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DREAMS don't make sense. Yes, they do. No, they don't. Here, I'll prove it to you.
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I'M in the living room, sitting on the couch with my father, watching Corner Gas reruns on the TV. So far, so normal. 735Please respect copyright.PENANAqQB8AQgkUa
Dad turns to me and says, "You look sleepy. Mike. You've got a vein on your forehead."735Please respect copyright.PENANAiYutacqjso
"Oh, yeah? Bizarre."735Please respect copyright.PENANA1NUk4m8KPO
"Yeah."735Please respect copyright.PENANAEr0gBoFp0l
"Ponderous, father," I say. "Simply ponderous."735Please respect copyright.PENANAfjs2ZEawnL
"Something you want to talk about?"735Please respect copyright.PENANARbq1oOQ3Ps
"I see myself." I point across the living room, to where my doppelgänger is hiding behind double doors, peering out at me. He grins devilishly.735Please respect copyright.PENANAEODiTSjj3c
"I know," Dad says. "You're fading away."735Please respect copyright.PENANAtZ1Cexx2MO
"I know," I say. "It isn't fair."735Please respect copyright.PENANAzJKzDXGlbm
"Maybe you should go to sleep," Dad offers.735Please respect copyright.PENANA82UaYD14UD
I consider the offer. 735Please respect copyright.PENANAg00bKpj6gw
During the time it takes for me to make my considerations, the other me waves and waves and waves, trying to grab my attention. I don't give me any attention. Positively none.735Please respect copyright.PENANA1yEpmHAzhP
I say, "You know what? Maybe you're right. I am tired."735Please respect copyright.PENANAGFqQq862mp
"Good. Go to sleep."735Please respect copyright.PENANAiO2K1UKKQ4
Suddenly, the mirror me is no more. Vanished. Into thin air. Into nothingness. I've faded away.735Please respect copyright.PENANAuEiV7tzfH4
"I'm gone!" I say, not trying in the slightest to keep the astonishment out of my voice.735Please respect copyright.PENANA7QsiOoM9Ez
Dad says, "That's what you get, Mike. You're dead."
735Please respect copyright.PENANAT1afOcqgnVDad turns to me and says, "You look sleepy. Mike. You've got a vein on your forehead."735Please respect copyright.PENANAiYutacqjso
"Oh, yeah? Bizarre."735Please respect copyright.PENANA1NUk4m8KPO
"Yeah."735Please respect copyright.PENANAEr0gBoFp0l
"Ponderous, father," I say. "Simply ponderous."735Please respect copyright.PENANAfjs2ZEawnL
"Something you want to talk about?"735Please respect copyright.PENANARbq1oOQ3Ps
"I see myself." I point across the living room, to where my doppelgänger is hiding behind double doors, peering out at me. He grins devilishly.735Please respect copyright.PENANAEODiTSjj3c
"I know," Dad says. "You're fading away."735Please respect copyright.PENANAtZ1Cexx2MO
"I know," I say. "It isn't fair."735Please respect copyright.PENANAzJKzDXGlbm
"Maybe you should go to sleep," Dad offers.735Please respect copyright.PENANA82UaYD14UD
I consider the offer. 735Please respect copyright.PENANAg00bKpj6gw
During the time it takes for me to make my considerations, the other me waves and waves and waves, trying to grab my attention. I don't give me any attention. Positively none.735Please respect copyright.PENANA1yEpmHAzhP
I say, "You know what? Maybe you're right. I am tired."735Please respect copyright.PENANAGFqQq862mp
"Good. Go to sleep."735Please respect copyright.PENANAiO2K1UKKQ4
Suddenly, the mirror me is no more. Vanished. Into thin air. Into nothingness. I've faded away.735Please respect copyright.PENANAuEiV7tzfH4
"I'm gone!" I say, not trying in the slightest to keep the astonishment out of my voice.735Please respect copyright.PENANA7QsiOoM9Ez
Dad says, "That's what you get, Mike. You're dead."
