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我只能⋯什麼?
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活下去?
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我只能一直活下去,直至撐不住⋯死去的那天
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但真的是這樣嗎?
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在那天來臨之前沒什麼想做的嗎?
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其實我還有想做的事情,其實我還有想說的話,其實我還有想去的地方
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其實我不想死⋯我只是厭倦即使活著,什麼也做不到的自己
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至少,我真的好想⋯對姐姐説「討厭」
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對她説「謝謝」
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至少,我真的好想不再被當作混混,正常地生活,不被找麻煩,也不用干涉些不關我的事
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我不想再受傷
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至少,我開始發現「宿主」這個身份也會阻止我普通地生活
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我只是想平靜地活著
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我不是想死
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我説,我不是想死⋯
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我説,我希望自己有一個快樂的家庭
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我渴望自己不用以「忙碌」去麻痺自己的悲傷
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我祈求真正的救贖
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我不想死亡成為我的唯一,我是要能專一針對的方法
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我不想死,即使那是我能力範圍內可以選擇的僅有
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「對不起⋯⋯我改變主意了⋯不要帶走我⋯」
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我對著水面,舌頭與哭腔對抗,嘴唇兩側在角力,還是無法阻止心情加入了其中,作為點滴,進入死海
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等待不可能的回覆,我只是一邊笑一邊哭,坐在本來平靜的水面上,寧靜被干擾只是因被自己騷擾著
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被我的⋯什麼⋯
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天真嗎?
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「活著只是還沒預備好死亡」,這份天真吧?
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真是可笑,明明我已經忍耐不了
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為什麼我還要堅持下去?
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我什麼也不信
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為什麼我還在這?
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在森林的深處,獨自哭泣,使死海的水分稍微增加,知道救贖不會因此來臨,還是抵抗不了感性,被悲傷戰勝了⋯
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⋯
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我連自己也拯救不了
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