在神明丁離開後的一天,我在孤島上回復了原來的生活。607Please respect copyright.PENANAilLAeXtLpI
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摘水果,抓山雞,望海,躺下來睡覺……607Please respect copyright.PENANAi7XW7jaqfU
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起來就散步,看看樹木。607Please respect copyright.PENANApvoLyhv7HY
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不時坐在樹蔭,感受穿過葉片的稀疏光線。607Please respect copyright.PENANAsHi8kshjDi
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對於神明丁說的話,有一些我是聽不懂的,包括祂所指的離開方法。607Please respect copyright.PENANAQvnKS4tb6M
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由於聽不懂,所以也沒有多想。607Please respect copyright.PENANAcHwtQqWNo2
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到了夜晚,我帶著孤島日記走到山頂。607Please respect copyright.PENANAViOBfzsNSx
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日記只剩最後一頁,手上的原子筆,也僅餘一點點墨水。607Please respect copyright.PENANANOij8TfAGf
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我應該寫嗎?寫這幾天發生的事?607Please respect copyright.PENANAFCACYIuu51
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記述神明丁的出現?記下我跟陸傾兒之間的回憶?607Please respect copyright.PENANAeqjkqJtAbx
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神明Son,神的兒子,這樣的話祂也編了出來,真是的……607Please respect copyright.PENANAdZRsRuU75L
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不想寫祂!607Please respect copyright.PENANAdHF2msowee
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那……寫她嗎?607Please respect copyright.PENANA9iNxTAWINB
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沒有動筆的意欲。607Please respect copyright.PENANAnsHZdPvVgw
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也許,現在寫,還是太早了。607Please respect copyright.PENANAEdchHQ990C
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屁股坐在岩石上,手翻開葉片所夾的那頁,是第26天的日記。607Please respect copyright.PENANAhJhjwiyjNl
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假如神明丁是為了實現我這一頁的願望而出現,那就有趣了。607Please respect copyright.PENANAQqVxbwbIiW
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我抓住右頁,往左一翻。607Please respect copyright.PENANAdUnhbKcoRo
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--------- 孤島日記 第27天 ---------607Please respect copyright.PENANAsKJmuqAidS
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心情:黑暗過黑洞607Please respect copyright.PENANA0rQTvSNHmC
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來到孤島之前,男同事趙超賢,曾經問我最近怎麼了,為什麼不去健身、打拳,也不去狂歡派對。607Please respect copyright.PENANAoSSvqjGUyk
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「點解好似同人保持距離?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAfpm7aAAVwY
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內心湧現無限的罪惡感,逼使我要過一個人的生活。607Please respect copyright.PENANAmdLFTA8zYs
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「你同我地上司個大客,到底發生過咩事?」607Please respect copyright.PENANATojh8rDtZY
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不懂得回答這條問題,我就無視了。607Please respect copyright.PENANA9KbeEpJpzj
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我快要被商業的黑暗所吞噬。不是因為不擅長做骯髒的事,而是我發現自己太擅長了。我處事圓滑得可怕,什麼手段都不惜使用。太可怕了。我不是一個八面玲瓏的人,因為沒需要討好所有的人,只需要討好關鍵的人物就可以了。607Please respect copyright.PENANA0sPyDWV4MP
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為什麼我會變這樣?從17歲開始計算,7年了,我的性格到底扭曲到什麼地步?我長得太骯髒了,滿身都是罪,面前都是黑暗的日子。607Please respect copyright.PENANANCGYulQLGC
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假如,這個世界有神……607Please respect copyright.PENANAw4jtNO0i1n
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請你聽我的禱告,我希望607Please respect copyright.PENANAekwKms4nTX
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--------- 閱讀中斷 ---------607Please respect copyright.PENANASly3iZsMsm
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突然,一道神聖的白光出現,把天際照白,抹煞了所有的星光。607Please respect copyright.PENANAW11xoRw6w7
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「光芒芒芒——」神聖的光輝落下,潔淨著一切的心靈。607Please respect copyright.PENANA3QVpJf2K7A
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白光體著地後,身上的光茫才逐漸甩走。607Please respect copyright.PENANA651QuGxsjb
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「你就係孫正直?」一把男人的聲音問,是熟悉的聲音。607Please respect copyright.PENANAjGQ4DfGbjM
