2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧18Please respect copyright.PENANAlsoKXqf79C
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那麼久了啊18Please respect copyright.PENANAMsso4roFmP
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大概…也活夠了吧18Please respect copyright.PENANAHNpmEheSQ7
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始18Please respect copyright.PENANA8YhQsAwIOt
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但…18Please respect copyright.PENANAJjHOqQfJp1
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「20歲了啊」18Please respect copyright.PENANAM1b96pqouN
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已18Please respect copyright.PENANA1z2jj1fkA8
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼18Please respect copyright.PENANAuuPlpzLJUL
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣18Please respect copyright.PENANAf5QqZgUmE0
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼18Please respect copyright.PENANANmICyamP5n
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?18Please respect copyright.PENANArUTICaHsFM
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白18Please respect copyright.PENANAxlWs36uvwL
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子18Please respect copyright.PENANA7AcJlduxk9
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地18Please respect copyright.PENANA6oR0HzCyjk
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子18Please respect copyright.PENANA2CZiR8AZ66
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可不知道從什麼時候開始18Please respect copyright.PENANAc8EMitljDT
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格18Please respect copyright.PENANAKhpTuTrekH
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了18Please respect copyright.PENANAvdw5e0Q7Qh
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事18Please respect copyright.PENANA8gNtrK3OzV
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但我就是無法表達我的情感18Please respect copyright.PENANA4VQCMJmFpM
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆18Please respect copyright.PENANA7wXTQO7pzL
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點18Please respect copyright.PENANAJhGhgUNpDX
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就是虛無與面無表情18Please respect copyright.PENANAAif4bUKOEC
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此18Please respect copyright.PENANApK7bJJEP5E
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只是18Please respect copyright.PENANA0eSA6vWTXb
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會18Please respect copyright.PENANAimyKrqDZdl
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給18Please respect copyright.PENANAvOkw9mi6Oa
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案18Please respect copyright.PENANAuaShTvQB9L
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果18Please respect copyright.PENANAIKsw3TNFTj
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這就是我的生存方式18Please respect copyright.PENANANjzOU9eylp
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也是我慢性自殺的方法18Please respect copyright.PENANAj0OmR797p0
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