本名牙島 旬,自從那天差點被人虐殺起,不知道為什麼,工作一個接著一個推掉,接客的範圍也縮小到那些熟識的熟客,眼前這位男人雖然年長,又有家室,私底下還約出來做愛,彼此也很尊重對方,也是幾位的熟客之一。968Please respect copyright.PENANA9svsVsupxV
968Please respect copyright.PENANAU68OmM7hFN
而當一場激情性愛過去,男人還是撫摸光滑細緻的肌膚,嘴裡陣陣的發出讚嘆聲。
968Please respect copyright.PENANA3LK29ekiR3
「從以前覺得你的皮膚好光滑,有刺青的話一定更美……」968Please respect copyright.PENANAjrbiJnG7N1
968Please respect copyright.PENANAC0l6J7orO4
「會更美嗎?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAKyc8MS1CUF
968Please respect copyright.PENANA27clyjiv0t
「玫瑰花?還是有刺藤蔓?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAhLEXGNz12t
968Please respect copyright.PENANAyn5PgDynsK
當男人越說越多種,旬自己卻忽然想到一樣。968Please respect copyright.PENANAC6UTlve2ff
968Please respect copyright.PENANAyjhMXo8FSM
「我想要蝴蝶,是藍色的那種……」968Please respect copyright.PENANATbLxCLjJ6e
968Please respect copyright.PENANAgZKcFUqrsT
腦中想像著藍色的蝴蝶刺在自己身上,則是增添了幾分豔魅,旬越想下去,就真的想要在背部刺一個藍色的蝴蝶。968Please respect copyright.PENANAHLyk38ttix
968Please respect copyright.PENANAcuYcQEJIfH
此時,旬瞬間也做出了決定。968Please respect copyright.PENANAkYjxLPlmGo
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§ § § §968Please respect copyright.PENANAEiHEnxRx5O
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「你走,我不做你的生意。」968Please respect copyright.PENANA20n14TweWN
968Please respect copyright.PENANAGUZHQRHSPG
牙島旬,他這輩子第一次面對著塊頭大粗佬,連正眼都沒瞧過自己,就被男人開口就慘遭逐出,不做自己的生意。968Please respect copyright.PENANAqthSkwE1MY
968Please respect copyright.PENANAmP3jZ4r428
「哼,就刺一個蝴蝶刺青,你也不做!這家店不是新開幕,虧我還是你第一個客人!」968Please respect copyright.PENANA7VLpDgFDRh
968Please respect copyright.PENANAGYtbw66Oqo
「就正是因為蝴蝶,其他的我都行。」男人冷淡的回絕。968Please respect copyright.PENANA2wE8x0xAeG
968Please respect copyright.PENANAyU1Kig5Dcw
生氣的旬,脫去上衣,當場露出白晰的胸膛,一手指著面前的大粗佬,968Please respect copyright.PENANAbMyhy4XbPD
968Please respect copyright.PENANAbW0nMfHqb1
「要不然……你覺得我刺什麼,就刺什麼吧!」968Please respect copyright.PENANAxplXKYKtgs
968Please respect copyright.PENANAZgHwAqK4IO
「這麼漂亮的肌膚,刺下去反而可惜……」968Please respect copyright.PENANAf8LHQHzZPz
968Please respect copyright.PENANA9WUdioHcql
身體與手觸摸的瞬間,全身感覺像被電流通過的酥麻,嚇到的旬更是跳開的大聲罵!968Please respect copyright.PENANAUGrs01jLqn
968Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ly6bpAFfs
「誰、誰准你摸我!」968Please respect copyright.PENANA0pazYwBjn8
968Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1avvIdm0m
「哼!要走就快走吧!」說完,男人拾起地上的衣服丟還給旬。968Please respect copyright.PENANA1K2WEiCzdI
968Please respect copyright.PENANATs85E3OEIn
「你、你……」968Please respect copyright.PENANAeB5YEl8dvJ
968Please respect copyright.PENANAJpv8Soc4rE
氣到說不出話來的旬,原本是想開心的刺上自己幻想已久的蝴蝶,但是沒想到眼前的大粗佬不識貨,竟然不做自己的生意,現在興致全沒,倒是滿肚子怒火。968Please respect copyright.PENANACa1vxktU1Z
