第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢65Please respect copyright.PENANA6GyfMBEvNg
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記65Please respect copyright.PENANAau8yc0rCCn
發現李湘渝這幾個月來65Please respect copyright.PENANAdfOFYxQTm4
都過度積極的控制情緒65Please respect copyright.PENANATJOUc2Olom
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少65Please respect copyright.PENANAqM50zzlOvM
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂65Please respect copyright.PENANAWqY6yBoL7Y
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAnabXUn5ce6
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「每天都有…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAjKLp7pbeGO
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「比起剛出院65Please respect copyright.PENANAUnMfLzUBmf
或上個月65Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7ZFwscjSl
有好轉嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAY04P28yQ2U
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「好像…差不多…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAVM5h8VNraU
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「十級的話65Please respect copyright.PENANAopj61VeT9h
有多少級痛?」65Please respect copyright.PENANA4Xkdn2FSVb
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右65Please respect copyright.PENANADicqLYUdWl
試過幾次真的很痛…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAD5mq9bnNI2
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容65Please respect copyright.PENANA0v0GclGZdW
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神65Please respect copyright.PENANAwNxhGiaCMq
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「已持續兩個月了65Please respect copyright.PENANAk0g6rgeCLw
是吧?」65Please respect copyright.PENANABdhtG6Ikfj
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「嗯…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAvXkOKhzckF
李湘渝點點頭65Please respect copyright.PENANAIsf9uoc2CY
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小時候的事65Please respect copyright.PENANAjv3RWUUIDm
實在記得太清楚65Please respect copyright.PENANAeafi1xT6yr
印象太深刻65Please respect copyright.PENANAKLqoTSLm9t
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候65Please respect copyright.PENANAde2j7A7Ovv
彷彿提醒著自己65Please respect copyright.PENANAG1wtyNtggp
不斷的重溫事發經過65Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2CJXcUXRH
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇65Please respect copyright.PENANA9dIRj9FQEh
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態65Please respect copyright.PENANAmLyOUyngJv
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來65Please respect copyright.PENANAHRhJZ7fc10
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著65Please respect copyright.PENANACuDHjFNiMH
自從幻聽出現後的日記65Please respect copyright.PENANAiRuSYevyVB
看得出李湘渝心裡65Please respect copyright.PENANAe7ZJZdjyPW
是極度的恐慌65Please respect copyright.PENANAtnwnAKlJw0
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從字裡行間裡65Please respect copyright.PENANAkRKo7nLToF
李湘渝透露出的是65Please respect copyright.PENANAkndB3MaqtO
逃避現實65Please respect copyright.PENANALZxxcvhzxt
置之不理65Please respect copyright.PENANApiElpl1CsC
過份抑壓情緒65Please respect copyright.PENANAnuQRBmE6HH
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「湘渝65Please respect copyright.PENANAtjrJspyDJh
欺騙誰也可以65Please respect copyright.PENANAWLlsQrKNoX
但就是不能欺騙自己65Please respect copyright.PENANAtD6r7m6bcn
要對自己誠實」65Please respect copyright.PENANAFk4iR4fBgE
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「嗯…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAl6pHgKb85Q
李湘渝低著頭65Please respect copyright.PENANA0tDLroiSrJ
點了一下頭65Please respect copyright.PENANAYzh7QtWTXa
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?65Please respect copyright.PENANA46uhy1g4gy
在逃避嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAjlA46vVp8B
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李湘渝沉默著65Please respect copyright.PENANAM5L72Uuo7b
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情65Please respect copyright.PENANALHbMKW3yDV
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李湘渝思考了一會65Please respect copyright.PENANAvJ8CAUukGE
點了點頭65Please respect copyright.PENANAOA5RiJKnXJ
「嗯…」65Please respect copyright.PENANA5cNETY87zv
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「有什麼原因65Please respect copyright.PENANAkUJBsmKPFu
令你想逃避?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAuVAPtFaKlm
鍾媽媽溫柔的說65Please respect copyright.PENANATHHGY8JDkb
「或者65Please respect copyright.PENANA4Hamn7EXqu
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAeV4i2BYTL3
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李湘渝低著頭65Please respect copyright.PENANAaKkyvBb6hg
手按在昨天傷口的位置上65Please respect copyright.PENANA6Us6YsT3qR
「我…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAvoenyLUgYA
突然低壓情緒湧了上來65Please respect copyright.PENANA9arXzg32e5
「很…65Please respect copyright.PENANAmNyFkNpc3z
累了…」65Please respect copyright.PENANA2o6ykdEBS1
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「所以昨天65Please respect copyright.PENANAnPT1zpWtiD
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANARtt6WA3oTy
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李湘渝點了點頭65Please respect copyright.PENANAMqQkMiUesi
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANA2EJR9cTJ6P
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了65Please respect copyright.PENANAjsTkzthzxZ
抹著眼淚65Please respect copyright.PENANAfB5ex0HeQa
搖著頭否認65Please respect copyright.PENANAwMkjKhbovB
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應65Please respect copyright.PENANAkJOM7a1UjL
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎65Please respect copyright.PENANAZJSUZaqKDJ
只不過在鍾天程面前65Please respect copyright.PENANAqfg99w2mdt
不適宜直接問他65Please respect copyright.PENANA6RyPR92ahV
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「在這裡說的話65Please respect copyright.PENANARA3VSQP1xb
我是不會跟天程說的」65Please respect copyright.PENANAxEYvHF71I7
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題65Please respect copyright.PENANAOF0E0KPJ3w
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞65Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4up6qggRp
「你可以放心的告訴我65Please respect copyright.PENANA7tDvO6ADDa
我有責任保障你的私隱65Please respect copyright.PENANA6EgsgwShB4
就算他是我的兒子65Please respect copyright.PENANAyalKvRNLLp
我也不可以告訴他65Please respect copyright.PENANAdFhuZQUYDV
這是我的專業操守」65Please respect copyright.PENANAeB7EEHFDPW
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李湘渝繼續低著頭65Please respect copyright.PENANAIeNdFPB3VT
「對不起…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAycwZzsFhNk
為自己的撒謊而道歉65Please respect copyright.PENANAjFNVfqBZod
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「乖孩子65Please respect copyright.PENANANHKbrEEy9q
不要怕去面對65Please respect copyright.PENANAPTTsEKdOEW
要坦誠接受自己的情緒65Please respect copyright.PENANAN5VR5CGhky
知道嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAOCIHi1KEGz
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李湘渝沉默了一會65Please respect copyright.PENANAK7GWzzmDik
緩緩的說著65Please respect copyright.PENANA7J7otqTx3T
「我…很怕…」65Please respect copyright.PENANANvvP8Zu5zj
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「你在怕什麼?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAa6LEszx0Io
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂65Please respect copyright.PENANAaoVzHOi8yj
「不…不知道…65Please respect copyright.PENANA9386Jnz4g6
就是…很怕…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAsJziscJgT4
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說65Please respect copyright.PENANAcdU2OdwhzN
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「真的…很討厭自己…65Please respect copyright.PENANAryxlxzrref
很麻煩…」65Please respect copyright.PENANApZBvlOXzUK
李湘渝忍哭著說65Please respect copyright.PENANAHSTE8oVnOR
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來65Please respect copyright.PENANAl44NCLrG9w
「我真的…65Please respect copyright.PENANAtb5PjFGd0A
一點用處也沒有…65Please respect copyright.PENANA0yHHvxDYxS
我是…一個負累…」65Please respect copyright.PENANA0nWSmZ1K75
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來65Please respect copyright.PENANAvPwi8TtHr2
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…65Please respect copyright.PENANAdbRLCQQbPh
我也想…拋棄這個想法…65Please respect copyright.PENANAOQZiWwPBai
可是…我…」65Please respect copyright.PENANALYhSn0OpXw
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽65Please respect copyright.PENANAJE9xeMoBpc
