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No Plagiarism!0yWA6tZ5QlKEivL8Nx4Lposted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection467PENANAtz3lz1z1Pb 維尼
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「能不能讓小明醒來?」他問。8964 copyright protection467PENANAX5hjIflM1J 維尼
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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection467PENANApP83VrnEQ1 維尼
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「為什麼?」我問,「為什麼要醒來?」8964 copyright protection467PENANAoxOYf5FLrj 維尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。8964 copyright protection467PENANAEYKEbx9hkM 維尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection467PENANA3seLIUbyIy 維尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection467PENANAaSzSljRKLl 維尼
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「所以你就想小明醒來?」我問。8964 copyright protection467PENANA3mVG0omEcA 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection467PENANAe3dumz9ucx 維尼
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「居然有?」廣祥錯愕。8964 copyright protection467PENANAO7hrBTvA6t 維尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection467PENANAAxaWSLVTLH 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection467PENANALjFxw03XZE 維尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection467PENANAvVEdIWAabg 維尼
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「大概我也有點改變了吧。」他看著我。8964 copyright protection467PENANASQly9ONBvO 維尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection467PENANAJLIU7J4YTY 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection467PENANAViFzzjrKJ0 維尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。8964 copyright protection467PENANAGfIfUT6sUq 維尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。8964 copyright protection467PENANASFhF5zjrab 維尼
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「沒錯。」他說。8964 copyright protection467PENANAASo2Z5idy3 維尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。8964 copyright protection467PENANA0CA3kIjOZ1 維尼
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「告訴你一件事。」我對他說。8964 copyright protection467PENANAiHtW2etmLm 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection467PENANAiz9cpu2DSR 維尼
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「為什麼?」他問。8964 copyright protection467PENANAazCWTaYUmF 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection467PENANAe6XkE7qmf3 維尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection467PENANA8ezIHuHv1Z 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection467PENANAqEFKj89XEO 維尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection467PENANA7JKIWqt0As 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection467PENANAqZ1QqIE6uj 維尼
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「不過那是畫家的範疇,跟我沒太大關係就是了。」我說。8964 copyright protection467PENANA84ECINBw2I 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection467PENANAJBYH6iKZe2 維尼
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我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。8964 copyright protection467PENANAcNAcaTOcl3 維尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。8964 copyright protection467PENANA77vNf12I6C 維尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection467PENANAx198lED7Il 維尼
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「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection467PENANA911qLUZSgX 維尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection467PENANA8TnhTgJiPU 維尼
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