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No Plagiarism!FL2nKoZEAcHPiSaAxdcOposted on PENANA 經過上禮拜的期中考後,已經能明確感受到秋天的涼意。在我後知後覺下,音樂教室外的欒樹已結出紅色的蒴果。是被允許帶上學校運動外套的天氣。8964 copyright protection60PENANA1W7RhTXn9Y 維尼
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昨晚翻著自己的Demo資料庫,感覺都沒有合適的曲子能直接使用,所以只能重頭開始製作。8964 copyright protection60PENANAhwVDBwhgHR 維尼
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我敲打琴鍵,將剛才腦袋中想到的旋律彈出後,用鋼琴內建的功能錄下,然後把這段旋律儲存在隨身碟。8964 copyright protection60PENANAlconLdcCFc 維尼
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教室裡除了平台式鋼琴,還有一台靜音鋼琴。這台鋼琴十分方便,除了錄音功能外,在插上我的耳機後,就只有我能聽到彈出的聲音。8964 copyright protection60PENANANbmOSvKBgQ 維尼
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為了不影響甄鳴,我只能用這台鋼琴作曲。8964 copyright protection60PENANAij0qwX54q4 維尼
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我看向必須駕馭這首新歌的主角,她正在教室的白板前做歌唱訓練。8964 copyright protection60PENANAEuZ1vButEK 維尼
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自從我開始協助甄鳴,已經過了兩個禮拜。8964 copyright protection60PENANA5Rsn05gZYu 維尼
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她具有天賦,而且觀察力和聽力極佳。基本上向她告知該如何訓練後,她一下就能找到訣竅並單獨練習。老實說,這還挺輕鬆的。她也只有遇到些問題才會問我。8964 copyright protection60PENANAras0VaCdiK 維尼
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而且甄鳴真的很看重這件事。她怕周末在家練習歌唱會臨時想請教我問題,還特地向我要LINE。8964 copyright protection60PENANA8M4F3hFZMW 維尼
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多虧如此我拿到了超級美少女的LINE,但甄鳴的回覆總是「喔」、「嗯」、「好」這讓我有種複雜的心情,所以也沒什麼好炫耀的。更何況,我也沒有所謂的朋友能炫耀。8964 copyright protection60PENANAQh18q5TRIj 維尼
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話說,今天中午經過三班教室也沒看見甄鳴。她應該又獨自跑到能偷偷接納她眼淚的那個地方。8964 copyright protection60PENANAaaUyzFP6mJ 維尼
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歌聲突然停止。我沒注意到甄鳴此時的訓練到了尾聲,眼神正巧和她撞上。8964 copyright protection60PENANAA0MtDjiYcy 維尼
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「幹嘛看我?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAERB0ax0kcT 維尼
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「……呃,找靈感……?」8964 copyright protection60PENANA26mehAXQyf 維尼
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我支支吾吾,她的表情並沒有買單我臨時想到的藉口。8964 copyright protection60PENANAceesR9mbsk 維尼
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「覺得哪裡不好,你就直接說吧。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAJ3UHYeRBt0 維尼
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甄鳴拿起書包準備離開。8964 copyright protection60PENANAwZluFlWYQe 維尼
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我告訴過她,為了不讓聲帶負擔太重,盡量將訓練時間控制在一小時左右。今天是時候結束了。8964 copyright protection60PENANAqSvOz0zYuP 維尼
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「我覺得沒什麼不好。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAfQfxQWLOCu 維尼
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「那我走了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANABnyrQbgdS8 維尼
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「那、那個……」8964 copyright protection60PENANAadyceflt23 維尼
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在甄鳴離去前,我叫住了她。她轉身,眼神像是在說「還有事嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANA9hsm6FNYSd 維尼
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「我今天晚上會把一段曲傳給妳聽聽看……」8964 copyright protection60PENANAYKQpJvEX3A 維尼
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「剛才你不是彈給我聽過了?我覺得不差。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAwWfhkjEtBl 維尼
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「呃,這段是我剛想到的。感受會有點不一樣。總、總之我會再傳給妳聽。」8964 copyright protection60PENANADjiQOXveyB 維尼
