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Dante and Vergil。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwTJoKC3QNb
對不起我覺得我稍微OOC了(苦笑)。11Please respect copyright.PENANABN9Z53euQl
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A/N: I don't own them, Dante and Vergil belong to Capcom.11Please respect copyright.PENANA5nAufrhiQm
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最近看完了Devil May Cry 3的結局,所以,大概是三代結局之後的事情,這樣可以嗎?11Please respect copyright.PENANAvZBqYpWPMG
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可以的話,我們就開始囉。11Please respect copyright.PENANAQcjSWy94jQ
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對不起我覺得我稍微OOC了(苦笑)。11Please respect copyright.PENANABN9Z53euQl
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A/N: I don't own them, Dante and Vergil belong to Capcom.11Please respect copyright.PENANA5nAufrhiQm
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最近看完了Devil May Cry 3的結局,所以,大概是三代結局之後的事情,這樣可以嗎?11Please respect copyright.PENANAvZBqYpWPMG
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可以的話,我們就開始囉。11Please respect copyright.PENANAQcjSWy94jQ
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A Devil May Cry Fanfic ─ Fixation.11Please respect copyright.PENANA6633wjgdej
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他經常欺騙自己左手心的傷口仍會抽痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANAWcm8Q3tgJj
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他當然非常清楚這樣很傻、很蠢甚至很危險,但有時他顧不了那麼多;男人坐在地上,這是個少數能讓他感到如此忐忑的時刻,月光自事務所大門上的氣窗溜了進來,輕巧的落在他伸直的腳邊,讓短靴的靴尖造成一片陰影。11Please respect copyright.PENANA5xW67uJHKq
電話在響,今天第五次了,但是他不想接。11Please respect copyright.PENANAew7RYL2rGV
至少現在不想,在不安、焦慮和憂心填滿他周圍的空氣──滿到他開始懷疑某種東西會承受不住失控爆炸──的時候不想;他背倚著冰冷的牆角,低下頭,白髮遮住了大部分的視線,但仍足夠讓他看見自己全副武裝,他一如往常的全副武裝,紅色風衣底下的槍套抵著側腰,卻從來沒有感到如此脆弱過。11Please respect copyright.PENANAsURhAEeDUa
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男人移開視線,轉而檢視自己攤開的左手掌。11Please respect copyright.PENANA8Gd2v5xNF2
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黑色的皮製露指手套被他丟到一邊,毫無生氣的躺在木製地板上,如果他有心思去看,肯定會覺得它被拉長的陰影像極了小動物的屍體,不過他沒有,男人盯著自己的左手,沒有鮮血,也沒有撕裂般的痛楚,什麼也沒有,有的只是那道淡淡的傷疤和他腦中亂成一團的回憶。11Please respect copyright.PENANAqAKeUHb28b
他閉上眼睛,左手握拳,用力到指結泛白,指尖戳進掌心裡。11Please respect copyright.PENANA7wgGmFFWKG
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他經常欺騙自己左手心的傷口仍會抽痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfyAqeKq0Kc
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他記得那隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwvAF4Fz2Jd
也同樣記得水氣打在臉上的感覺,記得自己必須瞇起眼睛,才能看清楚眼前的景象;他記得自己有些重心不穩,揮出武器的手卻來不及遲疑;他記得吹在臉上那陣濕熱的風。11Please respect copyright.PENANAnUcu98sgEI
眼前的人開始向後退的時候他就明白接下來會發生什麼事,更明白自己將無力阻止;這個想法令他頭暈想吐,無能為力的這個想法。11Please respect copyright.PENANAML4qUefrVd
