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「安寧」,我是這麼渴望:「即使放棄全世界為代價,能擁抱平靜」彷彿不想活下去一樣,但我並非祈求死亡,而是上天能允許這個傷口癒合
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「只要還活著,便要活下去」
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「活下去」多麼令人感動的一句,我也想將之奉為自己的信仰,而非基因中的一部分
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我也希望,若然信任「神」便能得到救贖,那麼再也沒人受迷惘所困吧?現實卻沒有所謂的至高看護我們,要不然祂便是沒有那個能力,或是沒有那個意思,只是允許著痛苦在人的身上留下傷痕
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「我是自己的神,沒用無能短視的神」我是如此相信,不需要什麼強大的未知力量,不需要天堂地獄;反正最後也是同一個結果
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我救不了自己
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我不想死,儘管死看起來是唯一出路
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不對,的確是唯一出路
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除非我能從未經歷,以這個身份
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但我不想死
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我不想死
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不想活也不想死⋯那麼我能去什麼地方?
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坐在水面上,我沉不下去
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我看著水底下的手伸過來,隔著水面與自己貼掌,它們卻無法從那裏逃出來,從手指的伸縮中感受到它們的焦急、驚呆
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明明好意地邀請自己
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我拒絕了
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我坐在水面上
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那間屋子卻沉了進去
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我隱約看到,那裏的聲音,站在玄關向上望,和我說:「快點過來」
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哀求自己,讓自己不再在痛苦前屈服
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希望自己變回「正常的自己」
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明明很想一同過去另一邊,但為什麼我沒有這樣做?
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因為我這樣噙著淚對他們說
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「我打從一開始,便是這樣了」
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因為生命的重量大概比羽毛輕吧,所以沉不下去吧
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即使是惡人也好
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身心完全染黑又如何,我的想法也不能夠沉進死海裏
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我只能羨慕
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我只能⋯
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