968Please respect copyright.PENANAek6sBUoeC2
前陣子,旬花了一段時間好不容易探聽到這間店,是保證完全隱密、乾淨,而且這間不像其他的店家都很髒亂。968Please respect copyright.PENANAoUWSIQUSLd
968Please respect copyright.PENANAwukU4ZySst
一進入店門裡,裡頭出來的人身高將近200公分,體型壯到會看錯成猛熊,凶惡的眼神想要把自己生吞活剝,不禁讓人害怕的退了幾步,而接著沒想到講沒幾句話,眼前的大粗佬卻惹的自己滿肚子怨氣。968Please respect copyright.PENANAz0ozbiujli
968Please respect copyright.PENANAUPG5Fe6Ug0
「可惡!不識貨的傢伙。」968Please respect copyright.PENANAwyiOBoY5ee
968Please respect copyright.PENANAb4Nx1puqFu
旬發著怒火的模樣,臉上皺眉的表情,卻迷惑一旁來往的路人,每個人都盯著旬看,忽然有一人衝出來,大膽的摟著旬的肩膀。968Please respect copyright.PENANAVs4wbmR4sj
968Please respect copyright.PENANAw1e0wScXd6
「連發怒的模樣都那麼漂亮,小旬……」968Please respect copyright.PENANAHfkB99tR4D
968Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZOWaJRIqn
「別碰我!」旬不高興的揮開男人的手,氣沖沖的走離開。968Please respect copyright.PENANAH3UhRTTwSu
968Please respect copyright.PENANAQw8C6P4wJb
男人知道追上去也是自討沒趣,就轉身的走在窄巷裡,進去旬方才進的店家。968Please respect copyright.PENANAawVPI4Vfm0
968Please respect copyright.PENANAmqR80BbltV
「爸,新工作適應嗎?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAkUKQX4x3Gu
968Please respect copyright.PENANA3fRVH0bJjp
「還不錯,你呢?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAfJjIG2RlRH
968Please respect copyright.PENANACE3MIw2duU
「嗯,就因為老爸當時還是叱吒風雲的赤銀組的老大,所以我也想跟老爸做的一樣偉大!」968Please respect copyright.PENANARpg1EdcNVd
968Please respect copyright.PENANAvMuNCxZs5b
「那就好好幹,別丟家族的臉。」968Please respect copyright.PENANASECu1ou6aK
968Please respect copyright.PENANA3qd2Ac9Jrg
說完話的同時,突然一人匆忙的闖進門的大喊:「老大!前田洋一昨晚捲組裡三分之二的款項,逃走了!」968Please respect copyright.PENANAKrUmJhrR3Z
968Please respect copyright.PENANA3nK3q4lUcj
「前田洋一!?你說組裡的金錢顧問『前田 洋一』。」968Please respect copyright.PENANAMslGR9qPfM
968Please respect copyright.PENANAy6ySY0xNMz
「老大!他不只捲走組裡的好幾億的錢,據說道上其他組頭和地下錢莊,也捲走不少錢,傳言還說共有五億元!」968Please respect copyright.PENANA3IPFn2K0HH
968Please respect copyright.PENANAUr0ouMs0sd
「五億!?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAZtf00QRFZY
968Please respect copyright.PENANAf9fV1Y0TCQ
「所以現在所有組頭、地下錢莊,都已經撒下重金要活捉『前田洋一』!」968Please respect copyright.PENANAqnvjUfho49
968Please respect copyright.PENANALLrPb7bken
聽到的瞬間,男人想起明日一個重要的交易,「那東派的金錢交易,資金調的出來嗎?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAZoAYCG7HSY
968Please respect copyright.PENANAhkBicrb2vt
「組裡剩餘的錢可能沒辦法,老大……」968Please respect copyright.PENANAWCUhtjpcqE
968Please respect copyright.PENANAzPRyhlCu6c
一聽,心男人裡更是氣憤。968Please respect copyright.PENANA1WnEK9XQOb
968Please respect copyright.PENANAXec32HG82I
「可惡,組裡的三分之二!那好歹也有兩幾億多……那個人渣……」嘴力用力罵,但男人也知道生氣也沒有作用,而在想到解決方法之前,得先去跟對方做協調。968Please respect copyright.PENANALVqwJQepzL
