Kwamé has been here with me for the past three days. He's basically moved in, even carrying his own overnight clothes and toiletries, and he's given me more attention than any human has in it entire life. Then again, he isn't human. But that's not the point. The things he's done for me and the way that he's gone out of his way for me is truly touching. It's so serious that I had to sneak out to go to school yesterday, and while lying in bed, attempting to absorb what I had just read, he came in in just a towel hanging around his waist, looking quite upset.588Please respect copyright.PENANAqlvL7q4MRX
"Nya, why did you leave?"588Please respect copyright.PENANAJVLLK6PeFZ
"You didn't say I couldn't," I answered. Stupid excuse coming from a stupid girl. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAd89OJ5KTuS
"I'm very sure you knew that I wouldn't have wanted you to go, and what if you got someone else sick?"588Please respect copyright.PENANA6aQiEYNtqb
"How are you so sure it's contagious?" 588Please respect copyright.PENANAPKQNaw8sqr
"You have the flu," he deadpanned. "Don't bother using "I've never been sick" as an excuse. You did CAPE bio and you're doing courses now, so I'm pretty sure you know the symptoms."588Please respect copyright.PENANAxfPJZNwzq2
After that, I wasn't allowed - haven't been allowed - to leave the house.588Please respect copyright.PENANANj45WD7tyT
I wonder how I'll ever be able to repay him, but then I remember that he's dead, and probably won't need much help with anything. He's been at my beck and call, and even when my pride keeps me from calling him, he somehow knows that I need him and comes to help me. An example of this is the time that I tried to cook myself breakfast. I've never been a great chef, but I refused to let him cook for me. I'm a grown woman, after all. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAvHcMCEW5Np
And he refused to let it go.588Please respect copyright.PENANAWmP70ol9Hs
"You can barely stand, Nya," he said to me yesterday morning. "Let me cook for you. Oxtail, your favourite." He probably figured it out because of the amount of times I brought it home.588Please respect copyright.PENANAl7uhleMvLe
"Where are you going to get oxtail to cook?" I asked him.588Please respect copyright.PENANAjA6egTnSwC
"Meat shop," he said as if it should be obvious."And I don't need to, anyway, because Akatua has loads of it in her freezer. She eats it almost every day for lunch."588Please respect copyright.PENANAxviiPElUE7
Like mother, like daughter. But how does she even afford that? Come to think about it... what does Akatua do as a job? 588Please respect copyright.PENANA7UKL6PfS7i
"No," I refused, shaking my head fiercely. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAfUMF7AtwMV
"Nya," he warned.588Please respect copyright.PENANASk0pobu6UW
So of course, I caved. The same thing happened this morning, and here I am, sucking on oxtail bone in a way that only I can. I look up at him and notice him staring at me, as if I'm some peculiar specimen in a lab.588Please respect copyright.PENANAjIDbzllZi7
"What?" I ask him, pulling the bone from my mouth.588Please respect copyright.PENANAIDWzQMfn4U
He smiles to himself. "Nothing... You're just kinda cute, you know? In a fluffy bunny kinda way," he clarifies. I feel my cheeks beginning to heat up at the compliment. I'm not used to compliments on my appearance. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAtIgHm8XYHA
As a way of non-verbally changing the topic, mutter a quick "thank you" and then commence sucking on the bone again while looking at my plate. I do this with all the bones for approximately three minutes, before wiping my hands and mouth on the paper napkins on the tray.588Please respect copyright.PENANAJfyFxqvpvY
"Thank you again, Kwamé" I say to him, preparing to take my plate to the kitchen. Of course, he beats me to it.588Please respect copyright.PENANAagED3NMhps
"Sit," he commands, and for some unknown, God given reason, I am compelled to obey.588Please respect copyright.PENANARYYDU4bYXK
When he returns, he sits across from me, looking at me, waiting on me to speak. He probably sensed from my energy and read from my expression that I have something to say. And I do. 588Please respect copyright.PENANACXkfM6enUN