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這當然不是我真正想說的話,但甄鳴不可能懂我的意思。她只向我點頭,然後開門離去。8964 copyright protection60PENANAeRc2Dn3Ujq 維尼
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其實,我真正想對她說的是「妳為何打算一個人站上那個舞台?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAJ1eRcOEmiV 維尼
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這問題已經盤據在我的腦海兩個禮拜。本來想去問那個不良修女,但她一下課就被和她閒聊的學生們包圍住。我實在沒有勇氣切入那個空間。8964 copyright protection60PENANAWeF9VI7y8y 維尼
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放學後,教師辦公室也找不到時弦。而且,她也沒來這個教室露臉,我根本碰不到她。8964 copyright protection60PENANAME8JyVAXsR 維尼
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如果向本人詢問,總覺得甄鳴會對我說「關你什麼事」,然後露出那個零下六十度的表情。如果這是遊戲,那我的好感度肯定還不夠高吧。8964 copyright protection60PENANAMMcz6elNaN 維尼
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我嘆了口氣,將眼睛閉上。8964 copyright protection60PENANAWVhLDx2WGv 維尼
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學校的聖樂團就在這棟藝術大樓的一樓。從那傳出的音色,因為受到隔音的關係變得扁平。聆聽了一陣子,我甩開堆積在耳中的音塊。8964 copyright protection60PENANAuiXW3tuRl7 維尼
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就在我打算敲打琴鍵的同時,音樂教室的門被打開了。我以為是甄鳴有東西忘了帶走,結果是一位我根本不認識的女同學。8964 copyright protection60PENANAbLK0BNXtqt 維尼
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她戰戰兢兢地環顧教室。在看見我後,她禮貌性地朝我點頭。8964 copyright protection60PENANA2uN44swVn0 維尼
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「不好意思……甄鳴同學不在嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANA0EpWI4nrx0 維尼
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嬌小的她,發出了符合她印象的聲音。是給人感覺像松鼠的女孩子。8964 copyright protection60PENANA5n42fI5RQU 維尼
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「請問妳是?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAGZkQE9ACAS 維尼
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「我、我是一年三班的李侑雨。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAiiVef9unhf 維尼
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一年三班?不就是甄鳴的班級嗎?8964 copyright protection60PENANA5pDOiu712y 維尼
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「我也是一年級的,五班。我是幸春響。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAfMbz9nqRDe 維尼
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我也表達和她是同年級的,讓她不必那麼拘謹。不知道是不是天性使然,她還是有點緊張。8964 copyright protection60PENANA7gGyTrVDpC 維尼
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「甄鳴同學她剛才就離開了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAMQcmvlaGH1 維尼
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我回答李侑雨一開始拋出的問題後,她的表情馬上浮現可惜的神色。8964 copyright protection60PENANAyBmUvPpYZn 維尼
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對於她和甄鳴的關係感到好奇,於是我向她問:「妳是甄鳴同學的朋友嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAdir6NwTwsc 維尼
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「不、不是!」她慌張地揮手。8964 copyright protection60PENANAdyaZUN36hS 維尼
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我想也是。那個雪女怎麼可能有朋友嘛。如果真的有,我反倒有種被背叛的感覺……8964 copyright protection60PENANARXUyrL4kVW 維尼
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「那……打擾你了,不好意思……」8964 copyright protection60PENANALj9oACIH9B 維尼
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見她緩慢地朝門口移動,打算離開。我趕緊出聲。8964 copyright protection60PENANAGfqHe1nfaK 維尼
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「等一下。我有事情想問妳。」8964 copyright protection60PENANADsPghXgrco 維尼
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我自鋼琴椅起身,搬了張椅子請她坐下。8964 copyright protection60PENANALXN5AxCxxk 維尼
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這可是不可多得的機會,我向她問道。8964 copyright protection60PENANAfkOnI0UY6l 維尼
