Do you ever want to cry, but can't?531Please respect copyright.PENANAKQOnUtdQ50
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam531Please respect copyright.PENANAZPVn4CSjgT
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.531Please respect copyright.PENANAjycv1F6It7
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,531Please respect copyright.PENANAKVtzUdoQVS
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,531Please respect copyright.PENANA1FjmvQihId
Why does it hurt like this?531Please respect copyright.PENANAsqMOFvkbho
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...531Please respect copyright.PENANAKUPJsKw1g2
So...531Please respect copyright.PENANA9AdVXZnS93
So why can't you?531Please respect copyright.PENANA4lNSjg0C9B
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,531Please respect copyright.PENANA6vgKk0RY6l
Your only company is the silence that follows.531Please respect copyright.PENANAgM6i5sUXy2
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.531Please respect copyright.PENANAOSxA0EVJyN
You dig.531Please respect copyright.PENANABArjv7RmWM
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,531Please respect copyright.PENANArTXii1u5xd
Deeper, deeper,531Please respect copyright.PENANACZYYgOLonx
There has to be something.531Please respect copyright.PENANAMeMhdgSzIH
Deeper, deeper,531Please respect copyright.PENANAZqnXz4CD3n
Something that just didn't click.531Please respect copyright.PENANAMg0lWL6h1v
Deeper, deeper,531Please respect copyright.PENANA83QEBXQtNr
What else is there?531Please respect copyright.PENANABayjTBHEUY
Deeper, deeper,531Please respect copyright.PENANA3a05RLncI3
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?531Please respect copyright.PENANAAo0SwkLdlt
Deeper, deeper,531Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8YDxyL1oI
It has to be the answer!531Please respect copyright.PENANApwtAOvDbwg
Deeper, deepest.531Please respect copyright.PENANAWJPzRsti2a
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.531Please respect copyright.PENANABuT7qU8CMJ
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?531Please respect copyright.PENANAfLYl0pnxiq
There's nothing.531Please respect copyright.PENANAD2PLeRbWsE
It's empty!531Please respect copyright.PENANAyYm0Ej26DP
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 531Please respect copyright.PENANAlmsWfS7jTT
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 531Please respect copyright.PENANAp1Yk4tNsuM
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.531Please respect copyright.PENANABjcp8CSc66
They never came.531Please respect copyright.PENANAjG6YgiPHzT