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我笑了,手把上一頁的葉片拿出來,夾到目前的一頁裡,才緩慢地合上日記。607Please respect copyright.PENANAfEnHPyzNxw
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「明知故問。」我答。607Please respect copyright.PENANAFeR3qxm0LO
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「你好,我係神明丁。」神明丁說,左手仍拿著一堆書。607Please respect copyright.PENANApbP8XY8ygM
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「一日冇見,你還好吖嘛?」我問。607Please respect copyright.PENANAC95B0PYpUv
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「還好啦,係有少少忙。」祂答。607Please respect copyright.PENANAgrKzjSxKa7
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從左手的書裡,找出一張清單,祂仔細地核對一下。607Please respect copyright.PENANApeMZbtl4b7
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「今次搵我咩事?」我問,仍坐在岩石上,「唔係……又有神死咗掛?又出現空缺?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAfcsRvOmJSp
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「傻啦。」神明丁笑了,摺好並收起清單,「點會同上次一樣呢?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAVbhGvSM9UR
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「今次搵你係因為神嘅工作量太多,我地眾神經商量後一致決定,加開『大天使長』哩個神聖職位,畀非常願意去幫人,又有慧根去幫助世人嘅人去擔任,以分擔神嘅工作。」神明丁一本正經地說。607Please respect copyright.PENANAKR6imZENDy
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我也配合地裝出一本正經的樣子。607Please respect copyright.PENANAOZENyE9TLj
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「即係今次同神魔大戰之類冇關?」我問。607Please respect copyright.PENANAzSi1ht3Rdt
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「係冇關嘅。」神明丁一本正經,「不過呢,都需要做一個測試,而且要合格先可以進入下一步嘅遴選。」607Please respect copyright.PENANApvbcIE7PIq
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「因為始終,你明啦。我地每位神明,都只可以提名一個人。」神明丁尋求理解。607Please respect copyright.PENANAiI4Ao5ZgDx
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「明嘅,我明嘅。」我點頭說,「嚟啦,咩測試都好,我都參加。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAWjuLg9szb8
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「夠爽快。」祂走到我的面前,拿出了一本書。607Please respect copyright.PENANATuzckzhVD6
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我站了起來,不敢相信自己的眼睛。607Please respect copyright.PENANA8rBmIKy08r
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這本書的頁數,比之前的練習簿厚了好幾倍。607Please respect copyright.PENANAKtEK3rSiEb
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「其實你左手拎住嘅哩疊書,係咪……都係個案?」我好奇。607Please respect copyright.PENANAjMfGRRo38q
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「係啊。」神明丁苦惱地抱怨,「我就嚟過勞喇。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA3IHBZL4atw
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「唔好講咁多嘢住,你願意參加大天使長第一步測試嘅話,睇一睇條題目先。」祂把黃色封面的書,交到我的手上。607Please respect copyright.PENANAvIKVXkvyBJ
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我雙手接過,封面馬上顯現了「孫正直」的名字。607Please respect copyright.PENANA6jDyNE3f35
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這一切,都跟上次一樣。607Please respect copyright.PENANATYwmA5knuy
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手打開第一頁。607Please respect copyright.PENANAjvboQ69eQU
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「歐陽派,17歲的少年,願望共有三個:607Please respect copyright.PENANA2NpapNCLYw
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1. 可以同陳菲菲拍拖。607Please respect copyright.PENANAHY69WcISCJ
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2. 不再為瘦弱而自卑。607Please respect copyright.PENANASUz1ZLMAwh
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3. 父親可以走出事業的低谷。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAUxLMlVUmNQ
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看了這三個願望,我當場呆了。607Please respect copyright.PENANAEQhPv4PjUF
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這次,我沒有馬上翻去第二頁。607Please respect copyright.PENANAFToo1u8L5d
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「原來佢話同傾姐身邊一個姊妹好熟,又搞曖昧,嗰個對象就係陳菲菲?」我問。607Please respect copyright.PENANArlxozFLRSB
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「冇錯,而陳菲菲有男朋友,所以佢最多只可以去到曖昧嘅階段。」神明丁說。607Please respect copyright.PENANAx8nwaD4TAo
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「係囉,喂,陳菲菲有男朋友喎,我點幫啊?」我問。607Please respect copyright.PENANA35nWLkuHre
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「啱啱分咗手喇,原因你自己查啦。」祂說。607Please respect copyright.PENANAgpczNfGf5V