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「妳知道甄鳴同學為什麼想一個人代表班級上台嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAdCc9Mu8oPm 維尼
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聽了我這麼說,她的表情一下就變得陰暗。8964 copyright protection60PENANA7ULTrPuiy1 維尼
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李侑雨思考了一陣子。就在我乾脆想向她表示不必勉強時,她才緩緩說道。8964 copyright protection60PENANAKympcTJhun 維尼
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「都、都是因為我……」她清了清嗓子後,接著說:「在班會討論表演競賽的時候,我突然被班上的『一群女生』拱上去,打算讓我獨自上台。然後甄鳴同學就說她願意代替我……」8964 copyright protection60PENANA5vERPlZYI2 維尼
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「甄鳴同學代替妳,她們就能接受?」8964 copyright protection60PENANAQOG9ZAwYUf 維尼
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「因為她們也討厭甄鳴同學……」8964 copyright protection60PENANABeCEzuVk0O 維尼
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好恐怖——!8964 copyright protection60PENANAL0fyV7iPxA 維尼
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我好像不小心碰觸到三班女生團體的小型社會。這就是所謂的「霸凌」吧。連這麼優秀的高中都存在這種問題。我在班上頂多就是個透明人,她卻要面對這些主動的惡意。8964 copyright protection60PENANAhAKSpHPTyi 維尼
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「……其他同學沒意見嗎?」8964 copyright protection60PENANA5OTlmLNomT 維尼
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對於我的問題,她只是搖頭。8964 copyright protection60PENANA9YwcHAuLzo 維尼
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我想也是,一般人在這種情況只會選擇袖手旁觀。反倒是甄鳴,她竟然願意代替李侑雨被架上十字架。難道她意外是個溫柔的人?8964 copyright protection60PENANA9gL2Khku69 維尼
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「時弦……修女呢?她是你們的班導師吧。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAsGEvkNsvaZ 維尼
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「修女在班會課開始前就說讓我們自己決定,然後人就不見了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAtbMgQOVvlr 維尼
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嘖,這不良修女。8964 copyright protection60PENANAimb4uLmt8U 維尼
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在填補了我的好奇心後,我並沒有滿足的感覺。一部分是這讓我想起了一些過去,另一部分是我面前的李侑雨陷入自責的情緒。8964 copyright protection60PENANAEYAKcHp3nM 維尼
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「都怪我……害得甄鳴同學……」她喃喃自語。8964 copyright protection60PENANA5DQMGSLvva 維尼
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我想說些安慰她的話,卻不知該從何說起。因為此時不管說什麼,都改變不了她的處境。8964 copyright protection60PENANAbnXyVNZVZ3 維尼
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為了讓她脫離此刻的心情,我還是硬著頭皮找話題。8964 copyright protection60PENANAoFba7q5gcn 維尼
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「所以妳會來這,是想關心甄鳴同學的情況吧?」8964 copyright protection60PENANACZMh8yiGuH 維尼
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她看著我點點頭,「時弦修女說,甄鳴同學放學後都會在這跟你練習唱歌。我剛結束社團活動就馬上過來。」8964 copyright protection60PENANAqtCbHnSMiK 維尼
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我看了一眼李侑雨腳邊裝滿書籍的袋子。我想她應該是文藝系的社團。8964 copyright protection60PENANADaQYSsFENu 維尼
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「但……就算我來這裡。對甄鳴同學也沒什麼用,對吧?」她露出苦笑,自椅子起身後,提起腳邊的袋子走向教室門口,「那我就離開了,打擾了。」8964 copyright protection60PENANArTlfJTXyzO 維尼
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「那個……」8964 copyright protection60PENANA9Vl6FQW5iZ 維尼
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在她轉身就此離去前,我不自覺開口。總覺得有些話,我必須現在說。8964 copyright protection60PENANAcqagzM3pt6 維尼
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「甄鳴同學會表現得很好,我向妳保證。請妳期待她的表演。」8964 copyright protection60PENANATXDg1TrYyF 維尼
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我不是個很會表達的人。我也不認為這些話能對她造成實質上的安慰。8964 copyright protection60PENANAiJBPAiWeVJ 維尼
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