968Please respect copyright.PENANAAALTSxK8ra
「你先派人去東派說明我們這裡的狀況,接著再看看對方反應。」968Please respect copyright.PENANAfrFImJk0Gt
968Please respect copyright.PENANACNmbcszcDP
這時他身後的父親也提醒著自己的兒子。968Please respect copyright.PENANAZqDuGDZAtg
968Please respect copyright.PENANA2EjcmKWUNH
「真幸,別意氣用事。」968Please respect copyright.PENANAlcDs2oghqu
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「老爸,我知道了。」說完,身為兒子的真幸也轉頭的趕回組裡。968Please respect copyright.PENANAXP32rYmxuC
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呼吸急促、胸口悶痛、對周遭的人抱持著不安,典型的恐慌症的病狀。968Please respect copyright.PENANAE4KlwCSOuY
968Please respect copyright.PENANAMEgVQdaljC
一路走在大街上的旬,一心只想找個人煙稀少、空氣清晰的地方,但周遭的人就如同看著自己一樣,身體傳來異樣的痛苦,甚至不停發出痛楚,讓自己的臉頰充滿汗水,也腳步加快躲在一條小暗巷裡,情急的從懷中拿出一小罐上面寫著英文的藥品,倒出剩餘的幾顆,不靠任何水的幫助,一口氣吞下。968Please respect copyright.PENANAWJIlZ4L1kf
968Please respect copyright.PENANAgxV6izNOrt
而旬也好像的到救贖的大口喘氣著,「哈啊……哈……」968Please respect copyright.PENANAmNFPuCnfNs
968Please respect copyright.PENANATltX25OlhX
旬自己知道並不是身體狀況出現了問題,而是心理的壓力,從那件事情發生之後,自己變得更容易感受到周遭的壓力,一緊張之下就會造成這樣的情況,尤其在這幾天來工作時與男人歡愛,竟然出現了抗拒的心理。968Please respect copyright.PENANAP4cJOBZRnj
968Please respect copyright.PENANAMEx55VO6fN
等了一段時間,呼吸穩定之後,胸口也不再悶痛,便走出巷子。968Please respect copyright.PENANALvz4mQmgyl
968Please respect copyright.PENANAL0ORhqCsN3
「小旬!?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAp46UCjvjLX
968Please respect copyright.PENANAPY5SdgwLB9
「前田先生?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAXnkABITNlx
968Please respect copyright.PENANA5kBL9XHKDu
「小旬,怎麼了?臉色這麼糟糕。」男人一看見旬,摸上蒼白的臉蛋,嘴裡都是關心的話語。「是睡不好?還是沒有吃飯?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAt4HseMI2cP
968Please respect copyright.PENANAKgw0XF3JK4
「前田先生,這裡不是店裡面。」旬不耐煩的揮開男人的手。968Please respect copyright.PENANA5XeJtgpkAB
968Please respect copyright.PENANAh0LczBFunP
「小旬,那是你最近都不接客,害我一直都見不到你。」968Please respect copyright.PENANADsBHm4Fq99
968Please respect copyright.PENANAHmoMH8Smwy
「別這樣,我最近不怎麼想接客。」968Please respect copyright.PENANAzy2hwWkswC
968Please respect copyright.PENANAh1PZ8BSbsj
當旬說出原因,男人還是不肯放手,「小旬,只是單純的聊聊天可以嗎?我什麼也不會做的。小旬,我求求你……」968Please respect copyright.PENANAOZdMleDcHh
968Please respect copyright.PENANAGt22k0zJNm
「那前田先生,晚上再到店裡來找我好了……」968Please respect copyright.PENANAcdQ2VzcYB9
968Please respect copyright.PENANAhizWp5rhtE
「太好了!小旬,我晚上再過去找你。」接著,男人低著頭輕輕覆蓋上旬的嘴唇,便道了一聲再見。968Please respect copyright.PENANAaptFklXrKM
968Please respect copyright.PENANA5Lweuo3PFz
等到男人遠走之後,旬下意識的用手抹了嘴唇,也後悔答應了前田,一開始起初是對前田先生有恩在,但反覆的一次又一次,便開始編出各種理由拒絕。968Please respect copyright.PENANALHZYKWdMI3
968Please respect copyright.PENANAC9z6vXecsh
