I was pacing back and forth. Was there something I did wrong? Were the guys just suddenly turning on me and Adam?! Dear God, I don't know.
I had put Mason on the couch, he was surprisingly quiet. I just wanted to break down, but now's not the time.
I raked my fingers through my hair, filled with worry and stress. Why was there just something about Adam that made me addicted to him? No one's ever made me feel the way Adam does.
"Did I do something wrong?! What...What did I do?!?"
My heart was pounding out of my chest, my blood was boiling so hot, I was sweating. I rubbed my sweaty palms on my jeans. I just had to breathe.
Just breathe Ross, everything's gonna be okay. You're fine, everything's fine, it'll all be okay.
I took my glasses off and took in deep breaths after setting them down on a table.
I went over on the couch by Mason and put my elbows on my knees, my head in my hands.
Hold on, hold tight.
A voice in my head told me. It was whispering in my head.
It's gonna be okay, it's gonna be okay.
All I had to do was trust my thoughts.
I hope that voice was right
I was almost at Ross's house, relieved. My logic was telling me things repeated by the guys at the office.
I CAN choose my friends
And I CAN choose my family
If they won't accept me
Then OTHERS will have me
I smiled as I knocked on the door of Ross's apartment. I opened the door that was surprisingly unlocked. I saw Ross sitting on the couch looking stressed. I saw him look up at me, then I saw him stand.
Next thing I knew, Ross had his arms around me while I had mine around him.
I smiled as we remained in the hug for a little bit. Soon enough we let go, but I remained in front of Ross.
I put my hand to his cheek, cupping it lightly. Our faces were getting closer.
We closed the gap in a kiss. My eyes fluttered to a close as his did as well. My face heating up as our kiss lasted a while. Forcing my lips harder on his, I brought my hand that was on his cheek the back of his head. Still not separating our lips.
I swiped my tongue lightly across Ross's lower lip, then I felt him open his mouth slightly in acceptance. I slipped my tongue into his mouth but we soon part. We had been in the kiss for several minutes, leaving us both slightly breathless.
I saw Ross's face go red. I looked behind me.
I saw Barney and Max vlogging us. I parted from Ross and tackled Barney down, I got in a good few punches until I was hauled off. Then I got some punches on Max.
"It's justs a pranks bro!"
I growled at them. I saw Max with the vlogging camera, I assumed he had deleted the video. No. He saved it. I went over to Ross, who was blushing like mad. I looked at Max and Barney, who were both on the floor now.
I went over to the couch and got Mason, I was able to call up a babysitter to look after him while I was gone. It took a little while, but the babysitter eventually came. I thanked the woman named Deanna who was going to be taking care of my child.
Max and Barney got off the floor and was going to Barney's car. We followed.
"You two comin' with us?" Max asked.
"Yeah, you owe us. Me especially."
I grasped Ross's hand and we left the apartment, heading towards Barney's car. We got in the back while Barney would be driving, and Max was in the front passenger seat.
We buckled in and we started heading off to the offices.
Had I finally found my light in the dark? Yes, I did.
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel?
Can you feel my heart?426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgz4YJRKI4ns 188.8.131.52da2