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I think i'm bold now
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✳Does the awkwardness ever leave or am i the abnormal one✳
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Crystal Valerie beck
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Alex fell back into the pool and i snicker, still avoiding hyun joon as much as i can, that guy is seeking bloody revenge
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"Hyung is looking around for you in the ring" i give him a thumbs up before running to hide behind the trimmed flowers
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Soon after moon sat down and I am successfully hidden behind the tall flowers
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hyunjoon hyung came out with the paintball gun, that thing hurt more than it should and I don't want to ruin my last hoodie
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And for God sake why do they have that thing lying around
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He is looking around like a tiger hunting its prey and I am quietly hiding, attempting not to make any sound
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"Have you seen crystal?" he asks in my direction and I try looking in the direction he is only to see jae joon staring at me, oh God anyone but him
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I started frantically shaking my head no but in true jae joon's fashion, he just points at me
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Hyun joon rushed towards me and I made a run for it "I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have eaten your food, I thought it was moon that ordered it" I am not really telling the truth but anything to save my ass from being shot "explain after I'm done with you" he targets me and the first shot hits my stomach
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Damn it, he is a good shot, I started running around, hiding behind anything that can cover my body a little but curse his long legs, he catches up with me way too fast
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"Noona, come" i run to him to hide behind him, i was trying to get into the main living room, I don't think he would shoot that thing at me in there
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He wouldn't want to risk the wrath of Mr Bang and Rina unni
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"I'll buy you another one?" i plead as soon as i see he isn't ready to back down and I don't want to ruin the floor of the living room
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As messy as I am, I am clean
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I hope that make some sort of sense
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"I want the one you ate" he shoot at me but moon is right infront of me and it hit him instead, at this point we are both a giggling mess
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Alex is just swimming while the traitor that gave away my hiding spot just sit there shaking his head at the three of us "what can i do then, i sincerely regret ever eating your food, your majesty" I bow still trying to hide behind soo yang's frame, I don't want to be shot
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"okay i will think about it, i will give you three conditions" how did I get my self into this
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"okay" I get out of my defense position and turn to glare at jae joon when I felt another hit "oh my god" i yell "that is just for eating my food" forgive and forget is not something in his dictionary
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We are all sitting around the table just talking about random stuff and sae won still manages to say the most ridiculous things even though we were all being silly "i think harry potter is over rated" Alex and i turned to sae won "keep your unpopular opinion to your self would you?" I said sassily, how can someone not like harry potter "this is why you are my favourite person" moon says and yes I'm gooey, I just melted all over the place
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"Yeah she has the best comebacks" hyun joon says, wow they've noticed "she already replied like ten times while I'm still thinking about what to say" tae mu adds, i haven't really been that smart mouthed with them, I try my best to keep my comebacks to myself
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"You guys seems to know about me more than i think you would" they just say random things about me and they are never wrong
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Alex even knew where I worked and he told me he just guessed, how do you guess that
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"You told me my shoe size the second day we met" I point at hyun joon, who just smiles cheekily, that honestly freaked me out and i just had to get used to them randomly saying things about me
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"You said the name of my best friend was Paris before I even told you about her and you even know we met in highschool and I don't think I have ever mentioned it to you" I point at roo won, I might have told alex but I don't think he told him
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"That is all normal" hyun joon, the most abnormal one of them all said "moon stalked you" jae joon deadpanned
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I went from surprised to scared to relieved to curious then i just looked at them one by one
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"He is very good with all that" sae won says while I'm still processing the fact that they stalked me, to be fair I stalked them too
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"How" i just want a good ole explanation "you are his favorite fan" jae joon says again "how?" that doesn't explain anything "so there is this anonymous person that replies to hate comment on all of our pages, he or she had no picture on all of their own page, so we got our hacker on the job and he found your private account, we looked through everything and we learned about you" they knew I had a private account?, they've seen my pictures even before I came here
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Wow!
