第九十二章:承諾與失望348Please respect copyright.PENANAK1Pc2WzvUO
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「Alvin,你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界?」348Please respect copyright.PENANAY31iIKY4uw
在腦海中,我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……348Please respect copyright.PENANAZelJkFx8Gz
她問道了這一條問題,總感覺在過去的回憶當中,也有人詢問過同一條問題……348Please respect copyright.PENANAQvXIu2vGzk
對,那個人……就是Mandy。348Please respect copyright.PENANAUevHkx85us
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我記起,那天是中三時的某一個星期五。348Please respect copyright.PENANARcM3ID4A3z
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。348Please respect copyright.PENANAqJFKJ5x5OJ
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題,一邊走回課室。348Please respect copyright.PENANAhxoOi2mQjp
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「Alvin,Haley!你哋傾緊啲咩啊?」348Please respect copyright.PENANA2Bb4EiNV7i
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。348Please respect copyright.PENANAaRzEmyzWlg
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Haley見況,立即說:「唔阻你兩個,行先。」348Please respect copyright.PENANA3WRCAvXk6y
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後,自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。348Please respect copyright.PENANAYO2saNkQ97
無錯,其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。348Please respect copyright.PENANAUgVXrIFVEy
不過他這樣一下子就走掉,也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……348Please respect copyright.PENANAC5VVOky3Gi
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「喂,Haley!洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。348Please respect copyright.PENANAkgN2GPO4wW
於是也只好放慢腳步,讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。348Please respect copyright.PENANAQHoBZhRpgo
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「Haley個死仔,話走就走!」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。348Please respect copyright.PENANA5e3KsL3BT4
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來,並說:「Haley可能怕尷尬掛,哈哈。」348Please respect copyright.PENANALiN84gqHkh
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯,踏上返回課室的路程。348Please respect copyright.PENANAlieVZnOymg
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然而就在中途,Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說:「Alvin,你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界?」348Please respect copyright.PENANAuFwAMOTSNG
「會!一定會!應承咗你架嘛!」我馬上也回應了。348Please respect copyright.PENANAN0VUphuoX8
因為明天星期六,可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。348Please respect copyright.PENANAfpuiVGCoP8
身為她的男朋友,我沒有理由不去支持一下,為她打氣吧?348Please respect copyright.PENANAjwMKmDVaaC
除此之外,其實我也打算在她完成比賽後,帶她去看電影。348Please respect copyright.PENANAFhxTS19r2i
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。348Please respect copyright.PENANArTAtE1nx4F
然而,我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……348Please respect copyright.PENANAm9soVgi78M
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隔天,正當我打算出門口時,媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。348Please respect copyright.PENANA7KNcD6tWnv
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結,開始進行倒數。348Please respect copyright.PENANAQsGG2oQUgM
若果想見最後一面,就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……348Please respect copyright.PENANAO1BxYSOAmI
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然而,我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。348Please respect copyright.PENANA03ZaCw4ySP
並在路途上,向Mandy發送了一個訊息:348Please respect copyright.PENANAltc1tQ0BA9
「我公公有事,要趕去醫院」348Please respect copyright.PENANAayaolHchFV
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但是,當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身,手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。348Please respect copyright.PENANAC9X056nRNO
因此沒有接收到我的訊息,並一直在比賽時,無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。348Please respect copyright.PENANAFkAonZ4bjk
卻因為我的缺席,而分神,最後也與勝利無緣。348Please respect copyright.PENANAIPho2z2cMj
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世,才會缺席。348Please respect copyright.PENANAQtAvOd1oyD
使得輸掉了比賽的她,卻要反過來安慰我。348Please respect copyright.PENANAdMwTo63d60
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但後來,我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。348Please respect copyright.PENANAt6aZIEAMva
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席,彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。348Please respect copyright.PENANAk0ADw6olHV
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣,甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。348Please respect copyright.PENANA5LnV5X8kwC
雖然她一直都說不關我的事,而且知道我是有原因才不來的。348Please respect copyright.PENANAc4LDYYo33q
還覺得我有立即通知她,是盡責的行為。348Please respect copyright.PENANA4r9oNzchqv
然而,只是因為她沒有看到訊息,才不知道我沒有來。348Please respect copyright.PENANAx1GaFGvq7i
而一直在比賽時東張西望,這是她身為選手的不成熟。348Please respect copyright.PENANAnmCcrmALIC
但是,其實我是非常自責的,因為若果我有出現的話,或許她就不會輸掉比賽。348Please respect copyright.PENANAI4rcZ4oUEf
我從此得知了,當承諾實現不了的時候,就只會帶來失望,是對自己的失望……348Please respect copyright.PENANAhiq6klNmnv
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」348Please respect copyright.PENANA4Jkd180kah
「嗄!」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過,並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。348Please respect copyright.PENANA8zVNgONGv1
於是我立即拿起來看,並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……348Please respect copyright.PENANAkV3DTvXByo
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「弊,琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗,無覆到佢!」348Please respect copyright.PENANAckjdmbUBaB
我慌張起來地說道,並馬上點開她的訊息來看。348Please respect copyright.PENANAaGuMdogu7F
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊?」348Please respect copyright.PENANA35lrDSZFwC
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。348Please respect copyright.PENANArv9ey2BUVQ
然而,那時候我卻昏睡了,所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。348Please respect copyright.PENANAAKCbD3mFSI
因此,在大約十分後她又傳來:348Please respect copyright.PENANAEooTW7AoeZ
「Online住唔應嘅?」348Please respect copyright.PENANAaKprN65wUj
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗?」348Please respect copyright.PENANAvcrryreCd8
