Do you ever want to cry, but can't?541Please respect copyright.PENANAnhG6ggC66r
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam541Please respect copyright.PENANAwSsP1rZ1OV
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.541Please respect copyright.PENANAx3vmq9o5Vc
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,541Please respect copyright.PENANA1bLbKDR9tv
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,541Please respect copyright.PENANA8DcTQRb3zn
Why does it hurt like this?541Please respect copyright.PENANAzGzk1emGCY
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...541Please respect copyright.PENANA4xGzJ1z37X
So...541Please respect copyright.PENANAxUL7zAcUCd
So why can't you?541Please respect copyright.PENANALhpkRuxDRr
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,541Please respect copyright.PENANAMPZRC35ASS
Your only company is the silence that follows.541Please respect copyright.PENANAIAirdGLiDm
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.541Please respect copyright.PENANAv5ge539Nct
You dig.541Please respect copyright.PENANAIWWIc074CC
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,541Please respect copyright.PENANAPoTuWw3H1P
Deeper, deeper,541Please respect copyright.PENANAqpq7j33yrv
There has to be something.541Please respect copyright.PENANAI99EwcNqj5
Deeper, deeper,541Please respect copyright.PENANA8J6ru8CvDQ
Something that just didn't click.541Please respect copyright.PENANAado1ZPp6Tz
Deeper, deeper,541Please respect copyright.PENANABDEVOMfJl2
What else is there?541Please respect copyright.PENANApe6DWyc5CA
Deeper, deeper,541Please respect copyright.PENANAJF0kbk9Y9K
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?541Please respect copyright.PENANA7sHHfLYAy9
Deeper, deeper,541Please respect copyright.PENANAfvgjel3FKo
It has to be the answer!541Please respect copyright.PENANAO3fYLrpmm7
Deeper, deepest.541Please respect copyright.PENANAWDhiEci4Pt
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.541Please respect copyright.PENANAMfKQrc7jsF
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?541Please respect copyright.PENANAAfvd2X2dmb
There's nothing.541Please respect copyright.PENANAWdAi9xhC2X
It's empty!541Please respect copyright.PENANAy9wo5A9MHU
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 541Please respect copyright.PENANAqeu1qd0s3A
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 541Please respect copyright.PENANAEtGNkzvpIq
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.541Please respect copyright.PENANAdTzBKNXaqu
They never came.541Please respect copyright.PENANAdfW7iE0KPb