家宜拿著一紙文憑畢業。591Please respect copyright.PENANAvPYTVoIueI
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和很多其他年輕人一樣,她是有夢想的,並一直堅持著。她一直在心中盤算著,要找一份怎麼怎麼的工作,要怎麼怎麼實現她大計……但眼見一封封求職信杳無音訊,石沉大海時,她開始著急。591Please respect copyright.PENANAAU0gM6MKaz
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日復日,她心想:「機會在哪兒?」591Please respect copyright.PENANAbtjSFteuGN
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終於,有回音了。縱使只有一個面試機會,她仍興奮得很。591Please respect copyright.PENANAM9fSrVPkwH
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面試當日,她穿著整齊,拿著沉甸甸的公事包,於烈日下到一幢舊式工廠大廈去。到達門口時,大汗淋漓的她,被玻璃門後的公司吸引著——是她夢寐以求的室內設計公司!還記得修讀室內設計文憑時,她常幻想著自己會受聘於一間大型室內設計公司,每天都從忙碌中獲得滿足感…591Please respect copyright.PENANAVrwLgCQbOv
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面試後數日,有回音了。「八千五?」她在心裡嚷著:「當日不是說月薪一萬嗎?」591Please respect copyright.PENANASuHD3qoz5F
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「你是零經驗的畢業生…」電話另一頭的男聲解釋說。591Please respect copyright.PENANAhOystxUPBo
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「好。」家宜吁了一口氣,把心裡的標準降低了少許。591Please respect copyright.PENANA75Zt3eFwt2
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「那麼,明天上班。」男聲的口吻近乎發號司令。591Please respect copyright.PENANAd4cG7nFJdE
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掛線後,家宜把消息告知媽。591Please respect copyright.PENANAS9qCuJV71H
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「八千五…」媽想了想:「差不多…」591Please respect copyright.PENANA67Q4ywm9VH
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家宜沉默了。591Please respect copyright.PENANAEnIIi78XyL
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媽瞥了瞥她,續道:「『零經驗』、『Fresh Grad.』…八千五,已算是不錯!」591Please respect copyright.PENANAwT6vfsv72v
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這一句話,又把家宜的標準拉低了。591Please respect copyright.PENANA11y12qKMUo
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原來,她自己只值八千五!
一年後,進步不少的家宜被擢升,成為初級設計師。591Please respect copyright.PENANABwWSrLDeHZ
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自此,仍然年輕的家宜,決定不會再穿著花花綠綠,只會穿黑白灰。591Please respect copyright.PENANAhLGDNk49n5
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有人說她成熟了,進步了。591Please respect copyright.PENANAkLMqqUNi4b
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「我可不這樣認為。」家宜很想要這麼答,但卻總把說話生吞回肚子作罷。591Please respect copyright.PENANA2DT3jqWVN3
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似乎,大家都只看到她「正」的一面而已。591Please respect copyright.PENANAVHj8zLtCNq
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這就是大家想要看見的家宜嗎?一個只會穿黑白灰、不苟言笑的女人。大家似乎忘記了——家宜只有二十歲,是屬於青春的年華。真正的她,可是一個愛笑愛玩的小女生;但這只會令她被標籤為「不思進取」、「幼稚」、「被寵壞」的新生代。591Please respect copyright.PENANA5Uzs4OUzIJ
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還是向現實低頭好了。591Please respect copyright.PENANA3JMAw5TCoP
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家宜又再穿上套裝,遮掩仍然年輕的身體;化濃妝、塗豔抹,好讓笑容沉重得消失了似的。591Please respect copyright.PENANAKLP97I7C9Z
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這就是,大家想要看見的家宜吧!
「我回來了。」家宜脫下高跟鞋,一屁股坐在沙發上。591Please respect copyright.PENANAm6pdCYCdtg
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「發薪了嗎?」媽聞聲而至。591Please respect copyright.PENANAcTz49uP1ar
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「發了。」家宜從手提包拿出支票和糧單。591Please respect copyright.PENANAL0nQw9yJ88
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媽看了看,聲線幾近尖叫:「你不是已經升職了嗎?」591Please respect copyright.PENANAMNNsuHzXAH
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家宜沒答話。591Please respect copyright.PENANAR4Xd9FGwO2
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望著家宜,媽氣得火燒心。591Please respect copyright.PENANAZAs3Fk7up9
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當初,是家宜承諾會賺到更多的錢。591Please respect copyright.PENANAzkBUvjj9fC
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當初,是她講理想,擅自推掉一份待遇優厚的工作。591Please respect copyright.PENANA0cRFTNYrEe
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當初,她根本不應為興趣而揀選室內設計。591Please respect copyright.PENANAdMkBEGJ286
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當初…591Please respect copyright.PENANA5oD0nvDvOg
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整個晚上,媽一言不發。591Please respect copyright.PENANAY02QpD85z7
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家宜很難受,但卻選擇不多話。是的,她很後悔——為何她當初那麼有理想?原來,理想真的不可當飽飯吃!591Please respect copyright.PENANAKHaviXZD7v
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但現在,何如?
