAUXKVzNxN9k
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。754Please respect copyright.PENANALvKGlhlmLk
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。754Please respect copyright.PENANAZgjWay6ooD
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。754Please respect copyright.PENANANkaDEvCrPN
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲754Please respect copyright.PENANABUEUucTKVE
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」754Please respect copyright.PENANA41qmtVAQjJ
「回去好好休息吧。」754Please respect copyright.PENANAmk7a4KKljT
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。754Please respect copyright.PENANAxAQQJfzcla
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。754Please respect copyright.PENANAUDd1Fgvuju
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,754Please respect copyright.PENANA3wsoj9IXWG
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,754Please respect copyright.PENANA2z22BRo6VN
無奈已經沒可能了。754Please respect copyright.PENANAGyIoDlaBhU
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晚上十時多,754Please respect copyright.PENANA1fgxZchmR2
終於回到家裡,754Please respect copyright.PENANAZA0kbpXhbx
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,754Please respect copyright.PENANAYBZcRNGxJ0
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,754Please respect copyright.PENANAJRIYqs3tiz
我,肚瀉了。754Please respect copyright.PENANAhDLLAra9dK
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,754Please respect copyright.PENANAdh99IJmUUo
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。754Please respect copyright.PENANANuMLMjfryg
本打算藉今天散散心,754Please respect copyright.PENANAhrTGmAurUq
卻又嘔又瀉。754Please respect copyright.PENANAll9w9bWN6p
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。754Please respect copyright.PENANAGLXby8A5Qf
閉起雙眼,754Please respect copyright.PENANAYSHYXlqxRE
更見黑暗,754Please respect copyright.PENANAk3uSz1Zj3g
更感孤寂。754Please respect copyright.PENANAg1VyQ2XNWC
我,很想很想...754Please respect copyright.PENANAkFt0ZsKbMu
很想痛哭一場。754Please respect copyright.PENANAdUhXAVuGKL
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。754Please respect copyright.PENANAsROdG4MZwH
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,754Please respect copyright.PENANAdxF8GAWjVd
但我卻無法哭一場。754Please respect copyright.PENANATUaDoEZfwn
味苦,754Please respect copyright.PENANA0fydTG8UNX
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,754Please respect copyright.PENANAuNj7LmvkVE
辛苦。754Please respect copyright.PENANAqGTwglS1vz
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,754Please respect copyright.PENANAY4dsr6fLbI
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,754Please respect copyright.PENANACr9MmV30HT
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。754Please respect copyright.PENANAFqR5IK9SXP
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。754Please respect copyright.PENANA5qlUDmF0ob
其實,我想不出一位。754Please respect copyright.PENANAL6j2tkV7uj
其實,我身邊都沒有。754Please respect copyright.PENANAnFCFbQUSzg
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,754Please respect copyright.PENANAIXu3fGBT1A
減下痛苦。754Please respect copyright.PENANAFYDi9Qeb4B
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色754Please respect copyright.PENANA2YmcYFb5SW
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你已經決定了 你已經決定了754Please respect copyright.PENANARrXVk8riRb
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著754Please respect copyright.PENANAj7i3e4Q4ho
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了754Please respect copyright.PENANAA0GIUOsdmE
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割754Please respect copyright.PENANAFSPP0qyrHX
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色754Please respect copyright.PENANAZYBRQBoenc
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了754Please respect copyright.PENANA7l5F6vIAdu
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼754Please respect copyright.PENANAlztHUltwUq
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了754Please respect copyright.PENANAwe22f1CssQ
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇754Please respect copyright.PENANAVM6EMd4oXN
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著754Please respect copyright.PENANA1ELkLhlfF6
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色754Please respect copyright.PENANAdpcrXxPMFK
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了754Please respect copyright.PENANAqYX7ZsDRvh
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼754Please respect copyright.PENANAzCkLyuY341
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合754Please respect copyright.PENANAuLVDu9jHqG
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河754Please respect copyright.PENANAQlarnmRtM8
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了754Please respect copyright.PENANARD2lgxyM8W
然後才後悔著754Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4eHcgNg1n
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色754Please respect copyright.PENANAnpcaM33b4F
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了754Please respect copyright.PENANAixbfdKlKzI
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼754Please respect copyright.PENANANkgjmQTdNV
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合754Please respect copyright.PENANA0vtHNvPHdh
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河754Please respect copyright.PENANAcIYTM7GwLp
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了754Please respect copyright.PENANACVmEBDdsK2
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色754Please respect copyright.PENANAp8WPpZmJJe
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢754Please respect copyright.PENANAPvuGbnywfJ
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻754Please respect copyright.PENANA62PxPtmH7G
重新開始活著754Please respect copyright.PENANA4zmp1UTDL2
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《你,不是真正的快樂》754Please respect copyright.PENANAwIiy5esF7Y