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NOW I'm at a party. People I remember from my past are present. People are together who were never together. Sense is not the language being spoken.735Please respect copyright.PENANAdUkX6A2Q90
I'm on the couch. Again. A different couch. Alone. Nodding off from sheer boredom. This is why I don't go to parties. I'd much rather stay home and occupy myself in ways only I can relate.735Please respect copyright.PENANAHncq9ZnCwm
"Prick!" says my old friend Brandon from behind. "God damned Russian prick!"735Please respect copyright.PENANA58zOTXgYyK
I turn to take in the ruckus. Brandon is pummelling a cute little mooshka doll, bashing and beating in its brains with a baseball bat. White, fluffy stuffing leaks from the ever-growing head wound. Soft skull battered, bruised, and cleaved. I'm both troubled and amused by the scene.735Please respect copyright.PENANAAr5gy0rwg3
The doll takes the abuse admirably, if I do say so. It doesn't even make a peep.735Please respect copyright.PENANAZVtuF76ycr
"That's what you get for hitting my sister! Potato water–drinker! Snow-sucker! Filth! Rubbish! Filth!"735Please respect copyright.PENANAJaq4kleBgZ
I'm confused. The more Brandon talks, the less Brandon sounds like Brandon.735Please respect copyright.PENANACOiBSuCcOV
As my old friend continues his savage beatdown of an innocent dolly, other partygoers disengage themselves from tepid conversations and instead opt to play witness to the ongoing spectacle.735Please respect copyright.PENANAj0gCQlihcm
"Filth! Rubbish! Filth!" is heard amidst cheers of "You get 'em, Branflakes!" and "Go, you!"735Please respect copyright.PENANAMPrknYBB5s
I shake my head and roll my eyes just as Brandon's dad, Brian, walks by.735Please respect copyright.PENANA01a2q6lreE
"Drugs," he says cryptically.735Please respect copyright.PENANAyGaMj9UgSN
"Hmm?" I ask.735Please respect copyright.PENANAVk2dtDibo0
"You heard me. Get out!" he screams, pointing to the front door.735Please respect copyright.PENANAREGmZtbV1w
I ignore him and he walks onward, sitting in a rocking chair where he begins to knit an ugly ball of yarn.735Please respect copyright.PENANA2XayJhqD6Z
A blonde-haired girl I used to know—Sarah—sits beside me on the couch. With a shocking immediacy, she turns to me and starts to talk: "Hey, Mike. What's new with you?"735Please respect copyright.PENANACdylrcOa40
I look into her shocking blue eyes. So blue. Does she like me? She said she loved me once. But that might have been smoke. Words. Without meaning. Just words. In any case, I never loved her. How could I? We never really connected.735Please respect copyright.PENANAtpMjsR2sZn
"I've been writing," I say, growing excited. I'm starved for human contact and connections.735Please respect copyright.PENANArOVW7ZCOCp
"Oh yeah? Like a novel?"735Please respect copyright.PENANA8PXx7I0oqN
"I wish. No. I've been working on one but I haven't finished it yet. Short stories, I guess."735Please respect copyright.PENANAgd8PL0zTSC
"So, how long are you?"735Please respect copyright.PENANA7yKwVqZNhp
"I dunno. 14 pages, I think?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAzb3LiEUk8a
"Oh." She loses interest. Scoots over to the other end of the couch, as far away from me as she can get, and into the arms of her brown-haired girlfriend, Fiona. They giggle and hold each other.735Please respect copyright.PENANAsjgy61YVI4
Bitch.
