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小武推門進來時病床空著，年輕護士在更換床單和被罩。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3q4NBlKKd
「又來送飯了嗎，真孝順呢。」 她眯著眼睛笑， 「你父親被安排去做定期檢查了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoxCzdenW3
他點點頭，「我在這裡等。」 轉身將昨日殘留的保暖飯盒整理好，他注意到姑姑擱在床頭的提包裡有一封信，上標有「病歷本」的手寫字樣。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3uhzSSo19
好奇心的驅使令他難以克制探知的欲求，終於還是躊躇地抽出來信裡的東西。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrLq78xVfF
有本病歷和幾張收據，以及一張對折的十六開紙。他展開來看——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRt8LIvQoZ
一式三份的手術協議書，甲方落款處是父親的字跡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVmkqCffN7
在『除醫生失誤操作以外，開顱手術若導致患者腦部受損、院方不負主要責任』后跟著姑父的簽名。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbPMlhTMbG
「腦膜瘤，腦垂體鈣化…。」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFScqwDgIw
山本武不由地念出了聲。 換好床單的護士將被褥鋪平，應和道，「很辛苦呢，不到五十歲就要遭罪。我老家的母親也是，手術之後留了後遺癥…唉。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rG5H2Ekos
「會有什麽後遺癥？」 小武問護士。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXQooUsyHW
「樂觀一點就是癲癇啊失語啊、嚴重的話就是偏癱、精神障礙甚至長期昏迷吧。」 護士抱起替換下來的床單， 「問題是這些癥狀也會幷發，我母親就是偏癱伴有失語。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezisVLE9dm
「祈禱你父親能夠順利奪過難關，」 她歎了口氣，推門離開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5PNc96hyC
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坐在父親的翅膀下，不知道他淋了雨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH9cSc5pa3
山本武閉上眼睛。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthUnPKrNMm
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『何もかもを閉じ込めた瓶の中、ただ僕は愛しさを押し殺した。』37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhcbOPnadM
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落日將身體拉伸成細長黑線投射在地面，從醫院回來的這條路上，行人們紛紛踐踏自己的影子。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUO3MpYcBo0
走著走著，他驀地決心掉轉了方向。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI3MTBzl0L
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放學時間，校門口人潮湧動。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamEzCaSZYQ
倚著校門外的一棵櫻樹，斜肩背包身著淺灰西裝制服的山本武在人群中格外凸顯。擦身而過的女生們嘰嘰喳喳或竊竊私語、討論著他一身筆直一臉英俊，期待又故作膽怯地、希望能被注意到。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVqEz0vkrx
然而他只是專注于掃視、尋找著。直至人群散去的差不多、只剩還在進行社團活動或是放課補習的學生停留在校內，守門人慢吞吞地推上大門鎖好、只留了條狹窄通道。他擔心自己或許漏掉了那個人，亦或者對方已發覺自己卻蓄意避開——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNXld2ln4j
雲雀已近半個月沒再來過店裡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik9BBm5PGy
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再等了多久，天暗了下來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5ucAlSBMz
亮著燈的教室越來越少、操場上的人影也逐漸不見。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvtRUVj14K
小武焦慮地詢問守衛人員，「可以讓我進去嗎？」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgdHBUyDGB
「對不起，沒有身著并盛高中的校服，是不允許進校園的。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejndZC2FAi
「哦…謝謝。」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpDqi8IFP3
他只好決定離開。剛抬腳走了幾步，身後傳來了一把熟悉的交談聲。扭頭看，果然是草壁哲矢，只是同行的人並非雲雀。 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWvTFE45gZ
他佯裝巧合相遇、走上前說， 「呦、草壁先生。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9y8DXgf0m
叼著煙頭的男人先是側目瞄了眼、隨即驚詫地說，「是山本君嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ725PJoiJ6g
「真是好久不見了！現在在哪裡，過得好嗎。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡML61n7qY47
「在鈴蘭高校，老樣子。」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ24MXNTDiD
「哦、離這邊挺遠的嘛，」 草壁將煙踩滅， 「今天來這裡見同學老師的？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmVRLNCA7m
「不…」 他猶豫片刻， 「草壁先生、現在和雲雀還有聯絡嗎。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWEnpXKXTh
草壁失笑、搭上旁人的肩膀說， 「那是當然了，我們永遠都會跟隨他的，忠心不二。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzU3zZeJIF
「那麼，想麻煩草壁先生你、能否告訴我雲雀現在在哪。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiFLGMt4ao
「這…我還真不知道。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCgXPrFwVg