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"Moon, hyunjoon and alex are such fan boys of yours" jae joon proceeds, I think this is the most word I've heard him say in one sitting since the day I met him
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"so you knew me, before we met" that explains everything, even the random comments of me been prettier in person when i never actually really have pictures of me on my fan page
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I am still shook "moon almost married your pictures" leave it to sae won to change the mood, I looked over to moon who is now totally red, to save him from the embarrassment I think he is feeling when he shouldn't really be
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"That is what we fans always do" moon's face lightened up "right noona" i nod "I've actually said Hyun joon hyung would be my first husband, Tae mu hyung would be second then I will marry roowon hyung and jaejoon hyung as third husbands, min woo hyung would be fourth, saewon hyung would be fifth, then Alex hyung and moon would be last" I always realize I've over shared only when I can't take it back anymore
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I wish I have a time machine
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I quickly cover my mouth, the best action to take when the damage has already been done "i mean..." I was cut off by questions "explain why I'm second" Tae mu asked first
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This isn't the direction I would have expected but i'm not going to start explaining in embarrassing details, so I just looked at them unimpressed, they all want to hear my answer and explanation to their position and i'm not going to do that
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even jae joon who always lack interest in things seems interested
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"Tell me why i'm last" alex pesters, I fill my mouth with snacks and start to explain, I'm not saying anything but even if I was saying the truth he wouldn't hear through the snacks
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"I heard nothing" that's the goal alex, he looks at me, we kept staring at each other, the movie we are watching is no longer interesting as we both found interest in our eyes
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The boring colour looks so interesting right now
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I want to kiss him
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stop it val
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"Tell me why I'm last" I didn't realize we are so close to each other until I feel his breath on my chin
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The awkwardness started settling in and i want to do what I do best, shy away from his intense gaze but he pulled me by my hand and pulls me impossibly closer
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"I want to know" I quickly back away ready to start explaining since the close proximity has made my senses a jumbled mess "because i thought you need to be babied" i rush out, my cheek turning hot immediately
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I shouldn't have tried to defend moon, then I wouldn't have been in this position right now
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He looks confused, but then he smiled, I think he understands what i mean
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Fuck!
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"I do need to be babied" i wasn't expecting that "he packed the snacks between us to his side and moved close to me "can i hug you" how did we get here?, I didn't answer, not because I don't want to but because I stopped working "i think you mean yes whenever you are silent" he hugs me, then pulls away and kisses my forehead
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I never know i would experience fore head kisses and from alex?
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"Say something" he says still staring deep into my soul "something" he starts to laugh and I did too "i really like you" he confesses and just like that he stands to leave
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Who leaves after saying that, he left after kissing me that day too
And now he is going again, I don't know how this is done but am I supposed to ask him to stay or what
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I didn't talk, I just walked after him, I was going to be quiet but my reflexes kicked in and i tug on his sweat shirt
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He turned to look at me before smiling and then hugging me, i am not used to this "as much as i want you to say it back i think i am giving you too much pressure" i shook my head trying to pass the message across
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I never knew i would be this quiet when i like someone
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"We should go to sleep, if we don't want to be questioned by Mr bang tomorrow" he is doing all the talking and I just don't know what to say "sleep tight baby"
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Oh
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Goodness
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He just called me baby, I think there is no fan that can beat me
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He let go of me but he is still staring at me when i pulled him closer and kissed him
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I kissed him
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i initiated the kiss
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I freaking kissed him
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He wasted no time in kissing me as he put his hand in my hair and the other on my waist
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Somehow we both ended up on my bed still fully clothed but lips glued together "i don't want to leave" that is the first thing he says when we stopped kissing "stay?" i didn't have to tell him twice, he pull off his sweatshirt and wrapped his arm around me
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We didn't say much as we lay in comfortable silence till we both slept off
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I didn't think this through yesterday, Alex is going to wake up and I'm going to look like an ogre and my breath is going to smell like a rabbit died in my mouth
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I quickly opened my eyes only to see alex staring at me, has he been watching me sleep, fuck
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did I snore?
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I sit up very quickly and he did the same "good morning" he says before pecking me, what the heck
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"I should go before they wake up" he is so comfortable with me that I think I'm being ridiculous thinking he doesn't even like me
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I wave at him as I watch him gather somethings including the brownie plate,
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