這是家宜首次到酒吧來。591Please respect copyright.PENANAMAePwAmAra
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形形色色的男女,都不約而同地帶著一對黑眼圈;家宜也不例外——她昨晚失眠了。591Please respect copyright.PENANAs8QZKOYVKf
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從未試過被人當中那麼奚落,還要她道歉。但更難以置信的是——她道歉了。591Please respect copyright.PENANA3w2nkslqef
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根本不是她的錯!591Please respect copyright.PENANAzDUGAigjvS
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但道歉可保住一椿生意…591Please respect copyright.PENANArPD9cy7Km1
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卻扭曲了自己…591Please respect copyright.PENANAu6pFidb8pr
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值得嗎?591Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ2lKVOD02
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「你是家宜嗎?」有人從後拍了拍家宜的肩膊。591Please respect copyright.PENANAW0VwvtJZPA
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「學姐?」家宜不自覺的伸出手來,公式化地打招呼。591Please respect copyright.PENANAPlFzQU1FHq
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「近來好嗎?」學姐也成熟了不少:「還在那室內設計公司工作嗎?」591Please respect copyright.PENANAIN5bX0858t
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「是的。」家宜雖然盡力隱藏,但仍掩不住眼裡的失意。591Please respect copyright.PENANAJDHG0ykKMM
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「我最近自己設立了一所室內設計公司…」學姐有意無意的說:「需要聘請設計師…」591Please respect copyright.PENANADi7bNFA5Xt
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「設計師…」家宜頓時精神起來。591Please respect copyright.PENANAaxSYoMtCtv
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「雖是自主度高,但薪金卻…」學姐小心翼翼的試探著:「你會來幫忙嗎?」
草擬了一整晚的辭職信,就在手心。591Please respect copyright.PENANAewOYQYZp82
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只要家宜有勇氣遞上,再加幾個模稜兩可的原因,理想便能確切的握在手心。591Please respect copyright.PENANAWAujk95c6n
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「理想不能當飽飯吃!」這句話突然在家宜耳邊響起。591Please respect copyright.PENANAW83IX7eRXB
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曾講過這句話的人,有媽、朋友、同事、上司…甚至家宜自己。還記得,講這句話時,家宜自己的心情是絕望的。但大家的表情卻很輕鬆,活像只是講及一些與自己不相干的事。591Please respect copyright.PENANAGaDSjZwJBb
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理想,不相干嗎?很遙遠嗎?591Please respect copyright.PENANAPWlRFMY1jh
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難道大家年輕時沒有理想嗎?591Please respect copyright.PENANAW5p9Jjk37J
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還是大家根本知道現實裡沒有理想,乾脆直接放棄了?591Please respect copyright.PENANAGIwtfDO5aK
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不管了,先遞信吧!591Please respect copyright.PENANABeTMAsM9nA
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「你…」老闆氣定神閒:「很缺錢吧!」591Please respect copyright.PENANAOf0sHRBDep
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家宜呆了。591Please respect copyright.PENANAED49raU4Cr
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「加薪能留住你嗎?」他豎起兩隻手指,示意加薪兩千元。591Please respect copyright.PENANAuDJEnydpJR
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她沒即時否定——猶豫了。591Please respect copyright.PENANASXlJT5myGr
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「既然沒問題,你先去工作吧!」他以微笑作結。591Please respect copyright.PENANAOyG38BQK1U
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這是…放棄了嗎?591Please respect copyright.PENANAN1PMt5vuVR
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家宜只知道自己剛才的確心動了,再沒追求理想的資格…
天,灰灰的。591Please respect copyright.PENANAijGMYee76U
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家宜傻傻的抬起頭來,心想:「我到底在做甚麼?」她的手在顫抖著,弄皺了手心的辭職信。從來不相信「為五斗米折腰」;但今天終於領略到。591Please respect copyright.PENANABMSvSLb64z
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家宜垂頭喪氣地來到家門前,勉力地堆起笑容,按下門鈴。應門的是媽。591Please respect copyright.PENANAd1nhuHY6qg
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昨晚,為了工作上的去留問題,她和媽吵起來了。當時大家都氣得面紅耳赤,卻未能分出勝負。家宜最記得媽那一句:「生活艱難!」591Please respect copyright.PENANAMhitTqj44T
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當時聽畢,家宜禁不住吐了句:「錢不是萬能的!」但二十四小時後,她願意收回那一句話。591Please respect copyright.PENANAiydTXsLh20
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「真的辭職了嗎?」媽的語氣,冷淡得令人難受。591Please respect copyright.PENANAsYhVMNYBil
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「沒。」家宜感覺到自己的眼淚快要奪眶而出。591Please respect copyright.PENANADemRioGto9
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「真的?」媽的表情很複雜,既喜且悲。591Please respect copyright.PENANAx8cPuOAO8n
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是的,她很高興家宜沒有辭工;但她實在太熟悉家宜的脾性了——幾近頑固的堅持自己的想法。要是她的想法改變了,原因有二:想通了或是徹底被「擊潰」了。591Please respect copyright.PENANAtlznaNENki
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媽選擇相信後者:「有話要講嗎?」591Please respect copyright.PENANAZJJV018BQ4
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「沒。」家宜搖搖頭。591Please respect copyright.PENANAXEQ8iRRA5A
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回到房間,家宜躺在床上,呆望著天花板。591Please respect copyright.PENANAFDgucDCpMY
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欲哭無淚。