I'm on the couch. Again. A different couch. Alone. Nodding off from sheer boredom. This is why I don't go to parties. I'd much rather stay home and occupy myself in ways only I can relate.735Please respect copyright.PENANAHncq9ZnCwm
"Prick!" says my old friend Brandon from behind. "God damned Russian prick!"735Please respect copyright.PENANA58zOTXgYyK
I turn to take in the ruckus. Brandon is pummelling a cute little mooshka doll, bashing and beating in its brains with a baseball bat. White, fluffy stuffing leaks from the ever-growing head wound. Soft skull battered, bruised, and cleaved. I'm both troubled and amused by the scene.735Please respect copyright.PENANAAr5gy0rwg3
The doll takes the abuse admirably, if I do say so. It doesn't even make a peep.735Please respect copyright.PENANAZVtuF76ycr
"That's what you get for hitting my sister! Potato water–drinker! Snow-sucker! Filth! Rubbish! Filth!"735Please respect copyright.PENANAJaq4kleBgZ
I'm confused. The more Brandon talks, the less Brandon sounds like Brandon.735Please respect copyright.PENANACOiBSuCcOV
As my old friend continues his savage beatdown of an innocent dolly, other partygoers disengage themselves from tepid conversations and instead opt to play witness to the ongoing spectacle.735Please respect copyright.PENANAj0gCQlihcm
"Filth! Rubbish! Filth!" is heard amidst cheers of "You get 'em, Branflakes!" and "Go, you!"735Please respect copyright.PENANAMPrknYBB5s
I shake my head and roll my eyes just as Brandon's dad, Brian, walks by.735Please respect copyright.PENANA01a2q6lreE
"Drugs," he says cryptically.735Please respect copyright.PENANAyGaMj9UgSN
"Hmm?" I ask.735Please respect copyright.PENANAVk2dtDibo0
"You heard me. Get out!" he screams, pointing to the front door.735Please respect copyright.PENANAREGmZtbV1w
I ignore him and he walks onward, sitting in a rocking chair where he begins to knit an ugly ball of yarn.735Please respect copyright.PENANA2XayJhqD6Z
A blonde-haired girl I used to know—Sarah—sits beside me on the couch. With a shocking immediacy, she turns to me and starts to talk: "Hey, Mike. What's new with you?"735Please respect copyright.PENANACdylrcOa40
I look into her shocking blue eyes. So blue. Does she like me? She said she loved me once. But that might have been smoke. Words. Without meaning. Just words. In any case, I never loved her. How could I? We never really connected.735Please respect copyright.PENANAtpMjsR2sZn
"I've been writing," I say, growing excited. I'm starved for human contact and connections.735Please respect copyright.PENANArOVW7ZCOCp
"Oh yeah? Like a novel?"735Please respect copyright.PENANA8PXx7I0oqN
"I wish. No. I've been working on one but I haven't finished it yet. Short stories, I guess."735Please respect copyright.PENANAgd8PL0zTSC
"So, how long are you?"735Please respect copyright.PENANA7yKwVqZNhp
"I dunno. 14 pages, I think?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAzb3LiEUk8a
"Oh." She loses interest. Scoots over to the other end of the couch, as far away from me as she can get, and into the arms of her brown-haired girlfriend, Fiona. They giggle and hold each other.735Please respect copyright.PENANAsjgy61YVI4
Bitch.
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WE pull into the driveway. I'm quick out of the car and even quicker into the house. I just want to sit and see my cats.735Please respect copyright.PENANA3XkuaO9bG0
In the house. Through the hallway. Ginger is on the stairs, peering over the edge of the staircase like a scared little owl. Afraid of strangers. I'm no stranger to him and his ways. Bear is sleeping on my bed—peaceful, tranquil.735Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6EvWUt9mJ
My sister Lesley and her husband Jason enter the house. Riley, their dog, yaps behind them. Noisy bugger. Which is odd. He's usually quite quiet.735Please respect copyright.PENANA0oYQd12ma3
Ginger is disturbed. Bear is perturbed.735Please respect copyright.PENANAcrBkfbBS1D
Some nerve.735Please respect copyright.PENANAzisIAm9Q4n
I crash into my chair. Time to relax.735Please respect copyright.PENANA1KtlQR9CFx
Never mind.735Please respect copyright.PENANAVqpZH82hUP
There's a knock at the door. Who could it be?735Please respect copyright.PENANAqZLXIqw2wt
I go to answer it. Two girls. Blonde Sarah. Brunette Fiona. What the hell do they want?735Please respect copyright.PENANAW0zSFWL5wk
