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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2fXn882QL
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtC5bVEu2Xr
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0htBWOlo4
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDb5kWou0kc
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包裝妳的異樣，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTGGjPuekO
編織出一道厚繭囚住，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RI2T5Qv0V
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIoIuMi4xn
「這樣的我。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPASroRyeX
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIvKgI1ZKy
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfcNNXUtPv
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwPTKfYWMH
「將異樣的感受消除。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviB3MCOhBy
891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBSnAcihCz
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1yA4dIQ72
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHeKcdtKeB
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妳渴望：891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpfpSP8tdZ
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpua4ALYzY9
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhnQDbdsKq
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvPD9hQ4Ov
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1lznTU29L
「暴露出來。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQKFGUilSz
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJuHnlyVqA
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetzrxrj9M8
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxwdZL3F0I
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSNEyiNyVL
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO7MWsdows
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWRc35ULAD
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV6FVZWiG3
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牽起一絲又一絲，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRpjwGZsJp
有粗大、有細小的，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSyGjIcfY9
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLbwIKzszs
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdCuYkePCn
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvI24nzVeW
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSrFueQj3t
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzAGu3Z2Ol
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5kif7YFei
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKa6A0LRqy
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四溢出……891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe8O7f8hzh
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTFpu17MIZ
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPuOD4qada
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPqAjZ1bPk
「答案是肯定的對吧？」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjINdzBd3L
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzO0nJOTCv
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApsa2TETmK
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvpkeGloeq
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXEJ99M7zl
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNY9SRaz0j
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQDx7k3SKL
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjN46zAZ94
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQv2zRufY5
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0emRVSrHh
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF6MZ7Zppn
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aF5LqTgwx
好像也不怎麼在意了……891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmtMa0xNOK
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy7uzEWcTN
而且從內到外的冰冷。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw8mCOgVf8
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zbPGxOAMR
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfWfbAcOAD
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y4ugQj5fr
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjBqvQbMzk
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q8eWP6k7s
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44wZVMQP7r
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAqtwFGaGS
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5BMPeqn0q
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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