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「仲有點解今次有三個願望咁多?同埋……第三個係咩嚟?」我覺得莫名其妙。607Please respect copyright.PENANAw6GuPDNkVx
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「歐陽派屋企好窮,係因為佢爸爸經營小店,但鋪租年年升令佢入不敷出。」祂提示,「所以你要去幫佢爸爸手,用你擅長嘅『商業手段』,搞好啲生意佢。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAcgN1cI3S6J
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「放心喎,學校方面會繼續停你學,直至聖誕節假期結束為止。」祂說,「哩段時間,你可以去佢爸爸到做兼職,係做任務之餘,賺下零用錢。」607Please respect copyright.PENANA2k0MsKUGZj
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我想了一想,覺得有點不對勁。607Please respect copyright.PENANAtubZVK8bij
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「點解要畀歐陽派嘅願望我?」我指著祂手上的書,「應該仲有好多願望格。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAAGjqiVB6cs
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二話不說,神明丁取出了一本粉紅色書。607Please respect copyright.PENANApjdXLBbLeA
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「定係你想做哩個?」祂打開第一頁給我看。607Please respect copyright.PENANASOkgMO75Qs
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「陳菲菲,17歲的少女,願望是心想事成。」第一頁的文字。607Please respect copyright.PENANArCimfAgU7H
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「嘩,頂。」我看不下去,「心想事成,點實現啊?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAEYjuVn10CL
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「咪係囉……」祂垂頭喪氣,一副歷盡滄桑的樣子,把粉紅色書收起。607Please respect copyright.PENANAkhgCErKDtW
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「你就接哩個啦,最啱你去做喇。」祂說,「順帶一提,哩本書嘅厚度,夠你住四個星期,期間每星期先會返嚟孤島一次。」607Please respect copyright.PENANArvHStZmjrf
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「明白。」我握緊手上的書。607Please respect copyright.PENANA1H7VXnAiYl
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「細節嘅嘢,你有經驗你知點做啦。」祂說,「咁你出發之後,我就繼續做其他工作先,下星期再返嚟睇你,OK?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAuNU4xf8ZDB
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「OK……」我回答,「但我仲想問一樣嘢。」607Please respect copyright.PENANABzXsLQ8Uqs
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「問咩?」祂在等待。607Please respect copyright.PENANAu69HByXkkH
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「點解陳菲菲、歐陽派同傾姐,佢地都咁啱係五年前許願嘅?」我想知。607Please respect copyright.PENANA2eoflBo2Tp
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「因為佢地係同學,而去木村許願樹,係學校旅行日嘅活動。」神明丁面色灰沉,「所以個個都許咗願。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAtfBNLyvp6B
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「辛苦……晒。」我安慰說。607Please respect copyright.PENANA6N7VUapX8L
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「唔好講喇,你準備好就出發啦。」神明丁說,輕輕微笑,「今次要再做好啲啊,同時要記住,神幫人係好間接!」607Please respect copyright.PENANAn6ksUNU9QA
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「知道。」我點頭。607Please respect copyright.PENANAYwJ8jdjfDz
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隨後,我屁股坐上岩石,再次把厚皮日記放在地上。607Please respect copyright.PENANA4vkOFDUgIf
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閉上眼睛,我深深地吸了一口氣。607Please respect copyright.PENANAvT4zBYJJZO
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陸傾兒,我要來找你了。607Please respect copyright.PENANAv5SiJ2rrRH
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大膽地翻開第二頁,意識隨即被書本牽引。607Please respect copyright.PENANAwahPKg67My
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數秒後,意識消失——607Please respect copyright.PENANAouwO7w0nsY
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經過沒有時間觀念的狀態後,意識漸漸重塑,再次……607Please respect copyright.PENANAdId8gzIwwr
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凝聚在一個17歲的年輕身體裡。607Please respect copyright.PENANAeULidDX3HZ
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夜涼的風,吹著吹吹過。607Please respect copyright.PENANAcFZzTkpbxA
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我半睜開眼,發現自己站在上次消失的位置。607Please respect copyright.PENANAUSRmz6sQE6
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也就是海邊和傾姐住所之間。607Please respect copyright.PENANAzz2T3yltr9
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沒想到,有這樣的機會,能夠再次回來。607Please respect copyright.PENANAzrfkhMPbCe
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一時感動,雙眼就忍不住泛淚。607Please respect copyright.PENANAkDAVZbIiwc
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但我忍住了!607Please respect copyright.PENANAMyIZ6MtltX
