「希渝?兩個字都咁難,可唔可以寫出嚟?」個男仔對我提出同一請求。於是我喺頭先佢寫咗帆字嘅紙上面寫下自己名字。235Please respect copyright.PENANAHM2Mm8w82h
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「呢個名,係點解?」佢問。235Please respect copyright.PENANAHD8B9ofcp2
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「…唔係好嘅意思,我已經查過。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAqsZPK1VFwP
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「點會?」個男仔喺我手中搶過字典,「一定係你搞錯,我幫你搵多次。」235Please respect copyright.PENANANfJNPxpJx3
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「你搵幾多次都唔會改變。」235Please respect copyright.PENANA7BSbxdgcH8
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佢聽到之後,原本望住字典嘅雙眼忽然抬起,臉上掛著稍微認真嘅表情:「你唔單止表情好悲傷,就連講嘅嘢都咁悲傷。」講完又埋頭喺字典裏面。235Please respect copyright.PENANAs7zdwNw47V
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揭咗一陣之後,佢興奮大叫:「有喇有喇!」235Please respect copyright.PENANA1HuMjcSksB
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「渝…我唔識睇之後啲解釋,係咩意思?」佢將本字典轉過來。235Please respect copyright.PENANAUbXyIoMm1p
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我一眼都冇望過就答佢:「係變化。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAQpYAolzsMt
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「變化…即係改變呀?」佢側頭問。235Please respect copyright.PENANAxJEwIODHcw
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「嗯,所以我個名係會改變嘅希望,即係捉唔到嘅希望。」235Please respect copyright.PENANApMKxiU94dX
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佢嘆一口氣:「我話你…呢個解釋會唔會太過夾硬嚟。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAOhOFNtVsjR
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「唔會,」我低頭,望住被繫在腳上嘅厚重物體,「呢個就係證據。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAUJrd9ee7Dz
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個男仔沿我視線望去,然後驚訝:「呢個咩嚟架?」235Please respect copyright.PENANA2rKH2c8oUz
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「腳鐐,亦都係對我嘅愛——媽媽係咁講。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAven6iuuAey
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「你話呢樣嘢係愛?但係你俾呢樣嘢鎖住咪郁唔到囉?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAF1Nvm6Sl4b
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「嗯,所以唔會搵到希望。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAKtJZdSBzfD
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「…你講得太悲傷喇。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAY7FREimFea
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「你覺得好悲傷?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAu6DH1tvSx9
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佢點頭:「嗯,超悲傷,你嘅表情都係。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAoOKPuc7l96
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「點解你咁講?」235Please respect copyright.PENANA1Y5x1uQAyH
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佢突然拎咗一幅畫出嚟:「因為,只要望吓呢幅畫就知道。」235Please respect copyright.PENANA0USI5tAo4e
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「…畫?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAEMzRQQnz3e
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「嗯。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAMuTV0FW3bK
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畫裏面係一個躺在窗邊嘅女孩,正在遙望遠方景色。235Please respect copyright.PENANAJWT8MgtdL3
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「…呢個係我?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAZAuIOTwYBs
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「嗯,喺出面唔覺意望到,就開始畫。」佢聳一下肩。235Please respect copyright.PENANANmLOoyGOR2
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我仔細望咗幅畫一陣,然後講:「你畫畫好靚。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAxVZx7YKsme
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「嘛…」佢撇過視線,臉上出現些許紅暈。235Please respect copyright.PENANARA0jzNwagn
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望住佢呢個樣,我偷偷地笑:「唔係每日都畫嘅話,應該畫唔到啲咁靚嘅畫。」235Please respect copyright.PENANApaPqoATtAe
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「…的確有每日都畫,因為阿爸阿媽睇到會好開心,同埋我本身都鍾意畫。」佢一邊講一邊搲頭。235Please respect copyright.PENANAmnZhRTOKFL
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「你好犀利。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAsjLDRRyRCV
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「但係,畫笑嘅表情果然係容易過畫悲傷嘅表情。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAoMGEV19vtC
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畫入面嘅女孩,正如佢所講般掛住悲傷表情。235Please respect copyright.PENANAIqqx97tPMv
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「咁你再畫過?今次將佢畫成喺度笑。」235Please respect copyright.PENANA131RmSWRZa
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「畫唔到。」佢一口回絕。235Please respect copyright.PENANADOe0ztXtvR
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「點解?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAPcwEwXsYGh
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「因為畫入面嘅女仔,即係你,本身就係咁悲傷。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAfJkQqqPI3o
