18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghA6pCb2BG
Nothing happened today either.
18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDap8SXTCXs
That can’t be true, but that is how almost every day feels like nowadays. Just the same repetition of actions that is not worth mentioning. Waking up, going to work, coming home, sleep and repeat. Why did I write it if it was not worth mentioning? Well, worth isn’t everything right? Right...?
18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjm8vrp2JkN
Sometimes I wonder if it’s priceless or worthless. Is it the price that I’m trying to debunk or the worth that I’m trying to refuse? Both systems mean so much to so many, but I would rather not follow either. Although I’m able to state such a thing, the very reason for my writing lies deep within those systems. Inconsistency and contradiction are all I’m made of. So... are my daily routines really not worth mentioning? Or should they be worth something? Should I be able to mention them without them having any worth, or should I not?
18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQzCTJflKo
I honestly don’t know what worth is anymore.
But even so, I do want something from them. If not worth, then some other system. Something that doesn’t have to be measurable. Even if it is considered worthless doesn’t have to mean that it is less important than any other worthful things. You can state whatever. You can feel whatever. It doesn’t have to be wrong or useless, wrong and useless doesn’t have to be all bad. Bad doesn’t have to have the meaning in which people have placed. Importance doesn’t have to be the essence of what gets people’s attention, or what should be kept inside or uttered to the fullest. Something unimportant as my life or my opinions could exist in this world, not because of their weight, but because of the room and space that the world can have. 18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnECFd48YOA
What did my father say about people's imaginations? About how much space your heart could have...? Right... that is why I wanted to write again. To open up the space that has been filled with something heavy. To remember that I can have extra space in me to write and utter nonsense. Things that could be forgotten in the same moment as they leave me.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tCrkW8uGM
18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYtC08G5oV
Today was probably filled with spaces. 18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAEtlFrEDb
