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早已經大汗淋漓的我用盡全身的氣力向前推，在酷熱的天氣下，彷彿連終點也看不見。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV8cJ9LIt8
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我努力地瞇著眼，只見猛烈的陽光下的斜坡幾乎沒有盡頭，驟眼看還有不短的路程要走。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTuKiUKZ56
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雙腿的痠痛感讓我不自覺停下了腳步。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIDO39A7mB
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我猶如溺水後獲救一樣拼命大口呼吸著——好像有一段好長的時間也不曾如此累過。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4Gkjp57If
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下意識地抬起了臉，陽光比平日還要刺眼，大抵是因為今天的天空澄澈得很，萬里無雲。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVbNHv0gis
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沒有浮雲的對照，我似乎更加無法看得出自己和天空的距離。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUKXNmCgOQ
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小時候，我曾經以為天空好近，以為只要不眠不休地一直、一直向前走，攀過山涉過水，就會走到世界的另一端，到達天空與大地交接的一點。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1ZLjv2pKc
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以後的我才發現，再多走千萬里路，也不會有可能走到天空。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCASXvKWTI
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看得見，卻觸不到，到底我們之間，相隔多少公里？111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXhyvkWGO7
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUWpJSLBHV
「怎麼……在發呆？要……休息一下嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZuzqf1WUz
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxcCe9cXYl
阿暘似是察覺到我無端停下來了，從書櫃的後方探頭出來，額上滿是汗水，說話有點上氣不接下氣。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivgnTI4mzd
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU92pgq05X
逆光之下的他對比著蔚藍的天空，對我來說是一樣的遙不可及。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W7MgrE9SW
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sJxFTuFcd
「不用。」我大力搖頭。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn1lXZrimq
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP8d2BrEAj
我在阿暘面前永遠都在逞強，就算明明累了都硬撐著，就算明明哭出來了，也要強裝堅強。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadqtpF04kD
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我總是不希望在他面前示弱。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTrcXuTkAZ
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiP638T905
我寧願輸給全世界，我也不想輸給他。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrksJRTtxfN
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因為我不在乎全世界，我只在乎他。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhpbmfy22L
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqm6NkKjqx
不過，這一切一切，我由始至終都放在心裡。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuXhBuYqTs
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmupgeJKlVT
即使我們大家都心知肚明，但無人戳破的泡沫，我堅信它會飛得很遠。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHibwTnzExx
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「真的不用？」他又看輕我了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvNrZ7r8V7
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUa83Ng4jdO
「看來你才要休息一下吧。」瞥了一眼他氣喘吁吁的模樣，我深呼吸了一口氣，然後一手托起書櫃。「來！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoiPB93dIW
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS3q8atUra
「慢著！我可還沒準備好！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfFdzLwjzq
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阿暘狼狽地接住書櫃，好不容易才站穩。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKpJwXjb7H
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabM6AHQRtE
「沒用鬼！」我生怕他會聽不到似地大喊道。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdncgGR5h0R
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHGpsCTqWK
「你只要一聲令下，沒用鬼就會消失啦！」只是任他再恐嚇我多少次，我也明知他不會離我而去。「然後讓你這個笨蛋獨自抬個一整晚。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalOhubt9XQ
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsLvKWPI6Y
「誰是笨蛋？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF96ZEGCsfN
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT717VYM7R
「笨蛋！難道這不是你的主意嗎？」他的嗓門大得快要整條街道的人都聽得見。「搬運服務嫌貴也算了，連手推車也沒有，哪有這麼笨的人！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YsaogM2ox
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9un3rDVNrw
我心虛地把臉藏在書櫃的背後，拼命忍住笑。我以為他差點要發現我的意圖了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gDbdajq5m
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不過，再細想一下，以我所了解的阿暘，他根本不會看得出吧。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1tH8uOYWs
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHH0cf50B5
對於這個書櫃，我當然沒有表面上那麼非愛不可，只是它體積大得足以讓我有藉口喚阿暘來幫忙。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOYYkAMr7o
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9n3gBbnJ7F
我偷瞄著他拼命把書櫃搬起的認真神情，空虛的情緒忽爾湧上心頭。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsXBrhjRMM
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyMuZKfyr3
愚蠢的到底是蒙在鼓裡的他，還是死抓住不放手的自己？111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPJhCCLBaK
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「快走到斜路的盡頭了！」他嚷道。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdReG2rGCi7
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我探頭出去，發現他燦爛的笑靨，在明媚的陽光下更要讓人目眩。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vjJe6AWRl