The door swings open.735Please respect copyright.PENANABDxUudc0nU
"Heeeeey!" I hear both girls say.735Please respect copyright.PENANAEQXosPwNTv
"Hello."735Please respect copyright.PENANAZWQipWooUi
They don't wait for my approval before storming the castle. God damnit. What the hell happened to this world. Where did respect die, I wonder, so I know which hole to hide in.735Please respect copyright.PENANArRTwYCrDjj
"Abuse! Abuse!" they say.735Please respect copyright.PENANAY313qcyDW1
"What in the steamed hobo scarves are you two talking about?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAZCXs3rmDBW
"Abuse! Dogs, cats, food, poop!"735Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ibg56kFMf
Anger rising. Rage-foam forming at the corners of my mouth. Feel my hands tremble. What is this?735Please respect copyright.PENANAPJFP7ymwdW
The girls push me back through the hallway and there's nothing I can do to stop the flood of them. Woe is me. Oh, sweet woe.735Please respect copyright.PENANAA138KnJsZx
"Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god!" they squeal. "Abuse!"735Please respect copyright.PENANA5uaoaB7Xq3
Grab for the nearest shoulder. Spin the girl around. Speak into her face, "There's no abuse here."735Please respect copyright.PENANAagXOxqOWLv
Fiona cringes and backs away. Sarah and her exit the house.735Please respect copyright.PENANAXTuHbJY0kd
Wonder what sent them packing. My breath, perhaps? I ponder such trivialities as I return to my chair.735Please respect copyright.PENANAbX9g0RyFhG
I gaze into the reflection of my mouse. I'm dressed like Spider-Man.735Please respect copyright.PENANA4r6fPLXhqW
Huh. Funny dat.
In the house. Through the hallway. Ginger is on the stairs, peering over the edge of the staircase like a scared little owl. Afraid of strangers. I'm no stranger to him and his ways. Bear is sleeping on my bed—peaceful, tranquil.735Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6EvWUt9mJ
My sister Lesley and her husband Jason enter the house. Riley, their dog, yaps behind them. Noisy bugger. Which is odd. He's usually quite quiet.735Please respect copyright.PENANA0oYQd12ma3
Ginger is disturbed. Bear is perturbed.735Please respect copyright.PENANAcrBkfbBS1D
Some nerve.735Please respect copyright.PENANAzisIAm9Q4n
I crash into my chair. Time to relax.735Please respect copyright.PENANA1KtlQR9CFx
Never mind.735Please respect copyright.PENANAVqpZH82hUP
There's a knock at the door. Who could it be?735Please respect copyright.PENANAqZLXIqw2wt
I go to answer it. Two girls. Blonde Sarah. Brunette Fiona. What the hell do they want?735Please respect copyright.PENANAW0zSFWL5wk
The door swings open.735Please respect copyright.PENANABDxUudc0nU
"Heeeeey!" I hear both girls say.735Please respect copyright.PENANAEQXosPwNTv
"Hello."735Please respect copyright.PENANAZWQipWooUi
They don't wait for my approval before storming the castle. God damnit. What the hell happened to this world. Where did respect die, I wonder, so I know which hole to hide in.735Please respect copyright.PENANArRTwYCrDjj
"Abuse! Abuse!" they say.735Please respect copyright.PENANAY313qcyDW1
"What in the steamed hobo scarves are you two talking about?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAZCXs3rmDBW
"Abuse! Dogs, cats, food, poop!"735Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ibg56kFMf
Anger rising. Rage-foam forming at the corners of my mouth. Feel my hands tremble. What is this?735Please respect copyright.PENANAPJFP7ymwdW
The girls push me back through the hallway and there's nothing I can do to stop the flood of them. Woe is me. Oh, sweet woe.735Please respect copyright.PENANAA138KnJsZx
"Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god!" they squeal. "Abuse!"735Please respect copyright.PENANA5uaoaB7Xq3
Grab for the nearest shoulder. Spin the girl around. Speak into her face, "There's no abuse here."735Please respect copyright.PENANAagXOxqOWLv
Fiona cringes and backs away. Sarah and her exit the house.735Please respect copyright.PENANAXTuHbJY0kd
Wonder what sent them packing. My breath, perhaps? I ponder such trivialities as I return to my chair.735Please respect copyright.PENANAbX9g0RyFhG
I gaze into the reflection of my mouse. I'm dressed like Spider-Man.735Please respect copyright.PENANA4r6fPLXhqW
Huh. Funny dat.