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「…對唔住。」我低頭。235Please respect copyright.PENANA9asQp5UpJl
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「…邊有人會特登道歉架?你果然係怪人。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAfSm37J91K5
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佢冇再理我,開始喺度畫畫。235Please respect copyright.PENANAaq0jeRLJVT
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過咗一陣,我忍唔住問:「你畫緊咩?」235Please respect copyright.PENANASiJxHhJ8pn
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佢一直望住幅畫,隻手冇停過落嚟:「嗰個,痛唔痛架?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAotDRfGaCYT
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「嗯?」235Please respect copyright.PENANANgB8I1eErE
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「我係指呢樣嘢。」佢舉起咗幅畫俾我睇,畫入面係腳鐐,同我腳上嘅一模一樣。235Please respect copyright.PENANAn0bb3HiuLa
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我垂低頭:「痛,不過我慣。」235Please respect copyright.PENANABQfqeN6nom
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佢合上畫簿,忽然企起身走到我身旁,開始研究我腳上面樣嘢:「…原來係咁。」235Please respect copyright.PENANArENxG4grTr
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然後,佢雙手各執一邊,用力一扯——235Please respect copyright.PENANAlmTWb1vJ0E
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「…你想做咩?!」235Please respect copyright.PENANA9KqNO0kBoi
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佢笑:「整爛佢囉,冇咗呢樣嘢嘅話,你應該就會笑。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAs1daPAiqMT
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「等陣…!」我下意識縮起雙腳。235Please respect copyright.PENANAoiaxkR0iOI
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佢不停用力拉扯,理所當然半點效用都冇。過咗一陣佢應該發現到呢點,所以終於停手。235Please respect copyright.PENANA32Mlw5D9fV
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「唔會有用架。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAKeNACqNJXw
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佢似乎用力過度,有點喘氣:「果然單靠兩隻手係打唔爆呢舊嘢。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAIN6I46zS3K
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此時,房間外傳來某人嘅聲音:「希渝!我帶咗新字典嚟呀!我地一齊睇吖!」235Please respect copyright.PENANApRNjPsyV2M
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「係羅凱撒…。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAPhJHFcx5qk
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個男仔聽到之後起身:「咁,我都係時候返落去。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAzcYHT33ikO
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「你要走嗱?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAMsI2mNlDN7
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「嗯,唔想爸媽擔心。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAOoVtVQyfBo
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「拜拜。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAo4WBCQgHgT
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「拜拜!聽日一齊再玩過!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAZvGlTGG40L
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「嗯!」或者係久違地識到新朋友,內心好耐未試過咁期待。235Please respect copyright.PENANAFUFMJYp5Jo
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「你笑嗰陣果然好好睇,你應該笑多啲。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAxfdrj1SnRs
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聽完佢咁講,我先知道自己臉上掛著笑容。235Please respect copyright.PENANA5JO7bj8Pnv
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「我入嚟喇——」話音未落,房門已經被打開,羅凱撒一見到個男仔就大叫,「你係邊個呀?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAOYUBaEqAyk
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個男仔趁機跑向打開嘅房門:「殊!我借部psp俾你玩,你幫我保守秘密!拜拜!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAYcWmWUGfqi
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等到個男仔走咗之後,羅凱撒問我:「頭先嗰個到底邊個嚟架?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAlwZRxMVIuj
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「係新朋友。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAmNE0Q3jn3n
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「新朋友?幾時識架?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAYiOsYtiUam
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「就喺啱啱。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAnH0j6j8dnO
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「原來係咁,係個點嘅人?」235Please respect copyright.PENANA95pdQB32a2
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「…一個好有趣嘅人。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAyM4GvhrvXI
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「真係?我又想同佢一齊玩。」235Please respect copyright.PENANA9eISt4sfwY
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「嗯!下次我地三個一齊睇字典!」我接過羅凱撒帶嚟嘅新字典,細聲唸咗一次個男仔嘅名——235Please respect copyright.PENANANDL7pjfwBp
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「…高田帆。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAogCkHE6Kmn