正直的人?誰規定名字叫「正直」的人,就一定正直?535Please respect copyright.PENANAEiFFO88IAD
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與人相處的概念,在我的生命裡變化過數次。535Please respect copyright.PENANAl7t2rC5rEx
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我曾經很討厭正直的人,因為他們不懂變通,有些小事明明通融一下,不要上報,就可以小事化無。535Please respect copyright.PENANA9Bu4WuXhBr
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但他們卻像聽不懂人話一樣,堅持要跟規矩去做,導致我要受罰。535Please respect copyright.PENANArw4QJZ4AM1
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到後來,我體驗過給別人通融一次,就一定會有下一次,就會永無止境地通融後……535Please respect copyright.PENANAUG50O0Lt5j
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我才明白,正直的人活得自在,按原則辦事就可以了,沒有別的煩惱。535Please respect copyright.PENANAvMB1bcmqon
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於是,我試著去變得正直,卻又吃盡了苦頭。535Please respect copyright.PENANAffxIOWleE8
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正直付出的代價是很重的,強出頭也是,都是不懂世故的傻瓜行為。535Please respect copyright.PENANAPfnjTBN653
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然後我學會了圓滑。535Please respect copyright.PENANAhaIg8PAySh
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踏出社會的大人跟小學雞的分別在哪裡?大人懂得圓滑地處事,圓滑地解決問題,而小學雞就只會大吵大鬧,卻一無所獲。535Please respect copyright.PENANAi870OsXenG
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我不喜歡用成熟來形容社會人,因為圓滑只是一種世故,我不想把「世故」等同於「成熟」。535Please respect copyright.PENANAmIH2RwUb1i
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小學雞吵吵鬧鬧雖然很煩,但那一份率真,是很珍貴的。正因為大家都可以胡言亂語,課堂和小息才會嘩啦嘩啦地嘈個不停。535Please respect copyright.PENANASMJfuMhyFj
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畢業之後,世故之後,朋友們約出來都斯斯文文,不會說話了。535Please respect copyright.PENANAk7nt4geHLy
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在孤島生活了五年,很多人生問題都已經被想得透徹。535Please respect copyright.PENANAWY6Ymzdu36
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如今,我又一次獲得機會,去面對群眾;又一次獲得機會,要我在「站邊邊」的問題上兩難;又一次獲得機會去應付重大問題。535Please respect copyright.PENANApLwPDUlve8
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這個困境,該如何突破?怎樣才可以救到阿兒而不失霸氣?535Please respect copyright.PENANAXOyFem571S
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我是血氣方剛的正直青年嗎?535Please respect copyright.PENANA5J9oVs13mM
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早就……不是了。535Please respect copyright.PENANAnzRrT4LD78
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站起來的瞬間,我鬆開了拳頭,放雙手垂軟軟的。535Please respect copyright.PENANASG8u6CYxqS
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「我覺得——」我開口說話了。535Please respect copyright.PENANA5v1hdhEVuy
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班房內,所有人都專心注視著我,特別是阿兒,雙手緊緊抓著銀包。535Please respect copyright.PENANAirQQ8CDclB
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「新同學有咩高見?即管講!」陳菲菲問,其眼神包含暗示,認為我要站在她那邊。535Please respect copyright.PENANAVgmgkX533J
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「我覺得三種罰法都唔好。」我故作輕鬆地說,成功沒有口吃,「我最憎姣婆喇。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAtMciWJRZN3
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「啲姣婆呢,就算自己有仔,都會去姣人地條仔囉,勁賤格囉。我最憎哩啲玩弄感情嘅人喇!」我一邊說,一邊模仿現在學生的口吻。535Please respect copyright.PENANA1d4IzG9FbX
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這話結束之後,有些同情阿兒的人對我感到失望,相反,憎恨阿兒的人卻一副賞識的目光。535Please respect copyright.PENANA6ySD8kCVuv
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這些,都容易從大家的眼神裡看到。535Please respect copyright.PENANAiRARoBHiaz
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「咁你話應該點罰好?」陳菲菲期待,嘴角揚得很暢快。535Please respect copyright.PENANASxevUkx5sO
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相反,阿兒只剩一副空殼,已經什麼都沒所謂了的模樣。535Please respect copyright.PENANAQMWMsZpwh6
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我離開座位,走到陳菲菲面前,湊近到她耳邊。535Please respect copyright.PENANAyQayMlhwBU
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同時她也湊耳過來傾聽。535Please respect copyright.PENANA6GlAIQU1CS
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有一種辦法,能夠滿足陳菲菲,又能保護阿兒,就是我提出更過分的罰法,一種由我來執行的罰法。535Please respect copyright.PENANA4gEiJspIxf