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WALKING down the street. There's my old school. Through the playground. The yard is empty. Where are all the kids? Oh yes, it's Monday. Wait. That doesn't make a lick of sense. What time is it? My non-existent watch says noon. Weird. What's the season, I wonder? Feels like summer. What year is it? Have I even been born yet?735Please respect copyright.PENANAVfGip69acd
There's an old friend. Down by the sycamore tree. The tree that was never there. Interesting. It's grown mighty tall since I was last here... when it was never here. I meet the friend. Nick. Used to sell me drugs. Good stuff, too.735Please respect copyright.PENANARUqDO89s1E
"Hey, Nick."735Please respect copyright.PENANAFyzp50rh6I
"Hey, Mike."735Please respect copyright.PENANAfeOyGcGnzB
"What's good?"735Please respect copyright.PENANA6uc0b2DBxK
"Not much," he says with a sigh.735Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4pOGksA9q
"How come?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAaIeAcuxSMU
"Trouble is coming." He casts paranoid glances around and around.735Please respect copyright.PENANAxuJYTslAgj
"Where?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAO6GqeUQDn3
"There." Nick aims a finger to my right, past my shoulder. 735Please respect copyright.PENANAllf2CVuJ6T
Some wannabe-badass teen who walks from the portable classrooms to where Nick and I are standing. Under the sycamore tree.735Please respect copyright.PENANAyIfrCTUgs0
"Who's he?" I ask.735Please respect copyright.PENANACRZn7YsJ43
"Stanley," Wannabe says.735Please respect copyright.PENANAmkNIpYzq3n
"Oh."735Please respect copyright.PENANAeSGphOcVlE
Stanley wears a black leather jacket, and blue Levi's jeans. His brown hair is slicked back and he smokes a filtered cigarette. "Bitches, man," Stanley says.735Please respect copyright.PENANAZPjxQsysWe
I knew a tirade was coming. I was right.735Please respect copyright.PENANAw0LmXOhZlp
"Becky says I can't smoke my Camels anymore. Dumb bitch. I smoke what I want to smoke. I'm hard."735Please respect copyright.PENANAM2ENmi7zRC
Nick nods but doesn't say anything. I follow suit.735Please respect copyright.PENANABpmejoWDxF
Stanley looks at me with contempt. "Who the shit are you?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAJrxpUcJl7o
"Mike."735Please respect copyright.PENANAAfCrKhQnNy
"Yeah, well, I'm hard, Mike. Harder than you, okay?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAltA7vCB9Yu
I keep my yap shut.735Please respect copyright.PENANAbTbE8JTPHG
"Yeah, I'm hard, alright. I'm the baddest kid around." Stanley takes a long drag off his cigarette.735Please respect copyright.PENANA1GOPOchnRt
He is a kid, alright. I say nothing.735Please respect copyright.PENANA1Tf60MzZfi
Stanley offers the smoke to Nick, who declines.735Please respect copyright.PENANA5X0I7vLV6m
"Alright, bitch. Suit yourself." Another pull.735Please respect copyright.PENANAPeDm7mvxqJ
"Anything in that thing?" I ask him.735Please respect copyright.PENANAc2YMsAa8Qe
"Like what? LSD?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAr9YVDzWK5w
Sarcasm. Or maybe just stupid. Acid is destroyed at burning temperature. "No. Weed," I say.735Please respect copyright.PENANAqfCwmpTOSk
"I don't smoke that shit, bro. Not yet."735Please respect copyright.PENANANO87pfWphp
I laugh. What a badass. Wannabe badass. Plans his drug-induced future. What. When. Where. Why. How. Please.735Please respect copyright.PENANA1vqDKNuMcs
