這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢27Please respect copyright.PENANAMMhTXEYfYP
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰27Please respect copyright.PENANAuAelhbZ6yH
太難回頭只能一直走不停27Please respect copyright.PENANA5F1YPSIHvM
曾經兩個人流失人海之中27Please respect copyright.PENANA8WrkJ4L0cI
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明明不甘心 明明還在等27Please respect copyright.PENANALilYK7YLs1
卻偏要假装 早就不痛27Please respect copyright.PENANAcSeiIkH5ov
明明奢望著 你也再次心動27Please respect copyright.PENANAgk6A9L9IAD
越美好期待 越容易落空27Please respect copyright.PENANAUCojr60405
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆27Please respect copyright.PENANAy0afhvVK0F
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂27Please respect copyright.PENANAxfx9ZBIaAL
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小27Please respect copyright.PENANAxg57d3MXVA
一放手就消散掉27Please respect copyright.PENANARKy6mRDRPh
我也想灑脱一笑27Please respect copyright.PENANAgK69XZl9jh
說一生那麼長27Please respect copyright.PENANAWQnUyoLVNC
爱與你都不重要27Please respect copyright.PENANAesCgkFJpaG
也許還會遇到另一個人27Please respect copyright.PENANAQHyIkUOdjF
許下相似的諾言27Please respect copyright.PENANApZ4zwpRyrU
我知道我難以做到27Please respect copyright.PENANAhNuVacAdRv
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明明不甘心 明明還在等27Please respect copyright.PENANAMqdgJekGYC
卻偏要假装 早就不痛27Please respect copyright.PENANAak9i0GuYTZ
明明奢望著 你也再次心動27Please respect copyright.PENANAr48Vcf5ewr
越美好期待 越容易落空27Please respect copyright.PENANA4s4DYhnPPu
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆27Please respect copyright.PENANAEbI8KhCPll
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂27Please respect copyright.PENANA9nbtKeVSxR
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小27Please respect copyright.PENANArNjx54xn78
一放手就消散掉27Please respect copyright.PENANAmKTkrg5EkZ
我也想灑脱一笑27Please respect copyright.PENANAKKvw3WiwSC
說一生那麼長27Please respect copyright.PENANAZRH5n3j2Gj
愛與你都不重要27Please respect copyright.PENANA41ivj6vPI0
也許還會遇到另一個人27Please respect copyright.PENANAZfVbISenpS
許下相似的諾言27Please respect copyright.PENANAvhP9vv2mK6
我知道我難以做到27Please respect copyright.PENANAyJj8PpHbMg
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小27Please respect copyright.PENANAyxKMVVnpTv
一放手就消散掉27Please respect copyright.PENANAUZvY6BYMEg
你的心飘向遠方27Please respect copyright.PENANAFdqBSbOfno
我留不住也好27Please respect copyright.PENANArmynPxt1da
酸與苦比恨要好27Please respect copyright.PENANACzGznErpyC
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐27Please respect copyright.PENANAG7PNAXvpgz
天亮就繼續微笑27Please respect copyright.PENANAzn35z0JcO1
我知道我可以做到27Please respect copyright.PENANACmEQuoruUP
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?27Please respect copyright.PENANAEFXbzGV9Lh
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。27Please respect copyright.PENANADaXw3TxmCB
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,27Please respect copyright.PENANAQBkpoFRUkO
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,27Please respect copyright.PENANAE72Z4n388e
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。27Please respect copyright.PENANAyPUx0Gjdwk
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」27Please respect copyright.PENANAeMxOcUoMt4
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......27Please respect copyright.PENANAF9lnUvCFo4
如果當初,沒有推開你,27Please respect copyright.PENANAtbhfJU5kym
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,27Please respect copyright.PENANA4bfBticBS9
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。27Please respect copyright.PENANAt5TbhSaiAi
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。27Please respect copyright.PENANAP1hfZGNhPF
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,27Please respect copyright.PENANAsCVo1iQjQG
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,27Please respect copyright.PENANAx6DsQXv25k
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。27Please respect copyright.PENANAP9XpjlB4Hz
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。27Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZXdPFOPsL
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?27Please respect copyright.PENANAvemgXqfi7k
滄海桑田,人事已空,27Please respect copyright.PENANArdmydZ7Ylz
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。27Please respect copyright.PENANAkojFYa4Pob
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。27Please respect copyright.PENANAFpFB8CgDA1
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,27Please respect copyright.PENANAFh5RCZu6X5
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。27Please respect copyright.PENANAcECDyfFimG
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。27Please respect copyright.PENANApyBXYH346l
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,27Please respect copyright.PENANAfkNcGwz60L
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。27Please respect copyright.PENANAWkvg63vg7M
但我卻害怕了,27Please respect copyright.PENANAUSewwyw0qP
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,27Please respect copyright.PENANA5WDgIoZLXY
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我27Please respect copyright.PENANAO8fgnVHgkN
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。27Please respect copyright.PENANAmQwULJ3uBN
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。27Please respect copyright.PENANA8iuItOziZI
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。27Please respect copyright.PENANA7GX5merAdG
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。27Please respect copyright.PENANAB1JYPt6K73
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,27Please respect copyright.PENANAkKx930OeXs
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。27Please respect copyright.PENANAAYQqzK0R40
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。27Please respect copyright.PENANAYBlgttarZj
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,27Please respect copyright.PENANAVui3iWoGYX
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,27Please respect copyright.PENANAdSp3LgWBap
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。27Please respect copyright.PENANAX3ZCekQZ2q
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。27Please respect copyright.PENANAWytawxi9Sp
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。27Please respect copyright.PENANAktfqdAh87A
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,27Please respect copyright.PENANAzZpYfGDOPm
在這場時光洪流之中,27Please respect copyright.PENANAt9Yelr3uHe
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?27Please respect copyright.PENANA1OiPpMPT0G
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,27Please respect copyright.PENANAzy5dMQHB4s
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。27Please respect copyright.PENANAtx7Xqu5ZAl
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......27Please respect copyright.PENANAKELJiLZjZo
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,27Please respect copyright.PENANAQxdjGrRj7w
我希望你不要恨我,27Please respect copyright.PENANABudClfd76P
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。27Please respect copyright.PENANALj80JqEvCs
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。27Please respect copyright.PENANAXkh1uXSRXU
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。27Please respect copyright.PENANAlzOANGE8xS
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?27Please respect copyright.PENANArcIqf4qLAO
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,27Please respect copyright.PENANA3ga5BgNcIi
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,27Please respect copyright.PENANAEhr2xlSWVQ
我都想真心的,向你道歉。27Please respect copyright.PENANArVweY2cRdY
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。27Please respect copyright.PENANAVf91MscMcM
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?27Please respect copyright.PENANAys4rDGjIjb
明明想要灑脫一笑的......27Please respect copyright.PENANAFMIECTUFqm
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......27Please respect copyright.PENANA9wFyecqO8X
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。27Please respect copyright.PENANAhiNV7Uywmq
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?27Please respect copyright.PENANAAYQN8ieUjc
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,27Please respect copyright.PENANAoEAoTpG8eR
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?