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路人從旁走過,沒有在意站在路中的我。607Please respect copyright.PENANA6NiaMAvONS
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手從褲袋裡掏出手機,亮起屏幕,104個未看短訊。607Please respect copyright.PENANAq93qd25seD
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除了同學發的6個短訊外,98個都是傾姐發的。607Please respect copyright.PENANAh0SWC5oQDB
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在人生的路上,我經歷了很多波折,大部分都記錄在孤島日記裡。在孤島日記裡,有著我對世界的質疑,也有著我軟弱的時候向神的依靠。607Please respect copyright.PENANAbA7RSeNMWr
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這幾天,我奇蹟地遇見了神,祂給了我很多機會去面對自己的缺憾。祂沒有催促我,而是用上間接的方法,讓我在幫助別人的同時,重新體驗生活下去的勇氣。607Please respect copyright.PENANAweHp8ei6hi
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更值得讚美的是,祂還讓我重新體驗愛情的美好。607Please respect copyright.PENANAmRUy1tMwmG
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「不愧係傾姐。」我眼睛紅了。607Please respect copyright.PENANAI9pycvK7v1
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真是個了不起的女人。607Please respect copyright.PENANA91nvpepmZo
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此時手機震了震,再收到一個新訊息。607Please respect copyright.PENANA5HsY3nRlyE
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毋需點擊開來,我已經從列表看到:607Please respect copyright.PENANAzGAH7SOVWo
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「每晚我都會去海邊等你」607Please respect copyright.PENANAqS1RQ9mzz8
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關了屏幕,仍緊緊握著手機。607Please respect copyright.PENANAjcafEzYKMW
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跑啊,孫正直!有人正在等你過去!607Please respect copyright.PENANAccJmHQi3kx
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「噠噠噠噠……」607Please respect copyright.PENANAyCjuhpisg4
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我淚奔了起來,跑一步,跑著一步,往海邊跑去。607Please respect copyright.PENANA8rqYxVKC37
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來到海邊,長椅上沒有任何人。607Please respect copyright.PENANAzGWjUJhmuW
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然而——607Please respect copyright.PENANAQbkM8kAEHx
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矮欄外面的大石堆上坐了一位石灰色外套少女,她喝著可樂,卻像醉了一樣,右手不停揮動著米黃淺啡間條頸巾。607Please respect copyright.PENANA7oc62wpicm
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「孫正直係超—級—衰—人!」傾姐對著海面大喊。607Please respect copyright.PENANAkLxv75JMko
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「但係我都,」她哽咽一下,繼續大喊,「好—掛—住—你—啊!」607Please respect copyright.PENANA4TjB3JxkHA
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不小心——607Please respect copyright.PENANACmgwd0eHpa
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頸巾被強風吹走了,要往岸上飄去。607Please respect copyright.PENANAoyEmKeIM2o
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此時,一個人的身影出現。607Please respect copyright.PENANAgLM84MMPof
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手已經抓住了頸巾。607Please respect copyright.PENANAfXI1uBPZ0a
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傾姐看著地上的影子,便沉默起來,接著只問一句……607Please respect copyright.PENANA1w0ErxPcOs
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「你見到晒?」她有點難為情。607Please respect copyright.PENANApQYL9PKR1k
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頸巾回歸她的頸上,我圍了一圈,再窩心地替她綁好。607Please respect copyright.PENANAlFCDvBl2Jv
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「嗯。」我溫暖地說。607Please respect copyright.PENANAOdSx6HGC2s
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屁股坐在大石上,我擅自坐在她的左邊。607Please respect copyright.PENANAhldlifUEe9
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然後拿出手機回覆一個訊息。607Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8ey9Q090L
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「我都一樣好掛住你」按下發出。607Please respect copyright.PENANA5veQZpGU5Z
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今晚海浪並不大,再大我們都能克服的。607Please respect copyright.PENANAVu4ZMd9k9C
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傾姐放下可樂,拿起手機看了之後。607Please respect copyright.PENANAz0tOOW6aR1
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她把頭靠在我的肩上。607Please respect copyright.PENANAcCT4u3VynE
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