Stanley doesn't take my laughter kindly. "Easy, playa. I'm hard. Harder than you." Veins were popping out of his face in places I never knew veins existed. He looked about ready to pop. "I may not smoke drugs yet, but I will. What, you think I'm not bad? Huh? LOCKDOWN!"735Please respect copyright.PENANA2SohELTqpG
Everything changes then.735Please respect copyright.PENANAe95zdj8tau
Kids come scurrying out of every hideaway hole and hovel imaginable.735Please respect copyright.PENANAWYvfoipZHS
Stanley gives me a hard shove. 735Please respect copyright.PENANAaVW1FWgnxY
I fall on my ass, quickly get to my feet and try to run.735Please respect copyright.PENANAEBTym5GPUN
Too many kids. In the way. "Move!" I say. 735Please respect copyright.PENANAapFFgDhYLf
No one listens. They laugh.735Please respect copyright.PENANA0BLKWBYl0t
I try to get by a wall of rats when I feel two hands grip me around the kidneys. I look back and there's a smiling little girl. We've formed a chain. A chain of kids. Gripping each other. Gripping me. Let go. I don't like to be touched. Stop it!735Please respect copyright.PENANAXlOs4TmNEW
The pain is excruciating. Feels like fire. What the hell is wrong with them. They won't let go of me. I smack hands and attempt to remove them. They push harder. Feel the burn. Against my flesh. What is wrong with them. Why won't they stop.735Please respect copyright.PENANAqr6suZz3hn
I'm driven mad as fingers pierce skin and blood is drawn. Bleeding out. A hand enters one side of me. Another hand. Other side. Feel a tug on my organs.735Please respect copyright.PENANAthF8oshoHk
A pull.735Please respect copyright.PENANAuSNJwJ2Tls
Rip.735Please respect copyright.PENANADkP38szAKl
RIP.735Please respect copyright.PENANAntgQynY1NM
I'm dead.735Please respect copyright.PENANAByaBuJ0BXg
In bed.
There's an old friend. Down by the sycamore tree. The tree that was never there. Interesting. It's grown mighty tall since I was last here... when it was never here. I meet the friend. Nick. Used to sell me drugs. Good stuff, too.735Please respect copyright.PENANARUqDO89s1E
"Hey, Nick."735Please respect copyright.PENANAFyzp50rh6I
"Hey, Mike."735Please respect copyright.PENANAfeOyGcGnzB
"What's good?"735Please respect copyright.PENANA6uc0b2DBxK
"Not much," he says with a sigh.735Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4pOGksA9q
"How come?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAaIeAcuxSMU
"Trouble is coming." He casts paranoid glances around and around.735Please respect copyright.PENANAxuJYTslAgj
"Where?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAO6GqeUQDn3
"There." Nick aims a finger to my right, past my shoulder. 735Please respect copyright.PENANAllf2CVuJ6T
Some wannabe-badass teen who walks from the portable classrooms to where Nick and I are standing. Under the sycamore tree.735Please respect copyright.PENANAyIfrCTUgs0
"Who's he?" I ask.735Please respect copyright.PENANACRZn7YsJ43
"Stanley," Wannabe says.735Please respect copyright.PENANAmkNIpYzq3n
"Oh."735Please respect copyright.PENANAeSGphOcVlE
Stanley wears a black leather jacket, and blue Levi's jeans. His brown hair is slicked back and he smokes a filtered cigarette. "Bitches, man," Stanley says.735Please respect copyright.PENANAZPjxQsysWe
I knew a tirade was coming. I was right.735Please respect copyright.PENANAw0LmXOhZlp
"Becky says I can't smoke my Camels anymore. Dumb bitch. I smoke what I want to smoke. I'm hard."735Please respect copyright.PENANAM2ENmi7zRC
Nick nods but doesn't say anything. I follow suit.735Please respect copyright.PENANABpmejoWDxF
Stanley looks at me with contempt. "Who the shit are you?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAJrxpUcJl7o