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接著,再過五分鐘後,她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。348Please respect copyright.PENANAMAtHKiXUTq
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。348Please respect copyright.PENANAQlp6hxJAYK
「聽日繼續加油啦!晚安啦傻>w<」348Please respect copyright.PENANAud7PShDwln
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然後,直到今早六時半,她又向我傳來了一個訊息:348Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8e4CoWDdT
「我準備做手術啦」348Please respect copyright.PENANAydk7ASm0vw
「做完再覆你ouo<3」348Please respect copyright.PENANAIO1k5kGwzm
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後,立即就回覆她:348Please respect copyright.PENANAG9rPT5HrAv
「加油啊!我會等你回覆架>X<」348Please respect copyright.PENANArLwhWhPGDr
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然而,這一段訊息,卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。348Please respect copyright.PENANAC6jDQLZgyX
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。348Please respect copyright.PENANAWWnO6wiXt1
會是單剔號,可能是因為訊號不良接收不到,也可能是她關機了。348Please respect copyright.PENANAgdKHwddToP
但這時候,我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。348Please respect copyright.PENANAfs6bhQhRBw
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息,由單剔號變成雙剔號……348Please respect copyright.PENANAYGWR7ymZAu
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雖然剔號並沒有改變,但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。348Please respect copyright.PENANAk8SzeVjq0B
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著,痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。348Please respect copyright.PENANAw7HiygONho
而且更糟糕的是,甚至在我平常步速下步行時。348Please respect copyright.PENANAscqs4YPk4Y
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛,使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。348Please respect copyright.PENANAKpJ0j8jg4A
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但我還不能就此停下腳步,因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。348Please respect copyright.PENANAavLBrOnGUl
只要再多撐三場賽事,我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力,展示自己達成承諾了……348Please respect copyright.PENANAjefKFSzTB8
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「各就位……預備……」348Please respect copyright.PENANA9bWFTrmW0i
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。348Please respect copyright.PENANA3x8hWoxtPw
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備,然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。348Please respect copyright.PENANAgZr7LjBrPu
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣,我也只能以三個詞彙來形容,就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。348Please respect copyright.PENANAu91m8vx2u5
但是我已經回不了去,因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。348Please respect copyright.PENANAhpPwh44RhJ
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「呯—」 348Please respect copyright.PENANArGY9zd3Y1V
我立即抬起身來向前跑,卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。348Please respect copyright.PENANA3nmmn8Q8Th
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。348Please respect copyright.PENANAb06j5ZUpnv
接著更陸續被反超前,由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。348Please respect copyright.PENANAiZI5R0Utrs
最後更成為了最後一名。348Please respect copyright.PENANAtZ0ohtX6Fp
但是,即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好,還是追不上眼前的選手……348Please respect copyright.PENANA4L2un9iHvm
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線,自己卻還在跑著。348Please respect copyright.PENANAw8PKK9g0q1
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這場二百米賽事,我可是徹底地敗北了。348Please respect copyright.PENANAIdbnlJhdXA
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了?348Please respect copyright.PENANA4YLNuMUzGO
為什麼會落敗?為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了?348Please respect copyright.PENANAJK2ctDdj6u
我恨自己,恨自己又未能實現承諾。348Please respect copyright.PENANAfyFYsA0aob
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然而片刻後,我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。348Please respect copyright.PENANAAZFXv80zh0
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗,並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。348Please respect copyright.PENANAoCNe7YElQL
可是這時候,前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路,並說:「阿侑……你做咩啦……」348Please respect copyright.PENANAY8DoUqqWCv
是Mandy。348Please respect copyright.PENANAr9vDU8XpJq
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「無啊,我去更衣室拉筋啊,仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」348Please respect copyright.PENANA8EiMvNlciP
我馬上就向她說道了目的,並打算從她身旁走過。348Please respect copyright.PENANAK9wHPH5qGc
可是,她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說:348Please respect copyright.PENANAlIW9zZ1XsY
「Zack佢話你怪怪地,搏哂命去參加比賽,所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」348Please respect copyright.PENANAyRr99YWqjk
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。348Please respect copyright.PENANAXsQBV875Rc
可是她卻表現激動起來:「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁,你無嘢啊嘛?」348Please respect copyright.PENANAebHrptnpg5
我嚇了一嚇,沒有即時回應她。348Please respect copyright.PENANAPHeqd2cUNp
於是她也繼續說下去:「何鵬侑,你講!到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命?」348Please respect copyright.PENANASDtsuPGnP4
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「我應承咗人,咁咪要搏命囉!承諾嚟架嘛!」我說道。348Please respect copyright.PENANAOJ5fCdssoU
「喺承諾咁又點?」但她隨即就質問起來。348Please respect copyright.PENANA7T6ddjuheS
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時,我也忍不住激動起來說:348Please respect copyright.PENANAwhsRfdzpUV
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉!就好似以前咁,我明明應承咗你,但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽,仲要搞到你分神輸咗!咪搞到你對我失望囉!」348Please respect copyright.PENANAfXyjoO5u98
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「啪—」348Please respect copyright.PENANAvFTF8vnpNw
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。348Please respect copyright.PENANANWV5sCcrcq
我瞬間愣住,並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。348Please respect copyright.PENANA3UtbaKFUJY
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。348Please respect copyright.PENANAcrqCs7TN86
直至這一刻,我才下意識過來。348Please respect copyright.PENANAbHuj5pu8cm
剛剛的那一句說話,到底是有多麼的錯……348Please respect copyright.PENANAO5wq1Tt5Ym
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望,划算嗎」348Please respect copyright.PENANANGGaCpJqET