記得我們以前是怎麼說的嗎?11Please respect copyright.PENANAaTFtOmu4dl
當然,噢,當然,可是他好想忘掉,一下下也好,真的,一下下也好;至少讓他忘掉自己伸出手的剎那在腦海中重播的畫面,至少讓他忘掉,刀尖劃破手心時,對方眼中自己的模樣。11Please respect copyright.PENANAmrzaPNmInu
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電話鈴響停了,於是窗外的風聲變得刺耳;他坐著,觀察月光和陰影移動的方向。11Please respect copyright.PENANA4kg10pfrRb
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那是一隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAKyeqr7MnC5
他鬆開左手,再次查看,同樣的,那道淡淡的疤痕;嘿,小子,你根本沒有感覺到痛;他知道自己不該這樣,這一切應該要停止,就像其他人說的那樣,生活總要繼續過,他應該要站起來,把窗戶關好,然後扯起一邊的嘴角接聽那通該死的電話。11Please respect copyright.PENANAhn1rmF5lss
但是他仍坐在原地,想著一切都糟得不能再糟了,還有那隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfwhYWkQky3
那是一隻麻雀,幾乎還只是雛鳥,喙邊的羽絨都沒長齊;他記的很清楚,因為那是他童年中少數幾個他願意憶起的事件之一,那隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwLETrmAYX6
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他經常欺騙自己左手心的傷口仍會抽痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANADSRhHd3S19
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那年的早春依然寒氣逼人,不過是他自從有記憶以來最棒的一年,各方面來說都是,哥哥還沒有開始沉溺於圖書館借來的書中,而每天傍晚當兩兄弟玩得髒兮兮的從外頭回來總能聞到母親準備晚餐的香味,還有她會在廚房裡提高音量要他們倆馬上去洗手;他記得他會把那件紅色棉質連帽外套隨手掛在椅背上,而他哥哥總是規矩的把自己的藍色外套掛在門後的衣架上。11Please respect copyright.PENANAS04gi7ye61
那年雙胞胎正好滿七歲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAD6f3EpLVTb
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他記得某天入夜時氣溫驟降,怕冷的哥哥多找來了兩條毛毯堆自己他床上,他則爬上另一邊的單人床,看著哥哥把自己捲入毛毯之中並道了晚安,才把床頭燈捻熄。11Please respect copyright.PENANAbmW53gYy1O
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接近黎明時,一陣細微的拍打聲讓他自一個棉花糖般的夢境中醒了過來,男孩從毛毯中探出頭來,露出白色瀏海底下那雙湛藍的眼睛,在微弱的光線之下閃閃發亮,他等待了一會兒,卻只聽到哥哥睡夢中均勻的呼吸聲;吵醒他的拍打聲好像從未存在過,他屏息,視線轉向窗戶,雙胞胎的房間不大,晨曦的日光透過窗戶幾乎可以照亮整個房間,兩張單人床和書桌,拉長的陰影匍匐上牆壁,然後,又來了,細微的拍打聲,接著一個小小的黑影掠過窗前,暫時遮住了光線。11Please respect copyright.PENANACEIB5tNqXo
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男孩跳了起來「維吉爾!」他壓低聲音的大吼「維吉爾!」11Please respect copyright.PENANAB2jo9RsjXL
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「別吵,但丁……」裹在三層毛毯底下的人動了動,聲音悶悶的,語氣中的不耐卻很明顯「……睡覺……」11Please respect copyright.PENANAzGOHgiBwhS
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「維吉爾!有怪物!」男孩不放棄,他下床,雖然有些不願意承認但幾乎是小心翼翼的走到雙胞胎哥哥床邊,伸手拽開毛毯「我們去宰了牠!」11Please respect copyright.PENANAj7iB7mG8c3
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「怪物……?」作哥哥的翻了個身,望向那雙和自己一模一樣的藍眸,他揉揉眼睛,坐起身,冰冷的空氣讓他打了個哆嗦「但丁,這裡是家裡,不會有怪物。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAlXpLgkhRKI
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「可是……」好像要驗證他所說的話一樣,那陣拍打聲又開始了,這次是在靠近窗戶的牆角那個方向,男孩縮了縮,條件反射般的打開哥哥的床頭燈,但窗戶下方的暗處仍然是照明的死角。11Please respect copyright.PENANAVgPQkr6WOQ
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小維吉爾嘆了一口氣,卻也有些緊張「我去看看。」他踢掉身上剩下的毛毯,雙手抱胸搓了搓上臂。11Please respect copyright.PENANAXKXJxBnX4F
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「我們去看看。」七歲的但丁糾正道,抄起哥哥床頭櫃邊靠著牆的球棒,盯著窗戶下方的陰影。11Please respect copyright.PENANAaPZ9fixgjC
