第三十七章:問與答538Please respect copyright.PENANAoDuOsRAcw5
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAPJ45OCmPd0
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。538Please respect copyright.PENANA1XOOomQTCu
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:538Please respect copyright.PENANAB7JCMJyiEB
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」538Please respect copyright.PENANAF5cAJraaj2
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。538Please respect copyright.PENANA4DnwKvKPdh
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「做咩啦?心情差?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAepxSYBaA9l
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。538Please respect copyright.PENANAXFbP6Vh2ol
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAyC1Mv26l5E
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。538Please respect copyright.PENANAF2IMWMTU7M
避免令她感到更煩躁。538Please respect copyright.PENANAz1Y6sh9qMd
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。538Please respect copyright.PENANA46H5WvgaML
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。538Please respect copyright.PENANAdhkMtN1x0Y
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……538Please respect copyright.PENANAIqcj1PvSIX
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。538Please respect copyright.PENANAs6diwHUHzB
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……538Please respect copyright.PENANAXQjrZl6Iqg
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「喂!Alvin!」538Please respect copyright.PENANAeYI0Kf8Cat
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。538Please respect copyright.PENANAKS5Fz8eWaR
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。538Please respect copyright.PENANAflSl3NcXT7
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。538Please respect copyright.PENANAYmzEwSdK4h
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。538Please respect copyright.PENANAW5fj4Fn4NX
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」538Please respect copyright.PENANAVOQEMyDC1a
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。538Please respect copyright.PENANAWG1xoEwbUv
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。538Please respect copyright.PENANABNeVDE6Bi5
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。538Please respect copyright.PENANAyHp7wD7PsW
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。538Please respect copyright.PENANA69T2sX7Lj4
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。538Please respect copyright.PENANANKeCYqYKqT
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAbJvOdoaDaC
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。538Please respect copyright.PENANAgVWWM083Wv
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。538Please respect copyright.PENANAXJmDgReu4x
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……538Please respect copyright.PENANATorK9daEX1
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。538Please respect copyright.PENANA0xT781YDFf
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。538Please respect copyright.PENANAFKKzffyn6A
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」538Please respect copyright.PENANA4517DVXJO8
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。538Please respect copyright.PENANAzZo9z59RH5
但我沒有回應她。538Please respect copyright.PENANAfRTeZIFOnk
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」538Please respect copyright.PENANACDUwWbDYIb
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。538Please respect copyright.PENANACV4ueGJaMV
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」538Please respect copyright.PENANAfTn9Cd28oB
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAnelTmxLNJ2
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:538Please respect copyright.PENANA24e8pifwcb
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」538Please respect copyright.PENANATJeyH1V2Sg
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。538Please respect copyright.PENANAhFeY6IIACv
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……538Please respect copyright.PENANAzKB4nMnlWS
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。538Please respect copyright.PENANALlFAk1cnWJ
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。538Please respect copyright.PENANAt0r0pBvvxH
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」538Please respect copyright.PENANALqcqrmd5Sa
她思考了一會後再說。538Please respect copyright.PENANAWjYrNgO91H
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「如果啲咩先?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAfEqiwYGyTT
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。538Please respect copyright.PENANATd1ujjv0E7
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAIdeVdgFmyQ
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAU7Rq6cfM6W
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。538Please respect copyright.PENANAgF9L6C8EvG
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……538Please respect copyright.PENANAqZ1sRmaW7R
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」538Please respect copyright.PENANAsUl7VH7Crg
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。538Please respect copyright.PENANAHOxFVJmBix
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。538Please respect copyright.PENANAJAdTojYjon
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。538Please respect copyright.PENANAFjQKM5ewGd
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……538Please respect copyright.PENANAu88FdHK4jd
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。538Please respect copyright.PENANAyKW5g6Uy2I
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……538Please respect copyright.PENANAkaFSh9lprB
所以我都不能確實回答。538Please respect copyright.PENANAeWltQndvNR
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。538Please respect copyright.PENANAgBsxtaeXSc
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」538Please respect copyright.PENANABoDhSSzLpv
我直接與她說。538Please respect copyright.PENANAUB5vjwkmrD
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。538Please respect copyright.PENANANuuUpWWvOy
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……538Please respect copyright.PENANABGKsQOZgsK
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」538Please respect copyright.PENANAR5ogojLIfe
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。538Please respect copyright.PENANABo3UwmJ0ky
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……538Please respect copyright.PENANAtTCxAbc75i
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。538Please respect copyright.PENANAeqRmJx4PB6
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」538Please respect copyright.PENANAk7yOa5rlq0
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。538Please respect copyright.PENANA5wWCAxKwkz
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而我正在換衣的時候……538Please respect copyright.PENANATl41vMTY8k
「鈴—鈴—」538Please respect copyright.PENANAss5z6w4dwx
突然手機鈴聲響起了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAdg0yZOfk7C
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。538Please respect copyright.PENANAJZDZDzMQrd
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。538Please respect copyright.PENANAdvfuo7kBZU
我二話不說就接聽了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAQYs1D2pbef
「喂?依玲?」538Please respect copyright.PENANAZCZ34ZtfDM
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。538Please respect copyright.PENANAm0RApYrfbC
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。538Please respect copyright.PENANAXslCANjeCW
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。538Please respect copyright.PENANAP8xtCct6LA
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。538Please respect copyright.PENANAWAzJEgpFNP
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」538Please respect copyright.PENANA2GVp7iJvxg
她向我道歉起來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAevlUhYoneq
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」538Please respect copyright.PENANAPuTju2VJ0Y
我希望她不要太過介意。538Please respect copyright.PENANApiBhnHIbWD
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……538Please respect copyright.PENANAaWEDiy9MxI
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。538Please respect copyright.PENANAEXSiN5qFql
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……538Please respect copyright.PENANAGz5UMx8dal
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAm7bWPhL1LB
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……538Please respect copyright.PENANA8iFrvtd0h9
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」538Please respect copyright.PENANAJJkD1LZ8tu
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。538Please respect copyright.PENANAAYxVb2I68d
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」538Please respect copyright.PENANAlSxZ4yG1tP
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。538Please respect copyright.PENANA08mrIDnqKe
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「原來喺咁……」她說。538Please respect copyright.PENANAqVlcLwPpib
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。538Please respect copyright.PENANAvlUM4Ad5As
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」538Please respect copyright.PENANAlNLKIDTJ1E
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……538Please respect copyright.PENANAsln91iRLBv
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?538Please respect copyright.PENANAX3h4RrqglR
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」538Please respect copyright.PENANAllbNhuZQ4X