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理解當時的自己,和對婚姻無能為力的父母,539Please respect copyright.PENANAdlKfqEJ1iI
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寫作的經驗和能力,帶給我很多生活與工作上的方便,539Please respect copyright.PENANA8TMM9vvntW
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