"About seeing my mother," I start.588Please respect copyright.PENANA6M5ad9YvQ7
"I haven't told her anything. I figured that you'd want to tell her yourself."588Please respect copyright.PENANAfRsc8ZZMwt
I let out a sigh of relief that I didn't realise I was holding.588Please respect copyright.PENANAA5pHnpq8De
"You're right. Thank you." 588Please respect copyright.PENANAHLBJWfXHL1
"Well, it's your right," he says, bringing me some chewable vitamins and sitting on the couch beside me. "Are you feeling better?"588Please respect copyright.PENANAEeQpCadlNy
"Yes," because of you, "but I don't want to visit her until I'm one hundred percent." I actually care about her health. I might have some resentment towards her, but I don't hate her. What Kwamé said to me about possibility infecting others stuck with me. I was so concerned with getting the answers that I wanted, I didn't think twice before going to UWI and spreading my germs all over the school. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAEwFM6oCToD
"That's considerate of you, but what will you be doing here in the meantime?"588Please respect copyright.PENANAlYUONAKTQb
I chew my lip and think about that.588Please respect copyright.PENANA5wedp6UFfg
"Binge watching something?" The idea sounds pathetic to my own ears.588Please respect copyright.PENANAO5b70CnYbn
"How about we play a game?" he asks gently.588Please respect copyright.PENANAXubc4Bo8RO
"What game?"588Please respect copyright.PENANAk60b28Uf8J
"An honesty game. It's a way of getting to know each other." 588Please respect copyright.PENANA9XrgbUwvZc
"I thought you said that you didn't want to be friends." Not that I mind being his friend. I'm just confused. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAmnGkDMlX3f
"This doesn't make us friends," he points out. "However, your social life is sad. You can't have binge watching and playing with your parrot as your only options." The way he says it makes me sound so... boring. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAhZPSjpjmtc
"So you're like an almost friend?" I ask hopefully. That's getting somewhere, right?588Please respect copyright.PENANAMwtGeUWcUP
He cocks His head to the side, thinking about it, before showing off a half smile. "I guess."588Please respect copyright.PENANAbyfGNTPPmU
"So how does this game work?" I ask him, intrigued.588Please respect copyright.PENANA1UAC2JOnpI
"You ask the other person something, and that person must answer honesty. It's also about trusting each other to be honest."588Please respect copyright.PENANAgiFyh4LInI
"Okay. That sounds easy enough," I tell him, sitting up straight. "Truth or dare without the dare." He nods, then gestures for me to start.588Please respect copyright.PENANAchpTSggCZx
"What's the best thing you've ever done?" I ask him. He looks off to the side pensively for a moment before turning back to me to answer.588Please respect copyright.PENANAcqpyuEKe13
"I would always celebrate my family members' birthdays. You?"588Please respect copyright.PENANAXBHxx1ejfp
Once again, he surprises me. I wasn't expecting to hear that. His unexpected answer throws me off, and it takes me a minute to recollect my thoughts.588Please respect copyright.PENANA4r4OZKZtBH
"Giving my mother a second chance."588Please respect copyright.PENANAdYj8HY2IN1
That stops him cold.588Please respect copyright.PENANAjOOqz0Vpmj
"You expected me to be nicer, didn't you?"588Please respect copyright.PENANACM0KD5Fcrw
"I didn't say that," he tells me, looking away. I know that he was expecting something like "feeding the poor" or "giving back to the children's home that I came from", but I'm not a nice person. I'm not bad either; I'm kind of neural.588Please respect copyright.PENANAyXV1gyYgSN
"Well, uh, why don't we both find something nice to do? Something selfless."588Please respect copyright.PENANAm6IcgdM8fq
"Why?" I ask in complete confusion.588Please respect copyright.PENANADkdzWUxp7u
"People say that it feels good."588Please respect copyright.PENANAwfs6lG6Hpl
"Do you really believe that it would do that for me?" I question him, my voice thick with doubt.588Please respect copyright.PENANAGrRJNmdrJj
"I don't know. To be honest, I've never tried it, but apparently, neither have you. So why don't we try this together?"588Please respect copyright.PENANAUW02DLRCeu