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「你……」小維吉爾看了雙胞胎弟弟一眼,下床,努力的從剛才的夢境中清醒過來,他又用掌根揉了揉眼睛,讓自己能開始思考「……把那個放好。」他指了指對方手上的球棒。11Please respect copyright.PENANAMwyJQpe5dG
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「不要。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAkMhX1fI0zW
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「你要是打翻什麼東西的話我們會挨罵啦。」11Please respect copyright.PENANA0YNDnj1o1s
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「不會啦。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAfjMmkfmXft
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「放好。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAb8M4hUNK5z
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「不要。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAtH9A7yvBAQ
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「放好,我是說真的。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAFjqWrVhwNT
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「不要,我也是說真的。」11Please respect copyright.PENANALJ5hMbessg
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「但丁。」作哥哥的挑起一邊的眉毛,在弟弟眼中他著名的表情之一,不要惹我。11Please respect copyright.PENANAtE2wYripfc
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「我不要。」11Please respect copyright.PENANA1h8BLcarnS
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維吉爾嘆了一口氣,在這一刻他發誓自己能清楚看見雙胞胎弟弟幾年後的模樣,跋扈、囂張、不可理喻,天知道他有多希望弟弟不要朝那個方向繼續發展下去「好啦,小心一點。」他讓步,轉頭看著方才聲音傳來的方向。11Please respect copyright.PENANACxKLenlQi7
天空已經微微泛起魚肚白,室內的陰影不再漆黑得令人摸不著頭緒,取而代之的,兄弟倆可以看見窗戶底下模糊灰色影子之中物體的形狀,不大,而且似乎毛茸茸的。11Please respect copyright.PENANAH4qLF8go7P
維吉爾吞了吞口水,繞過自己的床往窗戶的方向前進,他可以感覺到弟弟緊跟在身側,還有兩人都因為些許緊張而壓抑著的呼吸聲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAznelnxfZb6
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他們很快便抵達窗戶邊,七歲的但丁超越哥哥在距離陰影中的物體三步之外的地方蹲下身來,那毛茸茸的東西抽搐了一下,幾乎是掙扎著,這讓他嚇了一跳,往後縮,差點撞上自己的雙胞胎哥哥,然後他聽見維吉爾發出一陣短促的笑聲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAKUvnwTh4ZA
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「但丁,那是一隻鳥。」作哥哥的上前,單膝跪下,伸手輕輕抓住在地上撲騰的小東西。11Please respect copyright.PENANApRZdQL97rK
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「什麼?」男孩往後坐到地上,自以為不著痕跡的鬆了一口氣,方才緊抓著的球棒脫手,滾到牆邊。11Please respect copyright.PENANATnirylhihO
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「一隻麻雀。」維吉爾對著雙胞胎弟弟舉起手上的小傢伙,鳥兒掙扎了一下,黑色的眼睛轉呀轉的,牠幾乎還只是雛鳥,喙邊的羽絨都沒長齊。11Please respect copyright.PENANAojLhZ8c1Yt
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「牠怎麼……」進來的?但丁抬頭看見窗戶被推開一道不小的縫隙──他幾乎忘了稍早前自己堅持要保持通風,而在哥哥的哀號聲之中做了這件事──於是將嘴邊的問句硬生生吞了回去「你想牠受傷了嗎?」他改口道。11Please respect copyright.PENANAUhhyKsy48h
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「我想沒有。」維吉爾低頭查看了一下鳥兒,後者正掙扎著想要逃出箝制「我想牠只是找不到出去的路。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAlC8sALpoUb