"Mike."735Please respect copyright.PENANAAfCrKhQnNy
"Yeah, well, I'm hard, Mike. Harder than you, okay?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAltA7vCB9Yu
I keep my yap shut.735Please respect copyright.PENANAbTbE8JTPHG
"Yeah, I'm hard, alright. I'm the baddest kid around." Stanley takes a long drag off his cigarette.735Please respect copyright.PENANA1GOPOchnRt
He is a kid, alright. I say nothing.735Please respect copyright.PENANA1Tf60MzZfi
Stanley offers the smoke to Nick, who declines.735Please respect copyright.PENANA5X0I7vLV6m
"Alright, bitch. Suit yourself." Another pull.735Please respect copyright.PENANAPeDm7mvxqJ
"Anything in that thing?" I ask him.735Please respect copyright.PENANAc2YMsAa8Qe
"Like what? LSD?"735Please respect copyright.PENANAr9YVDzWK5w
Sarcasm. Or maybe just stupid. Acid is destroyed at burning temperature. "No. Weed," I say.735Please respect copyright.PENANAqfCwmpTOSk
"I don't smoke that shit, bro. Not yet."735Please respect copyright.PENANANO87pfWphp
I laugh. What a badass. Wannabe badass. Plans his drug-induced future. What. When. Where. Why. How. Please.735Please respect copyright.PENANA1vqDKNuMcs
Stanley doesn't take my laughter kindly. "Easy, playa. I'm hard. Harder than you." Veins were popping out of his face in places I never knew veins existed. He looked about ready to pop. "I may not smoke drugs yet, but I will. What, you think I'm not bad? Huh? LOCKDOWN!"735Please respect copyright.PENANA2SohELTqpG
Everything changes then.735Please respect copyright.PENANAe95zdj8tau
Kids come scurrying out of every hideaway hole and hovel imaginable.735Please respect copyright.PENANAWYvfoipZHS
Stanley gives me a hard shove. 735Please respect copyright.PENANAaVW1FWgnxY
I fall on my ass, quickly get to my feet and try to run.735Please respect copyright.PENANAEBTym5GPUN
Too many kids. In the way. "Move!" I say. 735Please respect copyright.PENANAapFFgDhYLf
No one listens. They laugh.735Please respect copyright.PENANA0BLKWBYl0t
I try to get by a wall of rats when I feel two hands grip me around the kidneys. I look back and there's a smiling little girl. We've formed a chain. A chain of kids. Gripping each other. Gripping me. Let go. I don't like to be touched. Stop it!735Please respect copyright.PENANAXlOs4TmNEW
The pain is excruciating. Feels like fire. What the hell is wrong with them. They won't let go of me. I smack hands and attempt to remove them. They push harder. Feel the burn. Against my flesh. What is wrong with them. Why won't they stop.735Please respect copyright.PENANAqr6suZz3hn
I'm driven mad as fingers pierce skin and blood is drawn. Bleeding out. A hand enters one side of me. Another hand. Other side. Feel a tug on my organs.735Please respect copyright.PENANAthF8oshoHk
A pull.735Please respect copyright.PENANAuSNJwJ2Tls
Rip.735Please respect copyright.PENANADkP38szAKl
RIP.735Please respect copyright.PENANAntgQynY1NM
I'm dead.735Please respect copyright.PENANAByaBuJ0BXg
In bed.
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THE Rain Has Fallen.735Please respect copyright.PENANALr2y6ORgbO
No. That's not it.735Please respect copyright.PENANAbyc0wpZ4Tv
They Came After The Rain.735Please respect copyright.PENANACydql7Du6z
There it is.735Please respect copyright.PENANAlYsFVAcmhy
That's the one.735Please respect copyright.PENANALR2ewQ8jxE
The end.
ns3.133.83.123da2 No. That's not it.735Please respect copyright.PENANAbyc0wpZ4Tv
They Came After The Rain.735Please respect copyright.PENANACydql7Du6z
There it is.735Please respect copyright.PENANAlYsFVAcmhy
That's the one.735Please respect copyright.PENANALR2ewQ8jxE
The end.