「我…做不到…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAKecxURn5Zz
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白65Please respect copyright.PENANAHRNusupsTo
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「我…真的…65Please respect copyright.PENANAsQGT7mE5qJ
很累…了啊…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAQUMoCezInl
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「可以告訴我嗎?65Please respect copyright.PENANAjQ3AeKUaua
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」65Please respect copyright.PENANArF4F6tINTE
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李湘渝愣了一下65Please respect copyright.PENANAzY9Jvz4xug
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他65Please respect copyright.PENANAdhcEWhARe0
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAIfvDbsEci5
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「昨天…傷口很痛…65Please respect copyright.PENANAvFAHQ4ojEc
痛了很久…65Please respect copyright.PENANAA0Y1i1C1BR
整個下午都在痛…65Please respect copyright.PENANALiqLp98F8x
痛得…65Please respect copyright.PENANAdFIyhejRfB
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAnWSlmTULC1
李湘渝慢慢的說出來65Please respect copyright.PENANAA4D4AogThg
哽咽著65Please respect copyright.PENANAplef8GpU6Q
「我…真的…65Please respect copyright.PENANAqCE26xwCHN
忍受不了…65Please respect copyright.PENANAk59DTqfQQO
不想再忍受下去了…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAE24tjAyENv
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」65Please respect copyright.PENANA1f40Pzf31z
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「我在書枱上65Please respect copyright.PENANAznQfXQ7kuJ
隨便拿起了鐵尺65Please respect copyright.PENANAsR3nm03Qaq
便開始…弄痛自己…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAVH4wFmW912
李湘渝回想著昨晚65Please respect copyright.PENANAVwAztAIPzR
那種痛好像又要開始了65Please respect copyright.PENANA48QyKGNv70
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAYRQZB1G93w
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鍾媽媽坐近一點65Please respect copyright.PENANAuMqSzbcRT1
「然後?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAzi5ZevrsgI
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「然後…又變得很痛…65Please respect copyright.PENANAmaNI5VVW7w
全身也在痛…65Please respect copyright.PENANAIm1vjiyNey
很辛苦…」65Please respect copyright.PENANA9GbeY1jmuG
李湘渝握緊了拳頭65Please respect copyright.PENANAVK8uQIeyov
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「嗯」65Please respect copyright.PENANArndkqyVfei
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「我想…用鎅刀…65Please respect copyright.PENANAcdtA5fpVo5
在手腕上…割一下…」65Please respect copyright.PENANA57qXlW9XuA
李湘渝哭了出來65Please respect copyright.PENANAcS4IF0Zg8M
「那…我便…以後…65Please respect copyright.PENANAYXFNycIkF7
都不用再痛了…」65Please respect copyright.PENANALuq7o1EKI1
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜65Please respect copyright.PENANAjUU4tI4B8j
停頓一下65Please respect copyright.PENANAwPYgmBzOdL
再續問65Please respect copyright.PENANAYQvBE8lM96
「是發生了什麼事65Please respect copyright.PENANAQQebxZ6TiR
讓你停下來嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAt7HFWXUAmk
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…65Please respect copyright.PENANAXdr63evTIk
看到了…65Please respect copyright.PENANAFFkOORRVm3
師兄…寫給我的信…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAepriRv2XtF
李湘渝激動的哭著65Please respect copyright.PENANAG4uK340ybr
「是他…的…信…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAbiUhGX8ve0
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛65Please respect copyright.PENANAKt4pPp6JDB
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾65Please respect copyright.PENANA5yNs55vSji
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「你看到了天程給你的信65Please respect copyright.PENANANXVd7C6OpQ
然後便停了下來65Please respect copyright.PENANAkaAVlEzeOZ
對嗎?」65Please respect copyright.PENANAVBiOZUvfMY
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李湘渝接過紙巾65Please respect copyright.PENANALH2KETZBnW
點著頭65Please respect copyright.PENANAHo1sV5h5bx
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?65Please respect copyright.PENANAFdVkjbYht5
促使你停下來65Please respect copyright.PENANAQxEpiyHhNq
