二零一八年一月十日,我接管了一間工作室。361Please respect copyright.PENANAx7A9hU845E
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工作室的前主人,是一個無名的男插畫家。361Please respect copyright.PENANAbgqPAW0OtM
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那孩子,於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。361Please respect copyright.PENANABCONBo0VM1
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那個插畫家年僅二十五,是一個家人不支持他,認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。361Please respect copyright.PENANA3SPzsGZAhW
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接管工作室鑰匙那天,那孩子哭得十分悽涼,說:「拜託你,好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」361Please respect copyright.PENANAvPV6MyhtB5
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他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手,一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中,藏著海量的淚。361Please respect copyright.PENANAhCTWojT9TG
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我點點頭,皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會,好好珍惜它的。」361Please respect copyright.PENANARlLy6RC6gq
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他以微笑作回應。361Please respect copyright.PENANAyritYWVj8C
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鬆開我雙手後,他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中,收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。361Please respect copyright.PENANAZzJRqRoxSp
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在我眼中,那些畫作只有黑白色,但卻看得出來,那孩子的畫功,十分精緻。「謝謝你,我走了。」361Please respect copyright.PENANADtLS76ziYp
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帶著哭腔,他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。361Please respect copyright.PENANAZyVa4MhJHY
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我的視線緊跟著他的背影。361Please respect copyright.PENANAK9hDMK6wTV
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直至,他離開了工作室,徹底消失在我眼前。361Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ6j0bfPGU
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他離開後,我鬆了一口氣。361Please respect copyright.PENANAzbg0qw8Y3S
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看著這曾經熟悉的工作室,十分感慨。361Please respect copyright.PENANAJIxBXRRMo5
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忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處,雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁,深深嗅了一下,鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味,「還是...來遲了...」對,遲了,挽回不了了。361Please respect copyright.PENANA236OcD7ViG
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我一如既往的拿起刀子,向牆壁用力一刺,刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。361Please respect copyright.PENANA5fLWgdoVoo
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刺了一下又一下,撕開了一層又一層的油漆。361Please respect copyright.PENANAW9xtsW5htk
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我,再一次,放棄了。361Please respect copyright.PENANAtV1BZCB8Sf
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「果然,怎樣也回不去。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAEVa9h4h3Yb
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我跪在地上,雙手捂著臉,哭了個死活。361Please respect copyright.PENANA7rh6IM234h
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沒關係,下一次再試就好了。361Please respect copyright.PENANAv1v2Jy91Es
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我經常這般對自己說。361Please respect copyright.PENANA0vKxPQ8GgN
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但...也許,再沒有下一次了。361Please respect copyright.PENANA2ji1feuKdD
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雙手移到心臟所在的位置,「也許,真的沒有了..」361Please respect copyright.PENANA6w0OiJg42R
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那孩子的眼裡,藏著一整個海洋;而我的眼裡,只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。361Please respect copyright.PENANAZGzUKA7LuX
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我已經,再也看不見色彩了。361Please respect copyright.PENANA6nYgox6BX9
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至少,讓那孩子看得到吧,拜託祢...雙手合十,懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。361Please respect copyright.PENANAyg3TPpwCPm
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我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾,以滿臉的淚水作誠意。361Please respect copyright.PENANApP9egKloMV
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「除了我的靈魂和心靈,我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAJi9FqyojcY
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或許那孩子並不認識我,但我卻比任何人更要了解他。361Please respect copyright.PENANA7ADICXrYYn
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他,名叫李浩誠,一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。361Please respect copyright.PENANALeDgH1UyDi
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一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想,卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。361Please respect copyright.PENANANTZTnJ7EFH
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家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持,甚至以言語漫罵,說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話?為甚麼要辛苦自己?明明你是當醫生的材料...」361Please respect copyright.PENANASf2q0Kp9TX
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為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼,讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。361Please respect copyright.PENANAmHCTmiXAMm
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對,是我的壓力。361Please respect copyright.PENANAzw4iKY3Ffh
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那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。361Please respect copyright.PENANA4BPzi1oFPB
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我,力不膚支。361Please respect copyright.PENANAzDsoKiZMaW
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在我把工作室出售的那一天,一個男人來找我,並把我罵了一頓。361Please respect copyright.PENANAbyuWokZhE1
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「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAt8hOJjKTmG
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不,我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。361Please respect copyright.PENANAk2Ssy5gTUc
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那天,我在他面前把地板哭濕了。361Please respect copyright.PENANArh6k7z2AQe
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他給予我擁抱,我卻毫不猶豫地離開。361Please respect copyright.PENANA9bbaFrQaRx
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我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩,也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。361Please respect copyright.PENANAIWAXvEBsWt
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我沒資格。361Please respect copyright.PENANA3cvMxlAcqg
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我合上眼,背後出現了一個黑洞。361Please respect copyright.PENANAwc9rkiilnU
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黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手,想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。361Please respect copyright.PENANAe2RVvMOvTq
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我已無力反抗,任由黑洞把我吸進去。361Please respect copyright.PENANAHHv41GvwGt