當時遇見前田先生,是在前幾年還沒遇到黑澤的時候,旬已經早就在公園裡專挑男人下手轉取金錢,而有一次被地方老大找上,一口氣回絕之後,卻招來一陣毒打,甚至還被那一群人嘲笑的扒光衣服,赤裸身體被拖街。968Please respect copyright.PENANAm7e98kCdau
968Please respect copyright.PENANAoG6jfCn3vJ
當時在個個冷眼旁觀之下,出手救走自己的,就是『前田 洋一』。968Please respect copyright.PENANAGVFNQAugfv
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最後一次,這是跟前田先生的最後一次……968Please respect copyright.PENANA5TyoxY5YhY
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旬反覆記在心裡,趁著最後一次的機會也想說清楚,自己往後沒有打算要繼續接客,只打算好好經營俱樂部。968Please respect copyright.PENANANlIfN0ZQyz
968Please respect copyright.PENANAVebiCuwEQy
而回到店裡的旬,看著掛鐘上的六點,也進到總辦公室,看見從醫院下班的黑澤……968Please respect copyright.PENANAPsdCbz7tUY
968Please respect copyright.PENANA3BxncImDLE
「黑澤,這一個月的藥量,我已經吃完了。」968Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0Bbejdvw6
968Please respect copyright.PENANAuXGdjEyeTX
「旬,別吃太多。會造成身體負擔的。」968Please respect copyright.PENANAsqm3UeWUlR
968Please respect copyright.PENANABIcoIDgPeL
「我能怎麼辦,再像以前一樣吸毒嗎!」旬不耐煩的說著,而同時也再次的拜託著,「黑澤,看在我們小時候認識的份上,給我藥吧。」968Please respect copyright.PENANA5NDvdgaiwo
968Please respect copyright.PENANAHwpG2bjJS0
看著旬一天比一天的狀況還要糟糕,黑澤也拿出最後的一瓶。968Please respect copyright.PENANA5mV7r5LI0E
968Please respect copyright.PENANAhbIoUspCBE
「旬,即使是藥品,但它同時也是毒品。」968Please respect copyright.PENANAyuzeYleOaF
968Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ9MFLjZBv
「我已經不管那麼多了。」說完,旬拿著藥罐,轉身離開。968Please respect copyright.PENANAoVzSMBp13W
968Please respect copyright.PENANAocmw0kP3IR
一路走回到自己房間,旬喝下水,再度吞下幾顆藥,不吃任何東西,倒頭躺在床鋪上就睡。968Please respect copyright.PENANAaS4FlHq8yl
968Please respect copyright.PENANA5KeT7K9wPd
在夢境中,旬不知道自己是快樂,還是痛苦,他深知以前的自己,曾和自己的父親、哥哥,有過一段日子,但那些日子是好是壞,自己也從來沒有想過。968Please respect copyright.PENANA580gOyYi7d
968Please respect copyright.PENANAZjD7cXraV3
「小旬,你真漂亮、好美……爸爸,真的喜歡漂漂亮亮的小旬。」968Please respect copyright.PENANAE1OhFjjHvf
968Please respect copyright.PENANASEBkjDM03o
「爸爸要幫小旬洗澡,來,跟爸爸一起洗……小旬真的很漂亮呢……」968Please respect copyright.PENANAQs0qNGdHGh
968Please respect copyright.PENANAvk7jyKJraD
一幕幕的影像,又重回到自己的腦海裡,大家稱讚著自己美貌,漂亮、美,這些詞語不停的從小灌輸著自己,想起第一次做愛的情況,醜惡的陰莖逐漸逼近自己,還有淒厲的哭叫聲,瞬間——968Please respect copyright.PENANAcX2kOIqDw0
968Please respect copyright.PENANA5KqrIKJn4A
「唔唔——!」旬迅速的從床上坐起,雙手摀著嘴巴,往浴室裡衝去,趴在流理台上一陣乾嘔。968Please respect copyright.PENANAyK0db2XCSG
968Please respect copyright.PENANA25qtBgunNg
「嘔……咳咳……咳……」968Please respect copyright.PENANA9Pom8rM05Q
968Please respect copyright.PENANAyRv7G9RYa4
趴在流理台上的旬,伸出手轉動水龍頭,水和自己的嘔吐物一起從排水孔流出,而旬再次用水打醒自己,也從鏡中看著自己,突然忍不住,一手拿走架上的刮鬍刀,貼在自己臉上,但是旬始終沒有那個勇氣,用力一劃。968Please respect copyright.PENANAdJfHZKhIac
968Please respect copyright.PENANARdYJ2yVW6j
最後旬憤怒的摔著手中的刮鬍刀——968Please respect copyright.PENANAVWN5BmpAMT
968Please respect copyright.PENANAEUo6sscxIl