"You think that it might redeem you?" I ask gently, not wanting to push him to talk about something that he doesn't want to.588Please respect copyright.PENANAFt7WF0BDxt
He looks at me darkly.588Please respect copyright.PENANAGgfFaEubo9
"There is no redemption for me. I've told you that already. Now, let's find something good to do with ourselves."588Please respect copyright.PENANA3RJsUZToq1
I don't want to let it go, but I don't want to push him either. I want to try my best to not be a bitch. With that thought in mind, I nod in agreement, and raise my glass.588Please respect copyright.PENANAS7a7X4HElr
"To being charitable."588Please respect copyright.PENANAHG2FXQRZ61
"From the bottom of our hearts," he says, also raising his glass, and then touching it to mine.588Please respect copyright.PENANAwWl5YmPqFE
He smiles at me and then clears his throat. "Back to the game."588Please respect copyright.PENANAIdb60S2ism
Right," I reply. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAyVGP2YUDFg
"My turn," he states. "What's your date of birth? You know mine, but I don't know yours."588Please respect copyright.PENANAiOj1p0lYE1
"July 7, 1997," I reply. "We have the same birthday."588Please respect copyright.PENANAv6cywhPWaB
"Huh. That's cool."588Please respect copyright.PENANA3ApIWOZjsZ
"Um... favourite drink?"588Please respect copyright.PENANAzOpPOxh9g2
"As a cow or human?" he asks.588Please respect copyright.PENANAVlZytBt8hV
"Both, I guess."588Please respect copyright.PENANAOwIn6ISOUf
"Um, as a cow, I like water. Clean water. As a human, I like Red Stripe, 588Please respect copyright.PENANA3HDWKnMWHV
588Please respect copyright.PENANAZR4TqOhQG2
Sorrel or lemon flavor, depending on my mood."588Please respect copyright.PENANAduhmBjB2Gy
"Wow," I murmur. "Same for me. As a human, I mean."588Please respect copyright.PENANAbvM6CSi3DN
He grins at me, the smile lighting up his face. "I guess we're not that different after all."588Please respect copyright.PENANABQFSJ02mpa
***588Please respect copyright.PENANA3TmffJrb35
"We must really be awful," Kwamé mutters. We've been staring at the table for over an hour, a blank sheet of paper for "ideas" laying in front of us, each with a glass in hand. He has fruit punch, I have ginger ale. 588Please respect copyright.PENANA0sdcamR4rk
"Well, it's not like we're used to doing this," I defend weakly, the excuse sounding pathetic even to my own ears.588Please respect copyright.PENANAiyVpPr1Vuw
"There has to be something," he replies. "What about food?" he asks.588Please respect copyright.PENANAoSHrSM5lq9
"People have food allergies, and celiac, and stuff like that."588Please respect copyright.PENANAguHZoKDqmr
"So we buy a variety of foods."588Please respect copyright.PENANA8AwAueRKBL
"With what money?" I ask him. Has he forgotten that I'm a waitress?588Please respect copyright.PENANANGEaXyASXz
He sighs in frustration.588Please respect copyright.PENANAroffs9w8pD
"Well, we could go to a children's home and read for them," I suggest.588Please respect copyright.PENANAa3AtqFayGf
"I hate children."588Please respect copyright.PENANA2hgzM3KBju
"It's not about what you like, Kwamé."588Please respect copyright.PENANAFoyvLK6MFn
He grumbles incoherently under his breath, screwing up his face like a spoilt child.588Please respect copyright.PENANA97rpLwBG0W
"You must be able to get over your distaste of children for one day, just for the sake of charity."588Please respect copyright.PENANAu367YUSNeq
"I don't know if I can," he grumbles.588Please respect copyright.PENANAZNy4VIgp7x
"Yeah, you can. You just have to try."588Please respect copyright.PENANAkyYQV3LodQ
He sighs heavily, as if I've just asked him to make some great sacrifice. It's not that serious. I mean, what does he even do with himself, apart from running up and down as a bull?588Please respect copyright.PENANARKI7ETNvtF
"Fine. What day?"588Please respect copyright.PENANAnCINpToj1x
"How about next Wednesday?" I suggest hopefully.588Please respect copyright.PENANA0hjzs2aPzb
"Okay. I'll bring some books."588Please respect copyright.PENANAhOs7M0NPWm
"You aren't reading?" I ask him.588Please respect copyright.PENANAJgc3EoVQkW
"I've forgotten how to read."588Please respect copyright.PENANAyrEUirPcSQ