「欸哲矢大哥、」 在旁的男人突然插話， 「雲雀大人是去教訓上竹那群傢伙了吧，還叫不許我們插手，你不記得了么，他還——」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIuRsIqGEn
「咳咳、…」 草壁打斷了他，男人立刻意識到自己多嘴了，「啊抱歉抱歉…」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJjTi1HAHJ
氣氛略顯尷尬。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYau2f4BK6J
頃刻沉默后，小武向后退了一步、緊接著彎下腰深鞠躬。 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQRLGcAO1I
「喂山本、你…」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsWkhDDCfX
「拜託您了、請務必告訴我，這對我非常重要。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofqjzsgrbR
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短暫無言過後，草壁終於歎了口氣。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfQcUr6Gnd
他指著落日的方向， 「沿著這條路一直走到河邊，然後向東不遠處的廢棄工廠，他在那裡。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXTBFARJp9
小武抬起頭、拗出一對笑渦。道了謝後正要轉身離開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjMwQqryTP
「喂、山本，」 草壁攔住他、暗地將一把蝴蝶刀順進他的衣兜裡， 「注意安全。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs24uU2VhZX
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山本武在工廠後身的小塊空地上找到了雲雀。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9D0NYqgWD
他的淺杏色校服蹭有斑斑駁駁的污跡，像是剛經歷過混戰。地上躺著幾具哀嚎的軀體，雲雀單腳踩在其中一個男人的胸脯上、冰冷的拐抵著男人的眼窩，他的嘴唇動了動、便不留餘力猛力扎下去——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWn0tr5zFO
只聽淒慘的嘶吼驚起了附近一群鳥兒，回音環繞樓間漸漸消散開來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcsKmWQRUA
在旁目睹此景的一位金髮男子，頗有頭目的氣質。他邊鼓掌邊走近雲雀，身後跟進五六個黑衣打手，手裡拎著鐵質的球棒。小武輕手輕腳繞到雲雀身後的一堆垃圾後面，靜觀其變尋找著時機。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEhiWXTA1I
「委員長的氣勢依舊不減當年呢，」 金髮男巧笑， 「拜您所賜、我在監獄里蹲了四年，這才放出來沒幾天，就聽說您已經轉行不混風紀混黑道了？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlioP2YFoLz
「有屁快放。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2PuzFgGk5
「據說上竹區現在也是您的地盤，還請您把它的管轄權物歸原主。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RTtSNLHYi
「真不巧。我原本有這個意思、不過現在我改主意了，」 雲雀收起拐，做好再出手的準備， 「要怪就怪你那弟弟。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSrev1w1O9
「您頸後的淤痕是我弟傷的沒錯。不過啊，您可是直接廢了他一隻右手哦。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yzUcO6Wm1
「所以呢。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ggh0bQjLG
金髮男掏了掏耳朵， 「今天我也得廢了您的右手，作為附加補償。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwghrdE16RN
雲雀啞然失笑。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcOFrxO73D
「好啊。如果你做得到，這隻手就送你。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIkZTk7HPB
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頃刻間，雙方幾乎同時出招。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQwXlO0CMl
尾隨的幾個打手將雲雀包圍在圈裡，在他專注與金髮男人交手的同時、打算從背後進攻以牽扯他的精力。小武從口袋裡掏出蝴蝶刀、趁這群人伺機下手之際一躍而起。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSN8BvEI6I
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若比心狠手辣，山本武截止現在所殺之人坐得滿一間教室。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu75s9tu5T8
早先他還記得死在自己刀下時的抽搐身軀和扭曲表情甚至名字，再過不了多久記憶力如同吸附過多水的海綿，用力擰之後幾乎榨幹了全部。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5Wtpw5Ma3
他反握住蝴蝶刀，扣住黑衣人的雙臂、對準脖頸的動脈位置適度地劃了下去。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34gA0BpLRT
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金髮男子訕笑， 「委員長原來叫了幫手來嗎，這可不行哦——」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9KCuU9KYH
話音未落就重重承受來自對方的猛烈攻擊，球棒與鐵拐霎時摩擦迸裂出火花。雲雀愈發施力、雙方抗衡的僵持局面開始發生偏轉，金髮男逐漸被逼往弱勢。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1pvCriBbT
「沒有幫手，照樣收拾得了你。」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJsM5Iby1e
雲雀醞釀出全力以置之於死地、卻不料余光的視野里察覺有黑影蠢蠢欲動、企圖從身後夾擊自己。瞄準金髮男人腹部屈膝一頂——對方哀嚎著跪倒在地，手中的力氣散去了不少。俄而，剛空閒出來的冷拐又得招架在後身黑衣打手已劈下的球棒，頃刻間金屬的碰撞不堪入耳。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQGWl2rb7d
在與黑衣人糾纏之時，金髮男人從地上踉蹌地爬起來、蹭掉嘴角的血， 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXfCj7kixd
「我說、委員長啊，」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpTmwGosRW
說著從腰腹側摸索出把手槍。槍口還栓有消音器。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0wGtnflIu
