(01)191Please respect copyright.PENANA24BuuJcn5L
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一九九三年,他六歲。191Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0c3o1Odjf
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣,撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜,不願醒來,懶理微微發癢的臉頰。191Please respect copyright.PENANAJczrP3dFOg
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夏日惡毒,毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件,說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼,認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物,長暗瘡,純粹熱氣,無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣,匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。191Please respect copyright.PENANAbOIQepC8HO
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醫院離家不遠,不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景,既近且遠,扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉,手腳一軟,眼前一黑,倒下。191Please respect copyright.PENANArRdlnE2v51
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看不見,聽得到。191Please respect copyright.PENANAuyFLLblPXb
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尖叫,呼救。心跳,鼻息。人,車。191Please respect copyright.PENANAu91bU41RyE
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電車。191Please respect copyright.PENANAuulWgkl1wx
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叮叮——叮叮——191Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y0HIWuGVG
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。191Please respect copyright.PENANAZO4xsLIuaK
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲,平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。191Please respect copyright.PENANAuexUvqAdEv
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特,隱隱卻嘹亮。191Please respect copyright.PENANAnzURREQaWv
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刻骨銘心。191Please respect copyright.PENANAXeKNOObmL7
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叮叮——叮叮——191Please respect copyright.PENANAzzblmoyMGN
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(02)191Please respect copyright.PENANANIsPq0yUV0
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看得見,聽不到。191Please respect copyright.PENANA4EwDLEh7ne
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染,無法康復。191Please respect copyright.PENANADvNGOh2qif
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。191Please respect copyright.PENANAXZLLAs4nxK
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。191Please respect copyright.PENANAzE6WAgbLMR
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。191Please respect copyright.PENANAIuiI77IixH
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。191Please respect copyright.PENANAno9AxDZCci
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。191Please respect copyright.PENANAXdP4uzJZDh
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。191Please respect copyright.PENANAO07DOWtgW3
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世界五顏六色,暴烈狂亂。191Please respect copyright.PENANAa8NPDrYJ0t
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他受驚瑟縮在家,直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。191Please respect copyright.PENANAVu7gQDoFR5
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爸爸指向電車,比手畫腳,示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。191Please respect copyright.PENANADoyBdYXVEX
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叮叮——叮叮——191Please respect copyright.PENANAuouYidvLOp
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叮……191Please respect copyright.PENANAbAKcQjpHJF
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(03)191Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZmacM3V8E
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二零二三年,他三十六歲。191Please respect copyright.PENANAJT4AiTE1hX
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當年媽媽離世後,爸爸帶他遷離港島,遠離電車,遠離傷心地。191Please respect copyright.PENANAoNjHO8uVHw
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時日漸過,傷痛漸退,他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺,是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的,用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄,如煙如霧,再也妨礙不了他的人生路。191Please respect copyright.PENANA4NU9PfZjLD
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他決定要勇敢,走出陰霾,好好過活,不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺,同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車,為何偏偏在電車自殺?因為媽媽?沒能知道,沒能問個清楚明白。191Please respect copyright.PENANAz2CYZ6SLqu
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二十七年來,他首次踏足港島。心情緊張,有如當年踏入新居。191Please respect copyright.PENANAgx9NwyP5gc
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位,有形無神,是家不是家。191Please respect copyright.PENANAz2duFcMIQT
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍,舊瓶新酒,突兀不協調。191Please respect copyright.PENANAuiXeo4oa4g
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠,阻擋視線,如屏成障。看不見前路,聽不到指引,忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在,現在組構將來。過去如何,將來也必如何……191Please respect copyright.PENANA8p35oA0wZf
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一抹綠影突然冒出,撥開重重色彩,在他眼前掠過,緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。191Please respect copyright.PENANAK1CBZisl94
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叮叮——叮叮——191Please respect copyright.PENANATrqWCvkKJD
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震驚。191Please respect copyright.PENANA5ObSwkviSY
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怎麼可以聽到聲音?191Please respect copyright.PENANAIdVUFKJ8Fd
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叮叮——叮叮——191Please respect copyright.PENANAGW1PRgHgt8
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。191Please respect copyright.PENANA7eUWlf4sLJ
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。191Please respect copyright.PENANAU5sPTsPFKP
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。191Please respect copyright.PENANAFhpeovGOCg
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他不想再追。很累……191Please respect copyright.PENANAgnQl8YFg2X
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叮叮——叮叮——191Please respect copyright.PENANAP0iEIXbCz9
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他,將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。191Please respect copyright.PENANAG7DAqpJwAv
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電車似是擁有生命,生出無數觸手,向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同,是多麼的熱情親切,充滿期盼,彷彿在講:「來!快來!」191Please respect copyright.PENANAiTJwdXsEVc
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他咬咬牙,跑得更快,想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎?191Please respect copyright.PENANA2c8dv7onxe
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉,但他堅信那是父母的手!191Please respect copyright.PENANANckaz8bjNB
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚!191Please respect copyright.PENANAI7vLajnYdG
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父母都是自殺的,在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。191Please respect copyright.PENANAiXdqOBNKXh
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他接受不了。191Please respect copyright.PENANASOHrddyA5A
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叮叮——叮叮——191Please respect copyright.PENANA0IyHUFY4nJ
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電車準備靠站,他快要追到。191Please respect copyright.PENANAYeecBBrYFr
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綠手開始氣化。191Please respect copyright.PENANAJ27z2Y9gkd
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再努力亦枉然?一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……191Please respect copyright.PENANAGCnTuSUtSW
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。191Please respect copyright.PENANAExoopg9RQd
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他力竭倒地,哭得像個孩子。191Please respect copyright.PENANAuo3yaX2DMX
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叮叮——叮叮——191Please respect copyright.PENANA8KZVFHV4js
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電車靠站,乘客分道揚鑣,世界運轉如儀,沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。191Please respect copyright.PENANAx6K6dSvfjh
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緣盡。191Please respect copyright.PENANA1JVwXC2mGs
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無謂執著。191Please respect copyright.PENANAZKqvHbc4PE
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忽爾澄明。191Please respect copyright.PENANAJatMJ85ttC
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汗止,氣平,淚盡。191Please respect copyright.PENANAkNUpS2KND3
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他重新站起來,拍拍褲管塵灰,抬頭挺胸走向電車站。191Please respect copyright.PENANAVygt3sYtbO
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排隊,付款,上車。191Please respect copyright.PENANAgKI98Dg0tr
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如同其他乘客。191Please respect copyright.PENANAtY9Vtqs2l4
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。