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」65Please respect copyright.PENANAcOTB6p1gsl
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「我記得…65Please respect copyright.PENANApmG7qaj2Me
無論我怎樣放棄自己…65Please respect copyright.PENANAHwvnwiwdb0
他都會…在我的身邊…65Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1PvCi4LZ9
不會離棄我…」65Please respect copyright.PENANA7Rk8qmJdhU
李湘渝痛哭著說65Please respect copyright.PENANAj22qnJRZg3
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…65Please respect copyright.PENANAFtzbPwmPow
是他說…65Please respect copyright.PENANAO92K5d39jL
明明知道了…看到了…65Please respect copyright.PENANA4leMLf5jH2
不能什麼也不做…65Please respect copyright.PENANACuSk12rXo7
便讓我回家去…」65Please respect copyright.PENANApZ6NCqPFwO
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩65Please respect copyright.PENANAFGrTezKRBl
感歎著愛情的力量65Please respect copyright.PENANAIQEcI7jrRH
影響力實在很大65Please respect copyright.PENANAxykNnr5l2s
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幸而鍾天程的愛65Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2F9Eq4Prx
能夠承載著這個重擔65Please respect copyright.PENANAeC1Oxyca3l
分擔著李湘渝的壓力65Please respect copyright.PENANAJJphYWytAC
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡65Please respect copyright.PENANA32oUp2jx3O
得到了很強的力量65Please respect copyright.PENANAgXMpznFj5Z
有了寄託65Please respect copyright.PENANAlpi4XcdVFa
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要不然65Please respect copyright.PENANA3klhW4sFvU
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前65Please respect copyright.PENANAYguRmqE0tg
已經離開了這個世界65Please respect copyright.PENANAHJqsyGHMpd
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「我知道…如果那個時候…65Please respect copyright.PENANAxFv9DAKVE8
他在我的旁邊的話…65Please respect copyright.PENANA7cxxQ9UVqj
他會毫不猶豫的…65Please respect copyright.PENANAE8xt5V0IUJ
抱著我…65Please respect copyright.PENANAGk7o41DYod
不讓我傷害自己…」65Please respect copyright.PENANA7lMF57dopv
李湘渝仍在痛哭著65Please respect copyright.PENANAevc2Og8kMB
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊65Please respect copyright.PENANAMsDL6UWwHR
握著他的手65Please respect copyright.PENANAO44FqHsQel
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「我還記得…65Please respect copyright.PENANAIqt8PiQlT2
在天台那時…65Please respect copyright.PENANAN8awbLvPqy
他…65Please respect copyright.PENANAHbdVJ5DJj9
他……」65Please respect copyright.PENANAtduUTNIQHu
李湘渝泣不成聲65Please respect copyright.PENANAtSGEgZeigy
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程65Please respect copyright.PENANAIyYohc0r6K
不斷的哭著65Please respect copyright.PENANAkKGRtzic4L
哭得難以呼吸65Please respect copyright.PENANAUIyq7rkTjp
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛65Please respect copyright.PENANAdfJXu67MPf
輕掃著他的背65Please respect copyright.PENANAg1mA7GOzoM
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一會65Please respect copyright.PENANAM1Drwddv2m
待李湘渝情緒平伏後65Please respect copyright.PENANAADsJsGU8fE
鍾媽媽溫柔的說65Please respect copyright.PENANA0wwqWEORXt
「謝謝你對我誠實65Please respect copyright.PENANAfXEA1VVD4r
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」65Please respect copyright.PENANAGiEwEPvGiK
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李湘渝低著頭65Please respect copyright.PENANAB57w4Z4dBb
擦著眼睛65Please respect copyright.PENANAvZhKbRiArV
「不…我…65Please respect copyright.PENANAsDtoEqUyM4
很沒用…」65Please respect copyright.PENANAi64SPtbARY
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「湘渝65Please respect copyright.PENANAtLw7s1UANB
你真的很勇敢65Please respect copyright.PENANAcqNTU1V3Ai
而且65Please respect copyright.PENANAupwNRT2dyG
你也有很堅強的信念65Please respect copyright.PENANAOdOQyE5UHD
只是一時有點迷失65Please respect copyright.PENANAX6Cr1CaTNR
加上幻覺痛65Please respect copyright.PENANA9gpPNp4dGi
令你軟弱了」65Please respect copyright.PENANAlgTnxFbPzG
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭65Please respect copyright.PENANAg3eCULIwdW
「我非常欣賞你的堅強65Please respect copyright.PENANAWLSgrBxi9W
因為這是真的不容易啊」65Please respect copyright.PENANASUZjnT2o5Q
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣65Please respect copyright.PENANATkxXi5TtWu
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「這件事65Please respect copyright.PENANA2rs313S55w
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