「到底是誰收拾誰…」 上膛、對準前方， 「還講不好呢！」　37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwq7ErUz8Kp
奸笑聲並行，「去死吧——」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡway4hYjAV0
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雲雀撂倒了黑衣人，卻連回身都已然來不及。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAMkZNuDv3
這一槍或許躲不掉了，他想。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxRAmvSKHv
金髮男人扣動了扳機。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFGGLpLPBE
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幾近同時，身體竟被人從後方捆緊。他聽到子彈穿透肌肉時發出捏碎番茄般的悶爆聲。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfFHKKJJUd
有誰的嘴唇貼在自己的耳側痛苦地低吼，滑落。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGJFfbk9LU
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來不及做更多思考，雲雀奪過山本武手中的蝴蝶刀，轉身投射出去——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35O0GeKVxH
目標命中金髮男握搶的右腕。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqguuVT8iO
男人連連叫疼、槍抓不住掉在地上。他迅速奔過去掠走槍，順勢將金髮男人踹翻在地。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvBulCIEMy
「你的這隻手，我要了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPvOarv4ke
語畢，一腳踩上還扎在男人腕上的刀把，硬生生穿透了他的手腕、被釘在地上。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CT7uJqbmi
震耳欲聾的悲鳴，響徹了整個黃昏。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMH57qyR0N9
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「雲、雲雀、你、有沒有受傷…」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzMmVOABhS
寬大手掌堵住傷口，汩汩血從手指的縫隙中滲出。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqYgphaRmM
「沒有，」 能聽到繁碎的踩踏聲向這邊趨近。雲雀遲疑一瞬，將校服脫下、裹在山本武的傷口處以掩人耳目，拉著他鑽進兩棟廠房之間的細窄夾縫。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXmyk1Cs7t
「我們走。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9efvy3PkPr
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四周場景被飛速拋在腦後，仿佛道路兩旁築起模糊的墻。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmnKZpTUNC
緊追著的腳步聲叫駡聲漸行漸遠，山本渾渾噩噩間像是做了一場焦灼的夢、可腳下還在機械地被那個人牽扯著向前運動。除了雲雀被風吹起的黑髮掃過自己的臉頰，其他一概捕捉不到知覺。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTmmHoa0L5
跑了多遠，幾乎僵硬的軀體忽地不受控制、栽歪了一下便再也支不起來了——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfrLCgY5RJ
小武來不及叫前面人的名字，恍惚之間竟已經歪躺在冰冷的石板路上了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmPBOu8XGq
可他還沒失去意識。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0ADhFYgl3
感覺到被拖拖拽拽扯進了一個濕冷的空間，沼氣瀰漫中混有發黴的腐臭。他仰起頭依靠冰涼的牆壁癱坐著，深深汲取氧氣攢足了講話的體力。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQWFQ5vuhj
「雲雀…那群人、」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ALYS7GGbN
「閉上你的嘴。」 話語中聽得出幾分怒氣幾分嚴肅。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTvl153FpY
蹲下身扳開了山本捂著傷的手、他仔細查看著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L1Y6UaSCU
子彈好像沒有留在裏面。 舒了一口氣。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRisMipEQ1W
一張泛著蒼白色的嘴虛弱地叫，「雲、雀…」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWivGCcAyj
「你很吵。」 將校服的裡襯扯下來撕成一條條、再一層層緊纏在傷口處，「忍著點。」　37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFKBBxAiHd
雲雀抹掉順著鬢角滴落的汗時，沾在手上的血不小心蹭到臉頰。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazWiQZ5bMg
小武吃力地伸手夠過去， 「…唔、…」　用食指拭去了那道血痕。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpFlX3agQi
他沒有拒絕這份觸碰。 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZWG9LWCFU
那根手指卻開始得寸進尺地四處徘徊，有意無意掃著自己的嘴角、臉頰——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8NInNx1tG
殘忍又卑鄙的一種試探。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsTb6x5uYH
待到傷口暫時被強制止住血，雲雀才抬起頭冷冷瞧山本武。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTwlWz5o6i
「玩够了沒有。」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGiLmddEsu
白紙般的一張臉、畫上生硬的笑臉，少年憔悴地點頭。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEOcy52oKp
人類，37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdwklFPGOq
「手臂、沒知覺了呢…」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF1sjB0pO5
「會恢復的。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC6tqrpEan
