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「原來喺咁,咁佢都幾賤格喎!」我邊捲著意粉邊說。596Please respect copyright.PENANA1huwyJX2lN
「咪喺!估唔到佢會狗到咁,個陣已經覺得佢怪怪地。」依玲有點生氣地說,然後喝了一口飲料。596Please respect copyright.PENANATMQyfcDr3Z
現在我與依玲都在一間餐廳吃著晚餐。596Please respect copyright.PENANATfCd88EJW1
氣氛總比剛剛在學校時更緩和了些。596Please respect copyright.PENANAIRnD7ssliG
她一邊吃著她的意大利飯一邊向我說她與Raymond發生了甚麼事。596Please respect copyright.PENANAlulOaWj8Xt
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回溯到剛剛在課室時。596Please respect copyright.PENANAx1qpRvs2ar
「阿侑……唔好走……唔好離開我……」依玲捉住了我的袖口,低著頭說。596Please respect copyright.PENANAuJmYJF2DJX
「好……我唔走,我喺到。」我立即回答眼前這個在哭泣著的女生。596Please respect copyright.PENANAaBlJwVaO8j
但她仍然沒有鬆開她的手,仍然緊緊地捉住了我的袖口。596Please respect copyright.PENANA4sGgDAd405
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「發生咩事啦?做咩咁晏仲自己一個喺課室……仲要喊得淒涼。」596Please respect copyright.PENANAvNa88EsWAf
或許我直接了一點,但我大慨猜到她接下來會說的話。596Please respect copyright.PENANAgJ2Xc2rrsZ
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「我……我同Raymond分咗手……」她鬆開了捉緊我衣袖的手。596Please respect copyright.PENANAQMDePFB2SE
我見狀立即從書包拿出一包紙巾並遞給了她。596Please respect copyright.PENANA5dj0gmM4iG
「謝謝……」她拿著了我的紙巾但仍然沒有抽出來把眼淚擦掉。596Please respect copyright.PENANA6YK1WnQiP3
彷彿是想讓它們都繼續流下來,直到乾涸為止。596Please respect copyright.PENANALiUVXHnhZ6
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這段期間,我們沒有再說任何一句話,如同空氣都靜止了般。596Please respect copyright.PENANA1NeGlrpqwV
眼前的依玲就一直哭泣著,而我就只能站在她面前看她哭。596Please respect copyright.PENANACkxI1Iog2i
誰也沒有想得到,才剛成為朋友一個月多的我們,這麼快就經歷如此尷尬的場面。596Please respect copyright.PENANAsYnUkAyFKd
我看見女生在哭,對上一次是中三學期中時,我們班因為在辯論比賽中被指發言行為不檢而遭到取消資格,身為參賽者之一的Mandy在回到課室時哭了。596Please respect copyright.PENANAyGeSLMuWxS
幸好上次都有其他同學可以一起安慰她,但這一次卻只有我一個。596Please respect copyright.PENANAW6XEqpgAwj
雖然有點徬徨,但我知道自己應該要做點東西了。596Please respect copyright.PENANAEhtuvFtYTt
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「不如我哋去晚飯啊,咁你都可以邊食邊同我講發生咩事啊嘛。」596Please respect copyright.PENANAwBkAAp8vM5
我終於開口打破了這個連空氣都靜止了的局面。596Please respect copyright.PENANAwZi0sRmTin
依玲聽到這句話後,暫時停止了一下哭泣看著我。596Please respect copyright.PENANAUpsaUFOcKR
她想了一想,然後說:「好,我同媽媽講聲先。」596Please respect copyright.PENANAkvyozDDlZ2
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就這樣依玲在課室內打著電話給她的媽媽。596Please respect copyright.PENANAzMOQNjkM9C
而我就站在課室外等待她。596Please respect copyright.PENANATPjy9mX6eC
我回想起對上一次與女生單獨吃飯是甚麼時候的事了呢?596Please respect copyright.PENANAuIfPBHGtbb
我都不太記得了……是與Mandy嗎?還是其他人?596Please respect copyright.PENANAQFqsPgGshp
「算啦。」我看著昏間的天空自言自語地說。596Please respect copyright.PENANAeI2gBzCSJJ
我想這次吃飯都只是純粹想了解一下依玲與Raymond發生了甚麼事。596Please respect copyright.PENANA7FbKZlraic
只是純粹八卦一下了是吧?596Please respect copyright.PENANAn2qpfTuQJY
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「行得啦,我同媽媽講咗唔翻屋企食啦。」依玲從班房走了出來。596Please respect copyright.PENANAzGtADGmCC9
「咁我哋去食意大利嘢好無?附近商場間意大利嘢唔錯。」我立即回應。596Please respect copyright.PENANAkQB04A3xmd
「都得啊,你帶路啦。」她微笑了一下地回應我。596Please respect copyright.PENANAMlKytinZ9T
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學校與商場有點距離,起初我們在路程上都沒有說話。596Please respect copyright.PENANAtKnXSPG6QJ
但我始終抵受不住這種寧靜的氣氛,於是開口:「其實你……」596Please respect copyright.PENANA2vFSltSViN
「其實我……」依玲一樣開口了。596Please respect copyright.PENANAh0gA9XrDyA
氣氛又頓時變得有點小尷尬。596Please respect copyright.PENANASpmMuvxUCX
「你講先啦。」我先讓她問口。596Please respect copyright.PENANAKpe1BMh8ci
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「其實我同佢喺暑假個陣已經成日嗌交,好少事就嗌幾日交。」596Please respect copyright.PENANAiMXwvbJYz7
