第一三五章:畢業營(十三)484Please respect copyright.PENANA0sVI5QtBg7
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「杯麵聯歡會」過後,大家也在一陣討論中逐步返回宿舍。484Please respect copyright.PENANAIFnW5bBBiX
「真喺估唔到Mandy會走。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAIVstNk7Krg
「算啦,本來我哋畢業後都會各散東西架啦。」484Please respect copyright.PENANA5NSU65aId5
「其實我喺咪應該都去海外留學呢?」484Please respect copyright.PENANAxsLhJiDe2n
「算把啦你,留喺香港算啦。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAyhItnOGcgU
「Alvin你唔翻去住啊?」484Please respect copyright.PENANAQAr3UnWD41
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我搖頭,表示想在外面多待一會才返回宿舍。484Please respect copyright.PENANA43bK4zOggs
但此時也望向了不遠處的女生群。484Please respect copyright.PENANAaUbu45Q0yF
只見她們紛紛圍繞著Mandy,有些人則繼續詢問著,有些人卻已經哭泣起來。484Please respect copyright.PENANAqcAHPx4H2m
看來今晚都沒有機會再與她交談了。484Please respect copyright.PENANANZJnTJlgby
畢竟她不再是只屬於我的……等等,為什麼我會這樣去想呢?484Please respect copyright.PENANAkEjXTfG1UI
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「阿侑。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAp51tfksaqx
一把熟悉的聲音從我後方傳來。484Please respect copyright.PENANAOk3HC78NF0
單靠逐漸變得明顯起來的棉花糖香味,我就知道是誰了。484Please respect copyright.PENANAkcrkRI9G4n
「依玲。」484Please respect copyright.PENANABHCmisQpNC
我轉過身來望了她,依玲。484Please respect copyright.PENANAPbnPHPY4Yf
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「你唔翻去?」她率先開口問道了我正想說的話。484Please respect copyright.PENANADipsfJYLvn
因此我只是搖搖頭,接著就望向她:「我想散下步先再翻去。」484Please respect copyright.PENANA045eZUyr4c
然後就是凝視著她,沒有作出任何的動作。484Please respect copyright.PENANAtLyrPWGVMW
而她也快就意會到,於是便隨即再說:484Please respect copyright.PENANAGATEJt5Pju
「我……我都散下步先翻去。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAYpsMt4QdtT
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我沒有說話,只是點頭起來。484Please respect copyright.PENANAtJJCa30IAT
但是迎來的卻是皺起眉頭的她再說:「你怪怪哋咁。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAHdAo6pLpAa
「怪怪哋?邊有,哈哈。」我當然是反駁起來,不過那語氣那夠假的。484Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ksuc35o2J
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「你一早就知?」依玲無視了我又再問。484Please respect copyright.PENANArPYxFpFPD3
她所說的「知」,應該是指Mandy要離開的事情了。484Please respect copyright.PENANAoxyAKwaSFm
到底是甚麼原因,使得她們都認為我應該一早就知道了?484Please respect copyright.PENANANXuTIYyAZ3
我真的很想說,其實我都是昨天才知道的……484Please respect copyright.PENANATB6uWaE8Aa
但此刻的我並不想又一次解釋起來。484Please respect copyright.PENANAFkJPciLfO5
或許是因為感到疲勞了?484Please respect copyright.PENANAFfTIJu0l3U
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所以我接著只是把視線移離了依玲:「你哋覺得我一早知咪一早知囉。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAbydOoQxjI0
我知道自己不應該用這樣的語氣與她說話,但最後還是對她發晦氣了。484Please respect copyright.PENANAtvev8zObbJ
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然而她聽到我的這句話後,表現卻與預期不一樣。484Please respect copyright.PENANAtN3hSkSYJl
她沒有感到生氣,而是表情變得擔憂起來。484Please respect copyright.PENANAL5JXCqTUgj
「阿侑,你無事啊嘛?」484Please respect copyright.PENANASwy0mnbxoW
「無……無事。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAl7z8d0f2U0
我直接回答,然後就開始往飯堂外的平台前進。484Please respect copyright.PENANA1osAcZ2Fe0
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而依玲理所當然就是跟在我後方。484Please respect copyright.PENANA9V5Lc7oJaK
因此接下來我也一百八十度轉過來,打算跟她說「你唔洗跟住我啦」。484Please respect copyright.PENANA5dWLmAradC
不過在轉身的瞬間,她卻直接撞到我的身上。484Please respect copyright.PENANAn7JorD63aD