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「喔。」但丁沒有專心在聽,他心中有個想法,他們抓到了怪物,好吧,不管那是不是怪物,那不是重點,重點是他和他哥哥,他們總是能把事情做對,只要他們湊在一起,就沒什麼好擔心的;這個想法很模糊,而到了很多年之後,他才徹底明白自己真的這樣深信。11Please respect copyright.PENANAkAEJKCxvsG
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「好了,我們把牠放出去吧。」作哥哥的提議道,用肩膀推了推有些出神的弟弟,站起身。11Please respect copyright.PENANA5TwripWgqk
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「嗯?喔。」但丁跟著站好,踮起腳尖有些吃力的將窗戶又拉開了一些。11Please respect copyright.PENANAa89uMzUfjh
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維吉爾站到弟弟身邊,小心的捧著手上的小生物,將手伸出窗外;兄弟倆擠在窗戶前,看著鳥兒顫巍巍的站穩,伸展了一下雙翼,然後輕巧的躍入早晨的空氣中,優雅的轉圈之後離去。11Please respect copyright.PENANAm2vCRb4V5w
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接下來發生了什麼事他有點忘了,但卻清楚記得鳥兒離去時自己心裡那種近乎虔誠的感動;這是一件小事,對他目前為止的生活來說,是一件微不足道的小事,但他卻一直記得,他甚至常常忘記自己受過什麼樣的傷,卻一直記得那隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAaqyASCEg5I
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「嘿,維吉爾,你也還記得那隻麻雀嗎?」11Please respect copyright.PENANAqXDa5vKO2M
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他猜想哥哥也許不記得了,那年他們七歲,也不曉得自己就快發現什麼才叫受傷了,傷得很重的那種受傷;七歲那年發生的一切全都因為一年後的慘劇而變得好遙遠,在那之後一切都不一樣了,他也是,維吉爾也是,午夜夢迴時他有時沒辦法阻止思緒飄向過往,在玩世不恭的偽裝之下他不想承認自己其實很脆弱,脆弱到會記得那隻微不足道的麻雀,脆弱到他希望哥哥也記著,因為這不是屬於他一個人的回憶。11Please respect copyright.PENANApYyBFlBF4Z
可是當他看著眼前的人在斷崖邊開始往後退的時候他沒有開口。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdIWw7CblVd
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他經常欺騙自己左手心的傷口仍會抽痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANApVYlywypG0
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就像他欺騙自己沒有任何事物能讓他感到難過,最顯而易見的藉口卻與事實真相背道而馳,惡魔是不會哭泣的;不,他在尚未說出口的剎那就知道那是謊話,他一直都記得,記得眼淚怎麼掉,記得心怎麼痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANA2u2vpdSpi6
男人深吸一口氣,知道這一切必須停止,自怨自艾和緬懷過去必須停止;他總是以為他們能把事情做對,只要他們湊在一起,不過顯然不是,那又怎樣,人們都會犯錯,人們都有一些無法忘懷的事,而他比自己想像的,還要更像個人。11Please respect copyright.PENANAX3GarA3zMk
就像他們那天放走了那隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdAFDd7sdv9
而在一切都無法挽回的前一刻他好想告訴哥哥,其實他渴望的不是力量,不是的,其實他渴望的東西,他老早就擁有了。11Please respect copyright.PENANA0L2wVqHJz5
但是他沒有,就像他沒有開口問哥哥是不是記得那隻麻雀,他不該是會說那種話的人,也不該是會記得那種事情的人。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6nayLuLZkN
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事務所內的燈光讓窗外的人能清楚看見室內一個緩緩站起的人影,那人影搖晃了一下,半舉起左手,這個動作靜止了半秒鐘,然後他甩甩頭,走到另一邊,將窗戶關上。11Please respect copyright.PENANAlqMU5rhI5A
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So I'm picking up the pieces, now where to begin11Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ0kLx8pHG
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遙遠的異界,男人在轉醒之前做了一個夢,夢裡,七歲的弟弟和自己一起蹲坐在此處,年幼的兄弟倆手牽手,看著衰敗不堪的世界逐漸變回他們熟悉的模樣,過往在他眼前以一種高畫質倒轉般的速度回流,慘遭火吻的建築骨架重新被扶正、砌磚、上漆,然後他又回到那裡,他們又回到那裡,那個他小的時候累了會想到的地方。11Please respect copyright.PENANAJCz76B0V7E