是由矛盾構成的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS0PJEKlGU
「呵…這麼一來，想打球都沒可…能了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2weab5WWe8
「再等等，草壁馬上就到。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtPPyfxftE
寂寞，37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZraVbkDuhJ
「…就這麼逃走了，雲雀一定…很不甘心吧。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFg8pma1JcE
「逃走？」 他睥睨，「注意你的措辭。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprVwC8fpSq
不寂寞。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVxbDogP9i
「很想殺了，礙、礙手礙腳的我吧…」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpCa0i3OrG
「哇哦，你挺清楚的嘛。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HH3Gj0ACl
戀慕，37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQcHMRCvYO
「…可是終於能…見到你、了、…」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoPg5txDQx
他像是困極了，講著講著禁不住睡過去的模樣，看起來是泰然的、柔和的。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyUmP4cykU
雲雀叫了山本的名字、無回應，再推他的肩膀——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZxP6IhzOx
那身軀自然而然往一側徐徐傾斜，直至撞上一旁的垃圾桶。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOgmqe3ivx
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不戀慕。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZbXsxzBVb
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山本武從冗雜繁複的夢中驚醒時，周身被乳白的窗簾籠罩在狹窄的空間里。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8743eY0H5
汗已浸透了衣服、床單。仰躺在陌生的床上僵楞一時，下意識去尋手臂的傷、觸到了凹凸不平的粗製布料。勉強串起的記憶里有雲雀恭彌的聲與影。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpdlCwTESa
是對方送自己到了這裡。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ARbA7wV9D
牆上鐘的時針已越過三，深夜將臨破曉。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m5u4ZZUDc
環視四周、病床旁的折叠椅支開著，有誰坐過的痕跡。掏了掏褲兜里，手機還在。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0xwMgzmKw
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他猜想雲雀你或許沒有察覺、自己在那個下雨天偷偷存進你通訊簿的一串陌生號碼。手機草稿箱里，如同記錄心情的部落格一段段、擠滿了有關於你的文字。倘若他按下發送鍵，你會收到么。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqgkpQzQzg
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打了幾個字、又全部刪掉，改成一句簡短的問候，發了過去。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwknn6rESy
——在做什麽？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPOCejTNOI
過了許久，接不到對方的回覆，也是意料之中。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IpGAQqKVS
本打算今晚就這麼睡下吧，忽地，手機屏幕就亮了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuwhDZcoQj
——睡覺。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeeOcSGy42
他淺淺一笑。翻了個身、疼出滿身冷汗，所幸痛覺並非總是壞事。抬起手臂活動五指，雖伴隨著鑽心刺痛卻令人欣喜若狂，這隻手還活著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QnAM0t0O3
——想見你。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSF6En00lM
房間里瀰漫著藥水揮發后鹹濕又刺鼻的氣味，在清冷的白露夜里蒸騰出一股燥熱。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE54ipGJltB
抵抗著漫灌腦頂的昏眩，小武拔掉了輸液針頭，從床上掙扎爬了起來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qEPHGk3H4
——不是剛見過了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NbfzKElju
他抓起染有斑駁血跡的校服上衣、扶牆蹭出了病房。昏黃的檯燈下，身著白掛的中年男子伏在桌上打盹，他認得這人是夏馬爾。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw02bC6O1V7
——等我。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfZka3QfX5
出於禮貌或許該打個照面，可大腦此刻出於什麽命令他要逃。並不打算驚醒夢中人，山本武一步一挪探到門口，推開虛掩的轉門悄悄溜了出去。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINWvCjsQrw
——你在哪兒？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzvQD7saqu
夜風吹拂手臂的傷，從層層裹緊的紗布里、透出朵綻放開的殷紅。他漫遊在街上步履不穩像是醉了，路過一輛無客的士將它攔下、司機從後視鏡瞥了眼少年手臂上的傷口問，去哪兒。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0GRBCdUiq
儘管不要問，只要往前開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBXtHmpP9N
這條路的盡頭，就是他的家。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTVO2nB4ol
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——你家門外。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZfc2zq7KA