"That's crap. You were using my phone this morning."588Please respect copyright.PENANAMr5Ak9awWI
"I swore that I wouldn't let you see me like this again."588Please respect copyright.PENANApdq3t5D5sQ
"That's a terrible excuse. And how would you bring the books?"588Please respect copyright.PENANAfm1JypoQoj
"Cart," he replies, as if it's the most obvious thing in the world. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAYBDdEhdAww
"Kwamé-" 588Please respect copyright.PENANA3gXqic6j7d
"I'm not good for children."588Please respect copyright.PENANA83hHRyQ7NP
Ahh. That's why. It's in this moment that I realise that even though he planned on helping me to organise the charitable act, he didn't want to help me execute it. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAxEH1hAtCzv
"You're not some demonic entity that will cause the children to vaporise," I tell him, although I know what he means. "The kids will be fine."588Please respect copyright.PENANA269gHYw5EZ
"I'm evil," he reminds me.588Please respect copyright.PENANAt8BnKxckeB
"Don't start with that again," I scold him. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAuAUIRNJDLV
"Children can sense evil, you know." 588Please respect copyright.PENANAgFSoJvlGX8
Yes I do. That's how I knew that my foster mum was off, not evil, but far from good. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAxj0NvuBPit
"Just be your normal, sweet self. They'll love you."588Please respect copyright.PENANApIVUYd8NB8
"You think?" he asks me with great skepticism.588Please respect copyright.PENANACQjuKN2epD
"Just be nice. Trust me when I say, they'll love you," I tell him again, as if repeating the words will convince him. 588Please respect copyright.PENANA5uXGnrxJVd
"Okay," he concedes in a tone that tells me that me that he doesn't want to talk about this anymore. In an effort to ease his discomfort, I talk about something else. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAGGiEipvZ6N
"I think I'll be good to visit my mother tomorrow. The day after at latest."588Please respect copyright.PENANAIbfexqOTA0
"She'd love that," he says earnestly, seeming genuinely happy about my newfound desire to see this woman. "She's not pleased about the way that things turned out the last time you two spoke."588Please respect copyright.PENANAxZ1eTuN5Ei
"Nor am I," I confess, looking down at my fingers. If I'm going to be truthful with myself, I'm a little bit ashamed of my behaviour. Looking back, I was a little overdramatic. It doesn't matter; I'll try to make an effort from now on.588Please respect copyright.PENANATyhb0sRPtC
"So... what do you want to talk about with her tomorrow?" he questions, taking a sip of his fruit punch.588Please respect copyright.PENANAWq75is43fq
"I don't know. Probably try to find out exactly why she left me. She was pretty vague last time."588Please respect copyright.PENANAq8SAnKplOs
"I don't know if you're ready for that yet," he tells me, setting his glass down as if ready to have a serious conversation. "With the way that you reacted last time, I'm not sure how you'll take it." 588Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ6a8N7TQa
"More magic?" I ask him cautiously.588Please respect copyright.PENANApcvVRPTsu1
"Way too much for you right now."588Please respect copyright.PENANArxPYEaExNJ
"I can handle it," I insist although I'm far from sure.588Please respect copyright.PENANAhZzCiDRqgA
"Well, you can ask her, but I doubt that she'll tell you."588Please respect copyright.PENANAL0qh9bfpop
Sighing, I rest my head against the back of the couch.588Please respect copyright.PENANAN296zv9WHE
"Well, it's her decision as to whether or not she wants to open up to me."588Please respect copyright.PENANAkWioajJMAP
"There are other ways to open up to someone," he insists, trying to defend his friend. 588Please respect copyright.PENANAYu7YSKJma1
"Okay fine. I'll accept her decision, but I'll still ask. That's okay?"588Please respect copyright.PENANAr3Het3Oely
"Yeah," he replies, nodding his head in agreement. 588Please respect copyright.PENANATXQYE4JSAR
I'm glad that he's conceded, but I can't help but wonder why he's being so strange about me finding out. I mean, how bad can it be?
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