Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.134Please respect copyright.PENANAzhRiIzcoPB
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?134Please respect copyright.PENANAMRhxiwzpUj
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?134Please respect copyright.PENANAAROlM3R5uw
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?134Please respect copyright.PENANAxyfISVcdiH
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.134Please respect copyright.PENANAQqacpsTpjX
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.134Please respect copyright.PENANALpZfL4rFZC
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 134Please respect copyright.PENANAdQzqPrB7Jx
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...134Please respect copyright.PENANAhJ9RwLEony
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.134Please respect copyright.PENANAaqtjwJAzZp
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-134Please respect copyright.PENANA5CRnyXi4AA
Even though it was a prank.
Love....134Please respect copyright.PENANAba4JCeYdIe
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...134Please respect copyright.PENANAGKGjMuF5m7
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...134Please respect copyright.PENANA4ua1uDsZuV
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.134Please respect copyright.PENANAMeg1TXm15F
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.134Please respect copyright.PENANA01dmKG1eHS
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.134Please respect copyright.PENANAQngedDiNEn
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.134Please respect copyright.PENANAs4pbXPKvOd
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.134Please respect copyright.PENANA1j63Hv9qub
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?134Please respect copyright.PENANAgeOYvDqJmz
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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