他轉頭,在醒過來之前看見雙胞胎弟弟正對他微笑,小小的身影穿著有些過大的紅色連帽外套和牛仔褲,腳上的白色球鞋有些髒汙;然後現實攫住他殘破的心靈和身體,炙熱的溫度和危險的氣息重新回到意識中,他握緊刀柄,緩緩站起身。11Please respect copyright.PENANAV1o3TVjdK0
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這是他選擇的,他不後悔。11Please respect copyright.PENANAY0JgG0ktmS
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只是當他閉上眼睛,他可以看見七歲那年他的雙胞胎弟弟,他可以看見那和他一模一樣的白髮和藍眼睛,還有弟弟臉上的笑容,同樣的笑意充盈著那雙藍眸,像道燦爛的光線貫穿了他周圍黑暗的迷霧,讓他能依稀看見過往,看見家。11Please respect copyright.PENANAYutO5fhDpG
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「嘿,維吉爾,你也還記得那隻麻雀嗎?」11Please respect copyright.PENANARSbjRVr9BP
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「記得喔,我是記得的喔。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAjswQJDmq0v
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A Devil May Cry Fanfic ─ Fixation.11Please respect copyright.PENANA6633wjgdej
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他經常欺騙自己左手心的傷口仍會抽痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANAWcm8Q3tgJj
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他當然非常清楚這樣很傻、很蠢甚至很危險,但有時他顧不了那麼多;男人坐在地上,這是個少數能讓他感到如此忐忑的時刻,月光自事務所大門上的氣窗溜了進來,輕巧的落在他伸直的腳邊,讓短靴的靴尖造成一片陰影。11Please respect copyright.PENANA5xW67uJHKq
電話在響,今天第五次了,但是他不想接。11Please respect copyright.PENANAew7RYL2rGV
至少現在不想,在不安、焦慮和憂心填滿他周圍的空氣──滿到他開始懷疑某種東西會承受不住失控爆炸──的時候不想;他背倚著冰冷的牆角,低下頭,白髮遮住了大部分的視線,但仍足夠讓他看見自己全副武裝,他一如往常的全副武裝,紅色風衣底下的槍套抵著側腰,卻從來沒有感到如此脆弱過。11Please respect copyright.PENANAsURhAEeDUa
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男人移開視線,轉而檢視自己攤開的左手掌。11Please respect copyright.PENANA8Gd2v5xNF2
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黑色的皮製露指手套被他丟到一邊,毫無生氣的躺在木製地板上,如果他有心思去看,肯定會覺得它被拉長的陰影像極了小動物的屍體,不過他沒有,男人盯著自己的左手,沒有鮮血,也沒有撕裂般的痛楚,什麼也沒有,有的只是那道淡淡的傷疤和他腦中亂成一團的回憶。11Please respect copyright.PENANAqAKeUHb28b
他閉上眼睛,左手握拳,用力到指結泛白,指尖戳進掌心裡。11Please respect copyright.PENANA7wgGmFFWKG
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他經常欺騙自己左手心的傷口仍會抽痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfyAqeKq0Kc
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他記得那隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwvAF4Fz2Jd
也同樣記得水氣打在臉上的感覺,記得自己必須瞇起眼睛,才能看清楚眼前的景象;他記得自己有些重心不穩,揮出武器的手卻來不及遲疑;他記得吹在臉上那陣濕熱的風。11Please respect copyright.PENANAnUcu98sgEI
眼前的人開始向後退的時候他就明白接下來會發生什麼事,更明白自己將無力阻止;這個想法令他頭暈想吐,無能為力的這個想法。11Please respect copyright.PENANAML4qUefrVd
記得我們以前是怎麼說的嗎?11Please respect copyright.PENANAaTFtOmu4dl
當然,噢,當然,可是他好想忘掉,一下下也好,真的,一下下也好;至少讓他忘掉自己伸出手的剎那在腦海中重播的畫面,至少讓他忘掉,刀尖劃破手心時,對方眼中自己的模樣。11Please respect copyright.PENANAmrzaPNmInu
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電話鈴響停了,於是窗外的風聲變得刺耳;他坐著,觀察月光和陰影移動的方向。11Please respect copyright.PENANA4kg10pfrRb
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那是一隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAKyeqr7MnC5
