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No Plagiarism!1PtQI7a4WXkZvA3AkIKvposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!672Please respect copyright.PENANAeATW9zqV63
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection668PENANAWV5ohQ3quS 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection668PENANAwOuewYlNNX 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAKCORIrAOR2 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAQRXwzfHdWk 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection668PENANARQGD3SMCr5 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAgU8rIMNRm6 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection668PENANAxfsOGkGGa4 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection668PENANALBzBtw8DK7 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection668PENANAqFkunvWdSi 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection668PENANAWiQc7yMdEB 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection668PENANA3CHdiAnlwM 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAeefiDnObdB 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAYdmdHeZoKK 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection668PENANALfiI3mdUxY 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection668PENANAl9JKPA4rpC 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection668PENANAOSXnWQLyI1 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAl3GjdgprTY 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAfAjCShp6c7 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection668PENANAyJEAJ2NtFY 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection668PENANA1peQFYMaOW 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection668PENANAW8yOFEz3CB 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection668PENANANgXeUVKc1S 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection668PENANAl9sFZs8YZ1 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection668PENANAaplxnXgpXk 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAGEK4lJOHK3 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAyfFeq9gbCw 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection668PENANAOn8izdtfLV 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAbrudWLYhQl 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection668PENANALvBrxc9DQL 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAjSIi7fwjZ3 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAIussKbgt4J 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAerMdQ3hzYK 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAffREGF4gSP 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection668PENANANV5NPuANSc 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAeQ0e7gPSHE 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAf7u9lB3CCu 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAo2gAXg9FAR 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection668PENANALd6vY1SBxP 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAKhUv3tlLhH 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection668PENANACJosKPYjLE 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection668PENANAxj2hdfhe8c 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAmUIYz2krls 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection668PENANAOAYbWwFkjI 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection668PENANAqwuwHFq5yP 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAe3CaAcMOFe 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection668PENANATeuTSuxSXF 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection668PENANAN06TF4R90Q 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection668PENANAMPdjfhZCgx 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection668PENANAR7Edu3bc5G 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection668PENANAb7APhty6ya 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection668PENANA5t0SbHU2Ve 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAV6Oc56aRVF 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAqzMIRe3AYJ 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAPP0vxFfHuc 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAK517Wxw0Ap 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAR2ZHlRSdK3 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection668PENANApDVhb0ih7j 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection668PENANABKT8To7YTg 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection668PENANAEc93MSpf2N 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAwAXIieXG4i 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAj8r7yvTZ1B 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection668PENANAslbeZodp4i 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection668PENANAOWtxZjM3MA 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAszXKpl3ghF 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAAaxhDdy6Pq 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAYESKzj7z41 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAqYpEwBnmmd 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection668PENANAAhzkNKWkfI 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAs7FlLJRpGn 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection668PENANAGQGtOjkZnA 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection668PENANAVa8mW1kjk3 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection668PENANAasggyBfdiV 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection668PENANAs6LrS9XshS 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection668PENANAeYT9yHaWa5 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection668PENANACpdrRjzTpq 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection668PENANACFtO05NZ7y 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAVurz6xvTyE 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection668PENANAPBPEQcebWU 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection668PENANA8vm7v3BLX9 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAAnsGzaAHSC 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAISo9OgwtPP 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection668PENANAcGyyCXRK3k 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection668PENANApToXLzM6mr 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAIrTX41tgAM 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAAK2jDtJ8s8 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAv4Xvc10ND3 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection668PENANAvaTwFaoe72 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection668PENANAXfxTC9dGYo 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection668PENANAHvRysPrGxV 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection668PENANAuHgydSwX3D 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection668PENANAOC0IaS7vxh 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection668PENANA68eUeRfhwB 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.672Please respect copyright.PENANAYgxLMZGYto
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