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No Plagiarism!X8oEBZcyE7bXALe6fKW6posted on PENANA suicide, extreme shame8964 copyright protection109PENANAxLMvOtdrSy 維尼
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i felt brave enough to do it8964 copyright protection109PENANAXZwgEfKCGj 維尼
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you want a reason?8964 copyright protection109PENANAdQRrHivRzk 維尼
this is my reason:8964 copyright protection109PENANAYRIMOYJ6yr 維尼
there is no adult version of me8964 copyright protection109PENANA2S8WHQpK8Y 維尼
there is nothing after this8964 copyright protection109PENANA4Q0TXqpFbz 維尼
i don't know it8964 copyright protection109PENANA5oDHsV6x5y 維尼
i don't care to know it8964 copyright protection109PENANALHKmOppOL5 維尼
i take too much and i give too little8964 copyright protection109PENANA4ZjHXnvmB4 維尼
i'm a parasite8964 copyright protection109PENANAM2lHJjpRBA 維尼
and the fact that nobody else is brave enough to say it8964 copyright protection109PENANA6dBE1OKW9M 維尼
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i didn’t want pops to see me kill myself8964 copyright protection109PENANAa7OLlO4QtX 維尼
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gail wouldn’t have noticed if she did8964 copyright protection109PENANAk6MZh6330r 維尼
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i decided to go far away8964 copyright protection109PENANAk02vssgRCJ 維尼
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i kept walking 8964 copyright protection109PENANA9xkQF89Nhz 維尼
until the area stopped feeling like my hometown8964 copyright protection109PENANAnwAoESIh0m 維尼
it felt like desert8964 copyright protection109PENANAuTaCTCifTm 維尼
but it wasn’t desert8964 copyright protection109PENANAtnPL9ApgrE 維尼
it was just slightly more rural than i was used to8964 copyright protection109PENANACZuzFjnSpt 維尼
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there was a small cramped dairy8964 copyright protection109PENANAh1s6OEjx5K 維尼
the bright colours made me feel like going inside8964 copyright protection109PENANAr5pQPwRERe 維尼
i’d like to look at all the pretty snacks8964 copyright protection109PENANAnTO0JzMglb 維尼
but i didn’t go8964 copyright protection109PENANA4bR6rq3GBv 維尼
because it’s not a library8964 copyright protection109PENANAC5jwHDW3xp 維尼
shops expect you to buy stuff8964 copyright protection109PENANAsnZn0kEpC9 維尼
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it was cold 8964 copyright protection109PENANA8vsiRp7nnv 維尼
i was just in a t-shirt and jeans8964 copyright protection109PENANAlcKwIo6aIr 維尼
not a plain t-shirt8964 copyright protection109PENANAkuniiE1aEk 維尼
never a plain t-shirt8964 copyright protection109PENANAGXRc5OmsIc 維尼
but it wasn’t very warm8964 copyright protection109PENANAkfLd4HEQ75 維尼
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it started spitting8964 copyright protection109PENANApDyXcaUy7i 維尼
not too wet8964 copyright protection109PENANA2luwv8Aa4Y 維尼
but very cold8964 copyright protection109PENANASWQAkF1fQ5 維尼
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i said aloud to myself8964 copyright protection109PENANAbSnhzYxWwk 維尼
“let’s get this over with”8964 copyright protection109PENANAfs2Ic1Y4Su 維尼
113Please respect copyright.PENANAr63bJkaXWy
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i pretended to myself8964 copyright protection109PENANACYML20CVEU 維尼
that it was a smaller deal8964 copyright protection109PENANAI6velHjYUj 維尼
'nothing to worry too much about.'8964 copyright protection109PENANA4HZRHnvnRG 維尼
113Please respect copyright.PENANAi84J4p3Q6X
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there was a brown-orange train track running through the grassy hills8964 copyright protection109PENANAUZTuentlBF 維尼
not many people were around8964 copyright protection109PENANANQyghuHH5B 維尼
because it was a sunday morning8964 copyright protection109PENANApp4849x1iz 維尼
and it wasn’t a stereotypically beautiful day8964 copyright protection109PENANAPFx84eKTaB 維尼
but there were still trains8964 copyright protection109PENANAqS5LpC95hQ 維尼
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i could see one coming8964 copyright protection109PENANApzyd7wYeVt 維尼
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i went to stand on the train track8964 copyright protection109PENANAuMQg89mboA 維尼
as the train was coming along8964 copyright protection109PENANANTxgp3i7kN 維尼
i was nervous8964 copyright protection109PENANAliOVA4FbnM 維尼
or excited8964 copyright protection109PENANAz3L0Tsl6fD 維尼
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to feel the force8964 copyright protection109PENANAXrNNYshSnN 維尼
i’d never felt before8964 copyright protection109PENANAVwnI4Khazc 維尼
that was strong enough to kill me8964 copyright protection109PENANAUljSwXlklE 維尼
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or maybe it’s the train 8964 copyright protection109PENANAPISluCa3Jf 維尼
cutting against the tracks that would do it8964 copyright protection109PENANAFjPIj4jlxh 維尼
would that be possible?8964 copyright protection109PENANAKm56DM71D4 維尼
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either way i was ready8964 copyright protection109PENANA19GYaULDZ3 維尼
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i wanted to be dead8964 copyright protection109PENANAQzh0rjqxlp 維尼
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now8964 copyright protection109PENANAAPtxx3Uxks 維尼
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but the train stopped8964 copyright protection109PENANARBKZJXTHFn 維尼
with a loud screech8964 copyright protection109PENANAGVrearw58G 維尼
and someone got out8964 copyright protection109PENANAV3b4PIfMl3 維尼
113Please respect copyright.PENANAu7aHhaW2Nb
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i wasn’t prepared to get yelled at8964 copyright protection109PENANALp67pWb1MZ 維尼
or to explain myself8964 copyright protection109PENANAYMBtu3TLGY 維尼
or to say sorry8964 copyright protection109PENANA4ZgRFO1yxj 維尼
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i hadn’t considered that the people in the train might be affected too8964 copyright protection109PENANAHFX1ZDCgCG 維尼
and that made me feel worse than before8964 copyright protection109PENANAVfF6ASM8kn 維尼
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so i ran8964 copyright protection109PENANAji87udIid1 維尼
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i just fled the scene8964 copyright protection109PENANAxzmv5QwL0m 維尼
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because there was nothing else i had energy for8964 copyright protection109PENANAJI1qzepxvt 維尼
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fuck.8964 copyright protection109PENANASFdKNSTf0A 維尼
i tried choking myself with a piece of flax8964 copyright protection109PENANAy9uKCKDbcm 維尼
behind the flax bush where no one could see me8964 copyright protection109PENANAC4DfGQL4Nx 維尼
113Please respect copyright.PENANARnCEOvcDXG
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it didn’t work8964 copyright protection109PENANAmqUmkzciEf 維尼
it was never going to work8964 copyright protection109PENANABXI0Zzlf0b 維尼
it was a stupid idea8964 copyright protection109PENANA62Gr5ugRSq 維尼
113Please respect copyright.PENANAhGg9NWPpQ7
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and i was stupid 8964 copyright protection109PENANAwdeSP4dCQS 維尼
and crouched in a damp bush8964 copyright protection109PENANAn3p5364YCC 維尼
with no heart to do anything else8964 copyright protection109PENANAUaCTPLfrW2 維尼
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