完全沒有想到她跟我的距離竟然會如此近貼。484Please respect copyright.PENANABB5UuNF0BZ
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「啊,唔好意思。」她很快就抬頭道歉起來。484Please respect copyright.PENANAmaRe4yJ24k
瞬間變得恭恭敬敬起來,並不像平時的她。484Please respect copyright.PENANARuPeMyQOuK
所以我都一同說道:「喺……喺我突然轉身唔啱先。」484Please respect copyright.PENANA4mM24ievzu
不過在話後,我們又再一次對上眼神。484Please respect copyright.PENANAPxIobx7i3F
但是,我隨即也移開了視線,並說:「你早啲翻去沖涼休息下啦。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAmxxzk3MkxU
「你趕我走。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAle3wOTAOWK
我立即瞪起雙眼,並再次望向了她。484Please respect copyright.PENANAgu1YBaZn86
只見她的雙眼逐漸泛起淚光,更同時咬緊了雙唇。484Please respect copyright.PENANACYQkcDIThy
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「依玲……」484Please respect copyright.PENANA4g7uH6El5j
「我見你怪怪你哋,好心嚟睇下你,點知你唔肯講之餘,仲要趕我走。」484Please respect copyright.PENANA0z29pf8xYh
淚珠已經開始從她的眼眶上滲出。484Please respect copyright.PENANACQjmDFpYxp
「我……我唔喺趕你走啊……」484Please respect copyright.PENANAIpJ7SGTrss
「你對我發晦氣都唔緊要,但點解你就唔肯講咩事呢?」484Please respect copyright.PENANAxRsHuBlio6
「我……我……」484Please respect copyright.PENANAlv6y9aBpAx
我稍為思考了一會,到底該怎樣跟她說才好。484Please respect copyright.PENANA3SOqh3VJnn
可是我最終還是合上嘴巴了,難道這就是所謂的有口難言嗎……484Please respect copyright.PENANA7Vx6i15Jhq
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當然,依玲看到我支支吾吾過後,還是選擇合上嘴巴。484Please respect copyright.PENANAMudfSbfusS
她那一刻的表情,我至今仍然銘記在心。484Please respect copyright.PENANAZHuzmcNoi6
因為我使她感到失望了。484Please respect copyright.PENANAkGs5CYCsqH
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而她接下來很快就把淚水擦掉,並再深呼吸了一口。484Please respect copyright.PENANAnCN9sJWCpy
「你知唔知,我將所有嘢都肯同你講,喺因為我真心對阿侑你。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAKCI3VJ8KHY
我知道,我當然知道,你是真心對我的。484Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZSjGmXOpm
「但喺阿侑你……似乎唔喺,點解至今仲要隱瞞我?」484Please respect copyright.PENANAGTpwhQTHKD
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「其實我唔喺有心隱瞞你。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAwQs2L4SLVJ
其實我都是真心對你的,原本我是打算說這句話。484Please respect copyright.PENANAKSkQZSi5JA
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「你真喺好自私,好自私啊!」484Please respect copyright.PENANAr9OupMQQvD
淚水再次從她雙眼流下來。484Please respect copyright.PENANAj4ZZvtYTp4
但當我打算開口說話時,她再說:「我同Raymond所有嘢都會同你講,但喺你同Mandy嘅事,就永遠都收埋收埋,包括佢喺你個EX、你同佢夾份做戲呃Martin、佢仲鍾意你、仲有……仲有……」484Please respect copyright.PENANA8bsXPSyb7N
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「仲有你根本無放低過佢!」484Please respect copyright.PENANABsU14E7ZJf
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在一聲喊道後,依玲就立即轉身往宿營的方向跑去。484Please respect copyright.PENANAdmRk38vpW8
完全沒有打算等待我回應。484Please respect copyright.PENANAnYWXfA7iPN
不,即使她等待了,我都無話可說。484Please respect copyright.PENANAg8Yjbk8npS
但其實我很想立即捉住她,並解釋一番的。484Please respect copyright.PENANA8qSZ7kQ5Fo
只是最終我還是打消了這個念頭。484Please respect copyright.PENANAysRcqkJdAG
「我又聽到自私呢兩個字啦……唉。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAiReQCm1mA8
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回到數小時前,我們還在進行野外定向的活動時……484Please respect copyright.PENANApN9gam0yXe
當我們十四組與前四組會合並被交付傳遞「同班共膳計劃」的任務後,我們便留在了空地上等待下一組的來臨。484Please respect copyright.PENANAcNrvqiVXqe
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而在等待的過程中,Laura擺脫了Poppy的追擊,再次來到了我身旁。484Please respect copyright.PENANAmKiiOvnEha