我看一看依玲,只見她微微地低著頭邊走邊說。596Please respect copyright.PENANAmDtEEILpMS
「咁之後呢?」我示意她繼續說下去。596Please respect copyright.PENANA3F0HnPIVcM
「佢覆我覆得越嚟越疏,以前都喺秒回嘅,有事未覆到都會講聲。但佢暑假之後就越嚟越怪,Whatsapp在線上都唔喺覆我先,有時仲會已讀我,就好似個次……」596Please respect copyright.PENANA7tfvozEh2S
她不斷拿出不同的例子,跟我說Raymond如何對她疏遠。596Please respect copyright.PENANA6m0dPmIQlc
說著說著就已經來到了餐廳。596Please respect copyright.PENANAIgWvwWGUMd
我們坐下並點了些食物,然後就繼續聽她在說接下來的事。596Please respect copyright.PENANAQKw2SVGAEs
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「其實臨放暑前我就收到風,話佢同一個一樣喺話劇社嘅Form2妹妹好好傾。我問佢有無咁嘅事,佢話只喺因為老師安排咗佢哋喺同一個工作崗位,所以先會咁好傾,仲叫我放心佢哋無嘢……」依玲開始有點不憤地說。596Please respect copyright.PENANA2F8GZwjMOe
其實是正常人都知道,通常說「我們無關係的」,高達80%都喺是有內情的。596Please respect copyright.PENANAhsMTlE8EJa
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「我嗰陣竟然仲信佢話無嘢,我真喺好天真。」依玲更氣憤地拍打了桌面一下。596Please respect copyright.PENANAE8oCj7MTjn
周圍用餐中的人聽到一下響聲後,都紛紛把視線轉移到我們。596Please respect copyright.PENANARfSqNczn1I
「你冷靜啲先,個個都望過嚟啦。」我試圖安撫一下她的情緒。596Please respect copyright.PENANAQxeSq7Lhtd
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「Oh sorry,激動咗少少……總之之後開學無耐我又收到風,話佢約咗個Form2妹妹去OP玩!個日佢仲要呃我話喺去咗聽個鋼琴老師嘅concert!」她又再一次非常氣憤,但所幸這次沒有大力拍打桌面。596Please respect copyright.PENANArRp4iLy5oi
「所以你就同佢分手啦?」我終於把話題拉到了重點。596Please respect copyright.PENANAw4xHDEOqkM
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當我說完後,發現她的瞼色有點少許變了,由剛剛很氣憤變到有點沮喪。596Please respect copyright.PENANA1EwfJai5Mk
「其他我喺咪有嘢做得唔好?點解佢要咁樣出軌……」她聲音低沈地說。596Please respect copyright.PENANAZk9wW3dSfV
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我見情況開始有點不妙,於是立即說:「你無唔好啊!唔好嗰個喺佢!佢唔負責任、唔定性、唔尊重……」596Please respect copyright.PENANAP2DJRDf582
我不斷把畢生都學會的貶義詞全都罵在Raymond身上。596Please respect copyright.PENANA2yCwvdRraf
雖然我與他不熟,又是這件事的局外人,這樣罵好像不太好。596Please respect copyright.PENANA9SN7hZ19OW
但這一刻為了安撫依玲,再難聽點的說話都要罵下去。596Please respect copyright.PENANAXgVMVP1hmP
依玲見我如此落力地罵,而且所用的詞語更越來越牽強了,她還是笑了。596Please respect copyright.PENANApPUD52vbMi
到底是因為我罵的說話很到位而笑?596Please respect copyright.PENANA1XRGAAUEpY
還是因為看見不斷在絞盡腦汁在罵人的我很有趣而笑呢?596Please respect copyright.PENANAhvdmYKAzDx
我都不知道。596Please respect copyright.PENANAlCUJcSFmFJ
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我們最後邊吃飯邊談話了整整兩個小時,終於準備回家。596Please respect copyright.PENANAn1n5CH5Yqk
這時的依玲情緒都回復正常了,笑容都逐漸回來。596Please respect copyright.PENANAviwS85UNSV
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我把她送到車站與她道別。596Please respect copyright.PENANAg79XwvXSqR
「翻去小心啲啦,唔好諗咁多嘢啦,沖個涼瞓個靚教啦!」596Please respect copyright.PENANAAzRyEe0ELL
「但我未做功課喎……」她說。596Please respect copyright.PENANACXYwTAMoPU
「仲做咩啊,聽朝你早啲翻嚟抄我個份啦!」我拍一拍心口回答。596Please respect copyright.PENANANjHLgovSV1
「哈哈,痴線……啊!有車啦!我上車先啦Bye bye!」596Please respect copyright.PENANAPyIX6oi4RX
依玲聽到我的說話笑了一笑後就揮著手上車與我道別。596Please respect copyright.PENANAFlXAjAdOSA
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「好彩佢都喺笑住咁走。」596Please respect copyright.PENANA50mNRoK2OO
看著她的車離開後,我也開始踏上我的回家之路。596Please respect copyright.PENANAqH11RAT1w2
此時手機突然震動了一下……是依玲在Whatsapp傳訊息給我。596Please respect copyright.PENANACQYjotHloX
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「今日真喺我多謝你聽我呻,你翻去都小心啲啦。」她附加了一個猴子掩眼的表情圖案。596Please respect copyright.PENANAKeL04LjOD5
我立即回覆她:「之後有咩事都可以同我講架,我永遠都會洗耳恭聽。」596Please respect copyright.PENANAQdOkGNgKfH
「永遠都會洗耳恭聽」這句話令我們從今天起除了談日常趣事外……596Please respect copyright.PENANAxpSbLa37Q0
更開始談起了感情事。596Please respect copyright.PENANAJtpJF3cqHP
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「當你在意一個人,就會用盡任何的方法來討好她」596Please respect copyright.PENANAyMVBh6RveA