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAa0hajiaO
我深深感受到自己無可救藥的迷戀。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6vpk798xX
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJmoCevncZ
甩了甩頭，我憋著氣努力抱著書櫃走完最後一段的斜路。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbuBmpwTRR
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL52uJxA3El
然而，手中的重量卻莫名愈走愈輕，只見阿暘幾乎把整個書櫃提了起來。我不由自主放開了手，他毫無負擔似地走了好幾步，才意識到後頭少了一個人。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotl80opXbu
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYpLA9ArFp
我呆站原地，看著他在光線之中緩緩回頭。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzOG7DJjOk
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBo4eADFuaO
「怪不得重了這麼多。」他邊放下書櫃邊用著責怪的語氣說，可是眼中卻溢滿笑意。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT16Hhd0BUJ
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzTgWlK69D
凝看著他澄澈的眼眸，我第一次感到無法言語。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJo6VGDTTT
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我喜歡你。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7F85W3kqV
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在幾近空白的腦海裡，只剩下了這麼一句。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gVSFigXzD
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從冰箱取出兩罐零系可樂，走出客廳卻失去了阿暘的蹤影。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDkkABULQe
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXdybXhTV5
我沒好氣地打開了睡房的門，一如所料他正肆無忌憚安坐在我的床上。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88L2xGz3pf
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk7wD3pbFS
「你怎麼知道我喜歡這個口味？」也沒有一聲道謝，他便搶走了汽水咕嚕咕嚕地猛喝著。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ01eQuT0I1
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJGKqPbBQg
我好笑地打量著他。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR24651vxc
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「你怎麼知道我不是打算兩罐都自己喝？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoDQRPLuw0
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「你好像不喜歡喝可樂吧。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIOnMOe0e8
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原本想拉開扣環的手僵住了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X18PSfeRU
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「出外吃飯那麼多次，我從來沒有看過你點可樂啊。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74nli0vsQg
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZahbtFdQ6
我抬臉看著阿暘一臉的不以為然，有時候我也分不清楚我們兩個誰在演戲。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGFGZeoCL5
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxMDVEOyJj
在一個完全不喜歡喝可樂的人的家，冰箱裡卻永遠有兩罐零系可樂——這真的是巧合嗎？111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUh1pj6axP
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FChveDP8Y
「不如讓我幫一幫你忙。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u8S06BZML
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「嗄？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPth7eZPYOZ
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他毫無預警地站了起來，我下意識想退後，然而卻發現狹小的房間根本無處可逃，我倆於是就這樣無聲對峙著。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTCeVtoN3O
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZgmbQShRx
噗噗聲蓋過了身邊周圍的所有，我生怕自己的臉紅心跳，會將心底裡最真實的心情表露無遺。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBvV6UNRLy
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr50t2k3Py
這個時候，他卻沒頭沒腦地把空罐子塞到我的左手，然後順勢一手奪去另一罐汽水。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7noMWu5MpQ
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWheJMdxSZ
半晌，我才終於意識到是怎麼一回事。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtpCwEGX5E
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPr6mU7rZM
「你真是一個不折不扣的無賴。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXu1I3WCyh
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41cRQtBt2t
他一臉從容的看著我，悠然地喝了一口，把汽水遞到我的面前。「那你要喝嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcGcVVLDFs
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IMc26cqnr
「才不要！」我怒瞪著他，「你這個人真的沒救……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwm2JuB6py
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDpxjjy56N
他沒有絲毫羞愧，反而得意地笑了。「兩罐汽水兌換一條烈日下的長斜路，便宜了你吧！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39vKyonb3c
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KLnkEduBb
正當我想要反駁之際，卻被他打住了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo63rW5SxJ
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「喂，那是什麼？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbA4mV6cgQ
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC73XcnxfUV
他突然好奇地向著床尾的方向傾前身軀，好像是發現了什麼有趣的。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFAHyMtYKY
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwSUJWaI9g
轉眼之間，他已經從紙箱中取出一塊獎牌。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6VTBs7Ot0
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQS5c8mG3T
「這是我遺失了的那個嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAJeNtEUBC
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阿暘皺著眉頭狀甚苦惱，眼見他在下一秒鐘要仔細端詳了，我沒有多想便馬上把它搶過來。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzm8iFtTto