「可惡!」968Please respect copyright.PENANAOuIjVlWSpF
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一個進門的聲音,喊著:「小旬,前田先生打電話前來預約房間了,你有要接客嗎?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAKEZAplAuWC
968Please respect copyright.PENANAsAihGxftny
這下聽到前田的名字,旬的心情也更顯得不耐煩,打算見到前田先生,隨便一兩句的打發掉。968Please respect copyright.PENANABjVnL5DaJr
968Please respect copyright.PENANANcodfU9hjz
「小旬?」968Please respect copyright.PENANAZEYiosISzW
968Please respect copyright.PENANAjffJ6X3PN6
「去準備右側房,我等一下就會到……」968Please respect copyright.PENANAYZLKgnBKej
968Please respect copyright.PENANAx7iEnM8QtC
沉靜下來的旬,曾經以前很喜歡前田先生,因為溫和的雙手,每當碰觸自己也會感覺到一絲絲的溫暖,而溫柔的磁性嗓音,總是讚嘆著自己的美貌,讓自己身處在虛幻的感覺裡,但就是太過於虛幻、太過於溫柔,逐漸的讓自己煩躁、易怒。968Please respect copyright.PENANAJZ3hHBxqys
968Please respect copyright.PENANATDUe9ud0vc
許久旬走入在右側房間,在一旁等著前田先生到來。968Please respect copyright.PENANA6dtuD00Qup
968Please respect copyright.PENANAoGiFpRkZjh
此時,前田開起房門,一眼見到旬,馬上的露出燦爛的笑容,上前給了大大的擁抱。968Please respect copyright.PENANA2zqaULvcmz
968Please respect copyright.PENANAYCJGCpPx5I
「小旬,我只能待一下下,馬上就得走了,但……小旬你想不想跟我走,我會給你前所未有的幸福生活,但是你要等我,小旬……等事情一切過去……」男人吸取自己心愛的味道,克制不住自己,在旬臉上落下一個個吻。968Please respect copyright.PENANAR5bU8pbesE
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「前田先生,你在說什麼!我從來沒有想過要跟你一起生活。」旬聽到前田的一番話,斥怒的說個清楚。968Please respect copyright.PENANA0GsO5jkakL
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一聽,前田突然像失去控制,用全身的力氣,抓著旬的肩膀不放。968Please respect copyright.PENANAH6bw4OdVfN
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「我才不管那麼多!小旬你是我的吧……小旬、小旬,我最愛的小旬……」968Please respect copyright.PENANA6I2PApaIhQ
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這下面對著前田的咄咄逼人,旬也忍受不住掙扎的喊著,「住手!你說過,只聊聊天的……住、住手……」968Please respect copyright.PENANA8beYjgGsqN
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「那是小旬一直誘惑我,小旬……真的等事情結束,我馬上帶你走……」968Please respect copyright.PENANADRnkoHcFHS
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「住手!前田先生……」旬伸手想要用力的推開前田。968Please respect copyright.PENANAoJrUGzeQrS
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此時,外面的陣陣吵雜聲,前田便突然激動的起來——968Please respect copyright.PENANAPvHeXr0vss
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「慘了,他們要追過來了!」這時前田快速的在旬的唇上落下一吻,給予旬一個保證的承諾。968Please respect copyright.PENANAc8ujzny1VS
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「小旬,記得我說的話!我一定會帶你走的……」968Please respect copyright.PENANA3rNEk3ksSQ
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說完話前田就匆忙的離開,但旬卻感到震怒和無奈,他從沒有想過和任何人生活在一起,只希望一切的惡夢結束,心中也打算下次見到前田,一口氣的全部講清楚,旬已經不希望一直被誤會下去……968Please respect copyright.PENANAxynxRdXelp
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