他鬆開左手,再次查看,同樣的,那道淡淡的疤痕;嘿,小子,你根本沒有感覺到痛;他知道自己不該這樣,這一切應該要停止,就像其他人說的那樣,生活總要繼續過,他應該要站起來,把窗戶關好,然後扯起一邊的嘴角接聽那通該死的電話。11Please respect copyright.PENANAhn1rmF5lss
但是他仍坐在原地,想著一切都糟得不能再糟了,還有那隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAfwhYWkQky3
那是一隻麻雀,幾乎還只是雛鳥,喙邊的羽絨都沒長齊;他記的很清楚,因為那是他童年中少數幾個他願意憶起的事件之一,那隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAwLETrmAYX6
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他經常欺騙自己左手心的傷口仍會抽痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANADSRhHd3S19
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那年的早春依然寒氣逼人,不過是他自從有記憶以來最棒的一年,各方面來說都是,哥哥還沒有開始沉溺於圖書館借來的書中,而每天傍晚當兩兄弟玩得髒兮兮的從外頭回來總能聞到母親準備晚餐的香味,還有她會在廚房裡提高音量要他們倆馬上去洗手;他記得他會把那件紅色棉質連帽外套隨手掛在椅背上,而他哥哥總是規矩的把自己的藍色外套掛在門後的衣架上。11Please respect copyright.PENANAS04gi7ye61
那年雙胞胎正好滿七歲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAD6f3EpLVTb
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他記得某天入夜時氣溫驟降,怕冷的哥哥多找來了兩條毛毯堆自己他床上,他則爬上另一邊的單人床,看著哥哥把自己捲入毛毯之中並道了晚安,才把床頭燈捻熄。11Please respect copyright.PENANAbmW53gYy1O
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接近黎明時,一陣細微的拍打聲讓他自一個棉花糖般的夢境中醒了過來,男孩從毛毯中探出頭來,露出白色瀏海底下那雙湛藍的眼睛,在微弱的光線之下閃閃發亮,他等待了一會兒,卻只聽到哥哥睡夢中均勻的呼吸聲;吵醒他的拍打聲好像從未存在過,他屏息,視線轉向窗戶,雙胞胎的房間不大,晨曦的日光透過窗戶幾乎可以照亮整個房間,兩張單人床和書桌,拉長的陰影匍匐上牆壁,然後,又來了,細微的拍打聲,接著一個小小的黑影掠過窗前,暫時遮住了光線。11Please respect copyright.PENANACEIB5tNqXo
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男孩跳了起來「維吉爾!」他壓低聲音的大吼「維吉爾!」11Please respect copyright.PENANAB2jo9RsjXL
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「別吵,但丁……」裹在三層毛毯底下的人動了動,聲音悶悶的,語氣中的不耐卻很明顯「……睡覺……」11Please respect copyright.PENANAzGOHgiBwhS
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「維吉爾!有怪物!」男孩不放棄,他下床,雖然有些不願意承認但幾乎是小心翼翼的走到雙胞胎哥哥床邊,伸手拽開毛毯「我們去宰了牠!」11Please respect copyright.PENANAj7iB7mG8c3
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「怪物……?」作哥哥的翻了個身,望向那雙和自己一模一樣的藍眸,他揉揉眼睛,坐起身,冰冷的空氣讓他打了個哆嗦「但丁,這裡是家裡,不會有怪物。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAlXpLgkhRKI
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「可是……」好像要驗證他所說的話一樣,那陣拍打聲又開始了,這次是在靠近窗戶的牆角那個方向,男孩縮了縮,條件反射般的打開哥哥的床頭燈,但窗戶下方的暗處仍然是照明的死角。11Please respect copyright.PENANAVgPQkr6WOQ
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小維吉爾嘆了一口氣,卻也有些緊張「我去看看。」他踢掉身上剩下的毛毯,雙手抱胸搓了搓上臂。11Please respect copyright.PENANAXKXJxBnX4F
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「我們去看看。」七歲的但丁糾正道,抄起哥哥床頭櫃邊靠著牆的球棒,盯著窗戶下方的陰影。11Please respect copyright.PENANAaPZ9fixgjC
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「你……」小維吉爾看了雙胞胎弟弟一眼,下床,努力的從剛才的夢境中清醒過來,他又用掌根揉了揉眼睛,讓自己能開始思考「……把那個放好。」他指了指對方手上的球棒。11Please respect copyright.PENANAMwyJQpe5dG
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「你要是打翻什麼東西的話我們會挨罵啦。」11Please respect copyright.PENANA0YNDnj1o1s