「阿侑,趁隻幼犬未嚟搞住我,等我哋快啲繼續頭先嘅話題!」484Please respect copyright.PENANA6ji0rQKPoA
「咩話題?」我疑惑地反問。484Please respect copyright.PENANAx5ttfn38So
「你同Mandy嘅話題啊!」她一邊說著一邊環顧著四周。484Please respect copyright.PENANA7kpwHyIDXw
於是我也一同好奇地四周巡視,並很快就發現了不遠處的Poppy似乎發現了Laura又走到我身旁。484Please respect copyright.PENANAbdd16BeijO
隨後,Poppy便開始往我們的方向急步前進。484Please respect copyright.PENANAdycYCwZpYi
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Laura發現Poppy的舉動後,語氣立即變得焦緊起來:484Please respect copyright.PENANAhDwOQFC4xi
「總之我啱先想同你講嘅就喺……一次咁大把!」484Please respect copyright.PENANAKZeROR0psr
「咩一次啊?」484Please respect copyright.PENANAPNQVR92Xu9
「一次!真喺一次咁大把!」484Please respect copyright.PENANAFiaclH0OOL
我們的對話就簡直雞同鴨講似的。484Please respect copyright.PENANAz6yF9Zkjd2
同一時間,Poppy也越來越接近了。484Please respect copyright.PENANAahCU5lHBzn
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於是Laura便隨即準備拔腿就跑。484Please respect copyright.PENANAoRSCAhChcv
並在她準備離開時,也拋下了一句:484Please respect copyright.PENANAVZeji2vstn
「你就自私一次,聽從自己嘅內心,任性一次啦!」484Please respect copyright.PENANAI8EuMOTcZp
「自私一次咩呢?」484Please respect copyright.PENANAL9lmSHmXgj
當我再問的時候,Laura已經起步逃走了。484Please respect copyright.PENANArgu6f628rh
但她還是扭頭望向我,並說了些甚麼。484Please respect copyright.PENANA5J1Q4J89Uy
可是,同時身後已經傳來了Poppy的叫喊。484Please respect copyright.PENANAVq92FEBSLZ
使得我根本聽不到Laura到底說了些甚麼。484Please respect copyright.PENANA2lKYa6f5D5
不過,從她的前言及口型推測,我大概猜到她說出那兩個字。484Please respect copyright.PENANAxxjpfndFlQ
「復合」484Please respect copyright.PENANAr6Dt4BL0td
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「自私、自私、自私……」484Please respect copyright.PENANAq0zWEI4OTu
在依玲離開後,我便靠在欄杆上自言自語起來。484Please respect copyright.PENANA9CDjyrsjNl
依玲剛才的那句「你真喺好自私」,仍然在我腦海中徘徊著。484Please respect copyright.PENANAyWDjxkgjtq
「自私」這詞,到底我今天已經聆聽了多少次呢。484Please respect copyright.PENANAaeubFQSi5p
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與此同時,我也回想起Laura今天的說話。484Please respect copyright.PENANAfQmZLlh95I
「到底佢喺幾時發現嘅呢?」我不禁又自言自語起來。484Please respect copyright.PENANA08DuT4HyY5
但是很快也想通了為何她會如此說道了。484Please respect copyright.PENANAAUlnW0sEWU
畢竟我與她同班了將近六年,清楚知道她可是一個善於讀心的女孩。484Please respect copyright.PENANA9wDrYNJyi3
所以,或許她也早已看穿了我一直埋藏在內心的念頭了。484Please respect copyright.PENANAOxcCOSlwdD
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可是當我想起Laura那句最後的二字時。484Please respect copyright.PENANAwdbjnwtPHD
我也不禁在口邊碎碎唸:「如果我真喺咁做,咪好自私……」484Please respect copyright.PENANAo4YzGb1Kr6
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「你當然好自私啦。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAuqFP6qsUWq
然而,就在我說道後,暗處卻突然傳來一把聲音。484Please respect copyright.PENANA1V9B1vBwmu
相信即使化成灰,這一把聲音我仍然能認得出是誰的。484Please respect copyright.PENANAHzm6S0xfmc
而那人接著也從暗處走出,並再說:「我唔覺意咁聽到少少啦,原來我哋……」484Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9GO9sXlY9
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「你收聲。」484Please respect copyright.PENANAEhfWyMA5pk
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即使我如此說道,對方沒有打算閉嘴,繼續把話接下去。484Please respect copyright.PENANAl9Hhuhm0ma
使得我都不得一同開聲說:484Please respect copyright.PENANATejRDPVACj
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「我哋果然喺同一種人,Alvin!」484Please respect copyright.PENANAJSdIf7XBem
「我同你唔喺同一種人,Toby!」484Please respect copyright.PENANArWLKzh1NNe
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「刻意隱瞞,其實都是為了你」484Please respect copyright.PENANALrSJuYwigb