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「不如交畀我去罰。」我狡猾地說,一副陰森臉,「我有辦法搞到條姣婆以後都冇人要。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6EbvYZzFW
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「你想點做?」陳菲菲好奇。535Please respect copyright.PENANAVuvIoO4jtN
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「嗱,你依家畀我扮好人,扮救咗佢先。」我鬼祟地說,偷瞄阿兒一眼,「等佢對我有好感。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAph8ctQnwUm
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「過兩日我再約佢上我屋企,扮溫書又好乜都好啦,搵機會講幾句花言巧語,氹佢上床,最後嚟個中出即飛。」我繼續說,「咁咪傷到佢心,又傷到佢身囉。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAzD42DSWkKd
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「傷心我就明啫,但點傷佢身啊?」陳菲菲不解。535Please respect copyright.PENANAWee36yFS35
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「中出喎,食事後丸已經夠傷啦!如果有咗,佢要落仔,仲傷啲添啊。」我誇大地說,「而且嗰段時間,一定冇仔要佢啦。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAIoe2pGfXED
535Please respect copyright.PENANAxe54VH7hKs
「但係……我信唔過你囉!」陳菲菲說,盯著我的雙眼,「萬一你只係想救佢,之後走數嘅話,條姣婆咪走甩咗。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAQIiWg2UA7l
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「放心啦,我上完佢之後,偷影佢濕晒嘅底褲畀你睇,當做證據。」我拍胸保證。535Please respect copyright.PENANAy5wNAQbcUz
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「就算我最後衰咗,或者走數,妖哩度你地話事家嘛!」我氣聲激動說,「除非佢唔返學啫,你地咪再玩殘佢囉。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAWhQ5KWeaud
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「但英雄救美嘅機會,好難再有!」我著緊地說。535Please respect copyright.PENANAoyE5kshphy
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聽罷,她思考了一會兒,似乎想接納我的提議。535Please respect copyright.PENANAbE7q62UT8G
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「你條友都幾狗喎。」陳菲菲邪笑上面,「但我警告你,如果你係呃我嘅話,你一定死梗,你個書包,裡面啲書,全部都唔洗要,而且你唔洗旨意係哩間學校入面媾到女。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAGXMG9fc8wp
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「OK!」我爽快同意。535Please respect copyright.PENANATWC0HwVczM
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談判結束,陳菲菲對King姐說,有一個更過癮的方法。535Please respect copyright.PENANA1LdsEtd2EA
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King姐沒有仔細了解,好像不太關心這事,總之陳菲菲滿意就可以。535Please respect copyright.PENANA220GHZec04
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「咔嚓——」房門打開了,柔和的陽光大量進來。535Please respect copyright.PENANAWqEHxLjZQW
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「阿兒,同我出去!」我走向不知所措、一臉慌張的阿兒。535Please respect copyright.PENANAUQpn8uLpOD
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我抓著阿兒纖細的手臂,把她拉到課室外面,暴露在陽光下。535Please respect copyright.PENANA9L7r749kei
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「吓……完嗱?」「喂,即係罰咩?」很多人不滿,很想知道,都湧去追問陳菲菲。535Please respect copyright.PENANAFpGBLqLRBf
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這裡還不夠安全。535Please respect copyright.PENANAza3YhG1GjQ
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我拉著阿兒,落兩層樓梯,從五樓下去三樓,才走去走廊中間。535Please respect copyright.PENANAbHH5oE1Qd0
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「喂,你……到底想點?」阿兒的聲線猶有餘悸。535Please respect copyright.PENANAuzD1vAlj1F
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她扭著手臂,希望收回去。535Please respect copyright.PENANAnyQzBmqyxp
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低年級學生在往來往回。535Please respect copyright.PENANArU3Im9ZWh6
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「啊,唔好意思。」我鬆開手;她就把手收回去。535Please respect copyright.PENANAOaqTS9cGM5
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同時發現額頭有冷汗,剛才我實在太緊張……沒辦法,為了救人,為了完成這次測試。535Please respect copyright.PENANAmE5w0MuQnW
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「到底你地想罰我啲咩?」她雙手護胸,用極不信任的眼神看我。535Please respect copyright.PENANAG2N0g4gwuF
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「啊,你唔好誤會,我其實係想救你,先同佢地講咗個大話。」我解釋說,馬上對她重述一遍剛才的談話內容。535Please respect copyright.PENANAfToUv7wrlJ
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漸漸地,她看我的目光,從抗拒變成可以信任。535Please respect copyright.PENANAHJVkTEnzqM
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抖動的手,也回復平靜了。535Please respect copyright.PENANAWAojnSslQh