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「不會啦。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAfjMmkfmXft
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「放好。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAb8M4hUNK5z
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「不要。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAtH9A7yvBAQ
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「放好,我是說真的。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAFjqWrVhwNT
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「不要,我也是說真的。」11Please respect copyright.PENANALJ5hMbessg
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「但丁。」作哥哥的挑起一邊的眉毛,在弟弟眼中他著名的表情之一,不要惹我。11Please respect copyright.PENANAtE2wYripfc
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「我不要。」11Please respect copyright.PENANA1h8BLcarnS
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維吉爾嘆了一口氣,在這一刻他發誓自己能清楚看見雙胞胎弟弟幾年後的模樣,跋扈、囂張、不可理喻,天知道他有多希望弟弟不要朝那個方向繼續發展下去「好啦,小心一點。」他讓步,轉頭看著方才聲音傳來的方向。11Please respect copyright.PENANACxKLenlQi7
天空已經微微泛起魚肚白,室內的陰影不再漆黑得令人摸不著頭緒,取而代之的,兄弟倆可以看見窗戶底下模糊灰色影子之中物體的形狀,不大,而且似乎毛茸茸的。11Please respect copyright.PENANAH4qLF8go7P
維吉爾吞了吞口水,繞過自己的床往窗戶的方向前進,他可以感覺到弟弟緊跟在身側,還有兩人都因為些許緊張而壓抑著的呼吸聲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAznelnxfZb6
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他們很快便抵達窗戶邊,七歲的但丁超越哥哥在距離陰影中的物體三步之外的地方蹲下身來,那毛茸茸的東西抽搐了一下,幾乎是掙扎著,這讓他嚇了一跳,往後縮,差點撞上自己的雙胞胎哥哥,然後他聽見維吉爾發出一陣短促的笑聲。11Please respect copyright.PENANAKUvnwTh4ZA
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「但丁,那是一隻鳥。」作哥哥的上前,單膝跪下,伸手輕輕抓住在地上撲騰的小東西。11Please respect copyright.PENANApRZdQL97rK
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「什麼?」男孩往後坐到地上,自以為不著痕跡的鬆了一口氣,方才緊抓著的球棒脫手,滾到牆邊。11Please respect copyright.PENANATnirylhihO
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「一隻麻雀。」維吉爾對著雙胞胎弟弟舉起手上的小傢伙,鳥兒掙扎了一下,黑色的眼睛轉呀轉的,牠幾乎還只是雛鳥,喙邊的羽絨都沒長齊。11Please respect copyright.PENANAojLhZ8c1Yt
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「牠怎麼……」進來的?但丁抬頭看見窗戶被推開一道不小的縫隙──他幾乎忘了稍早前自己堅持要保持通風,而在哥哥的哀號聲之中做了這件事──於是將嘴邊的問句硬生生吞了回去「你想牠受傷了嗎?」他改口道。11Please respect copyright.PENANAUhhyKsy48h
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「我想沒有。」維吉爾低頭查看了一下鳥兒,後者正掙扎著想要逃出箝制「我想牠只是找不到出去的路。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAlC8sALpoUb
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「喔。」但丁沒有專心在聽,他心中有個想法,他們抓到了怪物,好吧,不管那是不是怪物,那不是重點,重點是他和他哥哥,他們總是能把事情做對,只要他們湊在一起,就沒什麼好擔心的;這個想法很模糊,而到了很多年之後,他才徹底明白自己真的這樣深信。11Please respect copyright.PENANAkAEJKCxvsG
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「好了,我們把牠放出去吧。」作哥哥的提議道,用肩膀推了推有些出神的弟弟,站起身。11Please respect copyright.PENANA5TwripWgqk
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「嗯?喔。」但丁跟著站好,踮起腳尖有些吃力的將窗戶又拉開了一些。11Please respect copyright.PENANAa89uMzUfjh
