2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧135Please respect copyright.PENANAxgzXZ9yRaU
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那麼久了啊135Please respect copyright.PENANAAUF75sHwSO
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大概…也活夠了吧135Please respect copyright.PENANA6r5uxkvYil
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始135Please respect copyright.PENANAppHGT1nRtj
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但…135Please respect copyright.PENANA4iiAnO0Ab1
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「20歲了啊」135Please respect copyright.PENANAVPPmfB3Y9u
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已135Please respect copyright.PENANAIyYbbWYAhj
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼135Please respect copyright.PENANAfExv5kbEal
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣135Please respect copyright.PENANAzJAiLU2V8w
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼135Please respect copyright.PENANACXIV9zYhj7
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?135Please respect copyright.PENANA5dZbyalU5Z
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白135Please respect copyright.PENANAycccybjdKA
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子135Please respect copyright.PENANAn9nIeQcEG8
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地135Please respect copyright.PENANA5PQrsytsLq
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子135Please respect copyright.PENANAsrYSYIfT3D
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可不知道從什麼時候開始135Please respect copyright.PENANAKZE03gVvhF
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格135Please respect copyright.PENANA1JNuYEYYZZ
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了135Please respect copyright.PENANAQIi8XaOZwk
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事135Please respect copyright.PENANAFLoIfDKHng
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但我就是無法表達我的情感135Please respect copyright.PENANAFjXGJzfyKe
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆135Please respect copyright.PENANAA8bBn8Dlqz
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點135Please respect copyright.PENANAMvp24fTfsc
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就是虛無與面無表情135Please respect copyright.PENANAwMmxBKYAJ4
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此135Please respect copyright.PENANAxtpDua24At
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只是135Please respect copyright.PENANAAi2Xek8ykK
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會135Please respect copyright.PENANAnK2rHFV4z7
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給135Please respect copyright.PENANA5pLgUXnxNG
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案135Please respect copyright.PENANA7aZmyKunsf
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果135Please respect copyright.PENANAkTpmRiTQ59
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這就是我的生存方式135Please respect copyright.PENANACBVw12fmZB
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也是我慢性自殺的方法135Please respect copyright.PENANA3PGgXcKanP
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