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjhRRDRKSJ
「別碰！這個不是你的！是別人送給我的！」我情急之下亂編謊話，然後扯著他的衣角。「我還沒有跟你算！你臭氣沖天，進我房間幹嘛？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAQ06R65cM
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VDoehYfua
「誰送的？我知道了——是隊長吧？我早早就猜到他對你有意思！我鼓勵過他無數遍了，他依然不敢向你表白，原來他卻偷偷送你……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTJyfcezoG
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKeA3U7UkH
「別自作聰明。」我用力把他推出房門外，「出去！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT9WTlrLC9
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUtrp7r6E5
我以迅雷不及掩耳的速度關上了門。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOviYBLYpH
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門外的阿暘好像還在嘮叨著什麼，我的心神卻雜亂得只容得下這一塊獎牌。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcCtv8sJ3Z
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrfJGM1Rn7
猶記得當時他贏了比賽，我卻像得獎者般戴著獎牌四處留影拍照。也記不起是有心還是無意，我之後把獎牌藏了起來，一直沒有歸還。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3e6pNcz6A
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSGfExyxuQ
我曾經天真地以為，他有天終會向我告白，然後我會手執著獎牌，見證自己多年的單戀收成正果。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv4brvPgFn
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVHhPvnCIu
事實卻是這麼多年以後，什麼也不曾改變，我依然偏執地喜歡著阿暘，繼續盲目向天空奔跑，繼續不願承認自己不懂飛的事實。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdKIx1w2xU
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PSO871j6Z
怔怔望著掌心中的獎牌，我第一次感到無比的沉甸甸。一路走過來的足印，原來從沒有因為時間消逝而褪色。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrn9TNFB0A
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dwZIz8SVr
我珍而重之把它放到抽屜的最深處。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzmn1Hdw1p
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgJrNg7Th7
我抖擻了精神，重新打開了房門，只見靜坐在客廳角落的阿暘，饒有深意地直視著我。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15r5CvjSUg
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D73Ju0ZML
「怎麼了？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sTnYortLq
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我避開熾熱的目光，落荒而逃走到廚房倒了一杯冰水。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKQJ8W4xwo
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIazjgvEXvb
「你真的要在這裡一個人生活了？」他朗聲問。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IuCS5ahY7
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「嗄？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGvm5vvkNI
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我明明聽到了，不知道是我不懂回答，還是因為不想回答。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVPFZ69FN2
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「我說，你準備好獨個生活了嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuVl8Ff0Yt
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他的聲音隨著腳步愈來愈近，最後在我的背後停下了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJEG9aFu2Z
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「當然啊。」我刻意用著輕快的語調說，「新居、新生活、新人生，全部都在歡天喜地迎接我。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ013qhL7veD
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我轉過身，沉住氣直視著我新的人生裡，最不應該存在的那個人。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCSqQRESaY
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唯一，我無法擺脫的人。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTurdJ9pXpF
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他那張臉莫名開始慢慢化開，察覺到什麼的我拼命把頭抬起，不讓眼淚掉下來。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw1eZsUhTZ
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我不想變得軟弱，至少不要在他面前。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWozPb3czHp
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「我從來沒有想過你是會想自己生活的人呢。」他似是未有發覺，少有用著認真的腔調說道。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFh766CqFV
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「對啊，我不是。」我直認不諱，「所以我才要嘗試一下啊。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllEC0nLTKz
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「這是哪門子的道理？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXk8taYpnR
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看著阿暘無辜的神情，我便憤然把整杯冰水一口氣全喝光了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4PjuIlWAh
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他欲言又止，似乎想要開解我，卻又想不到該要說什麼話。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlZ8tBzJgh
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「對了！剛才我在你的客廳又發現了什麼……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqtIpaDQfX
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他就這麼拋下了一句便轉身離開了，我趕忙放下杯子緊隨著他，生怕他再次發現我喜歡他的證據。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIszFiqdHW
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「你好像搞錯了，這裡可不是博物館。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYZcgK3ziR
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「那個……」他走到客廳的玻璃櫃前，興奮地指著裡面看起來格格不入的模型，「我可是找了好久呢！你怎麼會有？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblVlCzbhw0
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循著他的視線望過去，許多往事倏地浮現腦海，我想起了那個曾經差一步便死心的自己。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zUZpg46p5
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有一段時間，我每逢假期便會走遍整個城市，為的只是要替他搜尋絕版的模型。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuWlIVblWo
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想起他對此顯得耿耿於懷的模樣，我慢下來的步伐總會不由自主地加快。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6l9AQ5uiI
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幾經辛苦，最後終於在一個老屋村的商場中的玩具店找到了，至今我仍然記住自己那時候喜出望外的心情。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM3lJKUHoO
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我就這樣滿心歡喜地抱著模型直奔他的家，卻換來他擁住了別個的畫面。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnrXkPfDPR
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因為這件事，我對阿暘不瞅不睬了整整一個月。也是頭一次，我萌生起要與他一刀了斷的想法。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hycAoQRid
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直至冷戰了一個月之後，他似乎按捺不住了，午飯時巴巴地走過來課室門前攔住我的去路，氣急敗壞地問我，到底我做錯了什麼。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2GTVTYODt
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到那一刻我才驚醒，犯錯的從來不是他，而是自己——而是對他來說什麼都不是的自己。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGmbjjWaVm
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無論從哪一個角度來看，我都似乎沒有遷怒於他的資格。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gNfygx1kz
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然後我們就戲劇性地和好了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw1bHS5Vl4
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只是，經過了無數個年頭，我們的關係依舊原地踏步，不斷重複。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykVqjT3DCY
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儼然除了乏力地往天空奔跑外，我再找不到任何前進的目標。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmSRIbizzE
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「認識了這麼久也不知道，原來你對模型有興趣的嗎？」他一臉好奇地問我。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYqWI1ooZk
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在那之後，我始終找不到機會送給他，於是就莫名地把模型收藏了這麼多年。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVAnI8Z4Fm
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我偏著頭，納悶著這個時機是否千載難逢。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡallY2dR9qZ
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「你喜歡的話……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM8dmUFOCj
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「真巧呢！」他情緒高漲地打斷了我的說話，「我也是前陣子才剛好找到呢！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9p6fV08vq
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腦袋好像在一剎那失去了思考功能，我只是愣愣地看著他興奮莫名的神情，心隱隱在揪著。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM1UBdn6Cj
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我不清楚一個絕版模型能夠代表什麼，我只是知道以前從來沒有哪一個時刻，像今天一樣的強烈感受到，我們之間的不可能。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtMsG5cgff
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面對著如今的一無所獲，我才發現自己對多年來的徒勞不曾釋懷。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9bONSz5BM
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我永遠也不會擁有他吧。我無法不篤定的如此相信著。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZpdZ0g4mq
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「我想我們將這個城市僅存的兩個都買走了。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVF8cJu8Jx
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他甚至沒有追問模型的由來，就若無其事地下了定論，彷彿我徒步走過來的幾千萬里，只是個不值一提的笑話。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU91rZOllq
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「可能吧。」我苦笑著。「我想它也等待了許久，才遇得上有心人……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3ZcM7ARh8
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他沒有作聲，只是莫名湊前盯住我。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi9JO4SZxK
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「借來！」他忽爾摘去了我的眼鏡。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz2tEAQmm7
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「你怎麼……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZG4Z89EBe
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視線一下子失焦了，張著嘴想要大罵的我，卻凝望著他的身影慢慢走到落地玻璃窗的旁邊，化成一團迷濛。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbs4icf3RQ
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「你說我戴眼鏡好看嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKAuPkldWZ
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我沒好氣地說：「你懂得什麼是近視嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Op5fLh3Ap
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忽然發現，沒有了鏡片阻隔的世界，反而變得更加不真實。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSeIrJJpmP
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阿暘和背後的藍天空，慢慢融為一體。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTu078zj5H
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我發覺，我再分不清楚，到底是哪一個比較遠，到底我窮追不捨的，是天空，還是阿暘。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIiMEwBdSR
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「你怎麼哭了？」恍惚之間好像聽見他錯愕的聲線。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgsZnubJtJ
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「沒有。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFC4nTb8jU
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我用手背輕輕擦去了淚痕，堆起了笑臉。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKyIlZfkD4
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「只是陽光太刺眼罷了。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBQMHYh7tT
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