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「底褲……方面?」她困擾地說,有點尷尬。535Please respect copyright.PENANAjrM0t3Qp5y
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「你咪是但買條底褲,加啲水落去,再影張相畀我交差囉。」我淡然地說,「有啲嘢,過咗幾日,又唔係當眾做,啲人睇到都會冇癮。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAMiZhhTHW2o
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「就好似睇戲班友仔,有事發生,即刻食花生梗係食得開心。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAyjfLfFGl3k
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「但同一個話題食咗幾日,覺得無聊喇喎,就冇癮食落去。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAYhYDlnLIJZ
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「總之過幾日,等件事淡咗,就冇嘢喇。」我從容地說,一副不用擔心的樣子。535Please respect copyright.PENANAWvyTakrMCU
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透過話語,透過微笑,藉以給她多一點安慰。535Please respect copyright.PENANAn3BHxbntTm
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「希望啦。」阿兒說,心情好了很多。535Please respect copyright.PENANArz72swqCtV
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小息的時間差不多結束,我們的談話也差不多完了。535Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8dS3LelwV
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「話時話,你咁幫我,我應該點報答你好呢?」她溫暖的笑臉,為清純的樣子加添了幾分動人。535Please respect copyright.PENANAVXl0eFF3Et
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「咁啦,你有功課唔識嘅時候,可以嚟問我,我一定會教你。」她熱心地說。535Please respect copyright.PENANAKV2v3qFmTr
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右手指輕托黑框眼鏡。535Please respect copyright.PENANAWtE8AjEzH3
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「我係唔會有功課唔識做。」我得意地說,忍不住沾沾自喜。535Please respect copyright.PENANAorQyZISkgX
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「不如實際啲,整包魚蛋燒賣啦。」我說。535Please respect copyright.PENANASNbs2QlDOn
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「好!」她一口答應。535Please respect copyright.PENANAQNw2TgZKqF
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神啊,看到了沒有,只用了兩小時、兩個半小時?我多麼快就解決了問題。535Please respect copyright.PENANAOXCXkJ7ji4
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而且沒有得罪任何人,過程可謂完美。535Please respect copyright.PENANAjnQmvu1Qgb
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還不是,擁有神的慧根?535Please respect copyright.PENANAYex1rf1NPP
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我們並肩而行,走向樓梯口。535Please respect copyright.PENANAGe5YhFh475
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「不如依家去買?」我說,怕任務突然完成,會回到島上。535Please respect copyright.PENANACs8qFFb8QI
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「咁急?」她有點錯愕,轉頭時馬尾搖了一下,「小息夠鐘喇喎。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAcTDmieFJ3G
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「咁下個小息先啦。」我放棄地說。535Please respect copyright.PENANA4A5trkgine
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反正等了五年,不差……兩節課堂。535Please respect copyright.PENANANMTIeyyHlx
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回到課室前,她停頓了步伐,我也因此停了。535Please respect copyright.PENANA9YTZNCkg59
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「一陣點都好啦,頭先真係好多謝你可以幫我解圍。」阿兒說,想跟我握手,「我叫李可兒,希望可以同你做到朋友。」535Please respect copyright.PENANATaVjeHijku
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「做朋友梗係可——」我笑說,卻在下一秒僵住。535Please respect copyright.PENANAwtEqQ4Uqrk
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慢著,有點不對勁!535Please respect copyright.PENANA4BGRzVONsW
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「你講……多次?」我臉如死灰。535Please respect copyright.PENANAY5COQJHBAK
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「我叫『李可兒』,希望可以同你做到朋友。」阿兒遞著右手,依然想握手。535Please respect copyright.PENANAobmo91Mjxb
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黑框馬尾妹叫李可兒?你叫李可兒……535Please respect copyright.PENANAu5TkQNOnfo
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「咁邊個叫陸傾兒?」我衝口而出。535Please respect copyright.PENANAYd1DWYFAQK
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「陸傾兒,咪傾姐囉。」李可兒理所當然地說,「頭先坐窗口位嗰位大家姐。」535Please respect copyright.PENANAWDeSrupJpA
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