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維吉爾站到弟弟身邊,小心的捧著手上的小生物,將手伸出窗外;兄弟倆擠在窗戶前,看著鳥兒顫巍巍的站穩,伸展了一下雙翼,然後輕巧的躍入早晨的空氣中,優雅的轉圈之後離去。11Please respect copyright.PENANAm2vCRb4V5w
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接下來發生了什麼事他有點忘了,但卻清楚記得鳥兒離去時自己心裡那種近乎虔誠的感動;這是一件小事,對他目前為止的生活來說,是一件微不足道的小事,但他卻一直記得,他甚至常常忘記自己受過什麼樣的傷,卻一直記得那隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAaqyASCEg5I
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「嘿,維吉爾,你也還記得那隻麻雀嗎?」11Please respect copyright.PENANAqXDa5vKO2M
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他猜想哥哥也許不記得了,那年他們七歲,也不曉得自己就快發現什麼才叫受傷了,傷得很重的那種受傷;七歲那年發生的一切全都因為一年後的慘劇而變得好遙遠,在那之後一切都不一樣了,他也是,維吉爾也是,午夜夢迴時他有時沒辦法阻止思緒飄向過往,在玩世不恭的偽裝之下他不想承認自己其實很脆弱,脆弱到會記得那隻微不足道的麻雀,脆弱到他希望哥哥也記著,因為這不是屬於他一個人的回憶。11Please respect copyright.PENANApYyBFlBF4Z
可是當他看著眼前的人在斷崖邊開始往後退的時候他沒有開口。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdIWw7CblVd
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他經常欺騙自己左手心的傷口仍會抽痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANApVYlywypG0
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就像他欺騙自己沒有任何事物能讓他感到難過,最顯而易見的藉口卻與事實真相背道而馳,惡魔是不會哭泣的;不,他在尚未說出口的剎那就知道那是謊話,他一直都記得,記得眼淚怎麼掉,記得心怎麼痛。11Please respect copyright.PENANA2u2vpdSpi6
男人深吸一口氣,知道這一切必須停止,自怨自艾和緬懷過去必須停止;他總是以為他們能把事情做對,只要他們湊在一起,不過顯然不是,那又怎樣,人們都會犯錯,人們都有一些無法忘懷的事,而他比自己想像的,還要更像個人。11Please respect copyright.PENANAX3GarA3zMk
就像他們那天放走了那隻麻雀。11Please respect copyright.PENANAdAFDd7sdv9
而在一切都無法挽回的前一刻他好想告訴哥哥,其實他渴望的不是力量,不是的,其實他渴望的東西,他老早就擁有了。11Please respect copyright.PENANA0L2wVqHJz5
但是他沒有,就像他沒有開口問哥哥是不是記得那隻麻雀,他不該是會說那種話的人,也不該是會記得那種事情的人。11Please respect copyright.PENANA6nayLuLZkN
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事務所內的燈光讓窗外的人能清楚看見室內一個緩緩站起的人影,那人影搖晃了一下,半舉起左手,這個動作靜止了半秒鐘,然後他甩甩頭,走到另一邊,將窗戶關上。11Please respect copyright.PENANAlqMU5rhI5A
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遙遠的異界,男人在轉醒之前做了一個夢,夢裡,七歲的弟弟和自己一起蹲坐在此處,年幼的兄弟倆手牽手,看著衰敗不堪的世界逐漸變回他們熟悉的模樣,過往在他眼前以一種高畫質倒轉般的速度回流,慘遭火吻的建築骨架重新被扶正、砌磚、上漆,然後他又回到那裡,他們又回到那裡,那個他小的時候累了會想到的地方。11Please respect copyright.PENANAJCz76B0V7E
他轉頭,在醒過來之前看見雙胞胎弟弟正對他微笑,小小的身影穿著有些過大的紅色連帽外套和牛仔褲,腳上的白色球鞋有些髒汙;然後現實攫住他殘破的心靈和身體,炙熱的溫度和危險的氣息重新回到意識中,他握緊刀柄,緩緩站起身。11Please respect copyright.PENANAV1o3TVjdK0
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這是他選擇的,他不後悔。11Please respect copyright.PENANAY0JgG0ktmS
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只是當他閉上眼睛,他可以看見七歲那年他的雙胞胎弟弟,他可以看見那和他一模一樣的白髮和藍眼睛,還有弟弟臉上的笑容,同樣的笑意充盈著那雙藍眸,像道燦爛的光線貫穿了他周圍黑暗的迷霧,讓他能依稀看見過往,看見家。11Please respect copyright.PENANAYutO5fhDpG
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「嘿,維吉爾,你也還記得那隻麻雀嗎?」11Please respect copyright.PENANARSbjRVr9BP
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「記得喔,我是記得的喔。」11Please respect copyright.PENANAjswQJDmq0v
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