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雲雀合上手機蓋，沉默了幾秒。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnldSPUGA9
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世界此時無聲，沒有人叩門，唯有男人的粗嘎喘息從鐵門那頭穿透進來。他匆忙從地上爬起來，腳沒停穩就猛地一滑、就跌跌撞撞地衝到玄關處，推開了門。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo2ojE2WPc
意料之中亦之外的少年正倚著墻，笑得狡黠。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu67v81SVcS
「雲雀你，就不怕我是騙你的嗎？」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsXB5GAeml
旋即，笑容就僵在臉上。 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oI05Hs2Pn
雲雀身上的白襯衫沾滿血痕，小武認出這和之前打鬥時所穿是同一件、左胸口印有并盛校徽。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pliPeB6uz
「說是睡覺，卻連衣服都沒換呢。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqIQgRwjsp
「廢話﹑」 雲雀斜眼瞪他、再轉身回屋裡，「我剛從你那兒回來。沒想到你小子這麼快…」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonCKqH3hxA
話音未落，就被對方用雙臂從後方結結實實地捆住。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67IfWkUb9N
一用力、好不容易才粘緊的傷口綻開了裂縫、溢出的血頃刻浸染了層疊的繃帶。凝視持續擴張的血印，雲雀無聲地將胸腔里已攢成團的紙張鋪展抹平，意外地反倒覺得、再發生也沒什麼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDSD2PTUyS
兩個人杵在玄關，久無交流。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaNfL6FWDu
被摟到渾身滾燙又呼吸困難，察覺股間有什麽越發堅硬的物體抵著，雲雀才遲遲張口，「如果你想做，就去床上。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFajhfcfylR
「隨便我做什麽都行么。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvMx0BFeXC
既然知道回答，你又何必問。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5ioNY0rBv
「恩。」 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdex1u5NmMV
我只爲了聽你這聲回應。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNClGgFLdF
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窗外何時下起霧濛濛的雨。雲雀撐著幾乎散架的身體爬下床。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnFO3pOB3j
他坐在地上、從遍地雜亂中翻找自己的衣服吃力地往身上套，筋骨卻酸痛地不聽使喚。勉強穿得上長褲之後已經豁出一身虛汗，他驚喜從褲兜裡翻找到根擠壓變形卻完整存活的香煙，可四處尋覓不見打火機也只有作罷。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnomwZwMTgJ
雨水衝不進窗裡，在玻璃上痛哭。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysmthP71tz
叼著未點火的煙，他蜷腿坐下側身依向床，頭耷拉在床沿。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31kCl5lugv
視線的前方是微張嘴睡熟的山本武，腦海裡有關於昨夜正急速倒帶，那個人吸吮胸口時底氣不足地偷瞄自己的反應、托住自己身體循序漸進又迫不及待地闖了進來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvoyaiLPzB
黑暗中的兩張被褥拼成一床、仰躺在中間的雲雀、雙腿被小武架在肩膀，在一擊擊推動之下無助地揪住枕頭一角。深知這屋子是獨層獨戶，於是痛並快樂時情不自禁地哼吟出聲也不會被第三人聽到，他才敢再放縱一些、再袒露一些。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HGMdyunUq
傷口處迸發的血早已浸透了繃帶，順著男人堅實的手臂劃出一條血柱，冗雜著汗液一滴滴跌落在雲雀的臉上、唇邊、胸口，如同一場炙熱的雨。雲雀不由自主環緊那個人的頸、又鬼使神差般含住了眼前漲紅的耳垂，緊接著山本武便在這一舉動的催化下猛扎進來——37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPU7hwjqN0
一股暖流浸潤了他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHOU4iMFQI
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兩個人維持著方才的姿勢抱著，待到胸口的躍動與喉間的呼吸沒再那麼嘈雜，山本武挪開肩膀、拖起對方高潮餘溫依舊漲紅的臉。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRLLlwz3Q8
小武吻了吻他乾涸的唇，說，「雲雀，這一次你不是醉的。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LkXRowcCC
他的眼睛窄成一條縫，眉宇自笑。 37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIpxc8DluJ
我從未曾醉過。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWm4NBcqti
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山本武離開時，雲雀倚在頂樓窄小的陽臺。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyXhSUeqgu
罩著素色的襯衫，佇立在陰霾的天空下，他注視著少年的背影。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbM5swjTMA
倘若兩個人的故事真的簡短到一句話便可以概括，那它句式的曲折一定像記憶會將彼此包裹起來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvXWsoIeTY
如那時的場景，你回頭向我招手。我也伸出手，輕輕地揮動。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEhhXYfCyB
可終究隔著有些遠了，誰也辨不清彼此的五官，只是那隻手始終停不下來。用盡了全身力氣、所有的情緒，要笑著對你說再見。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsRjDK8IPX
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如果再見這個詞代表告別回不去的時光。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAtIdHa4a1
那麼再見，我的少年。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWQUGq3J0L
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